I’m only human, I get hurt- I’m not as strong as you might think I am.

I’m tired, frustrated- built up just to be broken down.

I hate who I am right now and I want this to end.

Lately i’ve been hella busy with school.

What’s worse about the whole thing is i’m most interested in what i’m busy with [which are hardly related to school despite being school activities] than nursing itself.

I’m getting really tired of living everyday merely trying to get by. I don’t know why I constantly torture myself with nursing.

I would rather drop dead.

it’s been a year na! So happy. But tired 🙂

haha.

this is lame.

If it’s happiness you want, it’s happiness you’ll get

But i can only achieve these things with you with me 🙂

This literally makes me want to stop going to school and just do what ever it is I’m doing 🙂 hehe

Do you ever feel like your head is always somewhere else??

I always find myself saying over and over again in my head that my dreams are somewhere far far away.

And it sucks.

I never know what I want.

Now, I have no idea why anyone would even do this to me. I don’t have any enemies but I guess it was all luck.

I always thought I had reached the prime of my “career’ the day someone made a fake account of me. But maybe I’m already at it. LOL. jk.

Seriously though, someone thought it would be funny to change my email address from issplease to isa_isa101. Pssh, yeah right. Like i would ever make an email address like THAT. *eye roll*

But really, whoever did that…not cool. You’ve actually cause me sooo much hassle. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MY SCHOOL WORK NOW, you jerk!

I haven’t been able to be on as much as i would’ve wanted to and i greatly apologize. Lately i’ve been busy with my tumblr account and it’s been good. but my loyalty will always be wit you, Xanga 🙂

My life has pretty much been a blast not to mention me and paolo will be celebrating our anniversary next month.

I’m a very lucky girl ❤

A lot of times. I cut, alot.

Most of the time, i only cut to somehow redirect all the overwhelming emotions I feel but yk, there are days when I just feel like “one day, I’m gonna have it in me to dig it a little big deeper and end all of this.”

That doesn’t happen that often anymore. I t used to when Alvin used to be in the picture. But I’ve happily burned that bridge.

:]

Your views on religion:

Why this? Whyyy.

Well, first and foremost, I do believe in A god but ok… nvm.

I’d really rather not