we are all fools.

blinded.

misconstrued.

infatuated.

Trying to be busy at the office but a random thought came to my head

What if I moved somewhere even for just a few months to work

To just get away from everything, you know?

Doesn’t seem so bad.

sad, mad, tired

still up at wee hours of the evening

thinking of the best and worst

collecting my grievances

i sleep alone tonight

but not really because my thoughts are with me

but i will wake up alone

wondering if anyone can still manage to break me.

My phone is broken

There is no internet in my new room

My brain is everywhere and I’m so tired of thinking

It’s making me more tired than I actually am

what is work

I’ll be leaving in about 9 hours,

26 in 10,

Back in 216,

And yours for as long as you want me.

My day isn’t over just yet but I am so soo grateful that today is a Tuesday and I get to be as creative as I want to be which includes blogging/ vlogging and doing a bunch of other stuff.

And I saw a photo of my baby Cheetos. Thank you, Jesus!

Yesterday the bestEST thing in the world happened to me while I was at a shoot- a couple of girls walked up to me asking if I was issaplease.

Thaaaaat’s meeeeee!

Turns out they were readers of issaplease and they had recognized me because of my blue hair.

To be recognized was never something I had wished for when I started blogging but it feels pretty damn amazing that that actually happened. I’m still pinching myself, wondering if someone paid them to pull my leg and over the moon in ecstasy. It actually happened!

Everything is/ was worth it, after all. i cry.

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
Enough money within her control to move out…
And rent a place of her own
even if she never wants to
or needs to…
Something perfect to wear if the employer
or date of her dreams wants to See Her in an hour…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
A youth she’s content to leave behind….
A past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to
retelling it in her Old Age….

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
A set of screwdrivers,
a cordless drill, and a black lace bra…
One friend who always makes her laugh…
And one Who lets her cry…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
A good piece of furniture not previously owned
by anyone else in her Family…
Eight matching plates,
wine glasses with stems,
And a recipe for a meal that will make
her guests feel Honored…
A feeling of control over her destiny…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
How to fall in love without losing herself..
HOW TO QUIT A JOB,
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER,
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT
RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP…
When to try harder…
And WHEN TO WALK AWAY…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
That she can’t change the length of her calves,
The width of her hips,
or the nature of her parents..
That her childhood may not have been perfect…
But it’s over…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
What she would and wouldn’t do for love or more…
How to live alone…
Even if she doesn’t like it…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
Whom she can trust,
Whom she can’t,
And why she shouldn’t take it personally…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
Where to go…
Be it to her best friend’s kitchen table…
Or a charming inn in the woods…
When her soul needs soothing…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
What she can and can’t accomplish in a day…
A month…
And a year…

Written by Pamela Redmond Satran

I’m going to start investing on poetry-

Lang Leav, Tyler Knott Gregson, Christopher Poindexter and Leav’s horny boyfriend whom I can never remember

And one day, I will have my own book about all my heartbreaks, happiness and in betweens. 

But I never have in betweens. Lol. Or do i?