you’re making it hard to breathe

Lady Issa

Lady Tamae
bestows the gift of hrt
sugar- coated personality
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February
at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Ma. Anjela Ann
bestows the gift of her
smiling face and chinky eyes
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Chantal Kate Mari
bestows the gift of her
insanity and test twist skills
upon
Lady Issa
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Vera
bestows the gift of her
volleyball skills
upon
Lady Jean Louis
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel


&& god hears my prayers in reverse.
or he hears what i want,
waits til i don’t want it
and then randomly gives it to me.

but today, today was something.

yeah, prom does live up to the hype.

koreans got drunk

i got tipsy

chab got caught

and someone scored!!!!

red, oh red, oh, red.
that girl does not know what she let go.

prom was ayt but afterparty was EVERYTHING!

i
want you to know that what we did was the realest thing i ever had. i don’t
think i’ve ever wanted anything else. i guess i just need time. i need to think
about us too if it’s not just because of the booze. yeah, like and love are soo
different but there’s a fine line between those things and i think it’s pretty obvious where you are. i hope you’re not
mad at me, franc. i hope you really do understand and most of all, i hope you
really did mean all those things you just said. you mean soo much to me and i
don’t think that i’m just going to be able to let you go or forget about you –
ever. good night and thanks for today. mwaah

you’re making it hard to breathe

Lady Issa

Lady Tamae
bestows the gift of hrt
sugar- coated personality
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February
at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Ma. Anjela Ann
bestows the gift of her
smiling face and chinky eyes
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Chantal Kate Mari
bestows the gift of her
insanity and test twist skills
upon
Lady Issa
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Vera
bestows the gift of her
volleyball skills
upon
Lady Jean Louis
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel


&& god hears my prayers in reverse.
or he hears what i want,
waits til i don’t want it
and then randomly gives it to me.

but today, today was something.

yeah, prom does live up to the hype.

koreans got drunk

i got tipsy

chab got caught

and someone scored!!!!

red, oh red, oh, red.
that girl does not know what she let go.

prom was ayt but afterparty was EVERYTHING!

i
want you to know that what we did was the realest thing i ever had. i don’t
think i’ve ever wanted anything else. i guess i just need time. i need to think
about us too if it’s not just because of the booze. yeah, like and love are soo
different but there’s a fine line between those things and i think it’s pretty obvious where you are. i hope you’re not
mad at me, franc. i hope you really do understand and most of all, i hope you
really did mean all those things you just said. you mean soo much to me and i
don’t think that i’m just going to be able to let you go or forget about you –
ever. good night and thanks for today. mwaah

no dancing for me tonight

fuck. today is prom and i know for sure that i’m not going to be the wild party girl i soo love to be.

why?

because my CEO date doesn’t dance and he’s as dull as hell. sorry, franc, i like you as a friend and all but god, you bore me.

i’m not excited, i’m just.. lax. lol. have tonsa shit to finish up. hollah

i am amazing

aside from my life being competey boring and yes, issa chua, broke.

broke down, that is.

yeah, i guess keeping it in for soo long got the best of me.

and today i learned the importance of thinking about what i ask for because.. i always get it.

and it’s not always pretty 😦

ancient history

today was fairly unpredictable which was a good reminder of why I DON’T MAKE PLANS ANYMORE.  haha.

the whole ride to school was agrivating. jan paul and patrick kept teasing me and telling me that hotdogs and chicken nuggets which is soo not true! lol. thank god i didn’t buy anything. [i eat hotdogs for breakfast]

then we had tests in the morning. suprisingly,i got a 24/25 in civics and i didn’t even cheat. being a bitch does kinda improve you. lol. in one way or another.

i remember being completely hot headed today too. i swear i wanted to bitch slap neil for being soo fucking gay. i would punch him if i didn’t care about people hating me. i mean, school is hell enough.

so yeah, then i heard anne gets to give the prophecy for the js prom which was a downer. mornings are not my friends.

around lunch time i was depressed. school was soo boring and i hated being alone. i kinda missed kathya and well, i just missed knowing i had a friend. but there’s nothing i can do about that so, yeah.

hen we had dance practice the whole afternoon.

and.. i’m tired.

ancient history

today was fairly unpredictable which was a good reminder of why I DON’T MAKE PLANS ANYMORE.  haha.

the whole ride to school was agrivating. jan paul and patrick kept teasing me and telling me that hotdogs and chicken nuggets which is soo not true! lol. thank god i didn’t buy anything. [i eat hotdogs for breakfast]

then we had tests in the morning. suprisingly,i got a 24/25 in civics and i didn’t even cheat. being a bitch does kinda improve you. lol. in one way or another.

i remember being completely hot headed today too. i swear i wanted to bitch slap neil for being soo fucking gay. i would punch him if i didn’t care about people hating me. i mean, school is hell enough.

so yeah, then i heard anne gets to give the prophecy for the js prom which was a downer. mornings are not my friends.

around lunch time i was depressed. school was soo boring and i hated being alone. i kinda missed kathya and well, i just missed knowing i had a friend. but there’s nothing i can do about that so, yeah.

hen we had dance practice the whole afternoon.

and.. i’m tired.

fuck marc!

god, i hate boys and i hate everything they do
and i hate people who pounce on the guys we let go at the very second that we do.
but god, can i blame her?
that boy was easy
and
not to mention, sleezy.

but i’m done with him
and she can entertain herself with
my leftovers.

because i’m done with those,
you’re my life and everything’s.
his i love you’s and
i miss you’s and
 i wish you were here’s
and all that shit.
honey, i’ve heard it all the first time
and what will you hear?
the exact things he told me.
what, LAST LAST WEEK?!

is that what you really want, honey?
pfft, you always would settle for second best anyways.

so don’t go around telling people tht we’re friends,
cuz you’re a coniving little skank bitch whore.

tasting the wrong boys

so today was Layla’s 17th birthday and to celebrate, the girls went to layla’s house for some hardcore camwhoring.it was crazzzy!!
layla had a photographer come and everything and we just had soo much fun posing. pose after pose after pose.
walang sawa. the best line the whole night was, “sos, ka kapoy diay mag model oie!” HAHAH
god, it was soo much fun but i’m tired.
so bye!

you belong to me

WORD VOMIT:

It
doesn’t have to be today or tomorrow,
It
could be any day you want.
Just
make it the day you look it into my eyes
And
realize that I’m the only person you need.

 I
guess the worst thing in the world isn’t standing alone in the rain
Or not
getting a rose or a card on Valentines Day
Or
all those little things we fancy in love and life.
I
guess the worst thing in the world is sitting back and watching every other
girl
Living
your dream

 If
we were in kindergarten this would feel like
You
borrowed my heart and promised to handle it with care
Then
show it to everyone for show and tell
And
then break right before everyone

 I
came up with the perfect things that I was going to tell you that night
But
when I was with you, I could tell my mouth didn’t want me to say it.

 It’s
just like asking me to dance
And
then telling me I can’t.

 Why
do boys always hurt the ones they know will have the most trouble letting go?

 You
asked me where I was
But
the only answer I could think of was

ā€œI could be with youā€

 Just
once, I wish you’d tell me something I’d like to hear.

 And
a minute with you is like forever in dog years

I
expect that when you tell me that you love me, the world will be singing to our
song

you belong to me

WORD VOMIT:

It
doesn’t have to be today or tomorrow,
It
could be any day you want.
Just
make it the day you look it into my eyes
And
realize that I’m the only person you need.

 I
guess the worst thing in the world isn’t standing alone in the rain
Or not
getting a rose or a card on Valentines Day
Or
all those little things we fancy in love and life.
I
guess the worst thing in the world is sitting back and watching every other
girl
Living
your dream

 If
we were in kindergarten this would feel like
You
borrowed my heart and promised to handle it with care
Then
show it to everyone for show and tell
And
then break right before everyone

 I
came up with the perfect things that I was going to tell you that night
But
when I was with you, I could tell my mouth didn’t want me to say it.

 It’s
just like asking me to dance
And
then telling me I can’t.

 Why
do boys always hurt the ones they know will have the most trouble letting go?

 You
asked me where I was
But
the only answer I could think of was

ā€œI could be with youā€

 Just
once, I wish you’d tell me something I’d like to hear.

 And
a minute with you is like forever in dog years

I
expect that when you tell me that you love me, the world will be singing to our
song