Let Us All Pause For A Moment To Reflect On This Unreliable Source + My Commentaries

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Blood type AB personality and behavior!

Confident man


Many people of blood type O are conscientious (I try), have goals to aim (too many), and keep making an effort to accomplish them. They have strong mentality to do so and therefore confident for themselves. (Your sentence structure is giving me trust issues)

They sometimes lack planning (no. I have problems carrying out my plans. #adhd), but strong enough to go for their goals by adapting to circumstances.

However they are confident and don’t mind making efforts, they sometimes look down to people who look lazy or weak. (in short, I tend to hate everyone)

 

Have an ambitious spirit


As I said earlier, blood type O personality can keep making an effort, and therefore they often have ambitious spirit.

They are not satisfied with present situation (unswaaaa?), or leaving things unfinished.
They are also serious about games or winning and losing, and work desperately to get a good “result”. (i don’t like to lose. not just in games)
Therefore they get tremendously depressed for losing or not getting expected result.

We can’t avoid failures in our life. If they can learn new points of view or directionality (my auto correct says this is not a real word but Google does. Hmm..), blood type O people can become more attractive.
They can find new goals and can enjoy making for them (labad akong ulo, dzai).

Do all they can do for others


Blood type O people are cheerful and devoted, value relationship with people (sometimes).

They can talk honestly to everybody and have wide relation among friends, seniors and juniors.(true). Sociableness is one of their charms.
Also they have a deep insight and don’t mind for a bit of disadvantages if they can make others happy (ah. So familiar. So it’s in my blood.).

They don’t mind doing miscellaneous affairs such as taking care of juniors, so many people love and gather around them. (should explain my baby fever)

Romantic and idealistic


Blood type O people are innocent and seeking for ideals and dreams.

They can be said as idealistic, chasing after their ideals (logical, dili? how about practical, wala? aw).
They are emotional (DING! DING! DING! DING! YOU JUST SAID THE MAGIC WORD!!!!), and often feel sympathy for people and things, and sometimes they go headlong with just their emotions.
They are kind to others, and also to animals and plants, so many of them live beautiful life with their pets or growing plants as hobby (my dogs and cactus will tell you that this is correct).

If you ask them for a date, plan something classical. They are romantic that they feel touched by such plans. (I prefer adventures, Broadway shows/ plays, movie dates and cuddling) 

Have strength to enjoy even adversity


Blood type O people have characteristic of feeling passionate for adversity and obstacles.
In matters of love, they love to chase rather than being chased after (bulls eye!).
If you want to get attention of them, don’t be always aggressive but sometimes be hesitant. (be cautious, not scared. Confident, not arrogant. Respectful but don’t worship the ground I walk on… Also, wrong grammar nasad ka, dzai)

They have strength to appeal themselves until being succeeded in love. Some of them would feel impeded by your hesitation, while some would lose idea of what to do.

They are idealistic and yet realistic, so they are likely to draw back once they decide to do so. (I can this commitment issues)

Because blood type O people are devoted and possessive type, those who have a strong wish of being loved can be a best partner with blood type O person.

 

Sometimes value to be conscientious and prudent


Blood type O people have a character of being prudent (or over thinkers). It seems opposite from being idealistic, but being both is what their personality is (contradictory, ironic, weird- that’s what I am) .

They enjoy simplicity rather than luxury, and they are good at taking care of others and often love those who bring out their motherly instinct (ah.). They don’t like detailed and complicated matters, so romance with them would be very simple. (is it?)

 

Summary of blood type O personality

Confident man
Have an ambitious spirit
Do all they can do for others
Romantic and idealistic
Have strength to enjoy even adversity
Sometimes value to be conscientious and prudent

http://en.spiritualism-japan.com/blood-type-o-personality/

Now carry on….

☔

It’s the first time I’ve been home while it’s raining since I moved into my new place. I’m not used to hearing the rain from my room, that, plus the silence, i feel is eating me.

I’m busy but I often get lost in my own thoughts, wishing I could just cuddle and sleep all day; eat Ruffles with Nutella, watch a good documentary and fall asleep under a thick sheet.

I’ve got articles to write, blogs to post and clients to deal with and all I can think of right now is how much I want the day to end so I can hug Jonas and tell him that I’m sorry for being sad today. And yesterday. And the day/s before that. That I’m sorry for all the days that I never got to tell him that I’m lucky to have him and how I wish that our lives would just fast forward. That he inspires me and he’s a pretty awesome person and that I am grateful despite all my illogical crying. Because I am a very illogical person.

But yeah, this is my life now. So much empty space in a house of 3 people, a king sized bed I sleep alone in, closet space enough enough for 5 and yet there’s still not enough space for the life I would have wanted to live.

I’ll be ok by 4 pm. That’s all the time I’m giving myself to mope.

Things I Am Sorry For…

I’m sorry if you have to be around to see me pick up the pieces of my life and having to figure out who I am all over again

I’m sorry if I am disappointing you and everyone else because I mostly disappointed myself.

I’m sorry if I’m such a fucking mess and if I’m crying all the time and if I can’t really offer you anything.

I’m sorry if I’m not a lot happier that I’m supposed to be.

I’m sorry you ever had to meet me.

I’m sorry

 

How the heck did I get sick?!

  1. I got to sleep in.
  2. I saw Ace today. God I missed him so much. It was so nice. So, so nice.
  3. Jonas came and ate lunch with me, bought me medicine/ multivitamins (even if I contested against it) and took me to have soup cuz I’m sick.
  4. Even if I am sick, I was able to do an insane amount of work today.
  5.  Got to eat fried chicken and my favorite chicken crisps from Orange Brutus
  6. Mom told me to rest tomorrow even if I refused.
  7. Granny gave me a box of Kyani so I can get healthy
  8. I finally put myself out there and asked a friend if I could host with him. Hoping that this is the start of something amazing
  9. I cried 3 times today. Am I an emotional wreck or what?
  10. Got to tell a new business owner that I appreciated their venture. It made me happy to see them happy
  11. We walked around the subdivision and almost got bitten by stray dogs. Maderpaker.
  12. We didn’t kill the poor kitty
  13. That I have decided to own a hedgehog. I really need an animal to smother with affection right now. Ugh.
  14. I sent in 2 proposals tonight.

No photos today. Didn’t get to shoot anything. Tomorrow is another day!

Thankful for a lot of thing today but I’m feeling a little under the weather so it’s a bit hard to enumerate every single blessing so I’m going to make tonight’s entry short and sweet.

1. That I ate everything I deep fried I could a hold of.

2. That Jonas made it possible because I could not shut up about it. If you’re reading this, thanks for picking me up for lunch and for dropping me home! (fist bump emoji)

3. That I accomplished most of the tasks (and more) that I had made for myself.

4. That I am feeling kinda sick because if this develops that means I can watch Harry Potter all day like I usually do on sick days. I haven’t watched them in a while…

I just want to lie down for the next 2 days and be cuddled with. I want to be a babyyy.

Here’s a photo of me being the cheerleader that I am. LOL

Sometimes it can be very hard to not miss things you had gotten so used to.

I miss my old friends, drinking at Victors’ and playing with Vaughn.

I occasionally miss having so much free time to watch all my shows. Now I can’t even finish an episode of Orange Is The New Black.

I miss eating so much bacon til I feel like my stomach is about to fall out.

And I miss my cats: cheetos & tuna.

 

But that’s really just about it.