Valentines is for Dummies

February 14, 2007

the day of grieving

so yeah, it’s valentines or singles awareness day and well, i’m still in one piece but i’m honestly breaking apart. the only thing good about today is that i got a rose from kevin and kissables which was totally unexpected. haha. that made my day, kev. thanks!

well, not even teachers day could rmake me run away from valentines day. i guess, valentines isn’t for me

unexpectant

february 13, 2007


we’re changing for the fun of it
you’re changing because you know i want you to
and i’m changing because i know i have to

in a few hours, it’ll be valentines day and well, i’m not expecting anything. not even anything from Francis. because although hearts, hugs and kisses make me melt, it’s a little too expected. di bitaw. yeah, let me be selfish. i wanna the prettiest buoquet there is. i wanna be spoiled for once and yeah, i guess i want what every other girl wants on valentines day. and even though i don’t understand what power flowers have [which btw, i want to have in the future], honestly, i guess i just don’t wanna be one of the girls who isn’t going to get anything on valentines day and according to my statistics, that’s exactly what’s going to happen.

but valentines day will not be valentines for me. it’ll be single awareness day. haha. so that i won’t feel so bad about not having a valentine on that day. lol

but yeah, i like expecting the worst so that it won’t happen. HAHA. but that’s just ME


you’re making it hard to breathe

Lady Issa

Lady Tamae
bestows the gift of hrt
sugar- coated personality
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February
at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Ma. Anjela Ann
bestows the gift of her
smiling face and chinky eyes
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Chantal Kate Mari
bestows the gift of her
insanity and test twist skills
upon
Lady Issa
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Vera
bestows the gift of her
volleyball skills
upon
Lady Jean Louis
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel


&& god hears my prayers in reverse.
or he hears what i want,
waits til i don’t want it
and then randomly gives it to me.

but today, today was something.

yeah, prom does live up to the hype.

koreans got drunk

i got tipsy

chab got caught

and someone scored!!!!

red, oh red, oh, red.
that girl does not know what she let go.

prom was ayt but afterparty was EVERYTHING!

i
want you to know that what we did was the realest thing i ever had. i don’t
think i’ve ever wanted anything else. i guess i just need time. i need to think
about us too if it’s not just because of the booze. yeah, like and love are soo
different but there’s a fine line between those things and i think it’s pretty obvious where you are. i hope you’re not
mad at me, franc. i hope you really do understand and most of all, i hope you
really did mean all those things you just said. you mean soo much to me and i
don’t think that i’m just going to be able to let you go or forget about you –
ever. good night and thanks for today. mwaah

you’re making it hard to breathe

Lady Issa

Lady Tamae
bestows the gift of hrt
sugar- coated personality
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February
at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Ma. Anjela Ann
bestows the gift of her
smiling face and chinky eyes
upon
Lady Jean Louise
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Chantal Kate Mari
bestows the gift of her
insanity and test twist skills
upon
Lady Issa
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel

Lady Vera
bestows the gift of her
volleyball skills
upon
Lady Jean Louis
on Saturday, the 10th of February

at Montebello Garden Hotel


&& god hears my prayers in reverse.
or he hears what i want,
waits til i don’t want it
and then randomly gives it to me.

but today, today was something.

yeah, prom does live up to the hype.

koreans got drunk

i got tipsy

chab got caught

and someone scored!!!!

red, oh red, oh, red.
that girl does not know what she let go.

prom was ayt but afterparty was EVERYTHING!

i
want you to know that what we did was the realest thing i ever had. i don’t
think i’ve ever wanted anything else. i guess i just need time. i need to think
about us too if it’s not just because of the booze. yeah, like and love are soo
different but there’s a fine line between those things and i think it’s pretty obvious where you are. i hope you’re not
mad at me, franc. i hope you really do understand and most of all, i hope you
really did mean all those things you just said. you mean soo much to me and i
don’t think that i’m just going to be able to let you go or forget about you –
ever. good night and thanks for today. mwaah

no dancing for me tonight

fuck. today is prom and i know for sure that i’m not going to be the wild party girl i soo love to be.

why?

because my CEO date doesn’t dance and he’s as dull as hell. sorry, franc, i like you as a friend and all but god, you bore me.

i’m not excited, i’m just.. lax. lol. have tonsa shit to finish up. hollah

i am amazing

aside from my life being competey boring and yes, issa chua, broke.

broke down, that is.

yeah, i guess keeping it in for soo long got the best of me.

and today i learned the importance of thinking about what i ask for because.. i always get it.

and it’s not always pretty 😦

ancient history

today was fairly unpredictable which was a good reminder of why I DON’T MAKE PLANS ANYMORE.  haha.

the whole ride to school was agrivating. jan paul and patrick kept teasing me and telling me that hotdogs and chicken nuggets which is soo not true! lol. thank god i didn’t buy anything. [i eat hotdogs for breakfast]

then we had tests in the morning. suprisingly,i got a 24/25 in civics and i didn’t even cheat. being a bitch does kinda improve you. lol. in one way or another.

i remember being completely hot headed today too. i swear i wanted to bitch slap neil for being soo fucking gay. i would punch him if i didn’t care about people hating me. i mean, school is hell enough.

so yeah, then i heard anne gets to give the prophecy for the js prom which was a downer. mornings are not my friends.

around lunch time i was depressed. school was soo boring and i hated being alone. i kinda missed kathya and well, i just missed knowing i had a friend. but there’s nothing i can do about that so, yeah.

hen we had dance practice the whole afternoon.

and.. i’m tired.

ancient history

today was fairly unpredictable which was a good reminder of why I DON’T MAKE PLANS ANYMORE.  haha.

the whole ride to school was agrivating. jan paul and patrick kept teasing me and telling me that hotdogs and chicken nuggets which is soo not true! lol. thank god i didn’t buy anything. [i eat hotdogs for breakfast]

then we had tests in the morning. suprisingly,i got a 24/25 in civics and i didn’t even cheat. being a bitch does kinda improve you. lol. in one way or another.

i remember being completely hot headed today too. i swear i wanted to bitch slap neil for being soo fucking gay. i would punch him if i didn’t care about people hating me. i mean, school is hell enough.

so yeah, then i heard anne gets to give the prophecy for the js prom which was a downer. mornings are not my friends.

around lunch time i was depressed. school was soo boring and i hated being alone. i kinda missed kathya and well, i just missed knowing i had a friend. but there’s nothing i can do about that so, yeah.

hen we had dance practice the whole afternoon.

and.. i’m tired.