hey!! i am like, so knocked out! speaking of which, pacqiao lost against morales!! i hate it. im like, so depressed. darn it! 🙂 Lol.


yesterday:


i was practically out the whole day, like in the morning the whole circus a.k.a my family went to mcdonalds for breaky. i saw elen a, sj, lesty and love there. i think they we’re joggin or something. haha.:) then, we didn’t go to church to watch boxin. shesh!!


in the late morning we went to maia luisa cuz it was sofia’s birthday. it was .. fun. hahaha. well, not really to be honest but it was better than her other parties especially the ones that i had to host! anywys, andrea was there and as usual, we had a sleepover!


it was aryt. late night reading and talking and watching dvd’s till we coudn’t take it anymore. JOY!!


today:


well, my stinkin grandmother dragged me to meet this girl that i was “supposed” to know.. haha. so i went.. total boredom!


i didn’t do much today cuz yea, beats me.


casey is pushin me t play with her. jeez!!


aryt. ima go now, the b/witch is getting touchy .. specifically with my hair.


peace.


oh and one lasy thing:


my prince turns out to be a frog.:) oh well, there are plenty of fish in the sea.


what the f***

  We weren’t friends from the start nor were we meant to be best friends since birth. We never always understood each other and at times, I think we didn’t really try to either.

We started out disliking each other without a single thought that maybe, just maybe by a twist of fate would we end up being best of friends. We both have our differences and I think that’s what’s brought us together. Sometimes we don’t get along as much as we would want to but I know that God works in magical ways, which is why I always find myself running back to your embrace each mesmerizing fight or misunderstanding.


I’m not always there for you as much as I want to. Sometimes I am but not as much as you want me to and I’m sorry for that. I wish I could’ve been there when you cried. If I was, I wish that I paid more attention to you because every time I needed someone to hold, to listen to me or put up with me, I didn’t have to look that far. I know a best friend is supposed to be in the first row seat cheering you on during a performance and it’s so humiliating to claim to be your best friend yet I never did any of those. I was never in the first row and I didn’t get to cheer you on. But I wanted to; well at least if I couldn’t be there physically, I wanted to be there in you heart. I’m your biggest fan, I just never got the chance to tell you that.


Before, I wanted so badly to turn back time and change certain events in my life, wishing that I would make things better. But when I come to think of it, it was those events that brought such joy to me that I will always treasure in my life. Without a doubt, the one that has brought me the most amount of joy is you. If I weren’t the biggest suck-up that I was, I wouldn’t know you. If I didn’t torture you back in elementary, no one would call me a “witch” and still accept me for that. And now, we can still laugh about those stuff and just think of reasons why little events like those has stuck us like mighty bond glue.


Now, if I could think of things that I would want to do, that would be to hold on to more things. I wish that I were Superwoman and do two things at once. Better yet, I wish that I could freeze time, so that I could freeze a second that I get to spend with you to an eternity.


Of all the things that I had to decide on, leaving you and all the things that remind me of you is definitely the hardest thing to do because I have to choose whether to live the life I want or to be with someone who has made this life worth living.


If leaving is a mistake is a mistake, I know that this is the biggest mistake I’ll ever make but I hope that you’ll be able to forgive me for that.


I’m going to miss you chub … you will always be my best friend, forever. And if I’ve said it before … this time, I mean it with all of issa. [lol] You have a special place in my heart that distance can never replace. Even though I’ll meet new people, no one will ever be half as good as the person I have found in you. I know we all have our doubts. But I promise you things will work out. I love you with all my heart. And if you need anything … I’ll stop whatever I’m doing for you … promise.


Schary. [There, I said it for you! and I can’t believe it!!]


I bet you thought that I’d just stop there, but I’m not done yet.


A friend is the one that calls you up when she’s meant to call her man. “oops, wrong numbah, beb. I’m just soo used to calling you.”


A true friend is someone who thinks that you’re a good egg even though you’re slightly cracked


We said our last goodbye’s and when I almost gone I gave you one more look. The look said it all; everything was going to be ok.


A true friend picks you up when you fall. But if they can’t pick you up, they’ll lie beside you and talk for a while.


You don’t have to be all these things to me because you’re so much more. I have my own definition of a true friend and it starts with a c and ends in an l. yeah baby, its CHABEL!! Ü


hey .. i woke up today at 10 something .. i was like soo tired from yesterday.


i took the test and all at montessori .. i got in. JOY.


it just wasn’t so exciting as i thought it would be . the school didn’t fucking call me up or anything. which kinda disappointed me cuz i wanted to tell me personally but then, they didn’t.


im not gonna make a big fuss outta tiz here .. maybe on the phone wit chub though.


haha. i’m pissed for multiple reasons!! fuck this life!


anyways, it’s phil-o-rama and i spent most of my morning watching tv [buhm] and nothing else. i decided to go online cuz i didn’t get to write a blog or anything.


im buying my guitar today [for te record, this is my 3rd guitar this year!!]


can’t wait .. i wanna write songs again. im inspired.


gtg.


much <3..


LiLpieceoFheaVen

oH gOd ..


iM suCh a bUhm .. and im enjoying it!  hEhe.


wuz spos’d to take an entrance exam tiz mawnin but like, there’s supposed to be a freakin storm or something .. during the summer!! go figure! and like, it’s soo friggin hot for there to be a typhoon!! stupid weather people!!


 


*just a thought: why do weather reports report the weather but never end up doing anythang about it.. * Lol. aryt. go laugh yer freakin heads off.


so .. i’ve been a buhm at home. but wait.. that’s nothing new.


guess what? the scariest thang .. all morining dudes have been textin me from mmch. which is scary cuz i’m not there yet and like .. i bet you know where i’m headin. Nax. there’s rae, chuck, yan and i forgot the other one’s. there was tiz dude who was all, “as truly, yadi yadi yadi ya!!”


whatever. i’m stumped. but there’s no turning back .. so, yeah.


ima theresians turned montessorian. damn you jet. lol. just messin. 🙂


ayt. out,


bebe_phat 🙂

oH gOd ..


iM suCh a bUhm .. and im enjoying it!  hEhe.


wuz spos’d to take an entrance exam tiz mawnin but like, there’s supposed to be a freakin storm or something .. during the summer!! go figure! and like, it’s soo friggin hot for there to be a typhoon!! stupid weather people!!


 


*just a thought: why do weather reports report the weather but never end up doing anythang about it.. * Lol. aryt. go laugh yer freakin heads off.


so .. i’ve been a buhm at home. but wait.. that’s nothing new.


guess what? the scariest thang .. all morining dudes have been textin me from mmch. which is scary cuz i’m not there yet and like .. i bet you know where i’m headin. Nax. there’s rae, chuck, yan and i forgot the other one’s. there was tiz dude who was all, “as truly, yadi yadi yadi ya!!”


whatever. i’m stumped. but there’s no turning back .. so, yeah.


ima theresians turned montessorian. damn you jet. lol. just messin. 🙂


ayt. out,


bebe_phat 🙂

oH gOd ..


iM suCh a bUhm .. and im enjoying it!  hEhe.


wuz spos’d to take an entrance exam tiz mawnin but like, there’s supposed to be a freakin storm or something .. during the summer!! go figure! and like, it’s soo friggin hot for there to be a typhoon!! stupid weather people!!


 


*just a thought: why do weather reports report the weather but never end up doing anythang about it.. * Lol. aryt. go laugh yer freakin heads off.


so .. i’ve been a buhm at home. but wait.. that’s nothing new.


guess what? the scariest thang .. all morining dudes have been textin me from mmch. which is scary cuz i’m not there yet and like .. i bet you know where i’m headin. Nax. there’s rae, chuck, yan and i forgot the other one’s. there was tiz dude who was all, “as truly, yadi yadi yadi ya!!”


whatever. i’m stumped. but there’s no turning back .. so, yeah.


ima theresians turned montessorian. damn you jet. lol. just messin. 🙂


ayt. out,


bebe_phat 🙂

damn.. ima be soo busy today.. gotta go to my cardio and like back to school [in summer!!] i have to study and pick out cothes for our garage sale!! lol.


-smax and beermugs- 


p.m.


hey, came from chub’s house .. it was rockin!! we had a session wit the web cam .. i swear, our faces are meant to b in front of te camera .. ima show you em when chub sends them ..


peace,


🙂

yeah baybeh, i did it!! Ü ill add mo piciez when im up to it ayt .. got people waiting fo’ me so .. gimme props for the good work!! 🙂 hahah

fuck the pictures!! screw them!

anyways, today is the 2nd day of summer and like, i;ve been a buhm .. i’ve been online and to the grocery and places. ima get my requirements so i can take mah test by saturday ..


there’s not much to say bout today .. lol.


oh yea, i have a new big brother.. donnie and i have him wrapped around my finger [in the words of kathya] he’s sending my pins over .. i dunno about my pencil case though .. haha . not that i need it or anythang.


i need to do something productive .. damn. save me!


BITCH! 


Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA


 


haha. juz loose it crazy [biotch] !!

yeah baybeh, i did it!! Ü ill add mo piciez when im up to it ayt .. got people waiting fo’ me so .. gimme props for the good work!! 🙂 hahah

fuck the pictures!! screw them!

anyways, today is the 2nd day of summer and like, i;ve been a buhm .. i’ve been online and to the grocery and places. ima get my requirements so i can take mah test by saturday ..


there’s not much to say bout today .. lol.


oh yea, i have a new big brother.. donnie and i have him wrapped around my finger [in the words of kathya] he’s sending my pins over .. i dunno about my pencil case though .. haha . not that i need it or anythang.


i need to do something productive .. damn. save me!


BITCH! 


Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA


 


haha. juz loose it crazy [biotch] !!

sAtUrdaY:


oK.. this day was JamMin.. iT was like, FINALLY the last day of school and it would probably be my last day at stc .. jy. haha. it was c0olazZ cuz we took the test .. maybe cheated for the last time this schoolyear and went wild!! haha. i honestly wanted to cry because it would be the last time for alot of thanz like, the last time alintaya would give me “cool shoes”. or the last time i would ever talk back to my fucking™ teachers .. or the last time i would be walking down those halls in my st. theresa’s uniform .. God, i’m happy but still, i feel like crying. i’ll emote when ecerything is finally ayt? haha. cuz i gots a lot to say.


so, we went to ayala .. i spent most of my time with nEeneE, aRdEN and nIkKi .. it was the four of us .. well, duh!!


we ate at desert fac. we all had caesar [how the hell do you spell it?!] salads .. yuumm.. hahaha.


it was all good. meeting up with people who you would normally see on a saturday at the mall. but oh, i saw a couple of you knows and whatchama – callits. [wtf!? did i just say that??]


hhaha. i saw r o y .. haven’t been textin or hearing from each other ina while and .. that’s ayt with me.  i mean, i wasnt bein mean but yeah, things are better so, yeah. shuttup!!


anyways, me, mom and papa had our usualy date. i was spoiled ..  i got new bed sheets and liek i was supposed to get the lamp but then, bast aloong story and it’s not worth typing. 🙂 hahaha


we ate at tinderbox. [sossy] i swear the shit there is soo freakin expensive!! Ü haha. i mean like, 500 bucks for a freakin steak .. omg! good thing it tasted good.. 🙂 haha. and like, while we were eating layla came in .. hahah. not much to say bout that .. it was just weird cuz i saw em in ayala earlier .. i wanted to like stay and talk to her tha time but then .. like, i’m guesing their stil pretty pissed off at me .. well.. whatever !


oh, i have a mother who’s a tiguwang igat! she’s all made up and shit. she had her eyelids and her bows tattoed.. oh wow.


sunday:


uhm.. i went to church .. went to yala .. and oh, i went to mia’s birthday dinner.. kim a and karl was there.. naka points si arden .. sweet love.  mia’s room is ssoo cool and im jealous haha . Ü i had fun .. yeah .. i would definitely do it again .. 🙂


today:


oh my god .. it ws so.. yea!  i had a hot oil .. now my hair smells guhd.. haha. then i went to maria montessori children’s house .. its soo freakin far . but it was worth it .. 🙂


the place is soo fetch .. wa dyud ka tungga ang stc and im just being honest and im not trying to diss my own school .. its just like me saying, i’m prettier than she is .. it’s the truth .  haha. just messing.


anyways, so apparently.. im moving there!! :)no worries.. or maybe there is .. my grades and my moral conduct or something. damn. what am i gonna do?! i dont tink im gonna get it .. i mean, i wasn’t one of the best .. in fact, i never was .. ir maybe in my dorky suck- up years but tha’s like .. so history!! Ü


curently:


ima buhm at home .. im hungry and its 5:51 i still gotta find out a way to add pictures t this dump! it’s soo freakin boring!  


hahah. okie .. i gotta go .. bye ..


mwah


peace

 


hay-lOe..


 


whats up vRi1? uMaseNso ang buhay koh pare! i had my room painted tiz hot pink and apple green.. i juz got mah new bunk bed too! buh ,mah freakin bed sheet stinks.. ginna shop for new ones! sucha drag ma, i have to be nice to my sistah and let her fat ass stay on the top bunk!! i hate it. ugh! haha. but i always get my way and i will wit this one. lol.


 


xhub came over today.. we watched raise your voice.. oliver james is soo hot!! :0 we went to jy to eat at mcdonals.. i studied and made our the since.. i dont wanna talk about me.. might start a fit!! 🙂 chub played iwth casey the whole time.. wow! nindot. then we watched wimbledon.. soo f-u-n! :O


 


made my projtect.. heritage.. nindot!! not!! i have a weird family.!!


 


 


A.Dad


 


This is supposed to be an introduction, but it’s hard for me to do so because I don’t know how do you put into words great honor and respect for someone. I might not see this man all the time and I’ve probably spent half my life growing up without him. I might not get to hear from him as often as I would like to, but even though distance has kept us apart for so many years, never has it made my love for him lessen in any way. He may not know all the struggles that I’m going through in my teenage life and all the hardships that I have to face but I know that he loves me like I love him and that’s without end.


 


There are times when I wish that he were here right now, that while I


am writing this, he would be here wiping the tears that are falling from my eyes. But then, there are also times when I assume that I don’t need him anymore and when I think that I go on with my life without him. But you know what? Deep down inside, I know that as much as he needs me, I need him…I just don’t want to admit it.


 


Like I said, I can’t find the perfect words to introduce one of the special people in my life. And I can’t do this because for one, I know that I owe him so much more than I have been giving him right now and for a whole lot of other reasons. He is the one who gave me my first kiss, the first to hold me in his arms and call me beautiful. The person who proves the saying, actions speak louder than words, the guy who possesses the attitude I find most annoying, assuming ness. And even though I am not fond of people like that, he still finds a way to make me laugh with his tacky impressions and corny jokes. The hardest workingman alive who has the most creative mind yet, my father, Alvin Patalinghug Chua.


 


And I know that every kid in the world thinks that their dad is the best because he goes to work, puts the food on the table and brings them out once in a while but in reality, their not. I’m not trying to say that my dad is the best because he’s not. But I know that my dad can beat anyone else’s any day because I’ve lived with him not being able to kiss or hug or play with me most of my life but I still know that he’ll always be there for me. That’s why he’s not the best dad in the world but he’s so close. J


 


 


 


 


 


 


 



 


B.Mother


 


Having me was like 15 minutes of pleasure, 9 months of pain [but for me it was more like shame], 48 hours of labor that landed her with a baby girl with no last name.


 


I have lived an amazing life, a life that required me to face every situation maturely. It was like, I didn’t have time to look at the world like a game because I was in the real world, I was living a hard knock life and I just had to accept everything that happened in my life without having to know why. I’m not saying that I didn’t have a childhood because I did; in fact, I would say I had a really great one. And the because of everything I’ve been through, there was the necessity for me to face everything maturely. I wasn’t forced to, maybe it just comes naturally and like a flower, it bloomed at the right time and molded me into what I have become today.


 


I have to say that one of the main reasons of my personality and what I am today is all thanks to my mother. She is the most amazing and the strongest person I have ever met and because of that, all my life I have tried and tried my best to be like her… and I think that I already am, except with a little bit of something more. J


 


We’ve been through a lot together, we’ve gone the ups and downs and the sides of life but somehow, and we faced it. We’ve had our good and our bad days but the best thing about everything was that we never had second thoughts of giving up.


 


The best thing about this woman is that, when she falls down, she immediately stands up and finds another reason in life. Her drive in life is contagious and she always knows the right things to say at the right time. Sometimes it might seem to me as if she doesn’t care or as if she hates me or I was a mistake but when I think of it, I think that it’s not true because she never gave up on me, even through the ghetto days.


 


So I’d like to introduce my superwoman, Catherine Butler Inocencio Chua- Perez, my mother… and the only one I’d tend to have for the rest of my life.


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


C.Father


 


Some people may think that I’m crazy because I don’t live the same way they do or I have more than what they do… but I’m not, I just have a different reality.


 


There will always be that one person in everyone’s life who will knock you off your feet and show you what life is truly made of and for me, that person has already arrived and swooped me off my feet and for me, that could only be one person, my step dad.


 


Honestly, I don’t look at him as my step dad anymore because he’s done so much more than what a usual step dad does, for me I will always have two dads and I will love them equally even through the distances.


 


I owe him so much because even though I’m not really part of his family but, he let me in anyways. Took me in and made me feel like I was always part of it, like he envisioned me to be in it before it even happened and I thank God for him because he was the missing piece to my puzzle.


 


He has taught me so much in life, respect, how to forgive others and he’s help me discover myself and what I want in life at the moment, that is. He’s taught me a great lesson about second chances and how to give them. And I love him with all my heart and soul and I never regret having him in my life because he keeps me breathing. J


 


 


He’s my savior [after God], my Spiderman, my Philippine man, my DaWg, my homeboy, he’s Leandro Bautista Perez, he’s my papa. Ü


 


 


haha. enjoy. peace, mwah!


bebe_phat [1′]


www.badette.com/cebu [st. theresa;s college] highschool dapit.. pyter!!


 

 [hey… iz a pic.. dont be decieved!] Ü