• leave her cute text notes. – ohh.

• kiss her in front of your friends. – haha. the whole world already knows you two are together. no need to brag about it.

• tell her she looks beautiful. – YEAH, DO THAT!

• look into her eyes when you talk to her. –and close your eyes when you kiss her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair. -why??

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes. -yeaaaah.

• look at her like she`s the only girl you see. – yes, i’d like that.

• tickle her even when she says stop. – haha. no, you should stop when we tell you too.

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends. – again. no need to flaunt it.
 
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. – yeah. and stop calling me bitch. A**hole!!

• let her fall asleep in your arms. -or on your tummy

• get her mad, then kiss her. – pisti. nya kiss kiss dayun para e forgive!!

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick. – haha. this is gay.

• watch her favorite movie with her. -hehe.

• kiss her forehead. –yeah. and my nose. and my neck

• give her the world. – or just make her your world
 
• write her letters. – sweet ones. not break-up letters.

• let her wear your clothes. – haha. and let her walk around like a dork. HAHA.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her. – and listen to her. and help her cope.

• let her know she`s important. –yeah.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you. -HAHAHAHA.

• kiss her in the pouring rain. – oh, goodie. i’d REALLY like that.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her. – and please don’t fall out of it.

• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before. – like, you’ll NEVER love any one else.

• leave her cute text notes. – ohh.

• kiss her in front of your friends. – haha. the whole world already knows you two are together. no need to brag about it.

• tell her she looks beautiful. – YEAH, DO THAT!

• look into her eyes when you talk to her. –and close your eyes when you kiss her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair. -why??

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes. -yeaaaah.

• look at her like she`s the only girl you see. – yes, i’d like that.

• tickle her even when she says stop. – haha. no, you should stop when we tell you too.

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends. – again. no need to flaunt it.
 
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. – yeah. and stop calling me bitch. A**hole!!

• let her fall asleep in your arms. -or on your tummy

• get her mad, then kiss her. – pisti. nya kiss kiss dayun para e forgive!!

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick. – haha. this is gay.

• watch her favorite movie with her. -hehe.

• kiss her forehead. –yeah. and my nose. and my neck

• give her the world. – or just make her your world
 
• write her letters. – sweet ones. not break-up letters.

• let her wear your clothes. – haha. and let her walk around like a dork. HAHA.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her. – and listen to her. and help her cope.

• let her know she`s important. –yeah.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you. -HAHAHAHA.

• kiss her in the pouring rain. – oh, goodie. i’d REALLY like that.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her. – and please don’t fall out of it.

• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before. – like, you’ll NEVER love any one else.

my papa is waaay more better.

i’m just scared and you can’t make me unscared.

last night i fell asleep on james. the initial plan was to turn off my phone and not give a fuck about whatever happened to him or whatever just because i was being a paranoid little skank bitch whore. but of course, i couldn’t find it in me to turn my phone off. i wan anticipating his text or his call and maybe when he did, i wouldn’t feel soo scared or jealous or paranoid or yeah, whatever it was i was feeling.

then i woke up to a simple i’m home and something else i forgot. and then my whiney brat side kicked in. JESUS, WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME?? 😐

seriously, i’m having the worst mood swings. i know who to thank for that. haha.

anyways, yeah. that just made me feel like something bad actually did happen. and even if i trust him i just couldn’t help but be scared. i mean, i’m always scared but i was scared that something i thought would happen WOULD happen and when i didn’t get the assurance i wanted last night, i ended up wishing i went to sacred heart with him yesterday afternoon just so i wouldn’t end up feeling so scared right now. just because he makes me feel strong.

and now he’s sick. and i feel worse because i don’t know what to do. i just feel really bad cuz idk. i wanna be there for him. i wanna pretend to know how to make him feel better [cuz i suck at med. and treating people. i really do]. and i just wanna all those stuff for him even if i am kinda hurt and mad at him.

geez, i just realized I said sorry to HIM! where’s my big ego when i need it? pride, you can kick in now.