A. Age: 20

B. Bed size: Single

C. Chore you hate: Sweeping and dish washing 

D. Dogs: 1. Named Pepper. He’s a doll. No, he’s actually a Princess Shih Tzu 😀

This is the evil culprit responsible.

E. Essential start to your day: Checking my fashion blog. http://www.LBSfashion.tumblr.com *plug plug*

F. Favorite color: Black/ neon colors [total contrast, I know]

G. Gold or silver: GOLD

FUCK YEAH

H. Height: 5’11

I. Instruments: Guitar, drums, piano 🙂

J. Job title: Self employed lol

K. Kids: Never

L. Live: or not to live? is that the question?

M. Mom’s name: Cathy

N. Nicknames: Issa, Toots, Chua

O. Overnight hospital stays: Countless.

P. Pet peeve(s): YOU

Q. Quote from a movie: “ambot”

R. Right or left handed: LEFT!

S. Siblings: Casey, Miguel, Kiona, Paolo, Neilsen

T. Time you wake up: 9 am

U. Underwear: None

V. Vegetables you dislike: Stringed beans. 

W. What makes you run late: My mom. 

X. X-rays you’ve had: My mouth, chest

Y. Yummy food you make: PASTAA

Z. Zoo- favorite animal: PENGUINS!!!!

I’ve learned how to wear a crop top…

I’ve joined a make up contest…

And I’ve whipped my hair back and forth…

And I’ve never been this happy in my whole life before.

what’ve you been doing lately?

I hope you’re all as happy as I am now. :]

xx,

Issa Perez

I’m actually happy. Maybe I just needed to fix myself before I expected everyone to fix tthemselves to make me happy. Yes, I’m selfish like that I guess.

:>

So much stuff has been going on in my life since I’ve lasted posted.

The Run for Youth is over and was without a doubt a success, Papa is now located in the states and I have never been so unsure about my relationship in my whole life.

I am achieving things that I could only dream of achieving before and actually getting to this place means so much to me to even fathom to let go of.

Do you ever feel that in order to reach something bigger, you need to let go of more important things even if the things you need to let go of are the things that motivated you to start in the first place?

I’m only human, I get hurt- I’m not as strong as you might think I am.

I’m tired, frustrated- built up just to be broken down.

I hate who I am right now and I want this to end.

Lately i’ve been hella busy with school.

What’s worse about the whole thing is i’m most interested in what i’m busy with [which are hardly related to school despite being school activities] than nursing itself.

I’m getting really tired of living everyday merely trying to get by. I don’t know why I constantly torture myself with nursing.

I would rather drop dead.

it’s been a year na! So happy. But tired 🙂

haha.

this is lame.

If it’s happiness you want, it’s happiness you’ll get

But i can only achieve these things with you with me 🙂

This literally makes me want to stop going to school and just do what ever it is I’m doing 🙂 hehe

Do you ever feel like your head is always somewhere else??

I always find myself saying over and over again in my head that my dreams are somewhere far far away.

And it sucks.

I never know what I want.