I love you with all my entire life and soul. I love you.
I got denied of my US Visa again, for the second time.
I am grateful for the opportunity to experience sadness in a life that is full of wins- it reminds me to stay grounded. I am excited for what the universe has planned for me because I know it’s going to be awesome & I am happy to be able to go home to my husband & son after all of this.
I was able to rebook my flight to 3:00 instead of 8- I am still extremely lucky. 🤍
It was a great 3 days & now I finally know and I can sleep well.
Today- no, correction, this entire month’s work inquiries have been INSANE.
It almost feels like the universe is finally recognizing all the hard work I’ve been pouring into my craft and truthfully, I really fucking deserve this.
I was once asked (and I think about this moment alot) if I ever feel “imposter syndrome” and to be really honest- no. I put in soo much work, I did my time, I learned, I waited for MY time so yeah, I am that bitch.
Anyways, I’m gonna be on a billboard this year. I can finally cross that off my bucket list!
Dearest North,
One day you will find this blog and you will discover how fond I am of you- which I intend to be for the rest of our lives- and today, the ever apple of my eye, you discovered your balls.
You reached down and screamed, “MOM WHAT IS THIS?!” with a horror on your face.
Oh I wish I could’ve bottled that moment, my dearest little darling boy.
I hope you enjoyed today’s biology lesson!
xx,
mom
I am for the time being out of work. But this just means all contracts have been lived out, are in limbo or internal restructuring is currently taking place which is very common during Q1’s.
This also means that I am faced with the ability to decide what insane life altering choices am I going to make simply for the plot (and the money, duh).
Do I expand- which would be so amazing just like Bryan has been asking me to? Do I lock in on issaplease which is what I perpetually want to do? Do I do both? or do I just chill and see what happens because I do not have the ability to lock in?
In an alternate universe, the answer would be so clear and this would’ve been so fucking cool.
My singing voice before I decided to give up nicotine… what a time
Sometimes people will say things like, “imagine the things you would’ve been considered for (career wise) if you didn’t choose to be a mom” and to that I say, “what is a few days and a silly campaign over a lifetime of this.”
These clips have healing powers
I read somewhere (by somewhere I mean a Reel 😒) that we are currently living in a moment we might not ever get back.
Our parents are all alive, the kids are still home (and like us) and we are most likely trying to live the lives we had always dreamed of.
What a privilege it is to be able to be in this era of my life.
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