The days that turned my life into something i can’t define

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hey, well, this week has been something. definitely more than a roller coaster ride. it was like having sex for the first time with someone who’s completely bad at it. šŸ˜› lol. not that i’d know or anything but, beats that roller coaster crap šŸ˜›

anyways, so about these past weeks. i think you kind of got the picture from all those countless emo entries about how life is a living hell, yaddi yadda ya.. i don’t know what got into my head by posting all those on the WORLD WIDE WEB. maybe i wasn’t thinking. lol

well, i won’t share my story cuz i don’t think it’s worth sharring to a bunch of people who’ll just think i’m as emo as the next guy. not that i care or anything but, it’s personal stuff. just stuff i don’t mind crying and ranting about. lol.

but rjust for the fact of ranting.

yeah, i am fed up. fed up of feeling these things. [see, it’s keeping me from having a guy. lol. jp] i’m fed up of saying one thing and him thinking i meant another. i’m tired of crying and people thinking i need help. well, at times i wouldn’t mind the help and some results, if you must but aside from all that,i’m tired of their drama and thinking that i might kill myself one day. whatever, bitches.

i’m close to fine


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for some reason.. i’ve lost all hope all happiness and content.


there;s something terribly mising and if i gve all that left of me. which i haven’t done completely before,  how would i? what would become of me?


i dont wanna be lost anymore

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ok, so aside from this school week being totally useless as always, things have been up and things, as always have been going down.3 more weeks till summer.. i can take that, right? right. besides, all we had to do was watch movies [a walk to remember and d anoders. crappy, senseless movie, i tell you] and do groupiez and shit. groupies.. i said that this week. de ja vou.


aside from that, last thursday was campaign day. i know i promised never to render my lousy leadership to anyone anymore for as long as i’m alive but.. it’s not like i can help it. it’s gut, you know? lol. plus, our party’s aiight. i like the people.so that day, the COURAGE party and the ACTS party went to Gorordo first. btw, COURAGE, that’s us, stands for Confident Outragous United Righteous? Advocates who are Groovy and Extra-ordinary. tamae. josh. michelle. jet. me. tara. kathya. giovie. kristina. king. myka. and the opposing team, ACTS. Alliance [remind me of the church.. i think i was baptised there. what was it? alliance of two hearts? blah] of Commited and Trustworthy Students. anne. joan. akki. lalaine. cassey. lawrence. girlie. ken. fil. i do not remember the rest.. but i don’t give a fuck.


anyways, you’d think that there wouldn’t be any competition, slitting of necks and wanting to fucking crush those bitches into pieces considering it is a tiny school and it’s completely hopeless anyways… you we’re seriously wrong.i’ll get to the drama and intimate details and bitchy thoughts in a second… wait!so, yeah. we went to classroom to classroom trying to convince these children to vote for us cuz we want to make their next school year a better one for them and blah blah. i mean, it’s not like i don’t .. but, with mmch.. i bet those ego sulcking villamors are just gonna suck the fun out of everything like ALWAYS. but to hell with them, one day i’ll be rich and buy the lot. scratch that, one day i’ll build my own school. and i’ll take all their students and make those freaks crawl on glass for my remorse. haha. what a dream.


so here’s the part i know you’re hyped up about:


so, yeah. the drama of politics. haha. so. yeah. this BITCHES [yes honey’s, there are alot of you. and  if you MUST know, you ARE a bunch of fuggly skanks and I don’t like you’ze but that shouldn’t bother you much.. my ego would bite.. but i’ll bitch at you, that’s ONE thing] were all up in our parties faces and we’re feeling themselves too much. i mean, who the hell did you think you were sons?! being like that and everything. i pity you. sos, freshmen. i had a reason why i never liked you. and the other one.. with the hair. shave it off and get a fucking life before i go to the mall and bust a whole lot of money which, i don’t have just to buy one for you. [i’m pissed, forgive me, then leave and play with your imaginary friedns. rrrr.] argh. whatver. im through.


moving on….


my day was good. me and papa watched “rumore has it” it was a veery cute movie. got boring in the middle but the world’s too overrate for that too.


uno dos tres kwatro kwatro singko singko sies.


the world needs wannabe’s… do that freaky thang


and p.s. rodney’s going to prom with kristian. blink blink.hurl!