i had a good day. i thought that i’d be really lonely today but then adrian took me out to lunch and we just hung out and i had soo much fun. i had so much fun getting to know him and stuff. he’s really adorable. ^^

then i had to go to school to do NSTP shit and then i met up with josh and he gave me a rose :’)

then right after that adrian took us home. it was really cute cuz he went back from wherever he was and he waited at his dorm place til we got out. it was nice of him to do something like that.

and now, diana is at my place getting ready to go wherever it is she’s going. i don’t know where though.. don’t wanna bother asking either. :p

i have to go get ready now. i’ll be out tonight. yey me. be jealous.

hey i’m at chab’s again waiting for lunch and it’s like 3 right now. lol.

me and a might meet up later or idk, i might go to the vudu traffic light party but then again, i don’t know. lmao.

i’ll update soon.

btw, it’s friday the 13th.

ok, let’s do something random…
[all answers are according to the date ball]

1.) do you think james thinks about me as much as i think about him?
– NO WAY!

2.) do you think we’ll get back because he wants to and not me?
– how should i know?

3.) does he love me?
– I’m cool with that!

4.) is he the one?
– NO WAY!

5.) if i stay with him, am i gonna be happy?
– SURE!

6.) are you lying?
– NO WAY!

our internet is soo fucked up ever since we switched to globelines and my papa bought one of those things that let’s you have more than one connections.

just wanted to see if this video works. i doubt you can hear it though. i still don’t know how this thing works. it’s supposed to have a built in mic or something. ugggh.

these past few days have been crazy and hectic. i’ve managed to get my costume made though. and me and my friends are dancing single ladies for cielo’s 18th.

moving on…

tomorrow is friday the 13th. i’m in for a ride.

traffic light party tomorrow. don’t feel like going that much though i’d rather go on valentines.

aye ambot.

i have PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS.

at arden’s. going to estongs.see you latah.

you think they meant it when they said na when one door closes another one opens?

i have the opportunity to be so much happier. and it’s right in front of me.

but yk, i’m not gonna keep my hopes up.

the night is young.

i have a webcam now. that means i’m definitely going to be spending more time on the computer now.

just got back from starbucks with the girls and donniko after we had this meeting at mcdonald’s with the people for cielo’s 18th.

before that we went to casino espanol with estong, vince, xab, bling and jonas

BEFORE that me, estong, vince and diana went to park mall where i spurlged on candy

and WAAAY BEFORE that i skipped anthro to hang out with ienne.

good times xx

— even if i miss you, my life is definitely way much better than it was when you were around.

valentines is coming up and me and the group are having dinner at Marco Polo. except estong cuz he has a blind date.

btw, we all made a pat [or however you spell it] not to go for people in the gang. not like i ever would but it was just nice to get it out in the open you know? HAHAHA

i’ll update soon. hugz!

[13:35] EstOng LiM: what’s with the status
[13:35] issadog_102890: it’s self explanatory. HAHAHAH
[13:36] issadog_102890: what’s up?
[13:36] EstOng LiM: is george the monkey?/
[13:36] EstOng LiM: HAHAHA
[13:36] EstOng LiM: nothing much just woke up
[13:36] EstOng LiM: ikaw
[13:36] issadog_102890: hahahahahahahahaha ass. yeah, siya. ang ang sad tong oie. who else would it be?

which is probably a good thing cuz i couldn’t find anything to wear anyways. lol. i probably woke up late from being tired from all the talking and walking around. but it was totally worth it.

later me and bea p. are meeting up at ultima and we’re gonna hit the gym and then probably go swimming. i am soo excited.

i like this. you know where my friends look for me and invite me to do stuff. that never really happened when me and james were together and i know why…

yesterday people were still kinda getting used to the fact that i was around and since Yssa erasga was there and they’d [and we’d] get mixed up especially when someone would say “Ys” or “Is” hahaha. it was cute though. I saw supposed to catch up at some party last night but then i got so tired when i got home so i just decided to stay home it was 12 anyways and the party wasn’t even that fun to begin with so i don’t regret not going.

starting tomorrow we’re having dance practice at cielo’s house or something for her debut. i think i’m getting partnered with bling lim [fucking crazy name] but  i don’t know, i’ll have to update you on that. Miguel fernan is going to be there and god i bet he’s going to bug the hell out of me but then again we might end up not even talking which could probaby be a good thing.

btw, i gave james 2 choices either to be with me or not and i think he chose not so i’m not going to waste my time over a guy like him. sure i love him but you know, maybe i don’t need to be in a relationship to love somebody.
things will only get better…

-you say you don’t wanna set me free but you don’t wanna be with me. so what is it, really? lol.

see yoou