hEy!

[-] tennis : wuz aiight. no highlights of the day or any of tha foirst.

[-] youth on fire: street dancin iz the bomb.

[-] no more visitors. i have my room back!!

[-] sleepin late and textin… choi!

props to ice!! 🙂

love you lannah.

i woke at 5 for thiz shit. preciatte.

peace.

props to ice!! 🙂

love you lannah.

i woke at 5 for thiz shit. preciatte.

peace.

Thought of the day:

“I think I just captured happiness”

Yeah, I think did. Ü Well, today was aryt. The mornings are like, the only interesting parts of my days. I go to san case and have fun… and more. ;p

Well, today was fun and awkward. I mean, it was weird cuz I brought a Barbie doll to our clinic today. [I know, I’m still asking myself the same thing with CAPITAL LETTERS, WHY??] Lmao. In the morning I was like the 3^rd one to get there. The first 2 were Vera and Jyl. We just did some random stuff and talked about random stuff too. Then Kit arrived so as usual, we played. Today’s a Monday and like. I wasn’t used to playing na. Amazing what two days off can do to you. ;p anyways, as usual we played our dome card game. At first I played this one person game that Vera taught me it was all good. Then, we played unggoy-unggoy. That was in court 5 though cuz Leigh, Nikki and Edgar were playing. Then, we went back to the canteen place where we played heart attack. It was my second time to play but this time, I lost. Ugh. And everyone had to “labtik” [I forgot what that is in English] me. Hahaiz. Thank god it didn’t hurt. It was all good in the morning.

I was supposed to go to mmch for my very early enrollment then, thank God we didn’t. chub was supposed to run away.. that was a problem. but then, they worked things out and chub ended up staying home the rest of the day.

Uhm, there’s nothing else to say right now so ima cut this thing short.

Peace.

Thought of the day:

“I think I just captured happiness”

Yeah, I think did. Ü Well, today was aryt. The mornings are like, the only interesting parts of my days. I go to san case and have fun… and more. ;p

Well, today was fun and awkward. I mean, it was weird cuz I brought a Barbie doll to our clinic today. [I know, I’m still asking myself the same thing with CAPITAL LETTERS, WHY??] Lmao. In the morning I was like the 3^rd one to get there. The first 2 were Vera and Jyl. We just did some random stuff and talked about random stuff too. Then Kit arrived so as usual, we played. Today’s a Monday and like. I wasn’t used to playing na. Amazing what two days off can do to you. ;p anyways, as usual we played our dome card game. At first I played this one person game that Vera taught me it was all good. Then, we played unggoy-unggoy. That was in court 5 though cuz Leigh, Nikki and Edgar were playing. Then, we went back to the canteen place where we played heart attack. It was my second time to play but this time, I lost. Ugh. And everyone had to “labtik” [I forgot what that is in English] me. Hahaiz. Thank god it didn’t hurt. It was all good in the morning.

I was supposed to go to mmch for my very early enrollment then, thank God we didn’t. chub was supposed to run away.. that was a problem. but then, they worked things out and chub ended up staying home the rest of the day.

Uhm, there’s nothing else to say right now so ima cut this thing short.

Peace.

APRIL, WHO KNOWS AND WHO CARES… IT’S SUMMER!

Today is Friday, the last day of the weekday, the last day of our clinic for the week and the last day to gather all the memories and hope I’ll forget them.

I went to san case extra early today cuz me and chub wanted to catch up on some major gossiping. Well, not really gossip but maybe just to talk. But I got there a lil bit earlier than chub did cuz she accidentally rode the wrong jeep. “Go chub! You can do it!” Lmao. When I got there, Vera and Jyl were already there talking, so I joined in and we had this conversation. I just don’t remember what it was about though. Haha. When chub got there I gave her my organizer, which I asked her to keep, but before I gave it to her I had to tear out some stuff [personals… you know na;] but when we got to the court Chub’s class was bout to start. Ugh. Reminiscing started to sound good pa dyud. Whatapak! I don’t know how it happened basta I ended up hanging out with Leigh. We just talked bout random stuff. It was fun… I’ll always remember that! :] Haha.

Cards are phat! Cheeky-cha! Tong- itz! Heart attack! Unggoy unggoy!

Everyone in the tennis click [not that I’m in it or anything] was going out to ayala after class I wanted to go to but then, I had to go to the beach for god knows why. So I couldn’t go nalang though, I really really wanted to! Hahaiz. Next week lagi!

So anyways, the morning was the only interesting part of my day. I spent the whole afternoon at the beach and there was nobody there pa dyud! What a drag! I just kept texting and texting. Joy!

Clark texted me. Go laugh yours heads off and start the gossiping it was bound to happen.

I have nothing else to say. I’m too upset and stuff.

Aa_bebe_phat_aA

Mixed up inside and doesn’t know what to do. I wish that you would hold me and ask me to be with you. :’ [

It’s not what you’re thinking.

APRIL, WHO KNOWS AND WHO CARES… IT’S SUMMER!

Today is Friday, the last day of the weekday, the last day of our clinic for the week and the last day to gather all the memories and hope I’ll forget them.

I went to san case extra early today cuz me and chub wanted to catch up on some major gossiping. Well, not really gossip but maybe just to talk. But I got there a lil bit earlier than chub did cuz she accidentally rode the wrong jeep. “Go chub! You can do it!” Lmao. When I got there, Vera and Jyl were already there talking, so I joined in and we had this conversation. I just don’t remember what it was about though. Haha. When chub got there I gave her my organizer, which I asked her to keep, but before I gave it to her I had to tear out some stuff [personals… you know na;] but when we got to the court Chub’s class was bout to start. Ugh. Reminiscing started to sound good pa dyud. Whatapak! I don’t know how it happened basta I ended up hanging out with Leigh. We just talked bout random stuff. It was fun… I’ll always remember that! :] Haha.

Cards are phat! Cheeky-cha! Tong- itz! Heart attack! Unggoy unggoy!

Everyone in the tennis click [not that I’m in it or anything] was going out to ayala after class I wanted to go to but then, I had to go to the beach for god knows why. So I couldn’t go nalang though, I really really wanted to! Hahaiz. Next week lagi!

So anyways, the morning was the only interesting part of my day. I spent the whole afternoon at the beach and there was nobody there pa dyud! What a drag! I just kept texting and texting. Joy!

Clark texted me. Go laugh yours heads off and start the gossiping it was bound to happen.

I have nothing else to say. I’m too upset and stuff.

Aa_bebe_phat_aA

Mixed up inside and doesn’t know what to do. I wish that you would hold me and ask me to be with you. :’ [

It’s not what you’re thinking.

[Highlight of the day]

                                                “Heart attack!!”

OoO, I’m in trouble and I have no one else to blame for it but myself!

I don’t know why I’m worrying so much, there was never a “thing” and I don’t think there ever will be, especially after what happened! What did I get myself into this time?

I know that I should just embrace the present and be ready for the future. And in line with that, I’ll be sure to be holding my racket when that day comes! I should just live in the moment that **stuff** happened. [Discretion is the key!] And that maybe ina couple of days or weeks or months I’ll here it from somebody else that my nightmare just came true. So I’m prepared.

Yeah, I’m still prayin that he’ll say the words that I will always remember till’ the day I die. And when he does say it, I won’t be dreamin anymore. :]

Omg. Everything is suddenly racing into my head and it’s making me sick to the stomach! I don’t know what to do or think anymore… all I know for sure is… because of today, I just might have ruined my chances and maybe, it’s not all my fault. If I had only told someone how I felt, all of this could be stopped. I’m sorry, there’s just no one trust worthy to tell.

today was the best.

i got my phone back, i went to yala, i slept, i talked to my teachers at school and stuff.

i had my hair cut for no good reason.

bought myself fake pearls since my mother refuses to lend me hers. ugh. LoL.

i didn’t do anythin’ great or extreme or whatevr today. kalma lang.

**i think that’s why i like today soo much.**

oh yea, me and martin are textin. iTz sUmMer aGain dYud.

OMg.                                    ¢¾Today.¢¾

Today was the best.

¢¼ Hold my hand and mean. Hold it and never let it go cuz I dont want you to.¢¼

I wish I was your awwie cuz I see you touchin and carin for it a whole lot.

But then again,  wish I had your awwie so you would take care of it for me.                                            

knock! knock! am i still invisible?

i just want you to know i’m here watchin you from a far hopin that when i turn around, you’re thinkin the same thing.

that was nice. and so are you.., just talking to you makes me different. can this be more than my ordinary… ¢Àcrush?