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there’s just something about this summer

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hey. lol. im at the grandmother’s place right now. uh huh. it’s cuz the parents’re too busy tpp bring me to th doctor that i actually had to sleep over just so i could do this and that.. oh well, at least i get to go to ayala alot. i’ve been there 2 days staright and if i go with krystle [cousin/ aunt/ something] it’ll be 3 plus thursday, 4. nice, is. you’re the bomb. she knows. lol. these are the parts of summer me like. .ol. yeah, i went to ayala today with the bestfriend and the summer boys. lagz, vince, martin, paulo.lol. but we spent most of the time with the shrink and the love. lol. ambot nimo,issa.


guitar lessons have been ok, aside from a waste of my time. it’s nothing i cant handle. i’ve been through hell. it’s nothin new


night

nothing’s ever right

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you heard me right, yeah, is anything, ever right anymore? now, now. i’m not gonna turn this thing into a sleeze feast and mope about tragic unfortunate events in the life of a teenage chub chocolate eater even though i have full authority to do so. di man ko emo bah.i’ve had the perfect past few days. perfect. sure, like that exsists. haha. shuttup, is. you whore

anyways, before the madness and self hate. well, i know i’ve been having the inability to update again. it’s a sickness, i’ve accepted that. lmao. but it’s ot my fault. i blame the internet. soo stupid. i thought i’ve been deprived of dsl, only to find out that the telephone wires got disconnected. isn’t that splendid? haha. yeah. so, as for the quote sending, i’ve been forced to make my quotes and send them instead, not like that’s a bad thing or anything. i don’t know why i even send quotes to these ungrateful people. are you as ungrateful as i think you are? are you? are you? lol.i’m playing. or am i?

it’s been raining. last night was wicked. it was scary.i thought i was gonna die.i really did. end of the world thing. it’s a phobia. i know, i know. but i love the rain. i do, i do. i just get overwhelmed by it, is all. lol

anyways, my days have been ok. i haven’t prepared for the wedding yet though and i still have to prepare for the recital. soo much to do, soo little time. lol. i know, i know.

i’m tired.
what the mother fucker, right? right

i’ve been a bad girl… lol

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so i haven’t updated, shoot me. [oh, please do!]  lmao. well, the computer was busted and blah blah. i’m a lazy lazy girl. you can’t blame me for that. lmao. anyways, i’ll fill you in.. release the anger. release the anger. harhar.

anyways, so, i’ve been hanging out with anton, andrea, mickey, nina, patrick and matthew lately. yeah, good times. very good times. lmao. [im not using smiley’s today.] anyways, yeah. i’ve played in gullas, milo and sancase and won once. don’t ask me how many times i’ve lost… i won’t tell you, bitch. lol

today, i went to ayala with the same people. we watched m.i.3

tep

i’m not happy. do something about it. lmao.

she’s mad over a stupid something,
the shades she can’t afford
and
the world.

PLESE PIMP MY COMPUTER!! [desperate puupy dog eyes]

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i absotutely hate the fact that my pc’s busted. because of the incident, i’ve been forced to get in touvh with the little people of out townhouse. even though i strictly encourage myself not to interact with other species outside our villa. lol

but anyways, desperate times lead to desperate measures. ooh, cliche.
so, yeah. usually while the pc’s busted, i just go out and do wallings
at the clubjouse. lol. and i thought i was going to be busy. wait, i am. so, yeah. that’s been my life for the past week. not really, i shall fill you in.

i joined this hullas tournament thing, not knowing that it was th
ebiggest tennis tournament in the whole visayas and mindanao. but when
i found out, i just didn’t mind. until now. see, i was just doing it for the

“experience”


oh, i’m smart. well, the right
term i used oh so often was “exposure”. lol. i’m not regretting it
though. lol. so yeah, i played against this chick, robie lou santos
from cagayan de oro who loves in quatar. god, if you’re playing
with  chick like that expect to loose. and i did just that. lol. o
have to admit i did look like a ditzy freak on that court. i kept
laughing the whole time. but yeah, i’d rather be a laughing ditzy freak that’ll loose than a reall serious one who sucks at tennis and still looses. anyways,
yeah. i did loose that match. 6-0; 6-1. very nice. and it came in the
newspaper too. i was in the wrong bracket [14 under instead of 16
under] and against the wrong person and the specific term they used to
describe my loss was “DUMPED”. common, people! was it really THAT bad??
the people say. “YES”. oh well. there will be others.

i’m playing against carla, the girl from bantayan that i dislike
tomorrow. haha. then that afternnon after i loose, i might watch the
nba vs pba game. and yeah. i hope i do good tomorrow. i don’t mind loosing. it’s something yoiu eventually get used to. haha.
so, yeah. i’m sleeping over at andrea’s place that night too. JUMP JUMP JUMP i’m soo excited! yey! lol

and yeah, i QUIT swimming! lol. i think i’m happy about that. i think it’s just not my thing. i’m concentrating on tennis from now on. yes, i am.

so, i’ll hear from you.

kev, i miss you. my phone’s soo dead now. come back

it’s not like you don’t know who i am

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it’s not like i ever asked anyone to bow down

to me! it’s not like i ever made anyone run

after me and blow their self respect on me. i

never did and i don’t think i intended to do

that. it’s not like i’m not over what happened.

i’m pissed ok? it’s not like i’m only mad at

her! wtf. i won’t blame everything on her.

wtf. bastards!

but how would you feel if someone walked

out on you?! this would sound lame to some

people but i do enjoy the benefits of respect.

thank you very FUCKING much. you probably

thought that i’d run after you. that i’d ask

where you were and follow you and pretend

that i was ok. no. because, i’m not her.. the

one you thought i would be. sorry to bust

your bubble. don’t even know why i’m taking

time to right this here’s my side blog. blah.

i’m not a bitch for getting mad. you should

know by now that i run away from

everything. Just so you know, i didn’t want

you there. you came because you thought

we did and i said nothing about it. but to go

on and say what i think you did. uh huh.

thanks a lot. yeah, you made my day. i love

you. God, you people.

GOD YOU PEOPLE.

I COULD BE BETTER OFF.

I QUIT THIS

today i’m going to forget you and the rest of my life will be led on pure bliss

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i can only truly say that today was like no other

i don’t know what today was. lmao. but i do plan on telling you what happened. lol.

i honestly think that swimming is doing my game good. lol. i think my strokes and shit are definately better, not to brag. and i do hope that i don’t jinx it. or chub does. lmao. the woman has come to a certain point in her life where she thinks she’s a jinx. aye soos. tuo baka!

anyways, after tennis, me, kaira, leigh, chub and ryan walked all the way to ayala. pfft. like it hasn’t been done before. lmao. we basically went there to watch “she’s the man” [amana bynes]. it’s about this girl who pretended to be her brother to play soccer. uh huh. cute much? yeah. it was. plus the dreamy actor. lmao. CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY, I’M OVER YOU!!

haha. and yeah, kathya, jet and jedd went. but i don’t wanna talk to them.. not today.

♥ don’t you think we’d be perfect? ♥

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KEVIN SHUT DOWN HIS XANGA!!

god, kev!

i still feel bad for not going to kevin’s last party. but yeah, i guess i have to get on with my life but that doesn’t mean i don’t feel shitt. believe me, i do.

anyways, today, i went to tennis instead. i have no comment on my game today. paulo o. [again] and bayot caught up and watched us play. i was soo happy that bayot was there cuz it’s been so logn and i missed her like hell. plus she’d be leaving in july too and yeah. what’s wrong with you people?! i think i love smiley’s nah. oh well.i went to ayala after that to buy something that i didn’t find.. grr. we ate at mcdonald’s and had a – talk with paulo o. about his lover girl. it was ok, i know he felt bad but we had to tell him before he’d end up regreting everything. lol. people these days.. alwyas looking for a reason to be inlove. it bites. i’m over it. lmao. and i think that’s my most used line. haha. yes,i  think it is.

then paulo left to hang with friends and probably reflect on those words that stung. i know he got hit. his eyes. his eyes. lol

so, me and bayot walked around ayala and checked out clothes and shit. it was weird though, cuz bayotis called bayot for a reason. the incapability to act like a girl, yes. lmao. so, you get what i’m trying to say right now. and yeah, people must’ve thought we we’re a couple cuz they kept starring at us in a weird way. weven in the jeepney, i made my boice as loud as possible as to not make te people on it think we were.. yeah, that thing. lol. but yeah, i’m straight. i’m straight.

i had guitar lessons after that and i played what if god was one of us. cute song. lol. i talked to people at celebrity who remembered  me from waaay back then. lol. and there was this weird fellow, arch something, who kept shaking my hand and the people were liike, “ma eat al you can gani nah!!” green joke, much? i personally didn’t get it.

my body’s still bruised from yesterday’s trainning. 30 laps, people. 30.

now, i just copied quotes off the net that ima send to people.. eventually. lol

i don’t know why i can’t stop thinking about him.
i don’t know why i wanna be wherever he is.
i don’t get why my insides scream whenever he holds my hand or even just looks my way.
i don’t understand why i even like him
or why he’s even on my mind most of the time.
maybe i’m not meant to know why he does this to me.
but the only thing i do know right now is that thinking of him is all i ever need right now.

issa♥

♥ don’t you think we’d be perfect? ♥

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KEVIN SHUT DOWN HIS XANGA!!

god, kev!

i still feel bad for not going to kevin’s last party. but yeah, i guess i have to get on with my life but that doesn’t mean i don’t feel shitt. believe me, i do.

anyways, today, i went to tennis instead. i have no comment on my game today. paulo o. [again] and bayot caught up and watched us play. i was soo happy that bayot was there cuz it’s been so logn and i missed her like hell. plus she’d be leaving in july too and yeah. what’s wrong with you people?! i think i love smiley’s nah. oh well.i went to ayala after that to buy something that i didn’t find.. grr. we ate at mcdonald’s and had a – talk with paulo o. about his lover girl. it was ok, i know he felt bad but we had to tell him before he’d end up regreting everything. lol. people these days.. alwyas looking for a reason to be inlove. it bites. i’m over it. lmao. and i think that’s my most used line. haha. yes,i  think it is.

then paulo left to hang with friends and probably reflect on those words that stung. i know he got hit. his eyes. his eyes. lol

so, me and bayot walked around ayala and checked out clothes and shit. it was weird though, cuz bayotis called bayot for a reason. the incapability to act like a girl, yes. lmao. so, you get what i’m trying to say right now. and yeah, people must’ve thought we we’re a couple cuz they kept starring at us in a weird way. weven in the jeepney, i made my boice as loud as possible as to not make te people on it think we were.. yeah, that thing. lol. but yeah, i’m straight. i’m straight.

i had guitar lessons after that and i played what if god was one of us. cute song. lol. i talked to people at celebrity who remembered  me from waaay back then. lol. and there was this weird fellow, arch something, who kept shaking my hand and the people were liike, “ma eat al you can gani nah!!” green joke, much? i personally didn’t get it.

my body’s still bruised from yesterday’s trainning. 30 laps, people. 30.

now, i just copied quotes off the net that ima send to people.. eventually. lol

i don’t know why i can’t stop thinking about him.
i don’t know why i wanna be wherever he is.
i don’t get why my insides scream whenever he holds my hand or even just looks my way.
i don’t understand why i even like him
or why he’s even on my mind most of the time.
maybe i’m not meant to know why he does this to me.
but the only thing i do know right now is that thinking of him is all i ever need right now.

issa♥

that night and the rest of our lives

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this is a follow up on my day yesterday.. love it or hate it. i thought it was beautiful

so, i went to celeberity after making the blog before this and my cute, but i think is gay teacher made me tune my guitar. lmao. kathya thinks i think everyone’s gay nowdays. i’m just making sure. there are too many gay people in this world, you can never be too sure. lmao. and then,on my way home, [well, while waiting for father dear since he decided to pick me up that day. lucky mee.] leah arrived with the shirts that celebrity ordered and everyone was really cautious with their comments around me, i could tell. lmao. ilove it when that happens. scared of my authority. authority rocks so anyways, patrick called me on my way home and worshiped the ground i was stand
ing on. lmao. jp. he even asked if he should take guitar lessons with me. haha. NO. anyways, andrea found out. thank god, i need her. and yeah, we talked on the phone while i ate holy kettle corn and yeah, she mentioned that they we’re going to watch a movie and she invited me and yes, i went. lol. i was the shortest one there, god damn it. but i’m not short, really, i’m just “travel size” uh huh. uh huh. anyways, we watched eight below. hell lots of people at ayala. it was aiight. lmao. and yeah, so the seatig arrangement that night was,

gab’s  mom.  tita camille.  gaby.  andrea.  me.  nina.  anton. patrick

two people apart from patrick, not bad. the movie was soo cute. but yes, i have my own little inside jokes.

anyways, after the movie, we went to yellow cab to eat dinner. i love their family. on the way their patrick was freaking the hell out of me. like, that’s the first time. haha. he’d stare and go, “you look like you’re 12” and shit.. but you people who read my blog have heard this story already, i think. and yeah. so  me and anon camwhored for like 2-3 shots then just talked about his ex- girlfriend and shit. haha. random lang gud. btw, i ran into tito bong-bong. tita annie’s ex boy friend. aye, the thing about the ex’s. anyways, yeah. i did want to sleep over bit el mama didn’t let me. sos.  but they promised me a nest time. so, im expecting a next time. haha. make me happy again.  and yeah, i slept well and talked in the morning.


today, po

so, yeah, today, jet finally decided to respond to all the padung-og i made to him. and yeah, he showed up at san case and showed off his chest. “TOUCH MY CHEST! TOUCH MY CHEST!” crazy people. crazy crazy people. lmao. but i love them. josh went to. and he swung me all around untili got so dizy. lmao.

then i crashed at kathya’s. she fed me. wel, susan did. she loves me. lmao. i had sucha  great time catching up. god, i missed her. lmao. i had to leave thoughh cuz i have swimming in a bit. but MOTHER’S not here to give me money to re-enroll. grrr. so, yeah. we caught up with les paul, nikko and manok. lmao. what a name. what a holy name. and yeah, jedd has a girl now. immaculadista all the waay. haha.

i walked home, btw. i’m soo good
anyways, yeah. i’m done. and i have shu uemura lip gloss too!!

you look like shit, honey. so don’t let him hurt you.

         issa

 

♥