i think i’m beginning to like being single. i like the fact that i can do anything i want with having to ask permission all the time or being scared that i might disappoint the other person. of course i want a new boyfriend but i’d rather not waste my time looking. i’d rather wait for whoever god sends me this time. it sounds like the best thing to do.

i had a really good day today. i just hung out with friends at the mall and it was awesome. i forgot how truly blessed i was to have friends who are there for me.

after the mall we went to it park and just stayed there the whole time drinking coffee and eating jollibee or whatever came into our mind. it was so awesome.

🙂

i’m at duane and dwight’s again.the most boring people in the world. all they want to do is stay in their room and watch tv. awh, si duane di pa gyud ganahan ug tv. sekreto lang daw iyaha. hahahhaha.

say hiiiiiii tito’s. 😀

let’s get high.

I’m at school right now with cry’s itouch and I seriously want one of things!!! Haha. I hope duane finds me an iphone though.LOL. Anyways, I’m in the hallway waiting for my turn to do my return demo. I’m really bored and I guess my pms is kicking in cuz I deliberately refuse to be around anyone right now. I did something really ramdom today. I crashed diana’s plAce but it wasn’ta big deal or anything. I wonder what I’m doing this weekend.. Probably nothing. Haha. Where the he’ll is the enter button on this thing.ugh. Ok in gonna facebook now or something. See you. Ps I miss him so mich right now.boo boo

i had a good cry at church today and it made me realize that i wanna be a better person and i’m probably going to try my best to stick to being better this time.

i know this break up has brought many beautiful things for me. in the first place i’m not the one who took advantage of the love that was given and i am most certainly not the one who was left so i have no excuse to be sad. because he was no good and i shouldn’t waste tears of a guy who isn’t even worth it.

i don’t regret leaving you

i’ve been busy which is good and really productive. been spending time with friends as much as i could but you know i always end my day wishing i had spent it with james or something of the matter and i just go to bed feeling horrible.

i’ve tried astral dating at least 3 times and it hasn’t worked at all.

i’ve started drawing. i’ll show them soon

Boredom kills.

Rule #1:
If you open this you GOTTA take it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False.

Q: Kissed more than one person on your top friends? false
Q: Kissed someone you didn’t like? true
Q: You like someone? TRUE.
Q: Held a snake? trueeee
Q: Been suspended from school? false
Q: Kissed in the rain? true
Q: Sang in the shower? true
Q: Sat on a roof top? true
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? true
Q: Broken a bone? false
Q: Shaved your head? false
Q: Played a prank on someone? true
Q: Had/have a gym membership? true
Q: Donated Blood? false
Q: Had your heart broken? TRUE TRUE TRUE
Q: Broken someone’s heart? true

“Who was your last?”
just be 100% truthful
LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? nina
2. last person you texted? my mom :[
3. last person you slept next to? casey
4. Went to the movies with? james probably. i don’t remember
5. Went to the mall with? james
6. You talked to on the phone? james
7. Made you laugh? noone
8. You hugged? james
9. you kissed? james
10. Made you cry? james

WOULD YOU RATHER…

1. Be serious or be funny? seriously funny.
2. Drink whole or skim milk? whole skimmed milk
3. Die in a fire or get shot? fire and shoot myself

yes, i am THAT sarcastic.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…

1. Sun or moon? sun
2. dark or light chocolate? light
3. left or right? left
4. Sunny or rainy? sunny.
5. Hugs or kisses? kisses.
6. Where do you live? cebu.
7. Rock or Techno? rock.
8. Do you want to get married? not anymore.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl cuz i’m fucking awesome.
10. Do you cook? i try
11. Current mood? hungry

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU…

1. Kissed someone? no. i’m so sad.
2. Sang? oh yeah
3. Been hugged? no.
4. Liked someone you can’t have? if i can’t have james back then maybe yes

here my new promise to myself. i WILL ANSWER ALL FOOD RELATED CRAVINGS.

i need the fat.

who said you couldn’t live off 60 pesos? you so totally can.

this is what i made out of my 60 pesos today [since that’s all i got out of the 150 i usually get]:
* a hotdog
* 2 gimbops
* big cup of iced tea

well, it’s not a lot and i’m not full either but my point is, 60 pesos isn’t THAT worthless. lmao.

anyways, i’m back in the library since i have noone to hang out with. but it’s ok. it’s my break from spending like 2 hours with ienne and mel. i have so much fun with those girls 🙂

xoxo

i have a break of exactly 6 hours and i have nothing to do and nowhere to go. well, i could’ve gone to nina’s but i gladly passed up the opportunity to miss hanging out with diana. i think i’m as annoyed by her as i’ve ever been. lol.

i’ve been out the past weekend. it’s been crazy. but then i still feel very sad and lonely in the middle. which is why i’m reminded about why i never really hung out with our guy friends to begin with. and i most definitely won’t be hanging out with them more since they’ve started smoking weed.

i mean, i’m not a kid or anything but i’ll be honest, i don’t wanna be around people like that. people who would rather get high than go to school. you know?

anyways, i drove estong’s car yesterday and james asked me out. i don’t know why. james’s mom texted me and i’ve just been really tired and blah lately.

today is one of those days where you don’t know what you want or who you wanna be with.

xxx

hey i’m on chabel’s laptop right now at her place. it’s sinulog sa sto. nino and we’re celebrating.

i’ve been out for days straight but i feel ordinary and it feels like each day just passes and nothing’s ever really intense for me.

except for james and i kissing yesterday.

i’m going to have soo much fun today because i’m spending it with chabel and nina who i have the best times with ^^

i’ll update sooooooon