Oh, But You Learn

You can’t always have everything in life.

You can’t expect everyone, including the ones you love the most, to be there for you at your every beck and call.

Sometimes, people have to do things on their own even if it disappoints you.

There can never be happiness without sorrow, you just need to pick which side you want to stay on.

The things you want change.

Sometimes the things you thought would hurt you the most are the things that bring out the most joy.

Times heals all wounds.

Forgiving someone is hard but when it comes, it can be the most liberating of things.

It’s ok to cry, especially if they are 2 decades worth of tears.

Life changes you.

I should invest more on my tan.

Grabeh Lingaw kaayo ko sa cigeg paminaw ug mga lalis na way kapuslanon.

Lingaw sad kaayo ko ug cigeg tago2 sa akong cigarilyo ug nganu hilabtanun kaayo mo ug mabutanon.

Leche ning kinabuhia. I’m awt.

August 7, Daily Thoughts

7:30 am: Who the fuck would call me at this time??

Oh.. It’s a client. what the fuck are you doing calling me at this time? Bitch, not answering!

8:00 am: please stop trying to wake me up, little children. I am trying to SLEEP!!

8:30 am: did i seriously wake up to someone bitch about a swollen gum? SEE A DOCTOR FOR CHRIST’S SAKE!

9:00 am onward: ohh.. i hate the sound of telephones

I REALLY HATE TELEPHONES!!!

<on social media sites>

… Ellen Adarna is no way related to you, mag ate jud ka niya?

cliche statuses/ captions. maypa di nalang ka mag caption kung pa cool kaayo ka.

DI GYUD NA BINUHATAN SA LALAKI, BAYOT GYUD KA! ANGKUN NA, PLEASE!

skinny bitch, i hate her -.- 

there’s too much stupid shit on the internet.

TURNS OF PC

THERE’S TOO MUCH STUPID SHIT IN REAL LIFE, TOO!

I Am Not The Girl You Marry

I kind of hate myself for that emotional warfare I put myself, and everybody else, through for an entire year. I am utterly disgusted at the thought of how much I wanted to get married last year, with what?! with who?! Ugh, I am so sorry for that, internet and real life friends.

That ship has already sailed and thank God it did! I think for a while I forgot that I was still 23 years old and that I had so much time to figure out what I wanted and who I wanted to be- and that in the real world, people don’t get married right after college anymore!

Maybe for a while I forgot that I had so many dreams in life and that this was the only time I had to fulfill them. Maybe I fell in so much love that I forgot to love the things I used to love just as much. There are a million maybe’s to these babies but at least I can live my life without the fear of “not getting a proposal today”. This is all very real, my semi psychotic friends.

Yes, I still wanna get married at 25. Maybe get a proposal at 25, get hitched at 26, decide to have babies a couple of years later. I want the whole shebang! But who cares want I want in the future, I can hardly have the things I want now. So I might as well work on these things now.

Besides, I’m not the type of girl you marry.