i can’t go to the mall today because my mom thinks i’m being abussive. but i don’t think i am. i’m simply making up for all the saturday’s when i didn’t go out. lmao.. fine,i admit, i just really REALLY REALLY wanna go out today. lmao.
kate’s leaving in a few hours and i was supposed to watch miami vice with some friends. haha.i know, right? me? miami vice? i bet’ll scared the buh-jeeperz outta me but hey, i survived troy and the gladiator. :]

btw, http://www.friendster.com/issaplease. i fixed it, yes, i did. lmao

mom told me that we’re moving next sunday. fine. family day is this sunday. better. i don’t have class on the monday after that. fine.

god, i really, realy, really ,really wanna go out today. i’m actually starting to feel sorry for all the people that i threw bitch fits at cuz i coudln’t go out. I LOVE YOU 🙂

i can’t go to the mall today because my mom thinks i’m being abussive. but i don’t think i am. i’m simply making up for all the saturday’s when i didn’t go out. lmao.. fine,i admit, i just really REALLY REALLY wanna go out today. lmao.
kate’s leaving in a few hours and i was supposed to watch miami vice with some friends. haha.i know, right? me? miami vice? i bet’ll scared the buh-jeeperz outta me but hey, i survived troy and the gladiator. :]

btw, http://www.friendster.com/issaplease. i fixed it, yes, i did. lmao

mom told me that we’re moving next sunday. fine. family day is this sunday. better. i don’t have class on the monday after that. fine.

god, i really, realy, really ,really wanna go out today. i’m actually starting to feel sorry for all the people that i threw bitch fits at cuz i coudln’t go out. I LOVE YOU 🙂

you get left with a really really bad headache [ even if you didn’t drink that much at all ], you get really  dizzy and you’re left with a drunk head and a sober heart.

i know this because i’m asking myself right now, “what did i do wrong last night?” WELL, nothing really. haha. i guess i expect more from the drunk issa. an advantage that should be taken so i can get away with it because remember, you’re incontrol[not in control, whatevr] of your feelings when you’re drunk and you can get away with murder. or at least doing somethig stupid. hh. so, ok, maybe <b>now</b> i’ll admi i was drunk. even if i wasn’t. just to get away with it. lmao.

haha.

i think my problem is i want soo much. i want too much. but right now, i’d give everything up to be with him. oi, that’s not me. i swear. lmao. pero tinuod gyud toh chab, i’d stop everything. watch me 😛 erm.. no nalang. this single ife is as narly as it could get.

you get left with a really really bad headache [ even if you didn’t drink that much at all ], you get really  dizzy and you’re left with a drunk head and a sober heart.

i know this because i’m asking myself right now, “what did i do wrong last night?” WELL, nothing really. haha. i guess i expect more from the drunk issa. an advantage that should be taken so i can get away with it because remember, you’re incontrol[not in control, whatevr] of your feelings when you’re drunk and you can get away with murder. or at least doing somethig stupid. hh. so, ok, maybe <b>now</b> i’ll admi i was drunk. even if i wasn’t. just to get away with it. lmao.

haha.

i think my problem is i want soo much. i want too much. but right now, i’d give everything up to be with him. oi, that’s not me. i swear. lmao. pero tinuod gyud toh chab, i’d stop everything. watch me 😛 erm.. no nalang. this single ife is as narly as it could get.

i spent the night at chab’s in honor of her birthday celebration which was fun fun fun. 😀 haha. we basically spent the whole day  here and there and the night watchng chab get wasted and suck on suicide sticks. lmao. nice one, chab. but i love you. 🙂

so, yeah. i don’t feel like narrating. i have a bad headache and it’s not a hangover. lmao. i didn’t drink enough to reach that stage. lmao.

i gotmy grades btw and went to toledo or my hearing. i ranked 4th but i didn’t make it on the honors list which sucks like shirt. lmao.

http://www.friendster.com/issaplease

that’s my suuprise for chabel. ❤ it’s nothing much but i think it’s pretty cool. lmao. i collect paperclips and i like to run around and act all crazy and retatrded and i love it. hey, i’m like the coolest person i know right now. HAHAHA. omg, i swear that was a joke 😛

anyways, so, today’s chab’s birfday and somehow i managed to get the family up by 6:10 in the morning to greet chab a happy happy day. it was soo cute ❤

nothing great for me though. except for going to stc. those are always the highlights of my week. lmao. and plus, i also saw claudine and roxanne [freshmen girls from school]at msquare niha. and jackie, jan dean and jan paule [seniors] at st. patrick’s square. cute. lmao

anyways, so that was basically it. school’s school. nothing new. i still hate it. lmao. it’s the getting of cards tomorrow and i can’t even get them cuz i have to go to the hearing from my adoption at toledo which is like, gaah!

but yeah, i know some of my grades

fil – 93
geom – 89 [i’m not satisfied wit that actually. lmao]
ss – 88 [and i don’t like this garde either]

and i think those are the only grades i kow soo far.lmao. i begged teacher jo to sms my grades. i hope he does. i really hope he does. lmao. ❤

so, i gtg now.

“the rain doesn’t quiet give me the same high as it used to. Its different to want something despite knowing you; regret it in the end. i’ve lost the thrill of it all. Life doesn’t give me the same reasons to live as it used to anymore and i guess, i just expect more.

but life on the downlow can be ok not justsometimes but most of the time. i’ve lived with the fact that i am no one to everyone. that i dwell in with the walls and that i have to crawl on my knees just to get by. this is my life. i live to love it. i’m forced to.”

i’m sorry. it’s a PMS thing.haha.no, not pre marital sex. not yet. HAHA

anyways, mom’s been beng a bitch lately so i haven’t been able to go onl,ine

hey, don’t get me wrong, i’m not the kind of girl that cares about this kind of stuff, if i truly did, i’d consider being anorexic.

ooh. food. lucky mee. lmao.

omgah, see!!!

haha. but i’d rather be eating like hell than be studying for out p.t’s just like everyone else is. i’m lucky in some ways. yes, i am. lol.

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it’s better you think i’m an attention seeker. lmao.

so anyways, next time you wanna ruin me, personalize it, baby. MAKE ME A TESTI. lmao. let’s see if you actually have the guts to tell me who you are. harhar.

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anyways, i finally watched sukob yesterday! 🙂 and i bought myself new school shoes today. lmao. i call this personal redemption. haha. or maybe not :p

and i also went high on bazaar products. i hate the fact that granny didn’t bring enough money to buy me the cute earings i wanted. but the bazaar will always be there and their goods.

and once again, i’m candy girl. haha. and it’s F-U-N. but yeah, i’m out.