issa – the wedding singer – not

saying what the freak sounds soo cool. i think i like it now


anyways, im back at the granny’s house again. ever since i got here, i’ve been online and that not a bad thing,  in case you were wondering.  i’m actually glad to be here for the first time in sucha loong loong time. lol. ever since i don’t know when, i’ve been deprived of using the pc at home. unless casey’s online and i get to sneak a few seconds on it. god, don’t you think there should be an age limit for when you can officially  start invading the pc? hai nako. i swear. next thing you know, she’ll have her own xanga. this is trouble. invasion of public privacy much. lol. ok, you don’t have to understand that one. lol


anyways,  hence, the title, i’m here so i can go straight to the make up place tomorrow. i secretly want them to shape my eyebrows like they did during prom. lol. so, i guess it isn’t much of a secret anymore now, is it. lol  but yeah, for no good reason. haha. and i liked the way the shaped it last time. why am i talking about this? lol. superficial much?!


and yeah. i’m singing tomorrow. and i haven’t memorized the lyrics to the songs either. oh my. haha.


and oh yeah, im joinning a swimming competition on the 3rd. im scared though and i don’t think i wanna train anymore. i’m too lazy to. plus,i made plans. cooking on the 24th. guitar on the monday after that and baking again. and yeah, i kinda wanted to go to the beach with friends this thursday too. so, im kinda stuck but i can fit all those other stuff into trainning, right? i hope i can. i hope mom still says yes.


anyways, i’m watching zoey 101. this girl can sing. haha.


my days have been ok, iguess. i’e been doubtful here and there bur.. until further notice, i’, keeping it all to myself. not until i’m ready so yeah.


i want my own randy clein


issa

issa – the wedding singer – not

saying what the freak sounds soo cool. i think i like it now


anyways, im back at the granny’s house again. ever since i got here, i’ve been online and that not a bad thing,  in case you were wondering.  i’m actually glad to be here for the first time in sucha loong loong time. lol. ever since i don’t know when, i’ve been deprived of using the pc at home. unless casey’s online and i get to sneak a few seconds on it. god, don’t you think there should be an age limit for when you can officially  start invading the pc? hai nako. i swear. next thing you know, she’ll have her own xanga. this is trouble. invasion of public privacy much. lol. ok, you don’t have to understand that one. lol


anyways,  hence, the title, i’m here so i can go straight to the make up place tomorrow. i secretly want them to shape my eyebrows like they did during prom. lol. so, i guess it isn’t much of a secret anymore now, is it. lol  but yeah, for no good reason. haha. and i liked the way the shaped it last time. why am i talking about this? lol. superficial much?!


and yeah. i’m singing tomorrow. and i haven’t memorized the lyrics to the songs either. oh my. haha.


and oh yeah, im joinning a swimming competition on the 3rd. im scared though and i don’t think i wanna train anymore. i’m too lazy to. plus,i made plans. cooking on the 24th. guitar on the monday after that and baking again. and yeah, i kinda wanted to go to the beach with friends this thursday too. so, im kinda stuck but i can fit all those other stuff into trainning, right? i hope i can. i hope mom still says yes.


anyways, i’m watching zoey 101. this girl can sing. haha.


my days have been ok, iguess. i’e been doubtful here and there bur.. until further notice, i’, keeping it all to myself. not until i’m ready so yeah.


i want my own randy clein


issa

issa – the wedding singer – not

saying what the freak sounds soo cool. i think i like it now


anyways, im back at the granny’s house again. ever since i got here, i’ve been online and that not a bad thing,  in case you were wondering.  i’m actually glad to be here for the first time in sucha loong loong time. lol. ever since i don’t know when, i’ve been deprived of using the pc at home. unless casey’s online and i get to sneak a few seconds on it. god, don’t you think there should be an age limit for when you can officially  start invading the pc? hai nako. i swear. next thing you know, she’ll have her own xanga. this is trouble. invasion of public privacy much. lol. ok, you don’t have to understand that one. lol


anyways,  hence, the title, i’m here so i can go straight to the make up place tomorrow. i secretly want them to shape my eyebrows like they did during prom. lol. so, i guess it isn’t much of a secret anymore now, is it. lol  but yeah, for no good reason. haha. and i liked the way the shaped it last time. why am i talking about this? lol. superficial much?!


and yeah. i’m singing tomorrow. and i haven’t memorized the lyrics to the songs either. oh my. haha.


and oh yeah, im joinning a swimming competition on the 3rd. im scared though and i don’t think i wanna train anymore. i’m too lazy to. plus,i made plans. cooking on the 24th. guitar on the monday after that and baking again. and yeah, i kinda wanted to go to the beach with friends this thursday too. so, im kinda stuck but i can fit all those other stuff into trainning, right? i hope i can. i hope mom still says yes.


anyways, i’m watching zoey 101. this girl can sing. haha.


my days have been ok, iguess. i’e been doubtful here and there bur.. until further notice, i’, keeping it all to myself. not until i’m ready so yeah.


i want my own randy clein


issa

i call myself the drama queen of park vista townhomes

im back home now. yey! lol. i think it’s been hard for me to update nowadays basicalluy cuz i’m not home alot or cuz, there’s nothing to be emo about anymore or any of my usual teenage drama that entertained a lot of people. carl, i’m not sorry for bitching at you. you are a bad bad person. lol.

anyways, today was ok.i spent the night at the grandmother’s again. it sucked that they didn’t have aircon though. i woke up sweating like hell. pffft. and you said i could do it. eat that. lol. so, yeah,i woke up and ran straight to the pc again. their connection was ok too.unlike the crapy times way back then. nowi can actually do something on their pc. three claps for them. lol. then we went to the doctor place to pick up the xrya results. they were good. not cancer :c wtfreak. lol. and then, we went to ayala to meet up with kryste, jannice and michelle. i know i’m supposed to call them aunty or tita or something. lol. i don’t really want to though so, i guess i won’t. lol.it was ok. yeah. i espcially had fun talking with krystle. i see told me about some  of the shit she did back in highschool and it was soo cool. lol. makes me think. :))

and yeah, im back in the house doing nothing but sit in front of my pc and start being emo again, good god. lol, i wonder what color my mood ring turns when i’m emo. uhh.. showoff. lol.

anyways, i could rant and rant and rant if i wanted to but.. no. nothing can change anything at this point. sparks are flying and some’re getting hurt but that doesnt really matter right now and it never will and why the hell is da vinxi code r18. fucker.

lol

so, yeah. today. bits of yesterday. and.. tomorrow

there’s just something about this summer

hey. lol. im at the grandmother’s place right now. uh huh. it’s cuz the parents’re too busy tpp bring me to th doctor that i actually had to sleep over just so i could do this and that.. oh well, at least i get to go to ayala alot. i’ve been there 2 days staright and if i go with krystle [cousin/ aunt/ something] it’ll be 3 plus thursday, 4. nice, is. you’re the bomb. she knows. lol. these are the parts of summer me like. .ol. yeah, i went to ayala today with the bestfriend and the summer boys. lagz, vince, martin, paulo.lol. but we spent most of the time with the shrink and the love. lol. ambot nimo,issa.


guitar lessons have been ok, aside from a waste of my time. it’s nothing i cant handle. i’ve been through hell. it’s nothin new


night

nothing’s ever right

you heard me right, yeah, is anything, ever right anymore? now, now. i’m not gonna turn this thing into a sleeze feast and mope about tragic unfortunate events in the life of a teenage chub chocolate eater even though i have full authority to do so. di man ko emo bah.i’ve had the perfect past few days. perfect. sure, like that exsists. haha. shuttup, is. you whore

anyways, before the madness and self hate. well, i know i’ve been having the inability to update again. it’s a sickness, i’ve accepted that. lmao. but it’s ot my fault. i blame the internet. soo stupid. i thought i’ve been deprived of dsl, only to find out that the telephone wires got disconnected. isn’t that splendid? haha. yeah. so, as for the quote sending, i’ve been forced to make my quotes and send them instead, not like that’s a bad thing or anything. i don’t know why i even send quotes to these ungrateful people. are you as ungrateful as i think you are? are you? are you? lol.i’m playing. or am i?

it’s been raining. last night was wicked. it was scary.i thought i was gonna die.i really did. end of the world thing. it’s a phobia. i know, i know. but i love the rain. i do, i do. i just get overwhelmed by it, is all. lol

anyways, my days have been ok. i haven’t prepared for the wedding yet though and i still have to prepare for the recital. soo much to do, soo little time. lol. i know, i know.

i’m tired.
what the mother fucker, right? right

i’ve been a bad girl… lol

so i haven’t updated, shoot me. [oh, please do!]  lmao. well, the computer was busted and blah blah. i’m a lazy lazy girl. you can’t blame me for that. lmao. anyways, i’ll fill you in.. release the anger. release the anger. harhar.

anyways, so, i’ve been hanging out with anton, andrea, mickey, nina, patrick and matthew lately. yeah, good times. very good times. lmao. [im not using smiley’s today.] anyways, yeah. i’ve played in gullas, milo and sancase and won once. don’t ask me how many times i’ve lost… i won’t tell you, bitch. lol

today, i went to ayala with the same people. we watched m.i.3

tep

i’m not happy. do something about it. lmao.

she’s mad over a stupid something,
the shades she can’t afford
and
the world.

PLESE PIMP MY COMPUTER!! [desperate puupy dog eyes]

i absotutely hate the fact that my pc’s busted. because of the incident, i’ve been forced to get in touvh with the little people of out townhouse. even though i strictly encourage myself not to interact with other species outside our villa. lol

but anyways, desperate times lead to desperate measures. ooh, cliche.
so, yeah. usually while the pc’s busted, i just go out and do wallings
at the clubjouse. lol. and i thought i was going to be busy. wait, i am. so, yeah. that’s been my life for the past week. not really, i shall fill you in.

i joined this hullas tournament thing, not knowing that it was th
ebiggest tennis tournament in the whole visayas and mindanao. but when
i found out, i just didn’t mind. until now. see, i was just doing it for the

“experience”


oh, i’m smart. well, the right
term i used oh so often was “exposure”. lol. i’m not regretting it
though. lol. so yeah, i played against this chick, robie lou santos
from cagayan de oro who loves in quatar. god, if you’re playing
with  chick like that expect to loose. and i did just that. lol. o
have to admit i did look like a ditzy freak on that court. i kept
laughing the whole time. but yeah, i’d rather be a laughing ditzy freak that’ll loose than a reall serious one who sucks at tennis and still looses. anyways,
yeah. i did loose that match. 6-0; 6-1. very nice. and it came in the
newspaper too. i was in the wrong bracket [14 under instead of 16
under] and against the wrong person and the specific term they used to
describe my loss was “DUMPED”. common, people! was it really THAT bad??
the people say. “YES”. oh well. there will be others.

i’m playing against carla, the girl from bantayan that i dislike
tomorrow. haha. then that afternnon after i loose, i might watch the
nba vs pba game. and yeah. i hope i do good tomorrow. i don’t mind loosing. it’s something yoiu eventually get used to. haha.
so, yeah. i’m sleeping over at andrea’s place that night too. JUMP JUMP JUMP i’m soo excited! yey! lol

and yeah, i QUIT swimming! lol. i think i’m happy about that. i think it’s just not my thing. i’m concentrating on tennis from now on. yes, i am.

so, i’ll hear from you.

kev, i miss you. my phone’s soo dead now. come back