i’m not your wasteland. i am my own!

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omg, tonight is just living proof that all men are assholes. and this is why i am still single. and this is why men turn gay [as not to be judged] and this is why i hate you!

thank you, sir for ruinning my night. THANK YOU VERY FUCKING MUCH!

but anyways, you just ruined my night. i had a very eventful day. hahai.

as you see, i’m not in the mood to patronize myself tonight so, here. read it.

english – ass. 39/45. sw. 65/75. quizzes. 53/55. she is doing good in class

filipino – 20/20. quizzes. 122/140. shows interest to learn- good

science – sw. 162/180. quiz. 74/93 [note:verygood!]. she needs to be careful in answering. shows interest, good scores!

math – 26/35. 95/115. 123/130. – she listens in the discussions buut sometimes she seems absent minded. she shows positive attitude in her studies.

cle- 40/40. 45/45. 29/35. – she displays a good attitude in her studies.

social studies. 23/25, 25/33. 10/15, 36/40. 37/50. – participates very well in class, no problem w/ her behavior.

omg, i did change. lmao. no, not really. i’m chanelling my insanity.

peace, bitchez

stress level at its peak

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i am currently at tita tina’s house waiting for the mother to finish up her breakfast so we can go to school and hear what my teachers think of me. i hope i get good comments this grading considering the fact that i’ve been stressing alot and trying to do good in school and the like. lmao. but knowing Him, i think this time i’ll be put in vain. but we’ll see.


i am also currently surrounded by 3 young, hyper girls and omg. lmao.


hopefully this afternoon, neena goes to the house and we can go get massages and eat tapsilog and study for chemistry. this is why i love her and a million more. ❤


i havta bounce. kids go wild when you leave em hanging.


i love YOU, world.


p.s. happy birthday, josh. where are you? best friend. not anymore.

anions, metals and nonmetals

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how am i ever going to survive my junior year of highschool? sigh.

i admit, i only started studying again yeterday (wednesday, i think) and omg, i realized that i needed it badly. ok, so i’ve failed like, a couple tests and seatworks. it’s the first grading. like i care. omg, iss. lmao.

goal for the year: chihuahua.
and i almost forgot 😦

anyways, mother has evil plans of making me gain weight (fyi: no, i haven’t turned anoxeric/dyslexic or the like, i still could care less about the way i look but, i just think i’m better off without the extra load) and omg, i think it’s working. i hate her so much for enjoying my misery. lmao. whatever, mom.

tomorrow’s a friday (finally) and i have karate or choir. i can’t decide. lmao. there’s nothing to practice man pud and i unno, i wanna sweat tomorrow and have an excuse to change into my PE uniform. 😉

me and carlow made plans to go on a massage thing. and if it doesn’t push through, i swear, i’ll bite him for real this time. lmao. they still hurt as much as before. and they did hurt, right kev?Ü

maybe i’m just wanting this too much.
maybe i’m not wanting it enough.
but i don’t wanna know.
i’d rather find out that i’ll end up huting myself
the old fashioned, ididn’tseeitcoming way.
<|3

degenerating. zZzzzZzz..

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i just had to wonder but, aside from ian and kevin, who else reads my blogs? i wonder who’s read my emo blogs and talks about my random entries. roar. maybe i should stop blogging for the sake of it. nah. like i care. harhar.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.


that’s not alchohol that arden’s holding, i swear 😉
      
and that’s not me

denial is the key factor ;P

saturday:
stayed home all day then went to annie’s place that evening for the reunion of the 3 bangkok whoring bitches. lmao. mom, tita and other tita. watched the videos they took which was awesome. lmao. the place was ok, they had this fucked up gay show. god, gay people are fucked up. lmao. esp. the they’re prettier than most girls part. lmao. omg, manny pacqiao has another song – wtf. please stop. haha. and yeah, we drank… again. but mommy doesn’t know that i drank at bayot’s party. i get around things. lmao. i got tipsy too but i didn’t tell my mommy that either, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. haha 🙂

sunday:
nothing. stayed home. mom cooked. chatted with relatives from the states which was also awesome. haha.

don’t ask me about school. that’s why i’m blogging and partying as not to rem. lmao.

love ya!

degenerating. zZzzzZzz..

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i just had to wonder but, aside from ian and kevin, who else reads my blogs? i wonder who’s read my emo blogs and talks about my random entries. roar. maybe i should stop blogging for the sake of it. nah. like i care. harhar.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.


that’s not alchohol that arden’s holding, i swear 😉
      
and that’s not me

denial is the key factor ;P

saturday:
stayed home all day then went to annie’s place that evening for the reunion of the 3 bangkok whoring bitches. lmao. mom, tita and other tita. watched the videos they took which was awesome. lmao. the place was ok, they had this fucked up gay show. god, gay people are fucked up. lmao. esp. the they’re prettier than most girls part. lmao. omg, manny pacqiao has another song – wtf. please stop. haha. and yeah, we drank… again. but mommy doesn’t know that i drank at bayot’s party. i get around things. lmao. i got tipsy too but i didn’t tell my mommy that either, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. haha 🙂

sunday:
nothing. stayed home. mom cooked. chatted with relatives from the states which was also awesome. haha.

don’t ask me about school. that’s why i’m blogging and partying as not to rem. lmao.

love ya!

degenerating. zZzzzZzz..

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i just had to wonder but, aside from ian and kevin, who else reads my blogs? i wonder who’s read my emo blogs and talks about my random entries. roar. maybe i should stop blogging for the sake of it. nah. like i care. harhar.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.


that’s not alchohol that arden’s holding, i swear 😉
      
and that’s not me

denial is the key factor ;P

saturday:
stayed home all day then went to annie’s place that evening for the reunion of the 3 bangkok whoring bitches. lmao. mom, tita and other tita. watched the videos they took which was awesome. lmao. the place was ok, they had this fucked up gay show. god, gay people are fucked up. lmao. esp. the they’re prettier than most girls part. lmao. omg, manny pacqiao has another song – wtf. please stop. haha. and yeah, we drank… again. but mommy doesn’t know that i drank at bayot’s party. i get around things. lmao. i got tipsy too but i didn’t tell my mommy that either, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. haha 🙂

sunday:
nothing. stayed home. mom cooked. chatted with relatives from the states which was also awesome. haha.

don’t ask me about school. that’s why i’m blogging and partying as not to rem. lmao.

love ya!

ex boyfriends are off limits

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i hate mondays and i hate tuesdays and i hate everything that ends with the word day. lmao

anyways, yeah, i’ve been having very bad days.i forgot my homework. my g-tec got broken, etc. etc. i forgot the rest but i know that monday sucked. oh yeah, i failed my math seatwork for the second time 😦 so i thought, hey, maybe i should get a tutor, just for math, and lisley goes and tells me that juvelyn can do home service.. what a good idea – NOT! thankyou, lisley. and cuz of that BRIGHT idea, my whole day was MORE ruined. hahai. i swear, i’m jinxed again. God, what did i do THIS time?

but, i’m over it now. yeah, i am.

we had a cool demonstration for chemistry anyways so, i’m good. lmao

i have nothing to say anymore. 😐

and yes, ex boyfriends are off limits. people, remember that.

today, i wrote :

math – i fear you the most. but at least i tried.
english – baby, do i make you jealous?
and you make me happy and then again yoi make the whole world crumble. uhm, issa? what? roar.
would yoiu rather love the one yoiu love who doesn’t love you? or the one who does but you don’t?

play with me…

completely taken forgranted.

some disaster in a fresh new coma. wasn’t wpth it when it was over.

i’m just another highschool drama queen, i speak ENHLISH, BISAYA, TAGALOG and fluent CHEERLEADER [dili ing- er] i wake up, obsess about my weight, suffer from acne and i have a broken heart. [i do?hmm. no idon’tt] GOT STRING?

what did you do to her last night? take me home, please.

+ and the wrold has gona crazy. i think i’ve changed, they say i’m still te same. i try to loose weight and mom goes and says i’m gainning some. wtfrik. god!

practice safe sex. lmao

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and i will find you even if it’s the last-est thing i do.

i went to bed at around 3. i was basically up because SOMEONE told me to wait up for them so i could “comfort” him when he’s done wasting the night away. lmao. but i got bored and decided to sleep.

i know i’ve done wrong again because once again, i tried my best to wake up after ten just to miss church even if i knew i wasn’t going anyway. the decil works in me. that’s bad, iknow. i should change. trying. lmao.

so now, i’m up and i’m devoting the whole day to school work. slap my knee and call me crazy but i’ve turned from teacher’s pet – rebel freak – depressed anti social – a trying hard school freak. this isn’t me. this isn’t who i want to be. but i’m trying. i just want to see my name on a frikking piece of bond paper. is that soo hard to ask? huh? lmao. whatever, issa. lmao.

three claps for me. going wild does have it’s advantages. i lost weight! 🙂 i’m now an 83.:D and yesterday i was an 87ish. i think the scales al broken and going dunzoo on me. lmao. ok, is. ok.

i just wanted to blog today while i still have the chance to. as you all should know by now, i practically lock myself out to the outside world by monday. lmao. and then i go back on on friday nights. and if you ask me, the week flies by soo fast.

on monday i have practice for glee club then i have to make dance steps for our pres. for hgp awardings. this will be fun. plus, PLUS POINTS. 😀 i’m all about that now. lmao.

love you

love YOU

issa

practice safe sex. lmao

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and i will find you even if it’s the last-est thing i do.

i went to bed at around 3. i was basically up because SOMEONE told me to wait up for them so i could “comfort” him when he’s done wasting the night away. lmao. but i got bored and decided to sleep.

i know i’ve done wrong again because once again, i tried my best to wake up after ten just to miss church even if i knew i wasn’t going anyway. the decil works in me. that’s bad, iknow. i should change. trying. lmao.

so now, i’m up and i’m devoting the whole day to school work. slap my knee and call me crazy but i’ve turned from teacher’s pet – rebel freak – depressed anti social – a trying hard school freak. this isn’t me. this isn’t who i want to be. but i’m trying. i just want to see my name on a frikking piece of bond paper. is that soo hard to ask? huh? lmao. whatever, issa. lmao.

three claps for me. going wild does have it’s advantages. i lost weight! 🙂 i’m now an 83.:D and yesterday i was an 87ish. i think the scales al broken and going dunzoo on me. lmao. ok, is. ok.

i just wanted to blog today while i still have the chance to. as you all should know by now, i practically lock myself out to the outside world by monday. lmao. and then i go back on on friday nights. and if you ask me, the week flies by soo fast.

on monday i have practice for glee club then i have to make dance steps for our pres. for hgp awardings. this will be fun. plus, PLUS POINTS. 😀 i’m all about that now. lmao.

love you

love YOU

issa