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you always get what you want…

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i auditioned for the Free Step dance troupe [which i’ve suddenly heard is the best dance troupe amung all the department] and i got in. yey for me.

i’m doing extremey well in chemistry [very shocking indeed] and idk, so far, everything’s been ok.

i think i’m ok.

we are very complicated right now and although me and james are once again a couple [sheesh] i’m having a hard time admitting it because it doesn’t really feel like we are.

i think we just back slid but that’s what he wants.

i wouldn’t be suprised anymore if he wanted to start seeing other people bet. this relationship. </3

it’s completely outta my hands now. go figure.

xoxo

issa

so this is how it is now..

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i guess it’s really over now. and not over like in the kinda way that you break up and just get back together. over in a sense that we don’t know if we wanna get back together or not anymore.

but god, i didn’t do it because i wanted to get away from him or because i don’t want him in my life anymore cuz i do. right now, it’s like my whole world just stopped and idk what to do or what i’m supposed to do.

i bought my first pack of cigarettes but i didn’t smoke it cuz i was scared that if i did, james wouldn’t get back with me but that’s stupid now because if he were going to, he would’ve done it before. but he hasn’t. and now we’re both single. he’s happy, i’m not. and that’s not really how i pictured things when i ended it with him.

i just thought that if we broke up, both of us would be miserable. both of us would be crying our eyes out day in day out. but why am u the only one who’s crying?

why doesn’t he wanna get back together?

why isn’t he sure anymore?

i love him, i do. and i want to be with him and this time i want it to work. but why isn’t it anymore?

</3 </3 </3

guess what i did today…

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i broke the rules but i feel good about it.
i was spontaneous and i feel like a teenager again.
i did something i wasn’t sure of at first but in the end,
it felt worth it.

and if anyone doesn’t like what i did,
then you can go and EAT SHIT
cuz i’m happy.
i made myself happy
and i feel
infinite.

i auditioned for Free Step dance club.
and i did pretty well.

i hope i get in.

[crosses fingers]

re: hey you!!!

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❤



and would just like to thank him for saving her from boredom and anti sociality during her long breakls.

in addition to this, she would like to thank him for carrying her books [w/o her having to ask him to do it anymore] and for bringing her to class and for always suprising her at their locker and for always leaving little post it’s with sweet stuff on it. she loves you.

and she would also like to wish you lots of luck on your return demo tomorrow. maybe if she waited fo r you, she might end up auditioning for dance troupe but that’ll be ayt with you cuz you’re the supportive boyfriend now, right? lmao. nah, it really just depends. HAHA.

no really, i hope i’m not getting in the way of your grades. i hope i’m even encouraging and inspiring you to do good. cuz i know you’re capable of awesomeness. err.. no, not really. i’m the only one capable of that. JK!

ok,i’m ranting. done na. i love you! mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

xxxxxxxxxxxoxoxxxxxxx

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hey you!!!

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i had fun in the library!!! ahahah it was fun like we were doing your research and shit we were drawing and you asked me yo draw and yeah i drew… ahahah it was a funny moment. it was good that i didnt go home and i waited for your break so that we could spend time together.

mwah
bye
iloveyou

can i?

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dear james,

    can i try out for dance troupe? cuz nina’s going to audition tomorrow and since i’m going home with her everyday, i figured i’d join and the opportunity is right in front of me. and kuan, i figured that if there’s ANY time to join something like that, it’s now. just for the first year. i just wanna know what it’s like.

    and ann [your sister] said that it’s not like i’m doing a bad thing and dancing would be my devotion to god and she wants me to join cuz if she were in college, she would join too esp. na first year pa.

    please? :]

AWESOME!!!!

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i miss  blogging here. im traumatized kasi, eh. i dont like ur blogs awh i mean some because theyre like all nagging and about the bad times we had. so yeah i dont wanna read the bad times we had. how about the bad times. right? hope u understand. i love you so much . and thank you for hammering or putting an effort on nailing that frame that i gave to you. i like it ahahah it looks kewl ahahah mwah. i love you. and thanx for making me happy today. i hope i made you happy too. but but but uhm my day wasnt really that complete because i didnt really get to see you like we didnt have lunch together. because im used to the fact eht we go eat lunch together. but today was a busy day for me. sorry. maybe tomorrow i will see yu more than today. i love you. bye mwah

according to the college kids…

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i am friendly but an anti-social;
cute but moody
and
i’m a good speaker but i tend to be too confident.

these people must REALLY like me.

funny thing about ALL of this is that everything kinda contrasts each other. pfft. and i thought these college kids were smart.

in my defense, the only reason why i’m as anti social as i am is because i haven’t found anyone i like. like, like in a sense that i can see myself hanging out with her on a daily basis kinda thing. so far, everyone is just loud, obnoxious and annoying.

extremely annoying.

which is why until now,
i fly solo.

thank god for boyfriends.