**what the fuck?! Don’t poke me!**

hollah if ya think my skin is geting borring!! HOOLLAH. well, my opinion is enough, thank you very much. i can’t even find the jellies. haii nako.

anyways, my week was ok.

i remember crying in front of the 3rd year classroom while talking to teacher J O J O about wanting to go back to S T C. i mean, yeah.. i like MMCH and all, i really do but i have this feeling nah, i belong in S T C. but, when i start to think about it, i end up in the beginning thinking about WHY i transferred in the first place. it’s a sacrifice that i did for my future. [suddenly, Lanni popped into my mind. hmm] anyways, yeah. so, ambot lang if i’ll stay.

I AM OFFICIALLY UNGROUNDED!!

yeah baby! the highight of my week is going back to STC with all my mates and i got to hang out with them. it feels soo nice to be missed..Ü hmm.

i bought  a spongebob casing and i have mms and gprs nah so, i’m SPONGEBOB crazy. well, uhm.:)

uhm, me and b r y c e traded phones for a day. it was suppossed to be me and c h r i s t i a n first but then, ambot. i lost track. lmao

o yea! i missed the bus!! and i ended up missing classs!! wtf?! 🙂 ana diay nah noh? lmao

it wa bayot’s birthday and i made her a reaay long letter and i made her a shirt.

ina’s, nina’s and aya’s and yss’as and the others had their reco. boring daw. wtf?! 🙂

tc peepz. im out

on a skin hunt

peace! 🙂 

i don’t know why i’m shaking.

yea, so what if i’ve been crying for the past few hours? it’s not like it’s gonna change anything! so what if i know how it feels like to be… yeaah. chub, back me up here, hun!

haiz, i don;t kn0w nah. i’m not supposed to be like this because i’m better. i think i am. i don’t need them! but it’s just that, basta.

why do tears run down my cheek when i don’t want them to?

i need help.

i’m still shaking.

If love is soo great… then how come I can’t do it?

          One day everybody’s talking about how they met their special someone and they picture themselves with that person for the rest of their lives. One day everybody’s talking about the sweet things that person did and all the promises they made.

          It’s like a dream come true for them. Finding someone who can take them out of their loneliness and save them from their pains and make them feel loved. And when I think about it, I end up feeling down. Everyone says that being in a relationship is the best thing that happened to them and that I should consider it even with the absence of “real” love.

          And then, one day everybody’s crying. Everybody’s running to me and telling me how that other person lied and ripped their heart into pieces. Everybody’s complaining about how he broke his promises and how they could turn back time to be happy again.

          I try to tell them that it wasn’t meant to be and how they should move on. Some listen while others are hesitant. And in the long run after feeling bad, mad and then regretful they all go crazy.

          After a few days, they’re talking to their friends asking them to hook them up with someone new. To make the same promises, to subside the loneliness and probably to make the same promises the last one did.

WHERE’S THE GOOD IN THAT?

          Everyone’s looking for someone to “love”. Everyone says that there’s someone waiting for them just around the corner. But really. Is that how it is? Love isn’t found, it’s something that we discover unexpectedly. Love isn’t about the promises made and the promises broken but it’s how hard we tried to keep them. Love isn’t about finding someone to take away all the loneliness and the pain, it’s finding someone who would stay with you through all the pain. It isn’t about rushing things, and how often we say “I love you” it’s about feeling it and showing how much we do. And love isn’t about everything being perfect, it’s about loving someone loves you through your imperfections.

          Sometimes, people get so caught up with the whole dating and the status of being in a relationship that we forget the whole essence of being in one. And it’s sad.

          Although, this all could just be my fear of commitment but I’m not in a hurry. So I’ll live my life the best way I know how.

If love is soo great… then how come I can’t do it?

          One day everybody’s talking about how they met their special someone and they picture themselves with that person for the rest of their lives. One day everybody’s talking about the sweet things that person did and all the promises they made.

          It’s like a dream come true for them. Finding someone who can take them out of their loneliness and save them from their pains and make them feel loved. And when I think about it, I end up feeling down. Everyone says that being in a relationship is the best thing that happened to them and that I should consider it even with the absence of “real” love.

          And then, one day everybody’s crying. Everybody’s running to me and telling me how that other person lied and ripped their heart into pieces. Everybody’s complaining about how he broke his promises and how they could turn back time to be happy again.

          I try to tell them that it wasn’t meant to be and how they should move on. Some listen while others are hesitant. And in the long run after feeling bad, mad and then regretful they all go crazy.

          After a few days, they’re talking to their friends asking them to hook them up with someone new. To make the same promises, to subside the loneliness and probably to make the same promises the last one did.

WHERE’S THE GOOD IN THAT?

          Everyone’s looking for someone to “love”. Everyone says that there’s someone waiting for them just around the corner. But really. Is that how it is? Love isn’t found, it’s something that we discover unexpectedly. Love isn’t about the promises made and the promises broken but it’s how hard we tried to keep them. Love isn’t about finding someone to take away all the loneliness and the pain, it’s finding someone who would stay with you through all the pain. It isn’t about rushing things, and how often we say “I love you” it’s about feeling it and showing how much we do. And love isn’t about everything being perfect, it’s about loving someone loves you through your imperfections.

          Sometimes, people get so caught up with the whole dating and the status of being in a relationship that we forget the whole essence of being in one. And it’s sad.

          Although, this all could just be my fear of commitment but I’m not in a hurry. So I’ll live my life the best way I know how.

‘don’t hate.. discriminate!’

for all you haters, back off. if you don’t like what you see… you can always leave. that’s why there’s an exit button. Learn you technology. sheesh.

don’t hate me cuz i have the guts to air out my POV. It’s a gift that i appreciate, so please. back-off before i loose it.

wa ko nagpa dung-og sa na igo ha? but, whatever. nag pa gawas lang ko sa akong kalagot, G?!

don’t be all up on my grill when i see you. don’t nod your head like i care. don’t make me hate you, because we could be close friends if you gave me the chance.

whatever.

pagka tae!!

bebe_esa™

hahaiz. im only grounded until july 10. so theresianz watch out for that! and me! i miss lanni!! 😥 whooopz. can’t stay long. mom might come any minute. love and miss you all mwah mwah mwah.

hahaiz. im only grounded until july 10. so theresianz watch out for that! and me! i miss lanni!! 😥 whooopz. can’t stay long. mom might come any minute. love and miss you all mwah mwah mwah.

** More duhrt**

I know I promised not to talk shit about the teacher cuz I in this ‘new life’ phase or something like that but this ain’t really shit. Iz **chicka**

Teacher Lisley: Well, actually, she’s aryt but there’s just this little system in my body [my brain to be exact] that keeps ticking whenever she’s around. In short, I hate her. Well, not all the time that is. She’s our homeroom teacher and she’s just weird and paranoid! Plus, she loves giving us sermons that are just soo goddamn annoying!  Plus, I don’t really like the way she teaches, it’s kinda like she’s a fast-forward once we’re in Filipino class.

Teacher Sean: He’s our computer teacher and he like graduated from IT. He’s cool but he looks like Frankenstein. Sorrynaged. I like him and I heard he had a girlfriend. :’c Sayang. Just playing. 

Teacher Brazil: OMG. She’s like one of the best substitutes for T.H.E. and the best in Math soo far! She can really teach and she’s like, so outspoken and basta, she’s the bomb! I love her! She’s one of the teachers who supported my shirt, “boys lie” but she added “and so do girls” but I say, we girls always with it.

Teacher Emilin: She’s short fat and ugly and as an English teacher well… lets just say, I’ve had better.

Teacher Jojo: He’s cool! He gave us JOJO candy on the first day of class and he’s our civics teacher. He’s the bomb digity! J

Teacher Tontette: She’s our CLE teacher and she knows my secret. She’s aryt.

Teacher Juvelyn: Ugh. If Ms. Sombrado was a Science teacher, T. Tonette would actually make her look pretty good. ;p

been grounded and i hate it but one months almost over. i found a way to go online and i couldn’t help myself from uupdating tiz for you all.. enjoy!! miss you tatak theresiana’z!! 🙂

Another week in the walls of Montesorri and being grounded

June 13-18

Monday:

        No classes! Cuz it was like, a holiday!

Tuesday

Well, the only thing I remember about Monday was what I wore and that’s my new shirt from penshoppe. [That’s the shirt I got after being grounded! And although the skirt IS cute, I still hate being grounded!] Oh, Kathya wore her p.e. uniform for the first time and that was kinda freaky.

Wednesday

        Now, it was my turn to wear the p.e. uniform and well, I don’t know… I look like, Issa except in really baggy jogging pants and a Montesorri shirt that I probably borrowed from a friend. See, I’m still Issa no matter what you do. : D

Thursday

“BOYS LIE… MAKE THOSE DICKHEADS F’IN CRY!”

Oh Thursday, how could I forget Thursday? Well, I wore my official Maria Montesorri children’s house uniform on Thursday! But it was just supposed to be for picture taking but it lasted until the wee hours of lunch. Lol. And like, I never realized that some of the people were starring at me, I ended up feeling like a… well, a feeler. Cuz I wore my uniform with chuck tailors. But, that’s me… either you take it or not cuz I’m not gonna change. Not for anybody! J But hey, why do I care? Oh, and like this guy named bouviere said I looked in my uniform but I think he was just saying that. And they started teasing me with this Dominique guy. Pleeaze!

Friday

LBM… kuno.

        I have the pink itch! Been wearing pink a lot these days! But Friday was the highlight of my pinkness mainly because I wore velvet pink jogging pants with a white sleeveless and my pink and gray jacket still from penshoppe. J Anyways, rem. Dominique from Thursday? Well, he ate off my plate. [Talk about a way to loose you appetite!] No offense or anything. Maybe having guys eating off my plate is still something I have to get used to. And I ever do, I’ll tell you ASAP.J LOL.

        We had our clubs and I’m officially in the sport club. But we only played volleyball and I kinda ended up wishing that I signed up for basketball. But if I did, I’d be the only girl and that would be… well, for me that would be weird. Lol. 🙂 but if you think about it… I am kinda weird. ;p

That’s how it is stuck in the walls of Montesorri. And you know what? I don’t hate it. J

been grounded and i hate it but one months almost over. i found a way to go online and i couldn’t help myself from uupdating tiz for you all.. enjoy!! miss you tatak theresiana’z!! 🙂

Another week in the walls of Montesorri and being grounded

June 13-18

Monday:

        No classes! Cuz it was like, a holiday!

Tuesday

Well, the only thing I remember about Monday was what I wore and that’s my new shirt from penshoppe. [That’s the shirt I got after being grounded! And although the skirt IS cute, I still hate being grounded!] Oh, Kathya wore her p.e. uniform for the first time and that was kinda freaky.

Wednesday

        Now, it was my turn to wear the p.e. uniform and well, I don’t know… I look like, Issa except in really baggy jogging pants and a Montesorri shirt that I probably borrowed from a friend. See, I’m still Issa no matter what you do. : D

Thursday

“BOYS LIE… MAKE THOSE DICKHEADS F’IN CRY!”

Oh Thursday, how could I forget Thursday? Well, I wore my official Maria Montesorri children’s house uniform on Thursday! But it was just supposed to be for picture taking but it lasted until the wee hours of lunch. Lol. And like, I never realized that some of the people were starring at me, I ended up feeling like a… well, a feeler. Cuz I wore my uniform with chuck tailors. But, that’s me… either you take it or not cuz I’m not gonna change. Not for anybody! J But hey, why do I care? Oh, and like this guy named bouviere said I looked in my uniform but I think he was just saying that. And they started teasing me with this Dominique guy. Pleeaze!

Friday

LBM… kuno.

        I have the pink itch! Been wearing pink a lot these days! But Friday was the highlight of my pinkness mainly because I wore velvet pink jogging pants with a white sleeveless and my pink and gray jacket still from penshoppe. J Anyways, rem. Dominique from Thursday? Well, he ate off my plate. [Talk about a way to loose you appetite!] No offense or anything. Maybe having guys eating off my plate is still something I have to get used to. And I ever do, I’ll tell you ASAP.J LOL.

        We had our clubs and I’m officially in the sport club. But we only played volleyball and I kinda ended up wishing that I signed up for basketball. But if I did, I’d be the only girl and that would be… well, for me that would be weird. Lol. 🙂 but if you think about it… I am kinda weird. ;p

That’s how it is stuck in the walls of Montesorri. And you know what? I don’t hate it. J