MERRY CHRISTMAS, BABY! i know i’ve been saying this to you the whole day but i can’t help it. you made my christmas this year extra merry and extra christmassy. it really is better to celebrate holidays with the people you love. and in my case, i got to spend it with you so, i rest my case. hahaha.

    anyways, idk, i just felt like going PDA on you tonight since i haven’t been giving you good reasons to read my blog. i’ve been on hiatus mood, babe noh? guess i just didn’t want everyone to think i was soo giddy and whipped na. but who am i to try and deny it? i am whipped and i guess i can’t undo that anymore. lol.

    thanks for spending the whole day with me and my family. that really means a lot to me. i know my family is getting really attached to you na gyud and i just can’t imagine a day that you’ll just disappear from us na gyud. it would be like a death in the family and i’m just never going to get over that. so don’t leave me, ok? i like how things are right now. and i just hope that things get better for us. :]

    and one more thing. thanks for liking the gift i got you. guess everyone does unbelievable things when they’re inlove, right? haha. don’t worry, love. next time i’ll get you a spankin’ car, just like you’ve always wanted. hehe.

    i love you soo much, bik. and i’m just starting to realize how much you REALLY REALLY love me, too. not that i never knew that you loved me gyud ha? but like, now, it’s just really showing na gyud! i esp. loved how gi introduce na gyud ko nimo as your “uyab” and how your family knows about us na gyud. finally. and how it just feels so nice having you around me all the time. i know it’s a selfish thing to say but thank you for putting me above everyone else, babe. is this wrong? idk. but i like it. haha.

    baby, i’m sleepy na. i’ll go ahead. night.

idk. i guess this year, the gifts just don’t really matter much to me. i mean, yeah, it’s really nice to have them but even without gifts, i’d be fine. i guess i’m just contented with the fact that james likes the jacket i gave him. at least i made him happy this year. that’s something big to me.

oh yeah, merry christmas, guys!

yep. it’s the 25th now and i don’t think i’ve had a christmas as good as this one.

the kids woke up at around 9 to opeen presents from santa claus. i got sandals from charles and keith. yey me!! lmao. i know it’s lame that i still get gifts from santa claus but one gift more never hurt anybody, right?

then i went to sleep after. haha.

then at like 3, everyone went to ayala to have gifts changed. james caught up.

blahblahblah.

me, mommy, lola, tita tina, james and papa watched this stupid movie at country mall. shake rattle and roll 3. ag brown out pjud in between the movie. that was srupid. hhahaha

then ate at la tegola and now i’m home. :]

wait james. don’t worry.

bayot’s home and it’s just been crazy. there’s been an equal amount of laughs, tears, drama, love and whatever shit you wanna add into that. haha.

i love the fact that i’ve been out every night with james and friends. it’s just really awesome. thursday night, i was a eduardo, james’s friends house, it was martins birthday party and yeah, drinking napud. it was fun. i wasn’t drunk though but i wasn’t completely sober either. haha. it was fun especially cuz i got to see other people dunk. paulo’s the funniest, by far. haha.

then the next day, friday, was the last day of school [christmas partaaay], the church concert, dinner with my papa’s friends and then pod5 with friends. alyssa, ayana and whoelse were drunk. i got to steal 2 bags of skittles. it was fun hanging out with them after such a long time.

friday was the most tiring day so far since christmas break started. but it was so totally worth it. me, james and his sister went christmas gift shopping and i walked with james and his family to the car after the church concert. we made a lot of progress that day. i’m glad. lol.

saturday. oh god, saturday. haha. we had a drinking party at home in celebration of bayot’s arrival. it was so fun. but of course, there was drama. i mean, how can you have a complete saturday night without it? lol. it was expected, it came but the night ended quite beautifully. especically cuz i didn’t pay for the booze. father paid for it. haha.

sunday. woah, sunday. hahaha. james’s mom’s bday. had dinner at their place. that was scary but we moved a step forward and god, i love that boy. soo fucking much.

❤

monday. 24th. the whole day was pretty much dull. then james came over before noche buena to drop the christmas ham he got for my family and he suprisingly got a gift from my parents, too. hahaha.

i gave him my gift and yey. he likes it. :]

noche buena was fun. it was nice. i got a number of gifts, too. i don’t have a favorite one though. i’m waiting for my shoes from james 😀 hahaha.

next blog

nothing can beat my day.

well, then again, i exagerate.

i’m too ashamed to tell anyone but i’m feeling very bratty tonight. it’s a friday but i’m not with James. i’m home, making my accounting project cuz our workers had to stay overtime and lander wouldn’t let james come. and it’s early 9 but everyone’s gone. talk about over time. 😦

this means i’m only going to see him for 1 day in a whole week. at church. that just sucks ass. i need him for more than a few hours at church [which he might not even go to!] and it just can’t be at church.

i’m going to go through another withdrawal. i swear. i can FEEL IT!

i hate today for so many other pointless reasons, too. but right now, mostly because we cannot stop fighting. perhaps it’s my PMS but he just said that i have a bad attitude. i know he meant it. <//3

i’m crying. 2nd day in a row.

i want to drown.