guess what i did today…

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i broke the rules but i feel good about it.
i was spontaneous and i feel like a teenager again.
i did something i wasn’t sure of at first but in the end,
it felt worth it.

and if anyone doesn’t like what i did,
then you can go and EAT SHIT
cuz i’m happy.
i made myself happy
and i feel
infinite.

i auditioned for Free Step dance club.
and i did pretty well.

i hope i get in.

[crosses fingers]

re: hey you!!!

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❤



and would just like to thank him for saving her from boredom and anti sociality during her long breakls.

in addition to this, she would like to thank him for carrying her books [w/o her having to ask him to do it anymore] and for bringing her to class and for always suprising her at their locker and for always leaving little post it’s with sweet stuff on it. she loves you.

and she would also like to wish you lots of luck on your return demo tomorrow. maybe if she waited fo r you, she might end up auditioning for dance troupe but that’ll be ayt with you cuz you’re the supportive boyfriend now, right? lmao. nah, it really just depends. HAHA.

no really, i hope i’m not getting in the way of your grades. i hope i’m even encouraging and inspiring you to do good. cuz i know you’re capable of awesomeness. err.. no, not really. i’m the only one capable of that. JK!

ok,i’m ranting. done na. i love you! mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

xxxxxxxxxxxoxoxxxxxxx

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hey you!!!

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i had fun in the library!!! ahahah it was fun like we were doing your research and shit we were drawing and you asked me yo draw and yeah i drew… ahahah it was a funny moment. it was good that i didnt go home and i waited for your break so that we could spend time together.

mwah
bye
iloveyou

can i?

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dear james,

    can i try out for dance troupe? cuz nina’s going to audition tomorrow and since i’m going home with her everyday, i figured i’d join and the opportunity is right in front of me. and kuan, i figured that if there’s ANY time to join something like that, it’s now. just for the first year. i just wanna know what it’s like.

    and ann [your sister] said that it’s not like i’m doing a bad thing and dancing would be my devotion to god and she wants me to join cuz if she were in college, she would join too esp. na first year pa.

    please? :]

AWESOME!!!!

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i miss  blogging here. im traumatized kasi, eh. i dont like ur blogs awh i mean some because theyre like all nagging and about the bad times we had. so yeah i dont wanna read the bad times we had. how about the bad times. right? hope u understand. i love you so much . and thank you for hammering or putting an effort on nailing that frame that i gave to you. i like it ahahah it looks kewl ahahah mwah. i love you. and thanx for making me happy today. i hope i made you happy too. but but but uhm my day wasnt really that complete because i didnt really get to see you like we didnt have lunch together. because im used to the fact eht we go eat lunch together. but today was a busy day for me. sorry. maybe tomorrow i will see yu more than today. i love you. bye mwah

according to the college kids…

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i am friendly but an anti-social;
cute but moody
and
i’m a good speaker but i tend to be too confident.

these people must REALLY like me.

funny thing about ALL of this is that everything kinda contrasts each other. pfft. and i thought these college kids were smart.

in my defense, the only reason why i’m as anti social as i am is because i haven’t found anyone i like. like, like in a sense that i can see myself hanging out with her on a daily basis kinda thing. so far, everyone is just loud, obnoxious and annoying.

extremely annoying.

which is why until now,
i fly solo.

thank god for boyfriends.

lif eis too short. so go ahead and break my heart

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i just HAD to steal it, gerlie. :]

i’m supposed to be studying but i can’t i feel the need to blog and to get this off my chest.

college is college. i have made enough friends and i’m not so anti social anymore. i’m so close to some people that i am already on a “be my slave cuz i’m a princess” basis with them. translation: i have people who carry my books around for me cuz i’m too lazy to bring my own. lmao.

but this isn’t why i’m blogging. idk. right now i’m just stuck.

me and james broke up. but i know it’s not for good.

and somehow along the day we managed to fix things but honestly, i cannot get over the fact that i was the one who asked if we could get back together [then he claimed that i beat him to it. which i know is complete bull.] because first of all, he broke up with me. and if were to ask me to enumerate the number of times people have said how baga his face is for breaking up with a girl for NOT a really good reason then i couldn’t tel you because everyone said it. and i don’t know how many people everyone really is.
idk, is saying fuck you really a good reason to break up? i always thought you only break up if you stop loving the person. maybe he doesn’t. but he just says he does.

we’re still not together but we’re sort of like it. i don’t know if i still want this because it’s unfair for me. it always hurts and idk.

but then again, ambot. i just know that i WANT and NEED to be with him and that’s why i bend backwards for him al the time.

i’m just lost. and tired. and really hurt.

xoxo

not much but since i’m on…

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it’s a wednesday and i’m tired. but i don’t even think i lack sleep. i just remembered that i forgot to go to the PE Office to do that thing i’m supposed to do as NSTP Officer. haha.

i have school at 12 tomorrow but i’ll be going much earlier to have my practice for English AND Foundations of  Nursing. ironically, we have a lot of role playing this week. and i thought college would be more “sophisticated”.

my mom and i are having dinner tonight and then she said we’re going to the spa. when i get home, i still have to study and make stuff for school. there really is no relaxing for me anymore.

i wanted to cry yesterday cuz i just really realized that i’m taking nursing. guess it took quite a while for it to sink in.

anyways, i’m really blank right now. bye!

big, bad typhoon frank

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http://www.sunstar.com.ph/static/net/2008/06/24/sulpicio.ships.grounded.html

last saturday, there was a really bad typhoon here. despite that, we still had to go to school. i swear, it was crazy.

the next day, we found out that a ship from manila going to cebu sank and around 800 people were missing.

yesterday, on my way to school, we passed by the pier that the ship was supposed to dock at and i just saw so many people waiting and hoping that the people they loved were safe. but noone was really sure cuz like i said, 800 people were still missing and only arund 50 survivors had been found.

idk why i decided to post a blog like this but it makes me really sad. i don’t think i would’ve cared at all if i hadn’t passed by the pier. but when we did, i just felt bad for them cuz ii know that there were children on that boat. and i thought, what if someone’s husband, boyfriend or fiance was on that boat? what if someone’s child who they haven’t seen in years was on that boat? what if someone i knew was on that boat? what if my classmates parents were on that boat? and then i just felt worse.

people die in typhoons. and i just feel really lucky to be living in a house with strong walls and a good roof.

xoxo