things that give me happy feet

it
feels really good to go online, check your mail/ friendster/ whatever and read
these…

  • doc ziggy
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • im soo soo happy for you sweetie.
    he better not break my daughters heart or else!
    i love you so much!! :]
    xoxo
  • ‘ ‘ -yuMi-iii
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • …im sOo hapPy fOr yOu!!:)!! hehehe! akOo jUd aNg giKiLig!!
    haha!!=) bSta,, iF haPpy Ka..gOo 4 it jUd.. bHala nA iF unsA ma
    HaPpen..haha!!;) nD.. bE tHanKfuL jUd..cZ,, hala dHai!!..gEh aNswer na
    nia imO pRayerz!:) haha!! ;p iSsa!!=) ..btaw,, chIkka gaLoRe jUd nIg
    kitA nAtU!! hahahaah!!;p mWah!! miSsyUhh!!
  • Lalaine Anne
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • hey teh!ü

    just dropped by lang.. nice ang pics nimo dah.. imu tung
    uyab?BWAHAHHAH! tell me the updates ha?ako ang flowergirl..hahaha..
    simang…

    anyways.. take care teh!ü mingaw na ko nimo..weeee!

  • Danton
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • klaru ana!!
    uyab na diay mung balag ha, kaw ha musta na?


and it feels even better when this happens..

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: happy
Lagz: wahahahahaha that was like weird
ahahah

issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : nooo
issadog_102890: : not for you
Lagz: but if it mkes you happy then
yeah!!!!

issadog_102890: : you buzzed me man
issadog_102890: : hey baby
Lagz: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!
Lagz: cgeg cht s uban uyab oie!
issadog_102890: : patrick yulo: hola issa
issadog_102890: : hola pat
patrick yulo: hahahaahah hows
my little hamster bud

patrick yulo: ??
issadog_102890: : haha
issadog_102890: : happy
patrick yulo: happy?? hahaha
y man?

issadog_102890:  hehe cuz i have a really
good reason to be

issadog_102890: GAGO!
issadog_102890:  haha
Lagz:Hmmmph!
Lagz: meaner!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babby
Lagz:: hmmph!
Lagz:nahurt ko buhoooo
issadog_102890:  about mana nimo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagz:hahahahah kalma lang!!!
Lagz:i love you!!!!!
Lagz: chill baby
Lagz:saputon man ka oie
Lagz: ahah
BUZZ!!!

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: ang2
issadog_102890: : di man ko nahan mag drama2 ka
issadog_102890: : ako raman pwede
Lagz:why man????
Lagz:drmatic mn pd ko beh…….
issadog_102890:  aye, aye. kay ma taranta man
ko!!!

Lagz: aye aye!!!!! okie bbe!!!! i know
you love me.

issadog_102890:  hahaa
issadog_102890: : yeah, i do. haha
issadog_102890:  why do you want me to make
your heart melt man babe?

Lagz: cause it feels goooooooooood man
beh! ahahaha kaw talaga!!!

Lagz:: bleh
issadog_102890: then YOU have to make my heart
melt too!!

Lagz:: do i hve tooo???
Lagz: ur heart is always melting man.
eventho i wont do any ahahahahahahah

issadog_102890:  FEELER!!!!
Lagz:: hmmmph!
Lagz: kay di diay!?!?!?
Lagz: i like my stat.
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : i miss the couch
issadog_102890:  and TINUOD MAN PERO UNSA BAH
OIEEE!!!

issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babe, i’ll change my pic sa
friendster ha?

Lagz: what unsa bah oie!?!?
Lagz: hmmph
Lagz: sure!! why diy!?
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: ana man jd klh
issadog_102890:  di, i have new pictures man
Lagz:awhhhhhh! okie!!!
Lagz: fine
issadog_102890: and UNSA KA DIRA, AKOA RANG
PROFILES TANAN MAOI PICTURES NATO

issadog_102890:  IMU INTAWN
issadog_102890:  WA JUD!
Lagz: hahahahahaha di nman ko kbaw mag
friendster2 babe oie

Lagz:ahhah
Lagz: saon!!
Lagz: ka wawa nako oie!!! di man ko kbaw
Lagz: ahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  saba oie
issadog_102890:  i bet you didn’t even save
our pictures sa imung computer

Lagz: lageh!!! but yeah i will lgeh!!!!
kaw jd!!!!

Lagz: i did!??!!?
Lagz: wanna seee?
Lagz:i have the nice ones
Lagz: wanna bet?.
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: : yaw nalang
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz: dah dah dah dah dah!!
Lagz: you dont trust me eh
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  trust issue diay nah?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
issadog_102890:  patka
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890:  pataka!
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: HAHAHAHAHAH
issadog_102890: 
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890:  mangluod diay??
Lagz: hhhhhhhhhmph!!!!
Lagz:you know wht??? i like died for 2
secs

LLagz:taya
oie

Lagz: and yeah wa mn gd ky slig…..
Lagz: babe!!!!
issadog_102890:  wa diay? wa?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
Lagz: tex lang th!!!! gotta get my cuz nah
ahahaha jet bh!!!!!!!!

Lagz: i know you love me!!
Lagz:mwuh!!!!!
Lagz: text me beh!!!!!
Lagz:textyou wen i get to rypit
issadog_102890: : babe, don’t stay too long at
carlow’s ha?

issadog_102890:  cuz i know you’re tired na
ra bah

issadog_102890:  you need to rest
Lagz:wow!!! ahahah caring!
issadog_102890:  and yeah, you text me first
Lagz: okie bbe!!!!
Lagz: you text me firsty!!!
Lagz:ahahah
Lagz: please
issadog_102890: i’ll be busy MAKING YOUR HEART
MELT!

Lagz:plese
Lagz: ooooooooooooooooooh?
Lagz: fine fine
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz:i love you so much
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: il text you wen i get tyhere
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: bye ok?>??
issadog_102890:  ok ok
issadog_102890: bye
Lagz: bye???
Lagz: mwuh!!
Lagz:love you
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz:

and just so you know… HE DIDN’T TEXT ME. someone’s going
to suffer tonight. haha. jk.


haha. yeah,
so i guess the whole world knows and i’m not even scared. i mean, why should i?
i’m not doing anything wrong anyways and if someone wants to know, then i’ll
tell them. i mean, i’m not the boastful kind, i guess i’m the kind of person
who denies issues/ unimportant or important, nonof yourbussiness stuff alot.
but lately, i’ve never denied him. except to my mom but i never gave her
straight answers so it could be ANYTHING, really. right? haha.

last night shocked me. i mean, yeah. haha.i don’t know why but i feel asleep
feeling really thankful. 🙂

i don’t wanna write everything in detail though but the point is, he just makes
me feel really blessed and really happy and high. high on life. and i have
really happy feet now and i just can’t find a good reason to deny it. so
forgive me for being to open about it but i’m INLOVE WITH YOU and i don’t care
what other people think.



my days basically revolve around tennis, tennis friends and james nowadays. i
have tennis in the morning and then tennis in the afternoons. during the day i
usually bum around at ayala with justine [most of the time] and then wait til i
can hang out with james even for just a teensy bit.  usually i only get
like a few minutes with him but every second feels like forever for me. this is
the happiest i’vebeen at least i get to see him. maypa si jet, though. sleep
over. plus he’s with chab right now. proli longer than i got to spend with him,
too :[ hoo humm.

i am soo tired right now and i can’t wait to be wake up tomorrow cuz i have
bible study and i love bible study not ONLY because i get to spend time with
james but because i’m hungry for the Lord. and yeah, i do get fed. lol.

but yeah, i guess i’ll be up making my parents collage. no big. pogi points man
;]

btw, i got new stuff from the states. yey. aside from the things on you see in
the picture, i also got baby phat cologne, slippers [that i don’t like. sorry,
Lord] and a minnie mouse beach towel. i stole the disney shirt, the polka dot
top [but i might give it back. i think it’s weird], the skirt and the undies. but only because they fit me and casey got shit
loads of hand me downs. :p i’m a cheater. i know.


guess what i want? haha.


and the Sketchers Buddha sneakers at Foot Locker. Wait, if
that wasn’t foot locker then that shoe place near The Body Shop.

I’m soo jealous of Casey right now. The bitch got new shoes
and a new racket. She proli wouldn’t even get a new racket either if I hadn’t told
papa. But I’m lax. I STOLE HER CLOTHES ANYWAYS. HAHAHA.


edited.. 😀

i’m lost without u 
Can’t help myself 
How does it feel 
To know that I love u baby 

Tell me how u love me more 
And how u think I’m sexy baby 
That u don’t want nobody else 
U don’t want this girl u don’t want that girl 
Tell me how u love my body 
And how I make u feel baby 

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me 
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me 
I just love 2 hear u say it 
It makes a girl feel good baby 
Tell me u depend on me 
I need To  hear it 

Baby you’re the perfect shape 
Baby you’re the perfect weight 
Treat me like my birthday 
I want it this way I want it that way I want it 
Tell me u don’t want me To stop 
Tell me it would break your heart 

bastosa diays uban lyrics ana, sah!? hahaha. [ th



tonight i’m going to fall into bed
with the sound of your voice playing in my head
and you could be saying anything,
i wouldn’t really care
as long as i can hear you’re voice,
i’ll know that you’ll always be there.

i’m beginning to suck.

sorry boys, i’m taken
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
bugira na kaayu ko. HAHA.

he’s where? haha.
ataya. 😐

xoxoxoxo
issa chua


              

things that give me happy feet

it
feels really good to go online, check your mail/ friendster/ whatever and read
these…

  • doc ziggy
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • im soo soo happy for you sweetie.
    he better not break my daughters heart or else!
    i love you so much!! :]
    xoxo
  • ‘ ‘ -yuMi-iii
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • …im sOo hapPy fOr yOu!!:)!! hehehe! akOo jUd aNg giKiLig!!
    haha!!=) bSta,, iF haPpy Ka..gOo 4 it jUd.. bHala nA iF unsA ma
    HaPpen..haha!!;) nD.. bE tHanKfuL jUd..cZ,, hala dHai!!..gEh aNswer na
    nia imO pRayerz!:) haha!! ;p iSsa!!=) ..btaw,, chIkka gaLoRe jUd nIg
    kitA nAtU!! hahahaah!!;p mWah!! miSsyUhh!!
  • Lalaine Anne
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • hey teh!ü

    just dropped by lang.. nice ang pics nimo dah.. imu tung
    uyab?BWAHAHHAH! tell me the updates ha?ako ang flowergirl..hahaha..
    simang…

    anyways.. take care teh!ü mingaw na ko nimo..weeee!

  • Danton
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • klaru ana!!
    uyab na diay mung balag ha, kaw ha musta na?


and it feels even better when this happens..

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: happy
Lagz: wahahahahaha that was like weird
ahahah

issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : nooo
issadog_102890: : not for you
Lagz: but if it mkes you happy then
yeah!!!!

issadog_102890: : you buzzed me man
issadog_102890: : hey baby
Lagz: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!
Lagz: cgeg cht s uban uyab oie!
issadog_102890: : patrick yulo: hola issa
issadog_102890: : hola pat
patrick yulo: hahahaahah hows
my little hamster bud

patrick yulo: ??
issadog_102890: : haha
issadog_102890: : happy
patrick yulo: happy?? hahaha
y man?

issadog_102890:  hehe cuz i have a really
good reason to be

issadog_102890: GAGO!
issadog_102890:  haha
Lagz:Hmmmph!
Lagz: meaner!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babby
Lagz:: hmmph!
Lagz:nahurt ko buhoooo
issadog_102890:  about mana nimo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagz:hahahahah kalma lang!!!
Lagz:i love you!!!!!
Lagz: chill baby
Lagz:saputon man ka oie
Lagz: ahah
BUZZ!!!

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: ang2
issadog_102890: : di man ko nahan mag drama2 ka
issadog_102890: : ako raman pwede
Lagz:why man????
Lagz:drmatic mn pd ko beh…….
issadog_102890:  aye, aye. kay ma taranta man
ko!!!

Lagz: aye aye!!!!! okie bbe!!!! i know
you love me.

issadog_102890:  hahaa
issadog_102890: : yeah, i do. haha
issadog_102890:  why do you want me to make
your heart melt man babe?

Lagz: cause it feels goooooooooood man
beh! ahahaha kaw talaga!!!

Lagz:: bleh
issadog_102890: then YOU have to make my heart
melt too!!

Lagz:: do i hve tooo???
Lagz: ur heart is always melting man.
eventho i wont do any ahahahahahahah

issadog_102890:  FEELER!!!!
Lagz:: hmmmph!
Lagz: kay di diay!?!?!?
Lagz: i like my stat.
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : i miss the couch
issadog_102890:  and TINUOD MAN PERO UNSA BAH
OIEEE!!!

issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babe, i’ll change my pic sa
friendster ha?

Lagz: what unsa bah oie!?!?
Lagz: hmmph
Lagz: sure!! why diy!?
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: ana man jd klh
issadog_102890:  di, i have new pictures man
Lagz:awhhhhhh! okie!!!
Lagz: fine
issadog_102890: and UNSA KA DIRA, AKOA RANG
PROFILES TANAN MAOI PICTURES NATO

issadog_102890:  IMU INTAWN
issadog_102890:  WA JUD!
Lagz: hahahahahaha di nman ko kbaw mag
friendster2 babe oie

Lagz:ahhah
Lagz: saon!!
Lagz: ka wawa nako oie!!! di man ko kbaw
Lagz: ahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  saba oie
issadog_102890:  i bet you didn’t even save
our pictures sa imung computer

Lagz: lageh!!! but yeah i will lgeh!!!!
kaw jd!!!!

Lagz: i did!??!!?
Lagz: wanna seee?
Lagz:i have the nice ones
Lagz: wanna bet?.
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: : yaw nalang
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz: dah dah dah dah dah!!
Lagz: you dont trust me eh
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  trust issue diay nah?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
issadog_102890:  patka
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890:  pataka!
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: HAHAHAHAHAH
issadog_102890: 
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890:  mangluod diay??
Lagz: hhhhhhhhhmph!!!!
Lagz:you know wht??? i like died for 2
secs

LLagz:taya
oie

Lagz: and yeah wa mn gd ky slig…..
Lagz: babe!!!!
issadog_102890:  wa diay? wa?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
Lagz: tex lang th!!!! gotta get my cuz nah
ahahaha jet bh!!!!!!!!

Lagz: i know you love me!!
Lagz:mwuh!!!!!
Lagz: text me beh!!!!!
Lagz:textyou wen i get to rypit
issadog_102890: : babe, don’t stay too long at
carlow’s ha?

issadog_102890:  cuz i know you’re tired na
ra bah

issadog_102890:  you need to rest
Lagz:wow!!! ahahah caring!
issadog_102890:  and yeah, you text me first
Lagz: okie bbe!!!!
Lagz: you text me firsty!!!
Lagz:ahahah
Lagz: please
issadog_102890: i’ll be busy MAKING YOUR HEART
MELT!

Lagz:plese
Lagz: ooooooooooooooooooh?
Lagz: fine fine
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz:i love you so much
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: il text you wen i get tyhere
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: bye ok?>??
issadog_102890:  ok ok
issadog_102890: bye
Lagz: bye???
Lagz: mwuh!!
Lagz:love you
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz:

and just so you know… HE DIDN’T TEXT ME. someone’s going
to suffer tonight. haha. jk.


haha. yeah,
so i guess the whole world knows and i’m not even scared. i mean, why should i?
i’m not doing anything wrong anyways and if someone wants to know, then i’ll
tell them. i mean, i’m not the boastful kind, i guess i’m the kind of person
who denies issues/ unimportant or important, nonof yourbussiness stuff alot.
but lately, i’ve never denied him. except to my mom but i never gave her
straight answers so it could be ANYTHING, really. right? haha.

last night shocked me. i mean, yeah. haha.i don’t know why but i feel asleep
feeling really thankful. 🙂

i don’t wanna write everything in detail though but the point is, he just makes
me feel really blessed and really happy and high. high on life. and i have
really happy feet now and i just can’t find a good reason to deny it. so
forgive me for being to open about it but i’m INLOVE WITH YOU and i don’t care
what other people think.



my days basically revolve around tennis, tennis friends and james nowadays. i
have tennis in the morning and then tennis in the afternoons. during the day i
usually bum around at ayala with justine [most of the time] and then wait til i
can hang out with james even for just a teensy bit.  usually i only get
like a few minutes with him but every second feels like forever for me. this is
the happiest i’vebeen at least i get to see him. maypa si jet, though. sleep
over. plus he’s with chab right now. proli longer than i got to spend with him,
too :[ hoo humm.

i am soo tired right now and i can’t wait to be wake up tomorrow cuz i have
bible study and i love bible study not ONLY because i get to spend time with
james but because i’m hungry for the Lord. and yeah, i do get fed. lol.

but yeah, i guess i’ll be up making my parents collage. no big. pogi points man
;]

btw, i got new stuff from the states. yey. aside from the things on you see in
the picture, i also got baby phat cologne, slippers [that i don’t like. sorry,
Lord] and a minnie mouse beach towel. i stole the disney shirt, the polka dot
top [but i might give it back. i think it’s weird], the skirt and the undies. but only because they fit me and casey got shit
loads of hand me downs. :p i’m a cheater. i know.


guess what i want? haha.


and the Sketchers Buddha sneakers at Foot Locker. Wait, if
that wasn’t foot locker then that shoe place near The Body Shop.

I’m soo jealous of Casey right now. The bitch got new shoes
and a new racket. She proli wouldn’t even get a new racket either if I hadn’t told
papa. But I’m lax. I STOLE HER CLOTHES ANYWAYS. HAHAHA.


edited.. 😀

i’m lost without u 
Can’t help myself 
How does it feel 
To know that I love u baby 

Tell me how u love me more 
And how u think I’m sexy baby 
That u don’t want nobody else 
U don’t want this girl u don’t want that girl 
Tell me how u love my body 
And how I make u feel baby 

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me 
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me 
I just love 2 hear u say it 
It makes a girl feel good baby 
Tell me u depend on me 
I need To  hear it 

Baby you’re the perfect shape 
Baby you’re the perfect weight 
Treat me like my birthday 
I want it this way I want it that way I want it 
Tell me u don’t want me To stop 
Tell me it would break your heart 

bastosa diays uban lyrics ana, sah!? hahaha. [ th



tonight i’m going to fall into bed
with the sound of your voice playing in my head
and you could be saying anything,
i wouldn’t really care
as long as i can hear you’re voice,
i’ll know that you’ll always be there.

i’m beginning to suck.

sorry boys, i’m taken
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
bugira na kaayu ko. HAHA.

he’s where? haha.
ataya. 😐

xoxoxoxo
issa chua


              

things that give me happy feet

it
feels really good to go online, check your mail/ friendster/ whatever and read
these…

  • doc ziggy
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • im soo soo happy for you sweetie.
    he better not break my daughters heart or else!
    i love you so much!! :]
    xoxo
  • ‘ ‘ -yuMi-iii
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • …im sOo hapPy fOr yOu!!:)!! hehehe! akOo jUd aNg giKiLig!!
    haha!!=) bSta,, iF haPpy Ka..gOo 4 it jUd.. bHala nA iF unsA ma
    HaPpen..haha!!;) nD.. bE tHanKfuL jUd..cZ,, hala dHai!!..gEh aNswer na
    nia imO pRayerz!:) haha!! ;p iSsa!!=) ..btaw,, chIkka gaLoRe jUd nIg
    kitA nAtU!! hahahaah!!;p mWah!! miSsyUhh!!
  • Lalaine Anne
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • hey teh!ü

    just dropped by lang.. nice ang pics nimo dah.. imu tung
    uyab?BWAHAHHAH! tell me the updates ha?ako ang flowergirl..hahaha..
    simang…

    anyways.. take care teh!ü mingaw na ko nimo..weeee!

  • Danton
  • Posted 9/5/2007
  • klaru ana!!
    uyab na diay mung balag ha, kaw ha musta na?


and it feels even better when this happens..

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: happy
Lagz: wahahahahaha that was like weird
ahahah

issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : nooo
issadog_102890: : not for you
Lagz: but if it mkes you happy then
yeah!!!!

issadog_102890: : you buzzed me man
issadog_102890: : hey baby
Lagz: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!
Lagz: cgeg cht s uban uyab oie!
issadog_102890: : patrick yulo: hola issa
issadog_102890: : hola pat
patrick yulo: hahahaahah hows
my little hamster bud

patrick yulo: ??
issadog_102890: : haha
issadog_102890: : happy
patrick yulo: happy?? hahaha
y man?

issadog_102890:  hehe cuz i have a really
good reason to be

issadog_102890: GAGO!
issadog_102890:  haha
Lagz:Hmmmph!
Lagz: meaner!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babby
Lagz:: hmmph!
Lagz:nahurt ko buhoooo
issadog_102890:  about mana nimo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagz:hahahahah kalma lang!!!
Lagz:i love you!!!!!
Lagz: chill baby
Lagz:saputon man ka oie
Lagz: ahah
BUZZ!!!

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: ang2
issadog_102890: : di man ko nahan mag drama2 ka
issadog_102890: : ako raman pwede
Lagz:why man????
Lagz:drmatic mn pd ko beh…….
issadog_102890:  aye, aye. kay ma taranta man
ko!!!

Lagz: aye aye!!!!! okie bbe!!!! i know
you love me.

issadog_102890:  hahaa
issadog_102890: : yeah, i do. haha
issadog_102890:  why do you want me to make
your heart melt man babe?

Lagz: cause it feels goooooooooood man
beh! ahahaha kaw talaga!!!

Lagz:: bleh
issadog_102890: then YOU have to make my heart
melt too!!

Lagz:: do i hve tooo???
Lagz: ur heart is always melting man.
eventho i wont do any ahahahahahahah

issadog_102890:  FEELER!!!!
Lagz:: hmmmph!
Lagz: kay di diay!?!?!?
Lagz: i like my stat.
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : i miss the couch
issadog_102890:  and TINUOD MAN PERO UNSA BAH
OIEEE!!!

issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babe, i’ll change my pic sa
friendster ha?

Lagz: what unsa bah oie!?!?
Lagz: hmmph
Lagz: sure!! why diy!?
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: ana man jd klh
issadog_102890:  di, i have new pictures man
Lagz:awhhhhhh! okie!!!
Lagz: fine
issadog_102890: and UNSA KA DIRA, AKOA RANG
PROFILES TANAN MAOI PICTURES NATO

issadog_102890:  IMU INTAWN
issadog_102890:  WA JUD!
Lagz: hahahahahaha di nman ko kbaw mag
friendster2 babe oie

Lagz:ahhah
Lagz: saon!!
Lagz: ka wawa nako oie!!! di man ko kbaw
Lagz: ahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  saba oie
issadog_102890:  i bet you didn’t even save
our pictures sa imung computer

Lagz: lageh!!! but yeah i will lgeh!!!!
kaw jd!!!!

Lagz: i did!??!!?
Lagz: wanna seee?
Lagz:i have the nice ones
Lagz: wanna bet?.
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: : yaw nalang
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz: dah dah dah dah dah!!
Lagz: you dont trust me eh
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  trust issue diay nah?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
issadog_102890:  patka
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890:  pataka!
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: HAHAHAHAHAH
issadog_102890: 
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890:  mangluod diay??
Lagz: hhhhhhhhhmph!!!!
Lagz:you know wht??? i like died for 2
secs

LLagz:taya
oie

Lagz: and yeah wa mn gd ky slig…..
Lagz: babe!!!!
issadog_102890:  wa diay? wa?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
Lagz: tex lang th!!!! gotta get my cuz nah
ahahaha jet bh!!!!!!!!

Lagz: i know you love me!!
Lagz:mwuh!!!!!
Lagz: text me beh!!!!!
Lagz:textyou wen i get to rypit
issadog_102890: : babe, don’t stay too long at
carlow’s ha?

issadog_102890:  cuz i know you’re tired na
ra bah

issadog_102890:  you need to rest
Lagz:wow!!! ahahah caring!
issadog_102890:  and yeah, you text me first
Lagz: okie bbe!!!!
Lagz: you text me firsty!!!
Lagz:ahahah
Lagz: please
issadog_102890: i’ll be busy MAKING YOUR HEART
MELT!

Lagz:plese
Lagz: ooooooooooooooooooh?
Lagz: fine fine
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz:i love you so much
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: il text you wen i get tyhere
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: bye ok?>??
issadog_102890:  ok ok
issadog_102890: bye
Lagz: bye???
Lagz: mwuh!!
Lagz:love you
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz:

and just so you know… HE DIDN’T TEXT ME. someone’s going
to suffer tonight. haha. jk.


haha. yeah,
so i guess the whole world knows and i’m not even scared. i mean, why should i?
i’m not doing anything wrong anyways and if someone wants to know, then i’ll
tell them. i mean, i’m not the boastful kind, i guess i’m the kind of person
who denies issues/ unimportant or important, nonof yourbussiness stuff alot.
but lately, i’ve never denied him. except to my mom but i never gave her
straight answers so it could be ANYTHING, really. right? haha.

last night shocked me. i mean, yeah. haha.i don’t know why but i feel asleep
feeling really thankful. 🙂

i don’t wanna write everything in detail though but the point is, he just makes
me feel really blessed and really happy and high. high on life. and i have
really happy feet now and i just can’t find a good reason to deny it. so
forgive me for being to open about it but i’m INLOVE WITH YOU and i don’t care
what other people think.



my days basically revolve around tennis, tennis friends and james nowadays. i
have tennis in the morning and then tennis in the afternoons. during the day i
usually bum around at ayala with justine [most of the time] and then wait til i
can hang out with james even for just a teensy bit.  usually i only get
like a few minutes with him but every second feels like forever for me. this is
the happiest i’vebeen at least i get to see him. maypa si jet, though. sleep
over. plus he’s with chab right now. proli longer than i got to spend with him,
too :[ hoo humm.

i am soo tired right now and i can’t wait to be wake up tomorrow cuz i have
bible study and i love bible study not ONLY because i get to spend time with
james but because i’m hungry for the Lord. and yeah, i do get fed. lol.

but yeah, i guess i’ll be up making my parents collage. no big. pogi points man
;]

btw, i got new stuff from the states. yey. aside from the things on you see in
the picture, i also got baby phat cologne, slippers [that i don’t like. sorry,
Lord] and a minnie mouse beach towel. i stole the disney shirt, the polka dot
top [but i might give it back. i think it’s weird], the skirt and the undies. but only because they fit me and casey got shit
loads of hand me downs. :p i’m a cheater. i know.


guess what i want? haha.


and the Sketchers Buddha sneakers at Foot Locker. Wait, if
that wasn’t foot locker then that shoe place near The Body Shop.

I’m soo jealous of Casey right now. The bitch got new shoes
and a new racket. She proli wouldn’t even get a new racket either if I hadn’t told
papa. But I’m lax. I STOLE HER CLOTHES ANYWAYS. HAHAHA.


edited.. 😀

i’m lost without u 
Can’t help myself 
How does it feel 
To know that I love u baby 

Tell me how u love me more 
And how u think I’m sexy baby 
That u don’t want nobody else 
U don’t want this girl u don’t want that girl 
Tell me how u love my body 
And how I make u feel baby 

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me 
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me 
I just love 2 hear u say it 
It makes a girl feel good baby 
Tell me u depend on me 
I need To  hear it 

Baby you’re the perfect shape 
Baby you’re the perfect weight 
Treat me like my birthday 
I want it this way I want it that way I want it 
Tell me u don’t want me To stop 
Tell me it would break your heart 

bastosa diays uban lyrics ana, sah!? hahaha. [ th



tonight i’m going to fall into bed
with the sound of your voice playing in my head
and you could be saying anything,
i wouldn’t really care
as long as i can hear you’re voice,
i’ll know that you’ll always be there.

i’m beginning to suck.

sorry boys, i’m taken
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
bugira na kaayu ko. HAHA.

he’s where? haha.
ataya. 😐

xoxoxoxo
issa chua


              

Drama for the Mama

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Is it because you don’t feel the way
That I do?

I wish you knew how my insides feel whenever I’m with him. I wish you knew exactly how it feels like when it’s just me and him and I don’t have to care about who I am or about who I should be around him. I wish it wasn’t so hard for you to accept that I’m happy and I finally feel like I’m worth more than I really am because no one makes me feel like that except him.

I wish you’d at least consider the possibilities of me being with someone and not block me out or push me away from them because of the mistakes you’ve made and the mistakes you think I’d make because I’m not you, I know more and it’s not just lust and I doubt it’s anything more than the real thing.

I wish I could tell you how happy he makes me feel and how I see myself being with him for a long time. Is it wrong to be in love? Because this is the best I’ve ever felt.

I don’t expect you to understand and accept everything because I know that you’re not going to do that. I know for a fact that you’re not going to just let me win but I’m telling you… I’m not letting go.

I asked God for something I’ve wanted for a long time. I asked God for something that I’m supposed to have, something that’s supposed to be mine and mine alone and I really do feel that He gave me him. And honestly, I don’t think that God would just give me something so beautiful for no good reason.

I’m keeping this. I wish you’d let me keep him.

what a ride..

last night was SOMETHING.

i’m at apas. Lagz came over at about 1:30-2. left 3. i ALMOST got caught. fortunately, i’m an angel in my grandparents eyes and i’m also one hell of a good liar.

[but i would never lie to YOU]

news is pacqiao died. so yeah, ok. he was warned!

i love you..

A Day in the Life

May 3 – May 4, 2007

[around 1 pm]

and some bits from I don’t
know when

       You know how it is when life
just seems really good? Well, it just feels really good to be here. Life has
been nice to me and I, in return try my very best to be good to it as well. I
hope I don’t have PostMS. Lol.

        Yesterday
was great. I mean, tennis is really overwhelming. James, Jet and Caesar watched
me play yesterday. They watched both my games, the ones against Audrey [2-8]
and the one against Janna [5-8]. Teaser: SORRY I BEAT YOUR CRUSH, SIR! Haha.
Ok, I’ll stop now. And then we had lunch at Harbor City.
James was really nice to pay for lunch but of course, he was kinda forced to
cuz Jet was REALLY loud. Haha. Well, that’s jet for you. And that’s what you
get for having a credit card and letting your loud cousin know. Haha. Piskot.

        Then we
bought Casey a trophy. Cuz I’m a sweet sister like that. ;] haha. [she got
third place so, yeah. I just felt like getting her a trophy just because she
really deserves it.]

        Then
something really random happened:

       I
brought Caesar and James to my grandparents place! I know it doesn’t sound like
much but it WAS random and yeah. Haha. It was fun then we watched Spiderman 3
with the girls.

        The
movie was ok. It was really long and I thought emo peter parker was a load of
bull. Haha. Tobey Mcguire should consider turning gay. He’d be really good at
it. 😛 but yeah, the longest the better, right? :>

        Last
night was crazy too. Cuz James had to beg his sister if he could use the car
and he kinda mentioned that he needed to drop his girlfriend home. It never
occurred to me that I could possibly run into her when getting the car and just
like that, she found out. And we’re family friends so yeah, I could get caught
but James said he’d tell her to hush hush.

        I left
all my stuff at my grand rents place so we went back and yeah, guess who was
there? The mother was there! Hmm. Good thing she told me to go home, no
questions asked and she didn’t see ANYTHING. Jesus, I love the way you work in
my life. :>

        I spent
the whole day with him. I just can’t explain it.

        If you
think I had a good yesterday wait til you hear find out what happened today.
J

        So, I
got into the final round at tennis. I played against Athena Espina, this really
good player from Southcrest. I seriously thought I’d loose cuz yeah, she’s
HELLA GOOD. But yeah, guess who won? 😀 yeah, I can’t believe it either. I
can’t believe I’m the champion for this summer. I mean, wow. Something I
thought I’d never achieve. But yeah, I did. And god, thank you soo much!

 LAW OF ATTRACTION

        And I
puked after that. It was pretty. Tasted like Alvin’s Mister chips that I ate before
playing. Lol. But I won and wow.
J

 6-8

tie break

        I don’t
know if I’m seeing him today though. I guess not but I wish I did. I really
wish I would.

 It’s like I
need you more

And more

Everyday. ❤

 Xoxoxo

ISSA

May 1 blog

Pslams 40:1-3

 I patiently waited Lord, for you to
hear my prayer. You listened and pulled me from a lonely pit full of mud and
mire. You let me stand on a rock with my feet firm, and you gave me a new song,
a song of praise to you

             i don’t know if it’s safe to
post all these information down here but I’m going to anyways. Haha.

 
      
I almost got caught today.
Well, I don’t know. Maybe I really wasn’t meant to get caught. I’m thinking now
and I kinda consider it to be a “sign”. Like maybe I should be more careful. I
mean, I’ve been praying so hard that I wouldn’t get caught with whatever it is
I’m doing so I guess it’s my responsibility to also try my best NOT to get
caught. Lol. By this I mean, when I sneak out, it is my responsibility to
inform everyone who could possibly squeal on me. Hekhek. <–
I REALLY don’t know.

       Right now
I am in a very surreal moment and I’m very scared that I could wake up one day.
I’m scared that this could turn into a very bad nightmare and that I could get
hurt all over again. But I’m only scared when I’m not with him. And I try my
best to be with him every chance I get. Even if that means lying and giving my
parents fake schedules.

       Yeah,
sometimes it does feel like it’s been fast. Hell, it’s been one scary ride for
me but I couldn’t picture it any other way. I mean, first it’s not weird; it
just feels right. And second, I don’t have to be that demure, all bottled up
person I thought I’d be required to be in order to have a real boyfriend. James
just accepts me for who I am. Weird and everything else. And I know he won’t
try to change me. I’ve never had to wear a mask in front of him and the way my
insides twist whenever I’m with him… God, you answered all my prayers.
J

       And the
thing I love most about all of this is that, it’s not just a 2 person
relationship. Of course, we’ve decided to make God the center of everything.
Now I know why it hasn’t worked out with anyone else. <33 [I don’t care
about whoever’s laughing. I love this and I’m NOT going to let it go]

 
I don’t need anyone else
right now.

❤

 
so drive your car, babe

you know I’d go anywhere in the

world with you…<333

xoxoxoxox

May 1 blog

Pslams 40:1-3

 I patiently waited Lord, for you to
hear my prayer. You listened and pulled me from a lonely pit full of mud and
mire. You let me stand on a rock with my feet firm, and you gave me a new song,
a song of praise to you

             i don’t know if it’s safe to
post all these information down here but I’m going to anyways. Haha.

 
      
I almost got caught today.
Well, I don’t know. Maybe I really wasn’t meant to get caught. I’m thinking now
and I kinda consider it to be a “sign”. Like maybe I should be more careful. I
mean, I’ve been praying so hard that I wouldn’t get caught with whatever it is
I’m doing so I guess it’s my responsibility to also try my best NOT to get
caught. Lol. By this I mean, when I sneak out, it is my responsibility to
inform everyone who could possibly squeal on me. Hekhek. <–
I REALLY don’t know.

       Right now
I am in a very surreal moment and I’m very scared that I could wake up one day.
I’m scared that this could turn into a very bad nightmare and that I could get
hurt all over again. But I’m only scared when I’m not with him. And I try my
best to be with him every chance I get. Even if that means lying and giving my
parents fake schedules.

       Yeah,
sometimes it does feel like it’s been fast. Hell, it’s been one scary ride for
me but I couldn’t picture it any other way. I mean, first it’s not weird; it
just feels right. And second, I don’t have to be that demure, all bottled up
person I thought I’d be required to be in order to have a real boyfriend. James
just accepts me for who I am. Weird and everything else. And I know he won’t
try to change me. I’ve never had to wear a mask in front of him and the way my
insides twist whenever I’m with him… God, you answered all my prayers.
J

       And the
thing I love most about all of this is that, it’s not just a 2 person
relationship. Of course, we’ve decided to make God the center of everything.
Now I know why it hasn’t worked out with anyone else. <33 [I don’t care
about whoever’s laughing. I love this and I’m NOT going to let it go]

 
I don’t need anyone else
right now.

❤

 
so drive your car, babe

you know I’d go anywhere in the

world with you…<333

xoxoxoxox

Back from CHURCH CAMP

               OMGOSH, this feels good. J

             I totally
missed blogging for a week but I don’t know; now I’m just too lazy to write. I
kinda wanna let the whole thing to just slip and like not write it down but I
feel the need to. I think remembering’ll be really fun. And besides, one day I
could look back at this. It’ll be something good to read.

             Well, the
whole experience was really something. Aside from the fact that I went to renew
my spiritual relationship with the big guy, the whole trip also revolved around
this one guy who made the whole 5 days more amazing than it already was. And
guess what? I get to keep him this time 😀

             p.s.
thank you, god! Cuz yeah, just in case you were wondering, that’s what I was praying for. 😉

             Ok, so
you guys ready? HAHAHA. Get set, GOOO! [ewk]

             MONDAY :

            [p.s. don’t even bother about the
dates cuz like, yeah. I have no idea]

            So
Monday… Monday was weird cuz like, I didn’t know if I was excited that I was
going or if I was scared that I’d have a really bad time. But I was still
rushing to get out of the house anyways. Like I said, mom’s voice literally
does sound like nails on a chalkboard sometimes. Most of the time.

            So yeah,
when I got there I was just a mess. Like, I guess you could say I was a major
bitch cuz like, I just threw my stuff on the floor [one big bag; my orange
school bag and two pillows] and grabbed a chair and just sat there with a big
DO NOT BOTHER sign on my forehead. Lol. I wasn’t exactly in a socializing mood.
So whatever. But it was really cool though cuz James showed up [honestly, I
wasn’t expecting him to actually show up even after the
6 am wake up call] and to my surprise,
Caesar showed up pa gyud. So it was cool. That moment I felt that I wasn’t
alone nor was I going to be alone.
J

             The trip
to carcar was long and hot.  We rode the
bus pa gyud and we were at the very back and the sun was shinning like, woah.
Haha. Me and James talked most of the way there but I’d usually space out to
sleep or to concentrate on a song with my ipod. And as usual, I didn’t even
bother sharing it with James until the end of the trip. Even if we were holding
hands during most of the trip going there. Hehe. Remember, only GOD will judge
me.

             The
people on the bus were scary though. They looked like squats. You know, just
the kind of people you don’t wanna leave your stuff hanging around with. Yeah,
them. But we were in for a very rude awakening. God works?

             So when
we got there we had to wait around til around
1:30 before eating lunch. It was kinda
weird though cuz I ate with the guys and you know, that’s jus something I’m not
used to doing. Hehe. Girls. Yeah, guilty ;D wait, I AM used to eating with
guys. So lemme rephrase that. I wasn’t used to eating with James and Caesar.

             Well,
after that we got assigned to our rooms. I bunked with Bambam, my theresian
lover. The other girls in my dorm were from other churches I didn’t really
bother asking for their names. I guess I’m just like that. I know some of them
though. Just don’t ask me to name them. I know them by face. HAHA.

             So yeah,
we had team building games. See, cuz we got placed in different teams [green,
red, yellow, blue] I got placed in green, I think. Me and Caesar were group
mates the same with rejoice, althea, JM,
Roy and I forgot whoelse.

             Well, the
first night was still kinda weird though cuz you know, it being the first day
and all plus no one really know anybody at that point so of course it was
weird. But the night was worse.

             Well, the
devotions weren’t weird. They were nice. James taught me how to sing and clap
my hands 😀 well, he didn’t exactly teach me. He kinda pushed me. But not in a
bad way, you know? The kind of push I needed. God knows I’m thankful
J

             I didn’t
sleep at all! It was just soo hot. Ijust kept on tossing and turning and
scratching! Yeah, I’ve been doing that a lot. My whole body is full of itch
marks. It’s gross.

 Tuesday:

 Tuesday was definitely better. I
mean aside from falling asleep in the clubhouse, it was cool. Pastor Roy helped
us go through the entire old testament. We had to do these narly actions.

 Creation

Fall

Flood

Nations

400 years

and that’s the only thing I
remember. I suck, I know.

            That
pretty much the only thing I remember. Except for those really good moments I
had where me and James would be sitting and listening to Pastor Roy and he’d
squeeze my hand or leg and I’d just feel warm all over. Those moments were to
die for. I’m writing it down, babe. No one reads this anyways so we’re safe 😉

            Oh and
yeah, Tuesday was the day this girl, Rechelle asked me if I was BOYISH. That
just sucked. Haha. I mean, I know I don’t act like a complete girl but to the
point of being boyish? That was just soo frustrating. Insecurity kick much?

            Wednesday:

            Eevrybody
was friends by Wednesday. The squats weren’t bad at all. Yeah, they did have
interesting lives but they were soo inspiring. I’m never going to forget them.
Like, [ok,  don’t rem. His name but I’ll
remember him as a person!] he was a vigilante or something basta, he killed A
LOT of people and he even died for 3 hours or something but dude, once he
talked about God, ambot. Makahilak jud ka. Haha. He was good. And he’s soo
lucky.

            Wednesday..
I really don’t remember what happened 😀

          Thursday:

          I think this is the day i woke up from the guys making harana. it was cute. well, i don’t really remember much. maybe that or the time is just making me forget. lol.

          oh wait, thursday was the day our parents dropped by. by our i mean, mine, james, gayles, ron ron’s and a lot of other peoples parents. i don’t know if they went to see our presentations or if they went just for the sake of you know, eavesdropping but anyways they did.

          but at least they left before the good parts. my god, i’m never going to forget that night because it was then i knew what i needed and the answers i needed to know. That night, i could say that god touched my life and i hope i’ve changed.

       no more details. i’m tired and this blog is old!