uh… practices for the concert have been so tiring. err.. we only practiced today but yeah, the show IS tomorrow. i hope people go.

gb. i’m tired

hey, well, this week has been something. definitely more than a roller coaster ride. it was like having sex for the first time with someone who’s completely bad at it. 😛 lol. not that i’d know or anything but, beats that roller coaster crap 😛

anyways, so about these past weeks. i think you kind of got the picture from all those countless emo entries about how life is a living hell, yaddi yadda ya.. i don’t know what got into my head by posting all those on the WORLD WIDE WEB. maybe i wasn’t thinking. lol

i’m close to fine

i got a reply…

i got a reply…

for some reason.. i’ve lost all hope all happiness and content.

there;s something terribly mising and if i gve all that left of me. which i haven’t done completely before,  how would i? what would become of me?

i dont wanna be lost anymore

ok, so aside from this school week being totally useless as always, things have been up and things, as always have been going down.3 more weeks till summer.. i can take that, right? right. besides, all we had to do was watch movies [a walk to remember and d anoders. crappy, senseless movie, i tell you] and do groupiez and shit. groupies.. i said that this week. de ja vou.

aside from that, last thursday was campaign day. i know i promised never to render my lousy leadership to anyone anymore for as long as i’m alive but.. it’s not like i can help it. it’s gut, you know? lol. plus, our party’s aiight. i like the people.so that day, the COURAGE party and the ACTS party went to Gorordo first. btw, COURAGE, that’s us, stands for Confident Outragous United Righteous? Advocates who are Groovy and Extra-ordinary. tamae. josh. michelle. jet. me. tara. kathya. giovie. kristina. king. myka. and the opposing team, ACTS. Alliance [remind me of the church.. i think i was baptised there. what was it? alliance of two hearts? blah] of Commited and Trustworthy Students. anne. joan. akki. lalaine. cassey. lawrence. girlie. ken. fil. i do not remember the rest.. but i don’t give a fuck.

anyways, you’d think that there wouldn’t be any competition, slitting of necks and wanting to fucking crush those bitches into pieces considering it is a tiny school and it’s completely hopeless anyways… you we’re seriously wrong.i’ll get to the drama and intimate details and bitchy thoughts in a second… wait!so, yeah. we went to classroom to classroom trying to convince these children to vote for us cuz we want to make their next school year a better one for them and blah blah. i mean, it’s not like i don’t .. but, with mmch.. i bet those ego sulcking villamors are just gonna suck the fun out of everything like ALWAYS. but to hell with them, one day i’ll be rich and buy the lot. scratch that, one day i’ll build my own school. and i’ll take all their students and make those freaks crawl on glass for my remorse. haha. what a dream.

so here’s the part i know you’re hyped up about:

so, yeah. the drama of politics. haha. so. yeah. this BITCHES [yes honey’s, there are alot of you. and  if you MUST know, you ARE a bunch of fuggly skanks and I don’t like you’ze but that shouldn’t bother you much.. my ego would bite.. but i’ll bitch at you, that’s ONE thing] were all up in our parties faces and we’re feeling themselves too much. i mean, who the hell did you think you were sons?! being like that and everything. i pity you. sos, freshmen. i had a reason why i never liked you. and the other one.. with the hair. shave it off and get a fucking life before i go to the mall and bust a whole lot of money which, i don’t have just to buy one for you. [i’m pissed, forgive me, then leave and play with your imaginary friedns. rrrr.] argh. whatver. im through.

moving on….

my day was good. me and papa watched “rumore has it” it was a veery cute movie. got boring in the middle but the world’s too overrate for that too.

uno dos tres kwatro kwatro singko singko sies.

the world needs wannabe’s… do that freaky thang

and p.s. rodney’s going to prom with kristian. blink blink.hurl!

KAPOIE!

KAPOIE!

another saturday. what now?

today was the first day of stc’s sportfest! 😛 and once again, i broke my promise to chub that i’d ride to school with her. is it really my fault that i can’t wake up early anymore? let’s see you do it. 😛

so, i got to stc and no one was there. well, there were people but not as much as there wil be tomorrow and i can’t wait! 🙂 i just hope i don’t mess up and get grounded. it’s the latest fad.. so i’ve heard.
well, yeah. grr. mther read this part. oh well. did i do anything wrong? hm. negative i’ve been flawless. 😛
i got to buy stickers for 10 bucks! the stuff there were so cheap! god, i need money tomorrow. mother! lol. hen we caught up with chub’s friends from springdale and i think she has a new man in her life. oie chub. publicize it? sah man? lol.
chad, chab and i got to run around crazy in the rain. damn, that was fun 😀
nya m square. chub’s house. home.

i stole nina’s chick, orange. im a proud mother. 😀 but i still love fat rat. orange is really orange. ANIMAL RIGHTS please.i’ll rant later! 😛

today. wow. today.

ok, so as you all know, the thing we’ve been practicing and spending precious money on was today. yeah, today. wow. today.

well, i hated it. i swear i looked like a hoe fo playboi in those school ghurl editions cept i was lacking the bunnie ears but.. i swear, i felt like it and the teachers kept putting shit on my face. big ol earings. make up. bracelets. o, i’m not a barbie doll.. play with someone else if you must. damn. i hate todaii. the presentation was aiight i guess. and yeah… i did screw up but i’m over that. i have completely forgotten todai. no, not really. neweiz. i have hatahz now. wow. like wheni was doing my thing. i could see their jealous grins. hey, hating me won’t make you look better. live it. lol. and like, yeah. i screwed it up. no eye contact, practices were obviously better. i guess it got overrated. lol. then the candids… make me feel uglier. pfft. shutting up.

well..i wanted to rant. but i think i’ve done that soo many time you proi dont want to hear it.

but yeah, parents got married yesterday.