ok, it’s the third week of the rest of my life and once again i’m in this stuffy box with a box of toys beside me and NO DSL! globelines gyud. not following instructions! haha. but i’m not complaining.

over all, i don’t this week sucked that much. [first good thought of mmch this year!] well, maybe the things that made my days were the big ol fights with kristian and bouviere. i swear to god they’re soo gay, i could punch them and make them cry. that is, if punching them wouldn’t get me kicked out. oh,i don’t really mind getting kicked out besides, it’s in the blood. :p but i don’t mean to be a brag.

anyways, so. about my week. grades are good. i’ve been talking to the girls in my class more often which should make your jaws fall out your face, mouth, body. and uhm, i’ve been taking really good candids of john paul, the official model for the big bus riders of mmch.:P

i think i actually enjoy riding the bus now.

and then today i went to stc. 🙂 fun

i’ve been blessed this week to. i’ve been able to make tons of poems and one that i like a lot. plus, mother bought me a devotional book that eacher tonetter will kindly wrap in plastic for me.

three cheers for casey too!it’s her birthday tom.! 7 and loving it, right?

++ i’m a god loving, satan slamming, christ worshipin, daughter of the king. which is why i am a princess ++

ok, it’s the third week of the rest of my life and once again i’m in this stuffy box with a box of toys beside me and NO DSL! globelines gyud. not following instructions! haha. but i’m not complaining.

over all, i don’t this week sucked that much. [first good thought of mmch this year!] well, maybe the things that made my days were the big ol fights with kristian and bouviere. i swear to god they’re soo gay, i could punch them and make them cry. that is, if punching them wouldn’t get me kicked out. oh,i don’t really mind getting kicked out besides, it’s in the blood. :p but i don’t mean to be a brag.

anyways, so. about my week. grades are good. i’ve been talking to the girls in my class more often which should make your jaws fall out your face, mouth, body. and uhm, i’ve been taking really good candids of john paul, the official model for the big bus riders of mmch.:P

i think i actually enjoy riding the bus now.

and then today i went to stc. 🙂 fun

i’ve been blessed this week to. i’ve been able to make tons of poems and one that i like a lot. plus, mother bought me a devotional book that eacher tonetter will kindly wrap in plastic for me.

three cheers for casey too!it’s her birthday tom.! 7 and loving it, right?

++ i’m a god loving, satan slamming, christ worshipin, daughter of the king. which is why i am a princess ++

well, these past three days have been very odd, i have to admit but i wouldn’t want to change any of em. 🙂

my parents have to been gone all week cuz they went to manila for multiple reason. now they’re kickin and so am i.

last wednesday:

omg. i turned deaf that day! since we’ve been having early dismisal for the whole week in preparation for today [3rd and LAST PTC.. parent teacher’s conference]. and like, since we got off at three, i decided to crash STC since i miss it like hell already! 😛 and believe me, missing it was worth it cuz i got big ol hugs from everyone there! and everyone was screaming, ISSAAAAA/ CHUAAAAA!! and the occassional, “nganu wa man ka ni ingon na mu anhi ka?!” or, “nganu karun raman ka ni balik? and for some reason people were compenting how i curled my hair. wth. where HAVE you people been?! i had them pirmed last september. :))

i caught up on some specific things i need to catch up on. laugh with me, kath.

don’t you just love it when people lie and you find out and they just go… “haha.”

i think i have a new passion. 😛

last thursday:
i broke my plans to go to stc to have band practice which was fun. cuz i had to go home and change. then jet’s driver disappeared with the car so, i had to take a taxi to go home and change, pick up my guitar and casset. so we ended up standing outside our practice space for pila ka seconds before we decided to walk to my house. plus, i didn’t know the way! good thing im have pshycic. spell it for me. lmao. and i was stupid that day cuz i kept saying the word things like, “nindot akong pick noh?!” and i meant my capo. or “akoi nalang kahai kanta nya ikaw mag guitar” while handing the microphone to jet and reaching for his guitar. wth! and mispronouncing record. my version, “ricord!”

but it was fun. we jammed. i’m excited forthe punk versions of songs. that’s cool. think we should do the punk version of everywhere? didn’t yellow card do that? or was that story of the year?

anyways, so we got home right? and i was uberly tired so i just lied down with kathya watching unwrapped. it was about soda’s. unya amung gi away si kristian cuz he was such a retarded ass hole and ima give him a piece of my mind whenever i see him! i swear to god, i think he’s gay!

so, while eating dinner, kevin texted and said they wanted to crash and omg! that’s what they did! DEGENERATES! it was kevin, jv and dylan! it was hellah fun cuz we ran out of cups cuz they came when everyone had finished dinner and yeah, no cups. so they used mugs and hm.. pinky’s out, children! 😀

and we just sat down or walked around talking and making noise the whole time. god. 🙂 i wished it would happen again…

friday:

and, poof! it did! they came back! this time, JV brought Gia with him. and it was cool. kathya wasn’t there though. sob. i had bad timing. i didn’t have load!

it was funn-er. cuz jv leaned on wet paint trying to get slick with gia! and worse, he painted hisself TWICE! gawd! and we were just random.

kevin put lax [things that make you shit] in jv’s water. but i unno. he noticed that the water tasted different but he didn’t take a crap or anything. i’m disappointed. amateur.

did that come out right!? 😛

grades much anyone?

fil. 89

eng 87

math 85

science 85

makabayan 89

ap 85

tle and comp. 88

mapeh 94

ep 87

new cuts, new i nspirations, a new goal but more like a wish, jealousy and yeah, overratedness.

i think that word’s getting overrated din. lmao

not much to say. just that .. i want comments. and i design prom dresses.

ok. today was the last day of school for the first week of class for the whole year. and funny, it seems like i’ve been there all break. lmao. aside from the occassional story telling with random people what the who’s and what’s of 05’s christmas, things are more or less the same. except the fact that me and kathya always sit at the upper right/left corner of the canteen near the window. usually the assholes of the first years [do i have to mention names?!] have been stealing the place. they DO  know that that place IS ours. i am going to do serious evil damage about that one. if i don’t, Kevin will do it for me. this will be his first REAL activity since i’ve passed my skills unto him. lmao.

anyways, teasing in the classroom is still very consistant in our class. they’re even pickin on ian even if he hasn’t gone back to school. they said he’s tan now. that was a complement, people. im case you didn’t know. lmao. anyways, i’ve brought my guitar to school twice in a row this week and thank, God it’s still in hawt condition. thankyouthankyouthankyou. i bought it stuff today, i had them screw a knob or whatevr on it, i bought a strap, a capo and picks. 🙂

i didn’t get to jog this week which was the result of my first bitch fit of the year. take note of that. january 3. thankyouverymuch. 🙂

as for the results of my p.t’s this is the first grading that i’ve failed more than two subjects. damnit. but, i’ve been there and done that. that’s why there are make up tests.damn mythology. i don’t have time for you!

we had awarding ceremony today. and once agian, i end up with nothing. just so you bitches know, this blog is in straight english.. i want something printed on onion paper for that! lmao. but anyways, i stole kevin’s award. [name count on that]

we had swimmin this week which was hot too. cuz i out swam all the guys. [5 people, i was the only girl. JV, don’t get any ideas! lmao.] [sab, what? swimming gyud ko?]

so yeah, now i’m hope. thinking about poop. lmao. started during bio. relevant man. so, give me a break. where does our poop go after we flush the toilet? i need answers. googlemuch, people?

so, i gotta bounce.im about to go chord crazy.

peace [xoxo]

ok. today was the last day of school for the first week of class for the whole year. and funny, it seems like i’ve been there all break. lmao. aside from the occassional story telling with random people what the who’s and what’s of 05’s christmas, things are more or less the same. except the fact that me and kathya always sit at the upper right/left corner of the canteen near the window. usually the assholes of the first years [do i have to mention names?!] have been stealing the place. they DO  know that that place IS ours. i am going to do serious evil damage about that one. if i don’t, Kevin will do it for me. this will be his first REAL activity since i’ve passed my skills unto him. lmao.

anyways, teasing in the classroom is still very consistant in our class. they’re even pickin on ian even if he hasn’t gone back to school. they said he’s tan now. that was a complement, people. im case you didn’t know. lmao. anyways, i’ve brought my guitar to school twice in a row this week and thank, God it’s still in hawt condition. thankyouthankyouthankyou. i bought it stuff today, i had them screw a knob or whatevr on it, i bought a strap, a capo and picks. 🙂

i didn’t get to jog this week which was the result of my first bitch fit of the year. take note of that. january 3. thankyouverymuch. 🙂

as for the results of my p.t’s this is the first grading that i’ve failed more than two subjects. damnit. but, i’ve been there and done that. that’s why there are make up tests.damn mythology. i don’t have time for you!

we had awarding ceremony today. and once agian, i end up with nothing. just so you bitches know, this blog is in straight english.. i want something printed on onion paper for that! lmao. but anyways, i stole kevin’s award. [name count on that]

we had swimmin this week which was hot too. cuz i out swam all the guys. [5 people, i was the only girl. JV, don’t get any ideas! lmao.] [sab, what? swimming gyud ko?]

so yeah, now i’m hope. thinking about poop. lmao. started during bio. relevant man. so, give me a break. where does our poop go after we flush the toilet? i need answers. googlemuch, people?

so, i gotta bounce.im about to go chord crazy.

peace [xoxo]

SHIT. THAT was long. i dare you to read it then summarize

ok. so, i am on a quest to make the longest blog ever. err.. maybe just enough to beat MY other blogs. my life ain’t that interesting. but, before i start all the excessive nagging.. well, that’s kinda like the ONLY thing i’ll be doing this whole morning i think i’ll start this blogring just like every other one i’ve made.

ok, so it’s a new year. sorry people but. big deal. i mean, every year, everyone makes resolutions that hardly ever come true. i mean, i used to but this year, i decided that i would stop fooling myself and just GET REAL. see, i’m random like that. who knows maybe tomorrow i’ll change my mind and start jotting on a piece of paper the things i’d like to change about myself. note: LIKE. i never said WILL change. there’s a big difference. get a clue <- that’s my new line. and i know it’s original cuz i stole it from this movie. “get a clue” so yeah, just get a clue. [damn, that sounds soo fetch] as i was saying, there were times when i used to like new years eve. there was something so magical about the firworks and everything. but i guess it all changed when mom would shout at me all the time. claim that there’s something wrong with me or you know.. just be the bossy her. getting her way [fyi: that’s my role in this family] but you know what? i think i cried again this new year. like i always do. and i was really quiet. i don’t know why. i think i was upset cuz i had no one to talk to. i mean, im the only teenager in the family so i had a mood swing. i couldn’t tell my mom though cuz she would drag me along with her. but not telling her probably made her pissed to. so one way or the other, i know i screwed new years eve for this filipino family… again. good job, issa. but you know what? i partially blame them. cuz every new years eve there’s only one thing i look forward to. it’s soo weird though. i mean, i always anticipate going to mass. not cuz i’m so religious though. god, i;m sorry. plus plus, im not even catholic. well, technically, i am but whatever. i guess one of the reasons why i like mass is cuz angie is there. and i get to hang out with her. especially cuz we were kinda in the same click and it’s soo fun cuz it’s just me, her and sometimes chastine and we just make soo much noise there! like, we’d have soo much fun catching up on things and making fun of people there. plus, i think that the reason why i enjoy it soo much is cuz i hardly hang out with her anymore. like, holidays are the only times i hung out with her… since idk. but i know that it’s been happenin for a while. so anyways, i bet youve figured why i was pissed. well, that’s not just it. first, angie couldn’t go cuz her relatives from australia arrived. yeah, we shared the same emotions about that one. they didn’t have fireworks this year too. i pity them. but i know how it feels. remember people, last year all we had we’re pop pop’s.lmao. plus, it kinda didn’t matter if angie was there, i just wanted to show up since it’s like tradition for me. plus, if i go to mass it’s like, it sets the whole occassion of new year for me. plus, i see people. but soo much for traditions. cuz while everyone was out “massifying” themselves… i was unconsiously watching unfabulous waiting for my grandma to call us to go to mass. damn it. sometimes i hate my life.

so, i wasn’t perked up or anything. like, i was soo unaware that it was already time to blow up the fireworks and shit. i wasn’t even in the mood to send out my holiday greetings much more celebrate it.

i think the only times i smiled were when i did my little butt dance for miguel and franco. [baby cuzinz] lmao. those babiez crack me up. i love them.

but i do remember smiling when papa faked something on me. then my ego popped back in and i kicked him. i dunno. this year was quite empty for me. speaking of remembering, i can’t remember one single new year. and yeah, i didn’t even get drunk!! fuck. i think i rem. walking around. well, ambot. i rem. a bit. just a tiny bit. lmao.

there were a lot more fireworks than usual tonight though. my mom says it might be good year. a good year for who exactly? as for me. i have no idea on who i’m going to be this year. cuz as long as i’m surrounded by montessorians.. i’d rather just stay as random as i am. that way, they can’t follow the trend. OF COURSE EXCLUDING SOME BUT A VERY MINIMAL AMOUNT OF PEOPLE WHOM I SHALL NOT MENTION BECAUSE PRIDE IS NOT A GOOD VIRTUE. you know who you are. :p

which is why… i shall be stripped. from everything.

strip me from my insecurities:

probably one of my greatest insecurities and i can’t believe i’m actually admitting it is that… i don’t have a barkada anymore. i mean, don’t get me wrong or anything but kathya’s great.she’s the best. but i guess i just miss the thrill of it all. i guess, i miss the pressure. the big groups. more laughs and maybe just the company. i think i’ve been a free spirit for quite sometime now. and if i could, i would like to settle in a group of my own. not a group i’m forced to stay in but one where i think i really belong in.

but if you think about it,if it were to be based at school. kathya’s really the only person i need. so im kindda like the luckiest person there and she kinda iz too. admit it, kath! we’ve both realized this one hundred times, maybe more. :o) and for the record. i am not a lezboe. wth. there are more prone to be lezbo couples at school. class dun play like that.

maybe my next is being physically less fortunate. hey, i don’t think i’m ugly i just don’t think i’m pretty either. my mom says it is. sometimes it makes me feel good but then again, that IS her job. lmao. so much about that… i could always go for surgery.

stripped from hell:

ok. this is when i start to talk about MMCH the place i hate more than hell. no.. i hate hell the most. it’s just a bad place. anyways, my point is… at first it was ok. then it was bad, then it was ok now i just wish i had nothing to do with it. the main reason why i hate this year is cuz of that dump.i admit, it wasn’t always sucha dump but… it still isn’t home to me. i miss stc soo bad.

i don’t know why. i mean, i hated my first year. but i was always excited to go to school. maybe cuz i had tons of friends. i loved it there. sometimes i wish i could go back. then again, sometimes i think leaving was the best decision. but whatever. im stuck there anyways. 3 more years isn’t much right? we’ll see.

stripped from the opposite sex:

i am soo over you… that’s all i have to say.

stripped from friends:

ok, first of all. i can deal with the one’s on this island. but those who ain’t. gravity’s gonna grab you by the ass and pull you right back to the ground. i love you all to death.but please. you we’re just like us. you still are.. and you better remember. pfft. gangstah talk. i think i love it.

stripped from alvin:

he’s not family anymore as far as i’m concerned. i mean, he’s soo pathetic. like, he thinks he can even lay his fingers on me. he has another thing coming to him. i swear, he’s like a dinosaur. extinct and ain’t ever coming back. thank you for the asteroid. yep. one just hit him and it had my name written all over it.

basta.. strip me from everything. except my clothes. you can steal the old ones if you want. i’m through with those. lmao.

so, here are the few things that i’ll never but just might forget about this year

january –

wow. that was the bomb. sinulog was great. i rem. lunch with chubel. that was fun. i think the start of the year up to now basically has chub written all over it. what can i say? her quirkyness has grown on me. sometimes pulls away but.. i love her.

i don’t think i’ll ever forget watching mymp and kitchie nadal wih angie. i met ice surge. he was in black. he was also in black the second time i saw him. costume change for thought??

i rem. walking in the streets. bayot. chub. angie. lotz of peope whom i so truly love. i think sinulog reminds me of why i’m a teenager and what im supposed to do.. PARTII. :p

february-

god.. i think i hated this month. i think around this time things got bad for me. i thought i could just run away from everything. i can’t believe i ran all the way to talamban. goddamnit. WHY!?!?!?! but it was cool cuz it was the love month and i got my very first gift. thank you, Pao. i’m sorry it didn’t work though. i think we’re just VERY different. well, maybe that ain’t true. compatible, eh? 🙂

march –

the month that i unno. din’t mean much. but, iknow that leaving made me miss you. that’s good, r0ight?!?!

april-

tennis. leigh. sigh. im over you, dork.

may-

tennis. i almost won that one. lmao. kathleen ponche. nah. i call it “lucky”. what do you call it!? and yeah, i went to bohol . that was def. f u n. fun fun fun. 😀

plus, who could forget ina’z party?? coolaz.

june-

ooh. the beach party. 😀 my first time ina bikini. that was weird. but soo awesome!

and then school. damnit.

july-

i rem. singing for nutrition month. damn hale.

august-

sports clinic? was that it? we lost. good god.

september-

what happened in september? oooh. ok, let’s not rem. that one.

october-

i ended whatever you wanna call it. thank, god. i think i almost killed myself. parasites.

but.. happy birthday to me. 😀

november-

intrams. KISS MY ASS!!!

december-

uhm… yeah. i don’t rem. much.

and i haven’t visited stc for quite some time na.

i think i have a new hobby. bitting people. yeah, definitely. and i reached 500 on friendster. i got an ipod. i had my room painted. i got a bunk bed. lots of new things. a guitar. a new phone courtesy of donnie. my own band. friends. memories. well, i know this year sucked cuz i feel like shit but.. i unno. i think.. i liked it. JUST A BIT!!

don’t feel it. so, now i’m wondering who i’ll be next year. think i’ll be more religious? i unno. but, i haven’t had any big fights at school. i miss it though. lmao. so, who knows? i might actualy get overmy pms.

why am i soo bright and happy all of a sudden? gawd. i wanna huggy wuggy my mommy right now.

oh my…

bounce. ❤

b y e 005.

-lil eeessuh-

-chuazzz-

-tootsie roll-

whatever.

-issachua ;p

GET A CLUE.

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hey,

well, these past few days have been something. first: i’m finally out of the pastor’s house so things are more peaceful. i can finally lie down in MY bed and stay up for as long as i want surfing the net. plus factor: i love the smell of paint. fyi: our house is white now!! cream was nice. but white is white. lmao

and the highlight of this holiday was sleeping at kathya’s place. that was just precious. we stayed up until 3 but i know kathya stayed up longer. i fell asleep on her for the second time. god damnit. lmao. and before that, we went to Sm with her family. me, kathya and kristos played racing. Kathya is such a cheater. i knew she was trying to get back at me for beating her at MONOPOLY her FAVORITE board game. eat that. ;p see.. i told you buying all the rail roads would help. ;p we had a dvd marathon. kill bill was too graphic for my likes so we watched another movie. i don’t remember which. and then we both cried to the notebook. but the best one was 40 year old virgin. passion of the christ was boring. no offense to mel gibson, he is my grand father and all. lmao. and i fell asleep watching view from the top. i stil wanna wwatch it though, rats.

yesterday, me and alvin had a big ol fight. must not repeat it. comment me if you wanna know though. 😛

today: my eyes are still sore from crying. comment me twice if you wanna know why.

x0xo

+ i call this holiday the holdiay of hatred ++

hey,

well, these past few days have been something. first: i’m finally out of the pastor’s house so things are more peaceful. i can finally lie down in MY bed and stay up for as long as i want surfing the net. plus factor: i love the smell of paint. fyi: our house is white now!! cream was nice. but white is white. lmao

and the highlight of this holiday was sleeping at kathya’s place. that was just precious. we stayed up until 3 but i know kathya stayed up longer. i fell asleep on her for the second time. god damnit. lmao. and before that, we went to Sm with her family. me, kathya and kristos played racing. Kathya is such a cheater. i knew she was trying to get back at me for beating her at MONOPOLY her FAVORITE board game. eat that. ;p see.. i told you buying all the rail roads would help. ;p we had a dvd marathon. kill bill was too graphic for my likes so we watched another movie. i don’t remember which. and then we both cried to the notebook. but the best one was 40 year old virgin. passion of the christ was boring. no offense to mel gibson, he is my grand father and all. lmao. and i fell asleep watching view from the top. i stil wanna wwatch it though, rats.

yesterday, me and alvin had a big ol fight. must not repeat it. comment me if you wanna know though. 😛

today: my eyes are still sore from crying. comment me twice if you wanna know why.

x0xo

+ i call this holiday the holdiay of hatred ++