this week is p.t.’s week and i am soo tired from studying physics. i swear to god, i’ve forgotten EVERYTHING we had for this whole grading and my god, there are soo many.
me and kathya are good now. 3 claps for me.
i miss james. i miss him terribly. i can’t wait for the week to end so we can hang out and i can take up his time again like always. i hope i get to though. i really hope i do.
i’m out. i have more studying to do.
sunday madness. i brought my camera to church. haha. and then some other pictures i took this weekend.
his hand writting is the BEST!
i think they were doing it. hehe
is it just me or was i less screw up prone when i had really bad PMS?
argh. this sucks. cuz i swear to god, i swear on my dead grandmothers grave and i swear on my life and on our whole relationship that i sent that message before i signed on YM and i am NOT lying!i’m not liar. ok, maybe i am but i NEVER lie to james. if he wants to know something, then i tell him and that’s just how it is and i AM NOT LYING!
AND I’M NOT TRYING TO COVER ANYTHING UP!!
FUCK YOU, SUN. YOU ARE A BITCH AND A PAIN IN MY ASS. I HATE YOU. IF YOU WEREN’T CHEAP I’D SUE YOU!
is it just me or was i less screw up prone when i had really bad PMS?
argh. this sucks. cuz i swear to god, i swear on my dead grandmothers grave and i swear on my life and on our whole relationship that i sent that message before i signed on YM and i am NOT lying!i’m not liar. ok, maybe i am but i NEVER lie to james. if he wants to know something, then i tell him and that’s just how it is and i AM NOT LYING!
AND I’M NOT TRYING TO COVER ANYTHING UP!!
FUCK YOU, SUN. YOU ARE A BITCH AND A PAIN IN MY ASS. I HATE YOU. IF YOU WEREN’T CHEAP I’D SUE YOU!
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
Can’t remember what you did
But I hate…
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long thats wrong
But I hate…
You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that i adore you
And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah…)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you…)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…
Rihanna Hate That I Love You Lyrics
these aren’t my pictures. [obviuosly because i’m not in any of em. HAHA.] But james asked me to post em for him cuz his friends want em and stuff so here they are, guys.
btw, sorry if i didn’t flip some the pictures. i usually do, i swear. i’m just not in the mood to flip them today. haha?
that’s all i’ve got for now. i’ll post the rest soon.
these aren’t my pictures. [obviuosly because i’m not in any of em. HAHA.] But james asked me to post em for him cuz his friends want em and stuff so here they are, guys.
btw, sorry if i didn’t flip some the pictures. i usually do, i swear. i’m just not in the mood to flip them today. haha?
that’s all i’ve got for now. i’ll post the rest soon.
so bitches, you wanna learn how to make pizza?
step 1:
spread the sauce evenly around the dough
[again, not money, i’m talking about the pizza dough]
corny.
put cheese
[make sure you spread it all over. you might end up with a cheesless slice like mine.]
hehe.
add the sliced ham pieces [7 on the outside and 3 on the inside. sop]
then you add the sliced pineapples.
finally, in any way you like!
then you cook / whatever it and pray to god it tastes good!
open wiiiide. 😀
the cutest thing about my bible is that it has this little portion where it features verses from the bible on specific topics.
topics like facing a death of a loved one, facing problems, graduating, blah blah, stuff like that. but among all the little cute sections they’ve set aside for me to browse upon when i need it, i’ve just realized that i’ve almost read all the verses under the “controlling your temper” section.
Lately i’ve been moody. there’re are a lot of times [too many, in fact] when i’ve been capable of being [and this is in order] normal – happy- extra happy- goofy- crazy- quiet- frustrated-pissed- mad- really mad- emo [the worse] and then back to happy and that just starts all over again. or sometimes i just start off from happy and jump to being pissed without warning.and it sucks. it just sucks. i hate being a girl and having to put up with all these emotionally unstable shit. it’s too hard. especially with school. and especially with james. [ i stretched myself cuz i don’t wanna get mad at him :(]
and i don’t wanna be the moody person i am cuz it gets hard to sum up my day. lately i can’t tell if i’ve had a generally good day or an absolutely horrible one because in a regular day, i usually experience both. now tell me, doesn’t that suck?
and now i’m just trying to turn into the girl who doesn’t care. or is the girl who is trying to be the old person she was who didn’t care. but i know that won’t solve anything. i’m too scared it might turn into something i’d regret.
lately i’ve been trying my best not to mind the fact that:
school is soo damn tiring.
i’m getting inducted on saturday and idk who’s going or if i want anyone to go for that matter
periodicals are coming up and i have to find a place to study and that place better not be home.
i hate home.
i haven’t seen my friends in the longest time and i miss them 😥
and a lot more but the lamest of all lames [as in pwede bah, issa. get a grip!]…
is that james doesn’t have school tomorrow and he’ll be at the beach/ ocean/ whatever/ water with girls and there’ll proli be drinking and shit and i won’t be there cuz i have to go to fucking school and he’ll be there with girls… [oh, i said that already? i know.]
but now, I know that i just have to keep telling myself that nothing’s going to happen
because if something would’ve happened, it would’ve happened a long time ago,
right? God , please PLEASE let me be right.
i’m soo paranoid right now but i’m a girl and i worry a lot [too much for my own good. again] and i can’t help it. and i guess i should be at least thankful to god that i have liquid eyeliner, white and black eyeliner that i impulse bought at the mall today [because the pizza making tour was moved to tomorrow and we had to kill time] and my favorite, a new sodoku book to distract me and make me at least feel better about well.. everything i’m not supposed to be thinking about.
and again. we should seriously stop texting during class because it just pisses me off soo much.
p.s.i wanna read jodi picoult’s books.
the cutest thing about my bible is that it has this little portion where it features verses from the bible on specific topics.
topics like facing a death of a loved one, facing problems, graduating, blah blah, stuff like that. but among all the little cute sections they’ve set aside for me to browse upon when i need it, i’ve just realized that i’ve almost read all the verses under the “controlling your temper” section.
Lately i’ve been moody. there’re are a lot of times [too many, in fact] when i’ve been capable of being [and this is in order] normal – happy- extra happy- goofy- crazy- quiet- frustrated-pissed- mad- really mad- emo [the worse] and then back to happy and that just starts all over again. or sometimes i just start off from happy and jump to being pissed without warning.and it sucks. it just sucks. i hate being a girl and having to put up with all these emotionally unstable shit. it’s too hard. especially with school. and especially with james. [ i stretched myself cuz i don’t wanna get mad at him :(]
and i don’t wanna be the moody person i am cuz it gets hard to sum up my day. lately i can’t tell if i’ve had a generally good day or an absolutely horrible one because in a regular day, i usually experience both. now tell me, doesn’t that suck?
and now i’m just trying to turn into the girl who doesn’t care. or is the girl who is trying to be the old person she was who didn’t care. but i know that won’t solve anything. i’m too scared it might turn into something i’d regret.
lately i’ve been trying my best not to mind the fact that:
school is soo damn tiring.
i’m getting inducted on saturday and idk who’s going or if i want anyone to go for that matter
periodicals are coming up and i have to find a place to study and that place better not be home.
i hate home.
i haven’t seen my friends in the longest time and i miss them 😥
and a lot more but the lamest of all lames [as in pwede bah, issa. get a grip!]…
is that james doesn’t have school tomorrow and he’ll be at the beach/ ocean/ whatever/ water with girls and there’ll proli be drinking and shit and i won’t be there cuz i have to go to fucking school and he’ll be there with girls… [oh, i said that already? i know.]
but now, I know that i just have to keep telling myself that nothing’s going to happen
because if something would’ve happened, it would’ve happened a long time ago,
right? God , please PLEASE let me be right.
i’m soo paranoid right now but i’m a girl and i worry a lot [too much for my own good. again] and i can’t help it. and i guess i should be at least thankful to god that i have liquid eyeliner, white and black eyeliner that i impulse bought at the mall today [because the pizza making tour was moved to tomorrow and we had to kill time] and my favorite, a new sodoku book to distract me and make me at least feel better about well.. everything i’m not supposed to be thinking about.
and again. we should seriously stop texting during class because it just pisses me off soo much.
p.s.i wanna read jodi picoult’s books.
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