7:30 am: Who the fuck would call me at this time??

Oh.. It’s a client. what the fuck are you doing calling me at this time? Bitch, not answering!

8:00 am: please stop trying to wake me up, little children. I am trying to SLEEP!!

8:30 am: did i seriously wake up to someone bitch about a swollen gum? SEE A DOCTOR FOR CHRIST’S SAKE!

9:00 am onward: ohh.. i hate the sound of telephones

I REALLY HATE TELEPHONES!!!

<on social media sites>

… Ellen Adarna is no way related to you, mag ate jud ka niya?

cliche statuses/ captions. maypa di nalang ka mag caption kung pa cool kaayo ka.

DI GYUD NA BINUHATAN SA LALAKI, BAYOT GYUD KA! ANGKUN NA, PLEASE!

skinny bitch, i hate her -.- 

there’s too much stupid shit on the internet.

TURNS OF PC

THERE’S TOO MUCH STUPID SHIT IN REAL LIFE, TOO!

Paolo accidentally put hot sauce all over my last siomai piece. He decided to remedy it by putting the entire siomai in his mouth and suck out all the sauce til it was “gone”

I ate it.

When these boys went let me go home when I’m already rushing to work. #ilovetheseboys

When do I want it?

Now.

Get over it, it’s not like you pay for my cigarettes anyways.

There are just.some.people who never change..

And then there are also people who disgust you to the core yet you still have to deal with..

Uh huh, uh huh

Is it weird that my real dad is coming home in a weeks’ time and the only things I’m looking forward to are my new boots and yoga clothes?

Hmmm… Makes you think..

We’ll see how things go when I actually see him. I just don’t really have that on my mind anymore. 

I kind of hate myself for that emotional warfare I put myself, and everybody else, through for an entire year. I am utterly disgusted at the thought of how much I wanted to get married last year, with what?! with who?! Ugh, I am so sorry for that, internet and real life friends.

That ship has already sailed and thank God it did! I think for a while I forgot that I was still 23 years old and that I had so much time to figure out what I wanted and who I wanted to be- and that in the real world, people don’t get married right after college anymore!

Maybe for a while I forgot that I had so many dreams in life and that this was the only time I had to fulfill them. Maybe I fell in so much love that I forgot to love the things I used to love just as much. There are a million maybe’s to these babies but at least I can live my life without the fear of “not getting a proposal today”. This is all very real, my semi psychotic friends.

Yes, I still wanna get married at 25. Maybe get a proposal at 25, get hitched at 26, decide to have babies a couple of years later. I want the whole shebang! But who cares want I want in the future, I can hardly have the things I want now. So I might as well work on these things now.

Besides, I’m not the type of girl you marry.

I saw your pictures today and it made me feel so sad. I had to sit in my tiny corner of the room and try to pull myself together because the sight of you weakened me.

I was sad because it made me realize the things that I regret doing. I regret not being a better friend and for not being there when you needed to know who your true friends were. I regret putting my feelings first and thinking how awkward it was for me and how I kept saying “me” when I should’ve been thinking of you.

I am sorry and i will always be sorry and hopefully one day my sorries will be strong enough to lift you up and make things a little bit better.

Get well, Pao abd happy birthday!

Can we go back to loving each other? I was wrong and.stupid and I will always hate myself for that. Every dayI hate myself for all the mistakes I’ve made.