But yeah the day isn’t done yet… i think i’m gonna see her tonight!!! i miss you babe!! i’m sorrry that i didn’t catch up to you in ayala. i was sorta busy eh!!!iloveu.mwah!!!

ok. today was good. it was really good. haha. i loved today. my god, i love everyda i get to spend withhim.

my god, i need a face lift.

so i got to san case today thinking it would be just be a regular day of tennis. you know, the rounds. blah blah. but no. i was shocked to see the place packed with tennis obsessed people. thank God, i’m not SUPER addicted. these people actually spend every last cent they have to pay. luckily, i have my parents to do that for me. hehe. but yeah, so i thought Headpenn would be like, tomorrow or something but then, NO. it was TODAY. HOLY FUCKING SHIT, IT WAS TODAY! and i wasn’t feeling it at all. hell, i haven’t felt like doing anything at all these past few days so i decided not to join. i’ll wait for Gullas. They have shirts to give out. that way, loosing wont feel soo crummy. haha. i’m beginning to remember how it feels before a competition. scared and hungry. haha. but yeah, whatever. i have a week to get ready. Please let me be busy. i don’t wanna join any competitions anymore. not anymore. i’d rather go to church or something. seriously andi  mean that in the nicest way.

had lunch with Justinne. talked to her over and over again about her dumping Alvin because it just wasn’t workingout. Alvin is an ass and i really do mean it. everyone can tell. and because Justinne couldn’t i was very determined to make her see the beautiful neon lights. lol.

i love neon lights. or the thought of it.

i went to sacred heart with james today. he had to bring their workers lunch and i just decided to tag along. just because i could andi knew i wouldn’t get caught. they never look for me around lunch time. haha.i wonder why. HAHA. sacred is REALLY big and not to mention REALLY far, too. but i enjoyed the ride going there. for some reason, we were both really excited by the car shop we passed filled with tons of beetle cars. those things really turn me on. HAHAHA. eww. i did NOT just say that. haha.

and then we had some basement 2 fun. haha. you figure it out.

then yeah, justinne cried. we helped.

diggul happened. odd, odd. i hated it. he’s on my list of people to avoid now. lol. ok,i don’t actually have one but i am avoiding a few people. including larry. idk. tennis guy. weird. i knew he was starring earlier. good thing i’m NOT joining headpenn. i’d have to hang around him. ew.

anyways,i have to go.

p.s.

i think i scared bic earlier. and just so you know, i’m sorry and i didn’t mean it. i don’t know why you’d think i’d ever consider anyone else but you. i mean, no one and let me say it again no one can make me as happy as you’ve made me. why aren’t we official yet, babe? haha. no pressure though.i just think you should get it over with, yeah? anyways.. yeah. i don’t need anyone else, ok?imean you know all the things i’ve done and all the things i’ve stopped doing since i’ve been wuth you and honestly, i like living this way.. i don’t want it to end. andi just really hope you won’t feel that i would ever replace you because that’s not going to happen, you mean too much to me and i’m not going to waste this. ever. i love you. you know that. and i know that you can tell. I KNOW YOU KNOW BECAUSE YOU CAN TELL THROUGH…. hahaha. we’ll talk about it later .

let’s hold on for life’s sake.
shake, quake, ache, bake.

xoxoxoxo

am i gonna get a reward for this again?! nah!! forget about the rewards!!! my greatest reward is you babe!!! i dont need that sweaty work out we do[but yeah you know i still do.haha] Today was like AWESOME .!! i brought you to the new shs-j campus. big isn’t it? nah, forget about that im not gonna go to school there! i BASICALLY had fun in the basement[citysports] the guards were kinda annoying though! awwh even at the love couch in your grannie’s place, i had fun!! But it was totally hot inside my car! but yeah whatever!! we had fun right?  that’s the important thing! and you were happy? i just wanna make you happy,babe! im sorry for making you wanna cry!!! i was just scared!! that was the first time btaw!! so yeah LET it pass. so don’t scare me nextime, ok? cause you know that when you need me i’ll always be there!!! so don’t mess around.  i’ll see you again tom!!! let’s PLAY again. i gotta go now!!!  my eyes are falling out!!! iloveyou soo much, babe. mwaaaahaaah!!! ❤

—  <3bik<3

am i gonna get a reward for this again?! nah!! forget about the rewards!!! my greatest reward is you babe!!! i dont need that sweaty work out we do[but yeah you know i still do.haha] Today was like AWESOME .!! i brought you to the new shs-j campus. big isn’t it? nah, forget about that im not gonna go to school there! i BASICALLY had fun in the basement[citysports] the guards were kinda annoying though! awwh even at the love couch in your grannie’s place, i had fun!! But it was totally hot inside my car! but yeah whatever!! we had fun right?  that’s the important thing! and you were happy? i just wanna make you happy,babe! im sorry for making you wanna cry!!! i was just scared!! that was the first time btaw!! so yeah LET it pass. so don’t scare me nextime, ok? cause you know that when you need me i’ll always be there!!! so don’t mess around.  i’ll see you again tom!!! let’s PLAY again. i gotta go now!!!  my eyes are falling out!!! iloveyou soo much, babe. mwaaaahaaah!!! ❤

—  <3bik<3

every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. –why? don’t you have your own clothes? HAHA. no seriously. well, i guess tha’d be cute but like, wouldn’t that mean you guys DID it if you wore his shirt to sleep in? or maybe that’s just me. HAHA. whateve.

every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. –why? don’t you have your own clothes? HAHA. no seriously. well, i guess tha’d be cute but like, wouldn’t that mean you guys DID it if you wore his shirt to sleep in? or maybe that’s just me. HAHA. whateve.

baby…

forgive me for i suck at this shit but i’ll just give it a try.

you tried to tempt me, didn’t you?  but seriously, you tempted me. i just don’t wanna tell you.

but yeah you did. it would be so much better if you were infront of me.

issadog_102890: tell me when you’re done, k?
jamez_victor: ahahahahahah okie!!!!! it’s killing me
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: i love you
issadog_102890: youknow, you don’t have to do it
issadog_102890: but you started it naman
issadog_102890:
issadog_102890: so finish it
issadog_102890: and youll be rewarded
jamez_victor: i know!!!! whatvere!!!
jamez_victor: what will it be?
jamez_victor: hmmmm?
issadog_102890: hmmm

issadog_102890: wait ka lang —>>>mhmmm im excited.
jamez_victor: fine
jamez_victor: bantay btaw

wait, how do i get this purple thing out??? shit…!

Waaaaah babe!!!! i need help.

i’ll see you tomorrow okie? I am mad at you pa byah babe! ahahh jk

i need to stop this nah!! it  loooks odd. what’s wrong with this?

i love you,baby. ❤

surprise me tomorrow ,ok?

so everyone knows i like him. my mom’s having issues but yeah. i’ll update later.

this is too good to be true. :]