nothing good ever comes out when i have the james talk with my mother. i’m soo annoyed right now. but i told myself, no matter what she says to me, i’m not giving up on him. he makes me feel too alive and i hjave no plans on dying tonight or anytime soon.

say hello to my new dress which i love. :]

i still want the penshoppe top though. i think i’ll ask my papa to buy that one for me. or if all else fails, i’ll starve myself for it. haha.

screw mothers day. mine sucks

call me a drama queen or whatever you wanna call me but thta’s not going to make me change because the truth about me is,i fuss about things even if i don’t want to. I get scared easily and well even if i hate it, i can’t deny the fact that yeah, i can become the jealous type, if you give me good reasons to. There are/ will be a lot times i’ll just keep quiet and pretend that i don’t care or that i’m not pissed or worse, hurting but the real story that, inside my head, i’m screaming which only further leads to a REALLY bad headache and nothing pleasant in the morning.

i might just die.

it
feels really good to go online, check your mail/ friendster/ whatever and read
these…

doc ziggy Posted 9/5/2007 im soo soo happy for you sweetie. he better not break my daughters heart or else! i love you so much!! :] xoxo

‘ ‘ -yuMi-iii Posted 9/5/2007 …im sOo hapPy fOr yOu!!:)!! hehehe! akOo jUd aNg giKiLig!! haha!!=) bSta,, iF haPpy Ka..gOo 4 it jUd.. bHala nA iF unsA ma HaPpen..haha!!;) nD.. bE tHanKfuL jUd..cZ,, hala dHai!!..gEh aNswer na nia imO pRayerz!:) haha!! ;p iSsa!!=) ..btaw,, chIkka gaLoRe jUd nIg kitA nAtU!! hahahaah!!;p mWah!! miSsyUhh!!

Lalaine Anne Posted 9/5/2007 hey teh!ü just dropped by lang.. nice ang pics nimo dah.. imu tung uyab?BWAHAHHAH! tell me the updates ha?ako ang flowergirl..hahaha.. simang… anyways.. take care teh!ü mingaw na ko nimo..weeee!

Danton Posted 9/5/2007 klaru ana!! uyab na diay mung balag ha, kaw ha musta na?

and it feels even better when this happens..

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: happy
Lagz: wahahahahaha that was like weird
ahahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : nooo
issadog_102890: : not for you
Lagz: but if it mkes you happy then
yeah!!!!
issadog_102890: : you buzzed me man
issadog_102890: : hey baby
Lagz: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!
Lagz: cgeg cht s uban uyab oie!
issadog_102890: : patrick yulo: hola issa
issadog_102890: : hola pat
patrick yulo: hahahaahah hows
my little hamster bud
patrick yulo: ??
issadog_102890: : haha
issadog_102890: : happy
patrick yulo: happy?? hahaha
y man?
issadog_102890:  hehe cuz i have a really
good reason to be
issadog_102890: GAGO!
issadog_102890:  haha
Lagz:Hmmmph!
Lagz: meaner!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babby
Lagz:: hmmph!
Lagz:nahurt ko buhoooo
issadog_102890:  about mana nimo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagz:hahahahah kalma lang!!!
Lagz:i love you!!!!!
Lagz: chill baby
Lagz:saputon man ka oie
Lagz: ahah
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: ang2
issadog_102890: : di man ko nahan mag drama2 ka
issadog_102890: : ako raman pwede
Lagz:why man????
Lagz:drmatic mn pd ko beh…….
issadog_102890:  aye, aye. kay ma taranta man
ko!!!
Lagz: aye aye!!!!! okie bbe!!!! i know
you love me.
issadog_102890:  hahaa
issadog_102890: : yeah, i do. haha
issadog_102890:  why do you want me to make
your heart melt man babe?
Lagz: cause it feels goooooooooood man
beh! ahahaha kaw talaga!!!
Lagz:: bleh
issadog_102890: then YOU have to make my heart
melt too!!
Lagz:: do i hve tooo???
Lagz: ur heart is always melting man.
eventho i wont do any ahahahahahahah
issadog_102890:  FEELER!!!!
Lagz:: hmmmph!
Lagz: kay di diay!?!?!?
Lagz: i like my stat.
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : i miss the couch
issadog_102890:  and TINUOD MAN PERO UNSA BAH
OIEEE!!!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babe, i’ll change my pic sa
friendster ha?
Lagz: what unsa bah oie!?!?
Lagz: hmmph
Lagz: sure!! why diy!?
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: ana man jd klh
issadog_102890:  di, i have new pictures man
Lagz:awhhhhhh! okie!!!
Lagz: fine
issadog_102890: and UNSA KA DIRA, AKOA RANG
PROFILES TANAN MAOI PICTURES NATO
issadog_102890:  IMU INTAWN
issadog_102890:  WA JUD!
Lagz: hahahahahaha di nman ko kbaw mag
friendster2 babe oie
Lagz:ahhah
Lagz: saon!!
Lagz: ka wawa nako oie!!! di man ko kbaw
Lagz: ahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  saba oie
issadog_102890:  i bet you didn’t even save
our pictures sa imung computer
Lagz: lageh!!! but yeah i will lgeh!!!!
kaw jd!!!!
Lagz: i did!??!!?
Lagz: wanna seee?
Lagz:i have the nice ones
Lagz: wanna bet?.
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: : yaw nalang
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz: dah dah dah dah dah!!
Lagz: you dont trust me eh
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  trust issue diay nah?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
issadog_102890:  patka
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890:  pataka!
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: HAHAHAHAHAH
issadog_102890: 
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890:  mangluod diay??
Lagz: hhhhhhhhhmph!!!!
Lagz:you know wht??? i like died for 2
secs
LLagz:taya
oie
Lagz: and yeah wa mn gd ky slig…..
Lagz: babe!!!!
issadog_102890:  wa diay? wa?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
Lagz: tex lang th!!!! gotta get my cuz nah
ahahaha jet bh!!!!!!!!
Lagz: i know you love me!!
Lagz:mwuh!!!!!
Lagz: text me beh!!!!!
Lagz:textyou wen i get to rypit
issadog_102890: : babe, don’t stay too long at
carlow’s ha?
issadog_102890:  cuz i know you’re tired na
ra bah
issadog_102890:  you need to rest
Lagz:wow!!! ahahah caring!
issadog_102890:  and yeah, you text me first
Lagz: okie bbe!!!!
Lagz: you text me firsty!!!
Lagz:ahahah
Lagz: please
issadog_102890: i’ll be busy MAKING YOUR HEART
MELT!
Lagz:plese
Lagz: ooooooooooooooooooh?
Lagz: fine fine
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz:i love you so much
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: il text you wen i get tyhere
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: bye ok?>??
issadog_102890:  ok ok
issadog_102890: bye
Lagz: bye???
Lagz: mwuh!!
Lagz:love you
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz:

and just so you know… HE DIDN’T TEXT ME. someone’s going
to suffer tonight. haha. jk.

haha. yeah,
so i guess the whole world knows and i’m not even scared. i mean, why should i?
i’m not doing anything wrong anyways and if someone wants to know, then i’ll
tell them. i mean, i’m not the boastful kind, i guess i’m the kind of person
who denies issues/ unimportant or important, nonof yourbussiness stuff alot.
but lately, i’ve never denied him. except to my mom but i never gave her
straight answers so it could be ANYTHING, really. right? haha.

last night shocked me. i mean, yeah. haha.i don’t know why but i feel asleep
feeling really thankful. 🙂

i don’t wanna write everything in detail though but the point is, he just makes
me feel really blessed and really happy and high. high on life. and i have
really happy feet now and i just can’t find a good reason to deny it. so
forgive me for being to open about it but i’m INLOVE WITH YOU and i don’t care
what other people think.

my days basically revolve around tennis, tennis friends and james nowadays. i
have tennis in the morning and then tennis in the afternoons. during the day i
usually bum around at ayala with justine [most of the time] and then wait til i
can hang out with james even for just a teensy bit.  usually i only get
like a few minutes with him but every second feels like forever for me. this is
the happiest i’vebeen at least i get to see him. maypa si jet, though. sleep
over. plus he’s with chab right now. proli longer than i got to spend with him,
too :[ hoo humm.

i am soo tired right now and i can’t wait to be wake up tomorrow cuz i have
bible study and i love bible study not ONLY because i get to spend time with
james but because i’m hungry for the Lord. and yeah, i do get fed. lol.

but yeah, i guess i’ll be up making my parents collage. no big. pogi points man
;]

btw, i got new stuff from the states. yey. aside from the things on you see in
the picture, i also got baby phat cologne, slippers [that i don’t like. sorry,
Lord] and a minnie mouse beach towel. i stole the disney shirt, the polka dot
top [but i might give it back. i think it’s weird], the skirt and the undies. but only because they fit me and casey got shit
loads of hand me downs. :p i’m a cheater. i know.

guess what i want? haha.

and the Sketchers Buddha sneakers at Foot Locker. Wait, if
that wasn’t foot locker then that shoe place near The Body Shop.

I’m soo jealous of Casey right now. The bitch got new shoes
and a new racket. She proli wouldn’t even get a new racket either if I hadn’t told
papa. But I’m lax. I STOLE HER CLOTHES ANYWAYS. HAHAHA.

edited.. 😀

i’m lost without u 
Can’t help myself 
How does it feel 
To know that I love u baby 

Tell me how u love me more 
And how u think I’m sexy baby 
That u don’t want nobody else 
U don’t want this girl u don’t want that girl 
Tell me how u love my body 
And how I make u feel baby 

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me 
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me 
I just love 2 hear u say it 
It makes a girl feel good baby 
Tell me u depend on me 
I need To  hear it 

Baby you’re the perfect shape 
Baby you’re the perfect weight 
Treat me like my birthday 
I want it this way I want it that way I want it 
Tell me u don’t want me To stop 
Tell me it would break your heart 

bastosa diays uban lyrics ana, sah!? hahaha.
[ th

tonight i’m going to fall into bed
with the sound of your voice playing in my head
and you could be saying anything,
i wouldn’t really care
as long as i can hear you’re voice,
i’ll know that you’ll always be there.

i’m beginning to suck.

it
feels really good to go online, check your mail/ friendster/ whatever and read
these…

doc ziggy Posted 9/5/2007 im soo soo happy for you sweetie. he better not break my daughters heart or else! i love you so much!! :] xoxo

‘ ‘ -yuMi-iii Posted 9/5/2007 …im sOo hapPy fOr yOu!!:)!! hehehe! akOo jUd aNg giKiLig!! haha!!=) bSta,, iF haPpy Ka..gOo 4 it jUd.. bHala nA iF unsA ma HaPpen..haha!!;) nD.. bE tHanKfuL jUd..cZ,, hala dHai!!..gEh aNswer na nia imO pRayerz!:) haha!! ;p iSsa!!=) ..btaw,, chIkka gaLoRe jUd nIg kitA nAtU!! hahahaah!!;p mWah!! miSsyUhh!!

Lalaine Anne Posted 9/5/2007 hey teh!ü just dropped by lang.. nice ang pics nimo dah.. imu tung uyab?BWAHAHHAH! tell me the updates ha?ako ang flowergirl..hahaha.. simang… anyways.. take care teh!ü mingaw na ko nimo..weeee!

Danton Posted 9/5/2007 klaru ana!! uyab na diay mung balag ha, kaw ha musta na?

and it feels even better when this happens..

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: happy
Lagz: wahahahahaha that was like weird
ahahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : nooo
issadog_102890: : not for you
Lagz: but if it mkes you happy then
yeah!!!!
issadog_102890: : you buzzed me man
issadog_102890: : hey baby
Lagz: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!
Lagz: cgeg cht s uban uyab oie!
issadog_102890: : patrick yulo: hola issa
issadog_102890: : hola pat
patrick yulo: hahahaahah hows
my little hamster bud
patrick yulo: ??
issadog_102890: : haha
issadog_102890: : happy
patrick yulo: happy?? hahaha
y man?
issadog_102890:  hehe cuz i have a really
good reason to be
issadog_102890: GAGO!
issadog_102890:  haha
Lagz:Hmmmph!
Lagz: meaner!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babby
Lagz:: hmmph!
Lagz:nahurt ko buhoooo
issadog_102890:  about mana nimo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagz:hahahahah kalma lang!!!
Lagz:i love you!!!!!
Lagz: chill baby
Lagz:saputon man ka oie
Lagz: ahah
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: ang2
issadog_102890: : di man ko nahan mag drama2 ka
issadog_102890: : ako raman pwede
Lagz:why man????
Lagz:drmatic mn pd ko beh…….
issadog_102890:  aye, aye. kay ma taranta man
ko!!!
Lagz: aye aye!!!!! okie bbe!!!! i know
you love me.
issadog_102890:  hahaa
issadog_102890: : yeah, i do. haha
issadog_102890:  why do you want me to make
your heart melt man babe?
Lagz: cause it feels goooooooooood man
beh! ahahaha kaw talaga!!!
Lagz:: bleh
issadog_102890: then YOU have to make my heart
melt too!!
Lagz:: do i hve tooo???
Lagz: ur heart is always melting man.
eventho i wont do any ahahahahahahah
issadog_102890:  FEELER!!!!
Lagz:: hmmmph!
Lagz: kay di diay!?!?!?
Lagz: i like my stat.
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : i miss the couch
issadog_102890:  and TINUOD MAN PERO UNSA BAH
OIEEE!!!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babe, i’ll change my pic sa
friendster ha?
Lagz: what unsa bah oie!?!?
Lagz: hmmph
Lagz: sure!! why diy!?
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: ana man jd klh
issadog_102890:  di, i have new pictures man
Lagz:awhhhhhh! okie!!!
Lagz: fine
issadog_102890: and UNSA KA DIRA, AKOA RANG
PROFILES TANAN MAOI PICTURES NATO
issadog_102890:  IMU INTAWN
issadog_102890:  WA JUD!
Lagz: hahahahahaha di nman ko kbaw mag
friendster2 babe oie
Lagz:ahhah
Lagz: saon!!
Lagz: ka wawa nako oie!!! di man ko kbaw
Lagz: ahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  saba oie
issadog_102890:  i bet you didn’t even save
our pictures sa imung computer
Lagz: lageh!!! but yeah i will lgeh!!!!
kaw jd!!!!
Lagz: i did!??!!?
Lagz: wanna seee?
Lagz:i have the nice ones
Lagz: wanna bet?.
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: : yaw nalang
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz: dah dah dah dah dah!!
Lagz: you dont trust me eh
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  trust issue diay nah?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
issadog_102890:  patka
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890:  pataka!
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: HAHAHAHAHAH
issadog_102890: 
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890:  mangluod diay??
Lagz: hhhhhhhhhmph!!!!
Lagz:you know wht??? i like died for 2
secs
LLagz:taya
oie
Lagz: and yeah wa mn gd ky slig…..
Lagz: babe!!!!
issadog_102890:  wa diay? wa?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
Lagz: tex lang th!!!! gotta get my cuz nah
ahahaha jet bh!!!!!!!!
Lagz: i know you love me!!
Lagz:mwuh!!!!!
Lagz: text me beh!!!!!
Lagz:textyou wen i get to rypit
issadog_102890: : babe, don’t stay too long at
carlow’s ha?
issadog_102890:  cuz i know you’re tired na
ra bah
issadog_102890:  you need to rest
Lagz:wow!!! ahahah caring!
issadog_102890:  and yeah, you text me first
Lagz: okie bbe!!!!
Lagz: you text me firsty!!!
Lagz:ahahah
Lagz: please
issadog_102890: i’ll be busy MAKING YOUR HEART
MELT!
Lagz:plese
Lagz: ooooooooooooooooooh?
Lagz: fine fine
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz:i love you so much
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: il text you wen i get tyhere
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: bye ok?>??
issadog_102890:  ok ok
issadog_102890: bye
Lagz: bye???
Lagz: mwuh!!
Lagz:love you
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz:

and just so you know… HE DIDN’T TEXT ME. someone’s going
to suffer tonight. haha. jk.

haha. yeah,
so i guess the whole world knows and i’m not even scared. i mean, why should i?
i’m not doing anything wrong anyways and if someone wants to know, then i’ll
tell them. i mean, i’m not the boastful kind, i guess i’m the kind of person
who denies issues/ unimportant or important, nonof yourbussiness stuff alot.
but lately, i’ve never denied him. except to my mom but i never gave her
straight answers so it could be ANYTHING, really. right? haha.

last night shocked me. i mean, yeah. haha.i don’t know why but i feel asleep
feeling really thankful. 🙂

i don’t wanna write everything in detail though but the point is, he just makes
me feel really blessed and really happy and high. high on life. and i have
really happy feet now and i just can’t find a good reason to deny it. so
forgive me for being to open about it but i’m INLOVE WITH YOU and i don’t care
what other people think.

my days basically revolve around tennis, tennis friends and james nowadays. i
have tennis in the morning and then tennis in the afternoons. during the day i
usually bum around at ayala with justine [most of the time] and then wait til i
can hang out with james even for just a teensy bit.  usually i only get
like a few minutes with him but every second feels like forever for me. this is
the happiest i’vebeen at least i get to see him. maypa si jet, though. sleep
over. plus he’s with chab right now. proli longer than i got to spend with him,
too :[ hoo humm.

i am soo tired right now and i can’t wait to be wake up tomorrow cuz i have
bible study and i love bible study not ONLY because i get to spend time with
james but because i’m hungry for the Lord. and yeah, i do get fed. lol.

but yeah, i guess i’ll be up making my parents collage. no big. pogi points man
;]

btw, i got new stuff from the states. yey. aside from the things on you see in
the picture, i also got baby phat cologne, slippers [that i don’t like. sorry,
Lord] and a minnie mouse beach towel. i stole the disney shirt, the polka dot
top [but i might give it back. i think it’s weird], the skirt and the undies. but only because they fit me and casey got shit
loads of hand me downs. :p i’m a cheater. i know.

guess what i want? haha.

and the Sketchers Buddha sneakers at Foot Locker. Wait, if
that wasn’t foot locker then that shoe place near The Body Shop.

I’m soo jealous of Casey right now. The bitch got new shoes
and a new racket. She proli wouldn’t even get a new racket either if I hadn’t told
papa. But I’m lax. I STOLE HER CLOTHES ANYWAYS. HAHAHA.

edited.. 😀

i’m lost without u 
Can’t help myself 
How does it feel 
To know that I love u baby 

Tell me how u love me more 
And how u think I’m sexy baby 
That u don’t want nobody else 
U don’t want this girl u don’t want that girl 
Tell me how u love my body 
And how I make u feel baby 

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me 
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me 
I just love 2 hear u say it 
It makes a girl feel good baby 
Tell me u depend on me 
I need To  hear it 

Baby you’re the perfect shape 
Baby you’re the perfect weight 
Treat me like my birthday 
I want it this way I want it that way I want it 
Tell me u don’t want me To stop 
Tell me it would break your heart 

bastosa diays uban lyrics ana, sah!? hahaha.
[ th

tonight i’m going to fall into bed
with the sound of your voice playing in my head
and you could be saying anything,
i wouldn’t really care
as long as i can hear you’re voice,
i’ll know that you’ll always be there.

i’m beginning to suck.

it
feels really good to go online, check your mail/ friendster/ whatever and read
these…

doc ziggy Posted 9/5/2007 im soo soo happy for you sweetie. he better not break my daughters heart or else! i love you so much!! :] xoxo

‘ ‘ -yuMi-iii Posted 9/5/2007 …im sOo hapPy fOr yOu!!:)!! hehehe! akOo jUd aNg giKiLig!! haha!!=) bSta,, iF haPpy Ka..gOo 4 it jUd.. bHala nA iF unsA ma HaPpen..haha!!;) nD.. bE tHanKfuL jUd..cZ,, hala dHai!!..gEh aNswer na nia imO pRayerz!:) haha!! ;p iSsa!!=) ..btaw,, chIkka gaLoRe jUd nIg kitA nAtU!! hahahaah!!;p mWah!! miSsyUhh!!

Lalaine Anne Posted 9/5/2007 hey teh!ü just dropped by lang.. nice ang pics nimo dah.. imu tung uyab?BWAHAHHAH! tell me the updates ha?ako ang flowergirl..hahaha.. simang… anyways.. take care teh!ü mingaw na ko nimo..weeee!

Danton Posted 9/5/2007 klaru ana!! uyab na diay mung balag ha, kaw ha musta na?

and it feels even better when this happens..

issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: happy
Lagz: wahahahahaha that was like weird
ahahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : nooo
issadog_102890: : not for you
Lagz: but if it mkes you happy then
yeah!!!!
issadog_102890: : you buzzed me man
issadog_102890: : hey baby
Lagz: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!
Lagz: cgeg cht s uban uyab oie!
issadog_102890: : patrick yulo: hola issa
issadog_102890: : hola pat
patrick yulo: hahahaahah hows
my little hamster bud
patrick yulo: ??
issadog_102890: : haha
issadog_102890: : happy
patrick yulo: happy?? hahaha
y man?
issadog_102890:  hehe cuz i have a really
good reason to be
issadog_102890: GAGO!
issadog_102890:  haha
Lagz:Hmmmph!
Lagz: meaner!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babby
Lagz:: hmmph!
Lagz:nahurt ko buhoooo
issadog_102890:  about mana nimo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagz:hahahahah kalma lang!!!
Lagz:i love you!!!!!
Lagz: chill baby
Lagz:saputon man ka oie
Lagz: ahah
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: ang2
issadog_102890: : di man ko nahan mag drama2 ka
issadog_102890: : ako raman pwede
Lagz:why man????
Lagz:drmatic mn pd ko beh…….
issadog_102890:  aye, aye. kay ma taranta man
ko!!!
Lagz: aye aye!!!!! okie bbe!!!! i know
you love me.
issadog_102890:  hahaa
issadog_102890: : yeah, i do. haha
issadog_102890:  why do you want me to make
your heart melt man babe?
Lagz: cause it feels goooooooooood man
beh! ahahaha kaw talaga!!!
Lagz:: bleh
issadog_102890: then YOU have to make my heart
melt too!!
Lagz:: do i hve tooo???
Lagz: ur heart is always melting man.
eventho i wont do any ahahahahahahah
issadog_102890:  FEELER!!!!
Lagz:: hmmmph!
Lagz: kay di diay!?!?!?
Lagz: i like my stat.
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890: : i miss the couch
issadog_102890:  and TINUOD MAN PERO UNSA BAH
OIEEE!!!
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  babe, i’ll change my pic sa
friendster ha?
Lagz: what unsa bah oie!?!?
Lagz: hmmph
Lagz: sure!! why diy!?
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: ana man jd klh
issadog_102890:  di, i have new pictures man
Lagz:awhhhhhh! okie!!!
Lagz: fine
issadog_102890: and UNSA KA DIRA, AKOA RANG
PROFILES TANAN MAOI PICTURES NATO
issadog_102890:  IMU INTAWN
issadog_102890:  WA JUD!
Lagz: hahahahahaha di nman ko kbaw mag
friendster2 babe oie
Lagz:ahhah
Lagz: saon!!
Lagz: ka wawa nako oie!!! di man ko kbaw
Lagz: ahah
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  saba oie
issadog_102890:  i bet you didn’t even save
our pictures sa imung computer
Lagz: lageh!!! but yeah i will lgeh!!!!
kaw jd!!!!
Lagz: i did!??!!?
Lagz: wanna seee?
Lagz:i have the nice ones
Lagz: wanna bet?.
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: : yaw nalang
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz: dah dah dah dah dah!!
Lagz: you dont trust me eh
issadog_102890:  haha
issadog_102890:  trust issue diay nah?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
issadog_102890:  patka
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890:  pataka!
issadog_102890: pataka!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: HAHAHAHAHAH
issadog_102890: 
BUZZ!!!
issadog_102890:  mangluod diay??
Lagz: hhhhhhhhhmph!!!!
Lagz:you know wht??? i like died for 2
secs
LLagz:taya
oie
Lagz: and yeah wa mn gd ky slig…..
Lagz: babe!!!!
issadog_102890:  wa diay? wa?
issadog_102890:  taka lang
Lagz: tex lang th!!!! gotta get my cuz nah
ahahaha jet bh!!!!!!!!
Lagz: i know you love me!!
Lagz:mwuh!!!!!
Lagz: text me beh!!!!!
Lagz:textyou wen i get to rypit
issadog_102890: : babe, don’t stay too long at
carlow’s ha?
issadog_102890:  cuz i know you’re tired na
ra bah
issadog_102890:  you need to rest
Lagz:wow!!! ahahah caring!
issadog_102890:  and yeah, you text me first
Lagz: okie bbe!!!!
Lagz: you text me firsty!!!
Lagz:ahahah
Lagz: please
issadog_102890: i’ll be busy MAKING YOUR HEART
MELT!
Lagz:plese
Lagz: ooooooooooooooooooh?
Lagz: fine fine
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz:i love you so much
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: il text you wen i get tyhere
Lagz: ahahah
Lagz: bye ok?>??
issadog_102890:  ok ok
issadog_102890: bye
Lagz: bye???
Lagz: mwuh!!
Lagz:love you
issadog_102890:  i love you
Lagz:

and just so you know… HE DIDN’T TEXT ME. someone’s going
to suffer tonight. haha. jk.

haha. yeah,
so i guess the whole world knows and i’m not even scared. i mean, why should i?
i’m not doing anything wrong anyways and if someone wants to know, then i’ll
tell them. i mean, i’m not the boastful kind, i guess i’m the kind of person
who denies issues/ unimportant or important, nonof yourbussiness stuff alot.
but lately, i’ve never denied him. except to my mom but i never gave her
straight answers so it could be ANYTHING, really. right? haha.

last night shocked me. i mean, yeah. haha.i don’t know why but i feel asleep
feeling really thankful. 🙂

i don’t wanna write everything in detail though but the point is, he just makes
me feel really blessed and really happy and high. high on life. and i have
really happy feet now and i just can’t find a good reason to deny it. so
forgive me for being to open about it but i’m INLOVE WITH YOU and i don’t care
what other people think.

my days basically revolve around tennis, tennis friends and james nowadays. i
have tennis in the morning and then tennis in the afternoons. during the day i
usually bum around at ayala with justine [most of the time] and then wait til i
can hang out with james even for just a teensy bit.  usually i only get
like a few minutes with him but every second feels like forever for me. this is
the happiest i’vebeen at least i get to see him. maypa si jet, though. sleep
over. plus he’s with chab right now. proli longer than i got to spend with him,
too :[ hoo humm.

i am soo tired right now and i can’t wait to be wake up tomorrow cuz i have
bible study and i love bible study not ONLY because i get to spend time with
james but because i’m hungry for the Lord. and yeah, i do get fed. lol.

but yeah, i guess i’ll be up making my parents collage. no big. pogi points man
;]

btw, i got new stuff from the states. yey. aside from the things on you see in
the picture, i also got baby phat cologne, slippers [that i don’t like. sorry,
Lord] and a minnie mouse beach towel. i stole the disney shirt, the polka dot
top [but i might give it back. i think it’s weird], the skirt and the undies. but only because they fit me and casey got shit
loads of hand me downs. :p i’m a cheater. i know.

guess what i want? haha.

and the Sketchers Buddha sneakers at Foot Locker. Wait, if
that wasn’t foot locker then that shoe place near The Body Shop.

I’m soo jealous of Casey right now. The bitch got new shoes
and a new racket. She proli wouldn’t even get a new racket either if I hadn’t told
papa. But I’m lax. I STOLE HER CLOTHES ANYWAYS. HAHAHA.

edited.. 😀

i’m lost without u 
Can’t help myself 
How does it feel 
To know that I love u baby 

Tell me how u love me more 
And how u think I’m sexy baby 
That u don’t want nobody else 
U don’t want this girl u don’t want that girl 
Tell me how u love my body 
And how I make u feel baby 

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me 
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me 
I just love 2 hear u say it 
It makes a girl feel good baby 
Tell me u depend on me 
I need To  hear it 

Baby you’re the perfect shape 
Baby you’re the perfect weight 
Treat me like my birthday 
I want it this way I want it that way I want it 
Tell me u don’t want me To stop 
Tell me it would break your heart 

bastosa diays uban lyrics ana, sah!? hahaha.
[ th

tonight i’m going to fall into bed
with the sound of your voice playing in my head
and you could be saying anything,
i wouldn’t really care
as long as i can hear you’re voice,
i’ll know that you’ll always be there.

i’m beginning to suck.

Is it because you don’t feel the way
That I do?

I wish you knew how my insides feel whenever I’m with him. I wish you knew exactly how it feels like when it’s just me and him and I don’t have to care about who I am or about who I should be around him. I wish it wasn’t so hard for you to accept that I’m happy and I finally feel like I’m worth more than I really am because no one makes me feel like that except him.

I wish you’d at least consider the possibilities of me being with someone and not block me out or push me away from them because of the mistakes you’ve made and the mistakes you think I’d make because I’m not you, I know more and it’s not just lust and I doubt it’s anything more than the real thing.

I wish I could tell you how happy he makes me feel and how I see myself being with him for a long time. Is it wrong to be in love? Because this is the best I’ve ever felt.

I don’t expect you to understand and accept everything because I know that you’re not going to do that. I know for a fact that you’re not going to just let me win but I’m telling you… I’m not letting go.

I asked God for something I’ve wanted for a long time. I asked God for something that I’m supposed to have, something that’s supposed to be mine and mine alone and I really do feel that He gave me him. And honestly, I don’t think that God would just give me something so beautiful for no good reason.

I’m keeping this. I wish you’d let me keep him.

last night was SOMETHING.

[around 1 pm]

and some bits from I don’t
know when

       You know how it is when life
just seems really good? Well, it just feels really good to be here. Life has
been nice to me and I, in return try my very best to be good to it as well. I
hope I don’t have PostMS. Lol.

        Yesterday
was great. I mean, tennis is really overwhelming. James, Jet and Caesar watched
me play yesterday. They watched both my games, the ones against Audrey [2-8]
and the one against Janna [5-8]. Teaser: SORRY I BEAT YOUR CRUSH, SIR! Haha.
Ok, I’ll stop now. And then we had lunch at Harbor City.
James was really nice to pay for lunch but of course, he was kinda forced to
cuz Jet was REALLY loud. Haha. Well, that’s jet for you. And that’s what you
get for having a credit card and letting your loud cousin know. Haha. Piskot.

        Then we
bought Casey a trophy. Cuz I’m a sweet sister like that. ;] haha. [she got
third place so, yeah. I just felt like getting her a trophy just because she
really deserves it.]

        Then
something really random happened:

       I
brought Caesar and James to my grandparents place! I know it doesn’t sound like
much but it WAS random and yeah. Haha. It was fun then we watched Spiderman 3
with the girls.

        The
movie was ok. It was really long and I thought emo peter parker was a load of
bull. Haha. Tobey Mcguire should consider turning gay. He’d be really good at
it. 😛 but yeah, the longest the better, right? :>

        Last
night was crazy too. Cuz James had to beg his sister if he could use the car
and he kinda mentioned that he needed to drop his girlfriend home. It never
occurred to me that I could possibly run into her when getting the car and just
like that, she found out. And we’re family friends so yeah, I could get caught
but James said he’d tell her to hush hush.

        I left
all my stuff at my grand rents place so we went back and yeah, guess who was
there? The mother was there! Hmm. Good thing she told me to go home, no
questions asked and she didn’t see ANYTHING. Jesus, I love the way you work in
my life. :>

        I spent
the whole day with him. I just can’t explain it.

        If you
think I had a good yesterday wait til you hear find out what happened today. J

        So, I
got into the final round at tennis. I played against Athena Espina, this really
good player from Southcrest. I seriously thought I’d loose cuz yeah, she’s
HELLA GOOD. But yeah, guess who won? 😀 yeah, I can’t believe it either. I
can’t believe I’m the champion for this summer. I mean, wow. Something I
thought I’d never achieve. But yeah, I did. And god, thank you soo much!

 LAW OF ATTRACTION

        And I
puked after that. It was pretty. Tasted like Alvin’s Mister chips that I ate before
playing. Lol. But I won and wow. J

 6-8

tie break

        I don’t
know if I’m seeing him today though. I guess not but I wish I did. I really
wish I would.

 It’s like I
need you more

And more

Everyday. ❤

 Xoxoxo

ISSA

Pslams 40:1-3

 I patiently waited Lord, for you to
hear my prayer. You listened and pulled me from a lonely pit full of mud and
mire. You let me stand on a rock with my feet firm, and you gave me a new song,
a song of praise to you

             i don’t know if it’s safe to
post all these information down here but I’m going to anyways. Haha.

 
       I almost got caught today.
Well, I don’t know. Maybe I really wasn’t meant to get caught. I’m thinking now
and I kinda consider it to be a “sign”. Like maybe I should be more careful. I
mean, I’ve been praying so hard that I wouldn’t get caught with whatever it is
I’m doing so I guess it’s my responsibility to also try my best NOT to get
caught. Lol. By this I mean, when I sneak out, it is my responsibility to
inform everyone who could possibly squeal on me. Hekhek. <– I REALLY don’t know.

       Right now
I am in a very surreal moment and I’m very scared that I could wake up one day.
I’m scared that this could turn into a very bad nightmare and that I could get
hurt all over again. But I’m only scared when I’m not with him. And I try my
best to be with him every chance I get. Even if that means lying and giving my
parents fake schedules.

       Yeah,
sometimes it does feel like it’s been fast. Hell, it’s been one scary ride for
me but I couldn’t picture it any other way. I mean, first it’s not weird; it
just feels right. And second, I don’t have to be that demure, all bottled up
person I thought I’d be required to be in order to have a real boyfriend. James
just accepts me for who I am. Weird and everything else. And I know he won’t
try to change me. I’ve never had to wear a mask in front of him and the way my
insides twist whenever I’m with him… God, you answered all my prayers. J

       And the
thing I love most about all of this is that, it’s not just a 2 person
relationship. Of course, we’ve decided to make God the center of everything.
Now I know why it hasn’t worked out with anyone else. <33 [I don’t care
about whoever’s laughing. I love this and I’m NOT going to let it go]

 
I don’t need anyone else
right now.

❤

 
so drive your car, babe

you know I’d go anywhere in the

world with you…<333

xoxoxoxox

Pslams 40:1-3

 I patiently waited Lord, for you to
hear my prayer. You listened and pulled me from a lonely pit full of mud and
mire. You let me stand on a rock with my feet firm, and you gave me a new song,
a song of praise to you

             i don’t know if it’s safe to
post all these information down here but I’m going to anyways. Haha.

 
       I almost got caught today.
Well, I don’t know. Maybe I really wasn’t meant to get caught. I’m thinking now
and I kinda consider it to be a “sign”. Like maybe I should be more careful. I
mean, I’ve been praying so hard that I wouldn’t get caught with whatever it is
I’m doing so I guess it’s my responsibility to also try my best NOT to get
caught. Lol. By this I mean, when I sneak out, it is my responsibility to
inform everyone who could possibly squeal on me. Hekhek. <– I REALLY don’t know.

       Right now
I am in a very surreal moment and I’m very scared that I could wake up one day.
I’m scared that this could turn into a very bad nightmare and that I could get
hurt all over again. But I’m only scared when I’m not with him. And I try my
best to be with him every chance I get. Even if that means lying and giving my
parents fake schedules.

       Yeah,
sometimes it does feel like it’s been fast. Hell, it’s been one scary ride for
me but I couldn’t picture it any other way. I mean, first it’s not weird; it
just feels right. And second, I don’t have to be that demure, all bottled up
person I thought I’d be required to be in order to have a real boyfriend. James
just accepts me for who I am. Weird and everything else. And I know he won’t
try to change me. I’ve never had to wear a mask in front of him and the way my
insides twist whenever I’m with him… God, you answered all my prayers. J

       And the
thing I love most about all of this is that, it’s not just a 2 person
relationship. Of course, we’ve decided to make God the center of everything.
Now I know why it hasn’t worked out with anyone else. <33 [I don’t care
about whoever’s laughing. I love this and I’m NOT going to let it go]

 
I don’t need anyone else
right now.

❤

 
so drive your car, babe

you know I’d go anywhere in the

world with you…<333

xoxoxoxox