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so, i’m grounded AGAIN. this summer is turning out to be veeery interesting. tsss, yeah, sure.

ok so here’s what happened. you know that blog before this one? yeah, the one james posted. well, we did see ecah other that night. see, my parent’s went out and left me at my gramma’s place and said they’d pick me up at 11-ish so i snuck out and yeah, maybe sneaking out isn’t really my area of expertise. my papa went there at around 9, i wasn’t there, he freaked out, called me [and when i didn’t answer, he called chabel] and when i got home, screamed at me [in front of the neighbors and the maids and the dogs the maids were walking] and then droke home like a mad person.

but of course, i got away with it. they don’t know that i snuck out to meet james, all they know [or think for that matter] is that i went to I.T. Park to meet up with Jet [his cousin] who was having dinner there after his acting class thing. so yeah. i didn’t really care that i was grounded. i mean i have 2 weeks til school starts again so, whatever. i’m just not allowed to join any church activites til school starts again.

stupid, really.

so i was grounded but guess what i did yesterday??


fucking partied!!

and guess what? i didn’t even have to sneak out. my mom asked my papa if i could go as a suprise.

i think my mom just really loved the fact that for ONCE she was the good person in this story. haha. i feel you.

anyways, i guess she just felt sorry for me cuz it was ina’s 16th and it was a suprise party and she practically dragged me to the end of the world for the final hearing of my adoption so, yeah. and plus, she also forced me into taking nursing for college.

but yeah, me and the step father aren’t in really good terms right now so i really don’t care if i don’t get adopted or not. he can die for all i care. omg, i’m kidding. really.

so went to the party then paseo then got picked up at around 11:45 which was NOT fun but i got to hang out with james for a while with his friends. this boyfriend girlfriend thing is scary.  i mean, not cuz i don’t like being seen with him it’s just that i was scared bout what his friends or my friends would think cuz yeah, he is my first boyfriend and all so i’m basically a social retard. haha. god, guide me!!

got picked up and them got sermoned AGAIN. my mom saw my pictures with james on my friendster and said that i was being too obvious that i liked him and other shit. it’s a shame she doesn’t know what i know. HAHA.

ok, gtg.

dieeee

basement 2 is <3

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ok. today was good. it was really good. haha. i loved today. my god, i love everyda i get to spend withhim.


my god, i need a face lift.

so i got to san case today thinking it would be just be a regular day of tennis. you know, the rounds. blah blah. but no. i was shocked to see the place packed with tennis obsessed people. thank God, i’m not SUPER addicted. these people actually spend every last cent they have to pay. luckily, i have my parents to do that for me. hehe. but yeah, so i thought Headpenn would be like, tomorrow or something but then, NO. it was TODAY. HOLY FUCKING SHIT, IT WAS TODAY! and i wasn’t feeling it at all. hell, i haven’t felt like doing anything at all these past few days so i decided not to join. i’ll wait for Gullas. They have shirts to give out. that way, loosing wont feel soo crummy. haha. i’m beginning to remember how it feels before a competition. scared and hungry. haha. but yeah, whatever. i have a week to get ready. Please let me be busy. i don’t wanna join any competitions anymore. not anymore. i’d rather go to church or something. seriously andi  mean that in the nicest way.

had lunch with Justinne. talked to her over and over again about her dumping Alvin because it just wasn’t workingout. Alvin is an ass and i really do mean it. everyone can tell. and because Justinne couldn’t i was very determined to make her see the beautiful neon lights. lol.

i love neon lights. or the thought of it.

i went to sacred heart with james today. he had to bring their workers lunch and i just decided to tag along. just because i could andi knew i wouldn’t get caught. they never look for me around lunch time. haha.i wonder why. HAHA. sacred is REALLY big and not to mention REALLY far, too. but i enjoyed the ride going there. for some reason, we were both really excited by the car shop we passed filled with tons of beetle cars. those things really turn me on. HAHAHA. eww. i did NOT just say that. haha.

and then we had some basement 2 fun. haha. you figure it out.

then yeah, justinne cried. we helped.

diggul happened. odd, odd. i hated it. he’s on my list of people to avoid now. lol. ok,i don’t actually have one but i am avoiding a few people. including larry. idk. tennis guy. weird. i knew he was starring earlier. good thing i’m NOT joining headpenn. i’d have to hang around him. ew.

anyways,i have to go.

p.s.

i think i scared bic earlier. and just so you know, i’m sorry and i didn’t mean it. i don’t know why you’d think i’d ever consider anyone else but you. i mean, no one and let me say it again no one can make me as happy as you’ve made me. why aren’t we official yet, babe? haha. no pressure though.i just think you should get it over with, yeah? anyways.. yeah. i don’t need anyone else, ok?imean you know all the things i’ve done and all the things i’ve stopped doing since i’ve been wuth you and honestly, i like living this way.. i don’t want it to end. andi just really hope you won’t feel that i would ever replace you because that’s not going to happen, you mean too much to me and i’m not going to waste this. ever. i love you. you know that. and i know that you can tell. I KNOW YOU KNOW BECAUSE YOU CAN TELL THROUGH…. hahaha. we’ll talk about it later .

let’s hold on for life’s sake.
shake, quake, ache, bake.

xoxoxoxo


You were ***** in the passenger seat.

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am i gonna get a reward for this again?! nah!! forget about the rewards!!! my greatest reward is you babe!!! i dont need that sweaty work out we do[but yeah you know i still do.haha] Today was like AWESOME .!! i brought you to the new shs-j campus. big isn’t it? nah, forget about that im not gonna go to school there! i BASICALLY had fun in the basement[citysports] the guards were kinda annoying though! awwh even at the love couch in your grannie’s place, i had fun!! But it was totally hot inside my car! but yeah whatever!! we had fun right?  that’s the important thing! and you were happy? i just wanna make you happy,babe! im sorry for making you wanna cry!!! i was just scared!! that was the first time btaw!! so yeah LET it pass. so don’t scare me nextime, ok? cause you know that when you need me i’ll always be there!!! so don’t mess around.  i’ll see you again tom!!! let’s PLAY again. i gotta go now!!!  my eyes are falling out!!! iloveyou soo much, babe. mwaaaahaaah!!! ❤

—  <3bik<3

You were ***** in the passenger seat.

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am i gonna get a reward for this again?! nah!! forget about the rewards!!! my greatest reward is you babe!!! i dont need that sweaty work out we do[but yeah you know i still do.haha] Today was like AWESOME .!! i brought you to the new shs-j campus. big isn’t it? nah, forget about that im not gonna go to school there! i BASICALLY had fun in the basement[citysports] the guards were kinda annoying though! awwh even at the love couch in your grannie’s place, i had fun!! But it was totally hot inside my car! but yeah whatever!! we had fun right?  that’s the important thing! and you were happy? i just wanna make you happy,babe! im sorry for making you wanna cry!!! i was just scared!! that was the first time btaw!! so yeah LET it pass. so don’t scare me nextime, ok? cause you know that when you need me i’ll always be there!!! so don’t mess around.  i’ll see you again tom!!! let’s PLAY again. i gotta go now!!!  my eyes are falling out!!! iloveyou soo much, babe. mwaaaahaaah!!! ❤

—  <3bik<3

one person survey

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Think of 1 person. answer the
questions below based on him/her

1.are you friends here in friendster?
+ yeah, we are

2.what place does he/she remind u?
+ church, car, couch, tons of places

3.y?
+ well, cuz he was there when i was?

4.what song do u dedicate to him/her?
+ uso pa diay na?

5.y?
+ haha.why your face :p

6.is his/her height ok?
+ yeah,i think. doesn’t matter, really.

7.is he/she good in singing?
+ hahaha. he can sing.

8.how about dancing?
+ i don’t know yet 😐

9.does he/she resemble a movie star?
+ hahaha. kinsa man? brat pitt? lol.

10.are you close?
+ :] on what terms?

11.did u see him/her get mad?
+ scared. mad.. i don’t know.

12.how about smile?
+ oh, all the time

13.did u see him/her cry?
+ yeah.

14.whats his/her favorite food?
+ hmm.. sushi. :>

15.y?
+ cuz sushi is HAWT!

16.y did u choose him/her for this
survey?
+ because bcause..

17.did he/she make u cry?
+ almost. grrr..

18.did u make him/her cry?
+ suma.

19.did he/she made u smile?
+ all the time

20.do u miss him/her?
+ KAAYU.

21.realy?
+ i swear to god

22.y?
+ because.. it’s night time and hehe. wa
ra gud. buot man ka :>

23.wen was d last tym u saw him/her?
+ hours ago

24.where?
+ car

25.msg. for him/her
+ i miss the couch

26.did u regret knowing him/her?
+ no, not in ANY way

i’d make it more detailed but this is strictly rated R

ooh. how VERY interesting..

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every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

really?? well, let’s see ..


• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. –why? don’t you have your own clothes? HAHA. no seriously. well, i guess tha’d be cute but like, wouldn’t that mean you guys DID it if you wore his shirt to sleep in? or maybe that’s just me. HAHA. whateve.

• leave her cute text notes. – ohh.

• kiss her in front of your friends. – haha. the whole world already knows you two are together. no need to brag about it.

• tell her she looks beautiful. – YEAH, DO THAT!

• look into her eyes when you talk to her. –and close your eyes when you kiss her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair. -why??

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes. -yeaaaah.

• look at her like she`s the only girl you see. – yes, i’d like that.

• tickle her even when she says stop. – haha. no, you should stop when we tell you too.

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends. – again. no need to flaunt it.
 
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. – yeah. and stop calling me bitch. A**hole!!

• let her fall asleep in your arms. -or on your tummy

• get her mad, then kiss her. – pisti. nya kiss kiss dayun para e forgive!!

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick. – haha. this is gay.

• watch her favorite movie with her. -hehe.

• kiss her forehead. –yeah. and my nose. and my neck

• give her the world. – or just make her your world
 
• write her letters. – sweet ones. not break-up letters.

• let her wear your clothes. – haha. and let her walk around like a dork. HAHA.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her. – and listen to her. and help her cope.

• let her know she`s important. –yeah.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you. -HAHAHAHA.

• kiss her in the pouring rain. – oh, goodie. i’d REALLY like that.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her. – and please don’t fall out of it.

• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before. – like, you’ll NEVER love any one else.

make it real

real blog coming up…

ooh. how VERY interesting..

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every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

really?? well, let’s see ..


• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. –why? don’t you have your own clothes? HAHA. no seriously. well, i guess tha’d be cute but like, wouldn’t that mean you guys DID it if you wore his shirt to sleep in? or maybe that’s just me. HAHA. whateve.

• leave her cute text notes. – ohh.

• kiss her in front of your friends. – haha. the whole world already knows you two are together. no need to brag about it.

• tell her she looks beautiful. – YEAH, DO THAT!

• look into her eyes when you talk to her. –and close your eyes when you kiss her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair. -why??

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes. -yeaaaah.

• look at her like she`s the only girl you see. – yes, i’d like that.

• tickle her even when she says stop. – haha. no, you should stop when we tell you too.

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends. – again. no need to flaunt it.
 
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. – yeah. and stop calling me bitch. A**hole!!

• let her fall asleep in your arms. -or on your tummy

• get her mad, then kiss her. – pisti. nya kiss kiss dayun para e forgive!!

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick. – haha. this is gay.

• watch her favorite movie with her. -hehe.

• kiss her forehead. –yeah. and my nose. and my neck

• give her the world. – or just make her your world
 
• write her letters. – sweet ones. not break-up letters.

• let her wear your clothes. – haha. and let her walk around like a dork. HAHA.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her. – and listen to her. and help her cope.

• let her know she`s important. –yeah.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you. -HAHAHAHA.

• kiss her in the pouring rain. – oh, goodie. i’d REALLY like that.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her. – and please don’t fall out of it.

• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before. – like, you’ll NEVER love any one else.

make it real

real blog coming up…