baby, it’s been a while


omg, the LAMEST game EVER!!

well, it seemed like a nice game at first. despite the bad graphics and everything. my bad.

i love saturdays. especially when i’m not spending it at home. well, it wouldn’t matter if i was at home just as long as i get to spend it with James. haha. as if you didn’t know that i would say that. he’s going to pop up eventually. ;P

he had some college NSTP thing to go to and i woke up to wake him up cuz idk, i just felt like doing it for him. then i went back to sleep and woke up a n hhour or something later and then got ready for church and then left. i survived on a hundred pesos today. my god, i’m really learning how to stretch money now. lol.

bible study was the usual. caesar showed up today which was a shocker. you know, with him just getting out from the hospital from a bad car accident. man, that boy must REALLY love god. lol.

then we had lunch, stayed for a while, got bored. realized that i was wasting my time there , got up, left, met lagz at ayala šŸ™‚

i liked spending time with him at ayala. we just hung out at tropikal relik with chab and the guys. it was fun. i missed those guys. never get to hang out with them anymore. chab and ken keep fighting. tsk. haha.

plus, we discovered that if i stood behind him, he could cover my whole body! THAT’S how tiny i am! lol.

i know i said i like it when he hugs me, right? now i also like it when i hug him from behind and when he kisses me on the forhead. i know for some people that would be disappointing but i like it. it makes me feel like a little girl and i have no problems with feeling like a little girl. i actually like it.


speaking of being a big ass baby:
yesterday was really funny. douglas brought newspapers to school and idk but for some reason, i was really drawn to it. haha. so i brought to the back of the classroom and did this position and read it.


so there i was minding my own business when i notice a bunch of people, including my homeroom teacher, teacher brazil, laughing at the side of the classroom with a camera in her hand. lol. i’m too cute for me to even handle sometimes. it’s like a disease. HAHAHAHAHA. OMG, KILL ME NOW. I WAS KIDDING!


so anyways, i had like, the perfect plan to go out today. i told mommy that i was going to play tennis today at 4-6 [which was true, mind you] and yeah,i’d go home by myself after. see, james plays soccer at the same place i play tennis so it was perfect. i didn’t really get to play though but it’s ayt, i got to see james play and it was fun. šŸ™‚
plus we played catch for a while. even better. the bitch threw a ball at my boob though. these things get in the way. i swear to god, most of the time i hate them.

mayjoy was supposed to sleep over but the lezboe’s at paseo. i hate her. grrr..

well, aside from that there’s not much to talk about right now. only that i’ve been missing james soo much lately and today’s like, 2 months since church camp. is it me or does it feel like forever?

gtg. going to play text twist til i go home. mwah!

You currently appear offline to daaady Chua.

because you HAVE to lie when you’re conversing with the parents …

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issadog_102890: hey dad
issadog_102890:
daaady Chua: hey sush
daaady Chua: how u been
issadog_102890: i’ve been good <- but you wouldn’t really know cuz
you SUCK ASS!
issadog_102890: thanks for the stuff you sent me <- HAHA. honestly, i wanted
more. you suck gyud.
daaady Chua: you like it sush?
issadog_102890: i like it alot! <- i lied. i had to!
daaady Chua: im so happy to hear that
daaady Chua: i didnt have much to send <- OBVIOUSLY. but i’m used to it, i guess.
issadog_102890: it’s ayt.
issadog_102890: i like what you sent man sad
daaady Chua: do you have the angel cards with you?
issadog_102890: i bring it with me all the time <- even if i don’t get the point of it. or the purpose of you
giving me it.
daaady Chua: good
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: where’d you get those?
issadog_102890: and what are they supposed to do?
daaady Chua: when i order my business card, they give you a box for free <- oh, so THAT’S why.
giving me free shit just so you’d have something to send. show some dignity. be a dad!
issadog_102890: ohhh. haha
issadog_102890: they’re nice
daaady Chua: so what have you been up to lately?
daaady Chua: is that boy still visiting you at home?
issadog_102890: church. school.
issadog_102890: sometimes. he calls at home though
issadog_102890: he came over last week to give mommy sylvannas
daaady Chua: hmmmm sip sip
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: crazy
daaady Chua: and what will he be giving me? <- buang ka.
mas daghan pa na’g gi hatag nako kaysa nimo. inutil ka!
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: what do you want?
daaady Chua: for him to stay away from you
issadog_102890: batia gud, di ko
daaady Chua: why do you like this boy? <-because he doesn’t remind me of you.
he’s nothing like you.
he makes me feel SAFE!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: if i said yes would you hold it against me?
daaady Chua: what do you like about this boy?
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: he’s god fearing, for one <- KUYAWA!
daaady Chua: thats good
daaady Chua: but he better fear me too <- oh, you wish!
issadog_102890: unsa bah
daaady Chua: just be safe sush and be wise with your actions <-
in short, don’t have SEX. and if you do, be safe.
pffft. where were you when i had that talk?
issadog_102890: yes,dad. i had that talk already
issadog_102890: dinner
issadog_102890: brb
daaady Chua: ok
issadog_102890: back
daaady Chua: paspasa gud
issadog_102890: i eat fast
issadog_102890: i don’t usually eat dinner man gyud
daaady Chua: uy
daaady Chua: wala man gani tuy 5 mins
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: wa diay?
issadog_102890: naa baya
daaady Chua: unsa may sud-an nimo?
issadog_102890: chicken
issadog_102890: i don’t like pancit man or shrimp
daaady Chua: pilian diay nimo ug food sush<- DAMN RIGHT!
issadog_102890: haha. ever since before pa
daaady Chua: sush, what do you think of this new site i built http://www.netstralogy.com/Netstralogy5/
daaady Chua: hang on. let me upload the new changes
issadog_102890: ayt
daaady Chua: k, ready na. please reload
issadog_102890: what’s this for?
issadog_102890: cool kaayu ang picturres <- liar
 daaady Chua: our new website
daaady Chua: im ready to launch it today
daaady Chua: im just working on the text
issadog_102890: oh, ok
issadog_102890: do you have to advertise it if you launch it?
daaady Chua: im planning to
daaady Chua: actually, im planning on advertising thats why i redesigned the site
issadog_102890: ohh
issadog_102890: what was the first design man diay?
daaady Chua: http://www.netstralogy.com/about.html
daaady Chua: it didnt like it that much
daaady Chua: basaha kuno ang text sush if there’s typos and wrong grammar
issadog_102890: ang nice ra sa last one kay ang lihok2
daaady Chua: yah, i will update the pics for the new ones to have those movements too
issadog_102890: lol
issadog_102890: cool
daaady Chua: what are your plans for today sush
issadog_102890: today
issadog_102890: nothing na
issadog_102890: it’s late
issadog_102890: i spent the whole day out
daaady Chua: are you still playing tennis?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i played today
daaady Chua: you play every week?
issadog_102890: i try
daaady Chua: you planning on a tournament soon?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i have district meet by november
daaady Chua: whats that
issadog_102890: first it’s district meet
issadog_102890: then regionals
issadog_102890: then CVIRAA
daaady Chua: whats cviraa
issadog_102890: national competition
issadog_102890: i got as far as regionals last year
daaady Chua: wow
daaady Chua: so this year, you might be able to get to cviraa
issadog_102890: noo. i doubt.
issadog_102890: it’s hard na

 

You currently appear offline to daaady Chua.

because you HAVE to lie when you’re conversing with the parents …

alvinpchua@sbcglobal.net is using a different version of Yahoo! Messenger.
Certain features may be unavailable.

issadog_102890: hey dad
issadog_102890:
daaady Chua: hey sush
daaady Chua: how u been
issadog_102890: i’ve been good <- but you wouldn’t really know cuz
you SUCK ASS!
issadog_102890: thanks for the stuff you sent me <- HAHA. honestly, i wanted
more. you suck gyud.
daaady Chua: you like it sush?
issadog_102890: i like it alot! <- i lied. i had to!
daaady Chua: im so happy to hear that
daaady Chua: i didnt have much to send <- OBVIOUSLY. but i’m used to it, i guess.
issadog_102890: it’s ayt.
issadog_102890: i like what you sent man sad
daaady Chua: do you have the angel cards with you?
issadog_102890: i bring it with me all the time <- even if i don’t get the point of it. or the purpose of you
giving me it.
daaady Chua: good
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: where’d you get those?
issadog_102890: and what are they supposed to do?
daaady Chua: when i order my business card, they give you a box for free <- oh, so THAT’S why.
giving me free shit just so you’d have something to send. show some dignity. be a dad!
issadog_102890: ohhh. haha
issadog_102890: they’re nice
daaady Chua: so what have you been up to lately?
daaady Chua: is that boy still visiting you at home?
issadog_102890: church. school.
issadog_102890: sometimes. he calls at home though
issadog_102890: he came over last week to give mommy sylvannas
daaady Chua: hmmmm sip sip
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: crazy
daaady Chua: and what will he be giving me? <- buang ka.
mas daghan pa na’g gi hatag nako kaysa nimo. inutil ka!
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: what do you want?
daaady Chua: for him to stay away from you
issadog_102890: batia gud, di ko
daaady Chua: why do you like this boy? <-because he doesn’t remind me of you.
he’s nothing like you.
he makes me feel SAFE!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: if i said yes would you hold it against me?
daaady Chua: what do you like about this boy?
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: he’s god fearing, for one <- KUYAWA!
daaady Chua: thats good
daaady Chua: but he better fear me too <- oh, you wish!
issadog_102890: unsa bah
daaady Chua: just be safe sush and be wise with your actions <-
in short, don’t have SEX. and if you do, be safe.
pffft. where were you when i had that talk?
issadog_102890: yes,dad. i had that talk already
issadog_102890: dinner
issadog_102890: brb
daaady Chua: ok
issadog_102890: back
daaady Chua: paspasa gud
issadog_102890: i eat fast
issadog_102890: i don’t usually eat dinner man gyud
daaady Chua: uy
daaady Chua: wala man gani tuy 5 mins
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: wa diay?
issadog_102890: naa baya
daaady Chua: unsa may sud-an nimo?
issadog_102890: chicken
issadog_102890: i don’t like pancit man or shrimp
daaady Chua: pilian diay nimo ug food sush<- DAMN RIGHT!
issadog_102890: haha. ever since before pa
daaady Chua: sush, what do you think of this new site i built http://www.netstralogy.com/Netstralogy5/
daaady Chua: hang on. let me upload the new changes
issadog_102890: ayt
daaady Chua: k, ready na. please reload
issadog_102890: what’s this for?
issadog_102890: cool kaayu ang picturres <- liar
 daaady Chua: our new website
daaady Chua: im ready to launch it today
daaady Chua: im just working on the text
issadog_102890: oh, ok
issadog_102890: do you have to advertise it if you launch it?
daaady Chua: im planning to
daaady Chua: actually, im planning on advertising thats why i redesigned the site
issadog_102890: ohh
issadog_102890: what was the first design man diay?
daaady Chua: http://www.netstralogy.com/about.html
daaady Chua: it didnt like it that much
daaady Chua: basaha kuno ang text sush if there’s typos and wrong grammar
issadog_102890: ang nice ra sa last one kay ang lihok2
daaady Chua: yah, i will update the pics for the new ones to have those movements too
issadog_102890: lol
issadog_102890: cool
daaady Chua: what are your plans for today sush
issadog_102890: today
issadog_102890: nothing na
issadog_102890: it’s late
issadog_102890: i spent the whole day out
daaady Chua: are you still playing tennis?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i played today
daaady Chua: you play every week?
issadog_102890: i try
daaady Chua: you planning on a tournament soon?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i have district meet by november
daaady Chua: whats that
issadog_102890: first it’s district meet
issadog_102890: then regionals
issadog_102890: then CVIRAA
daaady Chua: whats cviraa
issadog_102890: national competition
issadog_102890: i got as far as regionals last year
daaady Chua: wow
daaady Chua: so this year, you might be able to get to cviraa
issadog_102890: noo. i doubt.
issadog_102890: it’s hard na

 

i’ll eat you up in one bite <3

not much to write about today. i mean, school was ayt. i almost failed my physics seatwork which pissed me off in the moring and then i got pissed at kathya for not doing ssc work and yeah, i was just really pissed in the morning but i had a lot of good parts in the middle of that too.

i played magellan in our class role play- that was fun. i love playing guy parts. not that i’m lesbian or anything. HAHA. i have a boyfriend to prove that i’m not. LMAO.

you know what i realized? that i never really stop thinking about him. cuz when i’m at school, like when i’m taking down notes, idk but i think about him. like before my seatworks or whatever whatever, i think about him. and when i’m talking with someone, i wanna talk about him or i really do talk about him. and i love it when people ask me about him cuz i get to talk about him and idk, it’s just addicting for me. it’s obsessive. HAHA.

i think i have to stop talking to jet for that very reason. cuz i’m ALWAYS talking about him. LOL.

and when i’m not with anyone, i’m always racing to text him or when my phone vibrates in the middle of class, i literally freak out.

and it really sucks when he’s mad at me. 😦

i really did buys those paperclips today because i was extremely happy. you make me happy – all the time.

meet you on the dancefloor ;]

ok, thats my lame-o sex line. i don’t know how that could ever pass as a sex line either but yeah, i wanna call it that so i will. well, not that i’d have to use it cuz i don’t do PMS but yeah, i guess someone else in the world could find a better use for it. lol.

well, my computer’s finally fixed and i’m up at 6 in the morning blogging cuz i missed blogging soo soo much. and plus i had to do james’ homework only cuz it’s the only way i can help him. while i still can. besides, he’s tutoring me the whole year so yeah. :]

school’s been pretty much ok. just ok. right now i’m just trying to get really good grades while i still can. i’m really busy with ssc stuff most of the time though but it gives me something to do while i’m stuck in school and i can’t text/ talk to james.

i really REALLY don’t like our trigo teacher though. she’s really dull and she can’t teach ANYTHING to save her life.

but yeah. i got high average in chemistry and superior in english on my diagnostic test. šŸ˜€

me and james’re pretty good. i woke up at 5 and read his message that said:

it just keeps getting
better and
better

and yeah, it does. it really does. but yeah, let’s not jinx it.

last week, me and the family weren’t in good terms at all and honestly, that time me and james were kinda rocky too. not really – maybe for just a night. like, i’d get pissed/ annoyed really easily but like, i’d just keep it in. he’d be out most of the time with his friends since school hadn’t started for him yet and yeah, i understood the whole bonding thing since he’s off to college but yeah, idk. i rem. getting pissed cuz he wouldn’t text or tell me where he was and that just pissed me off cuz yeah, i just wanna know where he is. simple. not too much to ask for.

but then he came over one night to give my mom some sylvana’s from dumaguette. he couldn’t stay long though but the fact that he came made me happy. idk, i guess i just try to push aside the fact that i’m mad at him most of the time. it’s never anything too big though. nothing a chill pill can’t fix. LOL. wtf.

he started college this week. it’s so hard to wake him up pa gyud. so fucking hard.

well i got to spend a lot of time with him this week. friday and saturday. and today. that sounds like a lot of time to me. lol.

yesterday he picked me and my mom up at SM and dropped my mom off at Ayala. it was quite funny actually cuz my mom gave strict instructions to sit at the BACK with her but yeah, in the end i ended up sitting beside MY boyfriend in front of MY mother. haha. god, you are soo good to me. :]

then we went to church, hung out for a while [is it wrong to make out in church? yes, i’ve realized the weirdness of the sit. but is it??] and then we had practice well, he had practice. i just… hung out there. lmao. and then like, he went to st. john to play soccer and then i went to waterfront but then i ended up telling my mom that i was going to chabels house to hang so i had someone to go to paseo with but yeah, i went to st. john. DUH. for some reason james wasn’t so suprised to see me.

oh well. whatever. [i officially hate this word, btw.]

and then later that night we went to paseo and went crazy. [i got mad at him; he got mad at me PLUS my parents were there the whole FUCKING time] and then i got kinda tipsy and danced with my girlies. lol. it was really fun. wasn’t complete though. james knows why. go ask him. lol. but yeah i still had one hell of a night. i wanna have karaoke night with mayjoy next friday night though. big party. interesting. lol.

i’m really tired right now and i’m waking up again at 8 : 30 for church. so hollah.

yeah, i have a lot of things to be sorry for right now. lol. hehehehe.

p.s. i’m not smoking again. well, idk for sure but like idk why i wanted to do it again last night anyways. impulse? it’s not a big deal, yeah, i know. but like, i wouldn’t want james doing it infront of me or behind my back so i shouldn’t either right? besides, it’s not like i’m a smoker or anything. i just wanted to do it. i just can’t fathom why i feel soo icky now. i’m not doing that again, ok? and don’t let me next time. i’d rather make out in public [or play on top of the table] than suck on a suicide stick.

play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.
play.
play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.
play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.play.

my god, i want you.

come home, i miss you :[

i’m a very needy little girl with a very cool layout.

1. Do you like strawberries?
– yeah, strawberries are goood.

2. What is your middle initial?
– I.

3. Who was your first best friend?
–  cassey, in san jo

4. What grade/year are you in?
– 4th year high school- finally.

5. Have you seen “The Notebook” over a
million times?
– proli 5 times plus twice as a play.i get tired of it.

6. Are you always online?
– yeah, i am.

8. Did you ever see “The Sound of
Music”?
– yeah, but i didn’t get it. lol. maybe i’ll watch it again some time.

9. Have you ever played the flute?
– yeah, i had a flute book before, i still have it. i broke the flute though. it was too hard. or was that a recorder… idk.

10. Do you play basketball?
– yeah. and i beat james at 11 – 11 pa gyud. :p

11. Are you a Phillies fan?
– a WHO?!

12. Is your favorite color orange?
– i like orange,i don’t know what my favorite color is though.

13. Do you know someone named Emily?
– yeah, emily mockon

14. Do you think your ugly?
– sometimes i do. most of the time i just don’t care.

15. Do you like rap or rock better?
– i like rock but rap is fuuun

16. Do you enjoy eating ice cream?
– yeah!

17. Would you ever like to do plastic surgery?
– uhm.. no. unless is was breat reduction

18. Do you have a xanga?
– yes, i do.

19. Do you have more than three screen names?
– i think more.

20. Do you believe in aliens?
– yeah. and i think it would be really cool to actually meet one.

21. Is the letter M in your name?
– wala. hala, ka bati. walai M sa akong name :[

22. You ever laugh so hard milk came out of your nose?
– wa. but i always wanted to try.

23. Are you a vegetarian?
– i wish james was.

24. What is your most overused phrase online?
– haha. or lol. or lmao.

25. Have you ever smashed your head against a pole and/or wall?
– i’ve had it smashed…. does that count? or is that just abuse?

26. Do you know who invented the refrigerator?
– thomas moore unsa! HAHA. [i stole that answer]

27. Is your favorite subject in school math?
– no. i like PE more. lmao.

28. If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it still make a sound?
– what? well, yeah!

29. Which comes first? The chicken or the egg?
– only god knows… HAHA

30. Do you enjoy peanuts?
– yeah, i do. i mean, what!?

31. Do you like Ashlee or Jessica better?
– ashlee. she’s cool

32. Were you ever in a play?
– yuuuh. hahaha. kaluod.

33. Have you ever been camping?
– YEAH. AND IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!!

34. Have you ever used the phrase “huh”?
– yeah

35. Do you have a crush on someone?
– i’m with him ā¤

34. Do you have AIDS?
– shhh.. don’t tell.

35. Do you believe in love at first sight?
– no. no. no. but i believe that you can have feelings for someone and not know it’s there until 872364872346 years.

36. Do you believe in fortune tellers?
– no and i would never consider going to one either

37. Do you like Hilary or Haylie Duff better?
– they both look like malnuorished ducks. i say neither.

41. Have you ever seen the entire Harry Potter series?
– yeah.

42. Can you recite lines from the “Lord of the Rings”?
– i’ve never seen lord of the rings :[

43. Are you normally labeled as a goth, prep, punk, etc.?
– idk what people label me. but i think i’ve been labeled emo. that’s just sick. i’m a stereotype. HAHA. whatever that means..

42. Do you have the ambition to become a doctor?
– NO. NOR A NURSE!

43. Did you ever eat rice krispies?
– yeah. aha naman nah oie. i miss it :[

44. What time is it?
– idk

45. What is today’s date?
– june 10

46. What is the name of your best friends?
– chabel, nina and everyone else.

47. When was the last time you took a shower?
– this morning, hehe

48. Have you ever seen “Stand By Me”?
– unsa na?

49. Are you a Star Wars fanatic?
– no

50. Are you a Celtics fan?
– no

51: Have you ever seen the movie “Rent”?
– parts of it

52. Do you have braces?
– noo

53. Did you ever have braces?
– noo

54. Do you eat breakfast daily?
– yes. it’s the most important meal of the day and if i don’t eat breakfast i’m avery mean person

55. Have you ever spent the entire day watching Animal Planet?
– if naa mi ana, i bet i would

56. What kind of shirt do you have on presently?
– my pink one.

57. Did you ever ride a horse and/or donkey before?
– yeah, in dallas

58. Do you believe in unicorns?
– yes!

 

a year ago and sum’n sum’n

we caught up with james and carlow today too. carlow just stopped by to say hi and hit me on the head and mock me for wearing shades and lagz, we pretty much went there to bug the hell outta me. god, i hate you, lagz.

– HAHAHA

lagz, gi wakli ko nimo gahapon amawa ka. inutil! inutil! wa kai ayu. “iss, mu sumbong ko sa akong mommy kung pa imnun ko nimo!” mao bah? haha. mu sumbong pud ko nga you did something.

my god, ka funny nako oie

sikat gyud ka sa akong xanga maski unsaun nako ug bali bali. LMAO

boys like girls. but girls love boys

found the lyrics to boys like girls songs. im kinda confused if they’re feel good songs or you’re breaking me songs but they sound nice so idcare.


Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke


Fast lives are stuck in the undertow


But you know the places I wanna go


Cause oh oh oh


I’ve got a sickness, you’ve got the cure


You’ve got the spark I’ve been lookin’ for


And I’ve got a plan, we walk out the door




You know you wanna


Just let go


It’s time to roll down the windows


Sing it oh oh


Yeah all we need so here we go




Turn it up


It’s five minutes to midnight


You’re coming home with me tonight


I can’t get enough


Shakin’ me up


Turn it up


Alright, at five minutes to midnight


You see our name in city lights


We’ll make the clock stop


Make your heart drop and come alive



We could

Pack up and leave all our things behind


No fact or fiction or storyline


Cause I need you more than just for tonight


You’re oh oh all I care


I can’t stop my breathing in


I’m weak and you were my medicine


I won’t stop till I am under your skin




You know you wanna


Just let go


It’s time to roll down the windows


Sing it oh oh


Yeah all we need so here we go



And when the clock strikes twelve

Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?


Cause you know I never will


I think we should strike a match


We’ll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts


We can make the time stand still

It’s too late baby, there’s no turning around
I’ve got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won’t try to philosophize
I’ll just take a deep breath and I’ll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it’s so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don’t know why
You’d even try
But I won’t lie

You caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I’m feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It’s not complicated
I was so jaded

i miss you, baby

boys like girls. but girls love boys

found the lyrics to boys like girls songs. im kinda confused if they’re feel good songs or you’re breaking me songs but they sound nice so idcare.


Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke


Fast lives are stuck in the undertow


But you know the places I wanna go


Cause oh oh oh


I’ve got a sickness, you’ve got the cure


You’ve got the spark I’ve been lookin’ for


And I’ve got a plan, we walk out the door




You know you wanna


Just let go


It’s time to roll down the windows


Sing it oh oh


Yeah all we need so here we go




Turn it up


It’s five minutes to midnight


You’re coming home with me tonight


I can’t get enough


Shakin’ me up


Turn it up


Alright, at five minutes to midnight


You see our name in city lights


We’ll make the clock stop


Make your heart drop and come alive



We could

Pack up and leave all our things behind


No fact or fiction or storyline


Cause I need you more than just for tonight


You’re oh oh all I care


I can’t stop my breathing in


I’m weak and you were my medicine


I won’t stop till I am under your skin




You know you wanna


Just let go


It’s time to roll down the windows


Sing it oh oh


Yeah all we need so here we go



And when the clock strikes twelve

Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?


Cause you know I never will


I think we should strike a match


We’ll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts


We can make the time stand still

It’s too late baby, there’s no turning around
I’ve got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won’t try to philosophize
I’ll just take a deep breath and I’ll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it’s so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don’t know why
You’d even try
But I won’t lie

You caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I’m feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It’s not complicated
I was so jaded

i miss you, baby