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Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.
Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up.


You’ve given me reasons to smile
and good times to laugh about, but
most of all you’ve given me memories-
I could never forget.



In the end, some of your greatest pains

become your greatest strengths. 



 
i miss you, i really miss you
all i wanna do is kiss you

will blog later. lazy
 

what kind of fuckery is this?

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i swear to god i want to shatter into a million tiny pieces. what’s wrong with today???

kevin said it has to do with yin yan or something but i we both know that isn’t true. if it was though i hope my mornings are fucked up everyday and my nights are awesome. i hate it when i have to go home and eventually go to sleep while everything’s fucked up. i prefer sleeping knowing that despite all the shit i’ve been going through i still have a reason to smile. or maybe i’m just gay.. yeah?

 
so ok, this is a product of boredom right here, biyatch.

i am bad at singing. sue me.

pardon the mustache, pardon the big glasses, pardon the bad singing. Pardon me, I love you.

i didn’t get to see justin today. i don’t know how i feel about that. pretty pissed bitaw. whatever.
i swear if you weren’t pretty i would loathe you. hahaha.

i secretly hate keenan samsuya’s gay brother now because cuz of him, he now has the best iPod in the world. and if his gay brother didn’t have an ipod, neither would he and if keenan didn’t have an ipod, i wouldn’t have heard the song forever and always which i just sang. and if i didn’t hear it, i wouldn’t be wasting my Logic classes listening to that one song. so now i hate his gay brother because it’s HIS fault why i am addicted to this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZetSrTahok 

Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I dont feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now youre halfway out the door
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasnt called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest?
Did you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now Im not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I dont anymore
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasnt called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
Did you mean it baby?
I dont think so
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasnt called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said
Forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
You didnt mean it baby
He said forever and always

 

every.single.word.

dear god, i hope i have a good day tomorrow because lately you’ve been giving me shit. šŸ˜¦

it’s been sooo hard </3 </3 </3


god made mud, god made dirt; god made boy so girls can flirt

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Remember those walls I built
Well baby they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace
You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

Woah…

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light
I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t forget
To pull me back to the ground again

enjoying every minute of it ā¤

god made mud, god made dirt; god made boy so girls can flirt

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Remember those walls I built
Well baby they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace
You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

Woah…

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light
I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t forget
To pull me back to the ground again

enjoying every minute of it ā¤

i jdlfhsdf you

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i guess the world’s a better place today. pacquiao won, i got an awesome new dress and i just had margaritta’s with my mom and aunt here at the mall.

last night was pretty good too and i’ll tell you why later. not now though. not in the mood. mwaaah

i jdlfhsdf you

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i guess the world’s a better place today. pacquiao won, i got an awesome new dress and i just had margaritta’s with my mom and aunt here at the mall.

last night was pretty good too and i’ll tell you why later. not now though. not in the mood. mwaaah

sherbet

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1. Grab your phone.
Got it. shoot.

2. What kind is your phone?
dude , i don’t know. haha.

4. Who’s the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Maika Jungcor

5. Who’s the last person you called?
Casey. cuz she had to open the gate for me last night.

6. Who was your last missed call from?
I don’t have any missed calls. šŸ˜¦

7. Who’s the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dale Bercede

8. Who’s speed dial 2?
Carlow Garcia. eh, i don’t even use speed dial. how’d that end up there?

9. Who’s the 3rd person who comes up under J?
JD Alferez

10. Who was your last received call from?
My momma

11. Who’s speed dial number 4?
Nina Madera. i have no idea…

12. What does your banner say?
Nokia?

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?:
36. i don’t like clutter in my inbox.

14. What do you have as your background?
Nothing. my phone isn’t even colored šŸ˜¦

15. Who’s speed dial number 1?
I don’t use this shit!

16. Who’s the 5th message from in your inbox?
Justin Geson šŸ™‚

17. Who’s the 1st person who comes up under B?
Baril Ferrandos

18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
0

19. Who was your last text message from?
my mom, man.

20. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox
mom, justin, donna, teptep, vi, king, alex, adrian, orlie, dexter, chucky, ciresse, kevin, james, xab, andrew

21. Who’s the 5th person under A?
Alex Solon

22. Who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
again, i don’t have any missed calls.

23. What does the 6th message in your Outbox say?
Pag change. Ang important kay naa ka diri – Justin

24. Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Adele Macquillan

25. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
.

Did you accept or deny your last friends request?
acceptedd i’m nice.

Was the last person you hugged a male or female?
male šŸ˜€

Do you have a pet fish?
noo fishes are boooring

Have you ever had an abortion?
no. but if i had to, i would.

If you could travel back in time, how far would you go?
i don’t think i would.

Are you wearing rings?
my fingers are too boney for rings

What did you last go see at the cinemas?
T2!

Are you doing well at school?
not as good as i would’ve wanted to..

Are you wearing trousers?
nope. i’m in the nude

Do you like guessing?
not at all

Have you ever seen the film Aristocats?
probably not.

Believe in God?
with all my heart

Do you read books often?
yess

Did your night suck?
it was amazing ā¤

Are you starting to realize anything?
yes. that life can only get better.

Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
no. i throw then when they’re empty

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30ish. i was waiting for Justin to get hme.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
it was a saturday. f course i was out.

Where were you at 10pm last nite?
mcdo, it park with khenji, chabel, grant and justin

When was the last time something bothered you?
yesterday when i found out that HE brought some chick to OUR dinner place.

Are diamonds a girls best friend?
maybe. pearls are mine

Do you straighten your hair?
yess

Do you wear clothes/ shoes/ jewelry that are uncomfortable?
  why would i even consider doing that?

Do you text message a lot?
i am a text addict!

Do you freak out if you miss your favourite show?
noo. they have reruns of it.

Last person you talked on the phone with?
grandmother

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
checked my phone

Do you get along with your parents?
yeah.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
yes, i do believe that.

What are your plans for tonight?
DRINK AT GUSTAVIAN, BABY!

Do you miss anyone?
yesss

Do you give out second chances too easily?
neberrr

What did you do yesterday?
hung out the whole dayy

When was the last time you talked to your number 2 on your top?
i don’t have a number two

Are you happy at the moment?
if you want me to be…

Why do you feel like that?
eh. i’m lazy

What are your plans for tomorrow?
school. šŸ˜¦

Do you know if anyone likes you?
yes but i don’t really believe it

Are you open with your feelings to people?
not as much as before. you get traumatized after those things

Have your parents ever smoked pot?
oh definitely.

Who did you text last?
Kevin.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i could stay in a relationship for forever if icould.

Are you an alcoholic?
not completely.

sherbet

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1. Grab your phone.
Got it. shoot.

2. What kind is your phone?
dude , i don’t know. haha.

4. Who’s the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Maika Jungcor

5. Who’s the last person you called?
Casey. cuz she had to open the gate for me last night.

6. Who was your last missed call from?
I don’t have any missed calls. šŸ˜¦

7. Who’s the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dale Bercede

8. Who’s speed dial 2?
Carlow Garcia. eh, i don’t even use speed dial. how’d that end up there?

9. Who’s the 3rd person who comes up under J?
JD Alferez

10. Who was your last received call from?
My momma

11. Who’s speed dial number 4?
Nina Madera. i have no idea…

12. What does your banner say?
Nokia?

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?:
36. i don’t like clutter in my inbox.

14. What do you have as your background?
Nothing. my phone isn’t even colored šŸ˜¦

15. Who’s speed dial number 1?
I don’t use this shit!

16. Who’s the 5th message from in your inbox?
Justin Geson šŸ™‚

17. Who’s the 1st person who comes up under B?
Baril Ferrandos

18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
0

19. Who was your last text message from?
my mom, man.

20. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox
mom, justin, donna, teptep, vi, king, alex, adrian, orlie, dexter, chucky, ciresse, kevin, james, xab, andrew

21. Who’s the 5th person under A?
Alex Solon

22. Who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
again, i don’t have any missed calls.

23. What does the 6th message in your Outbox say?
Pag change. Ang important kay naa ka diri – Justin

24. Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Adele Macquillan

25. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
.

Did you accept or deny your last friends request?
acceptedd i’m nice.

Was the last person you hugged a male or female?
male šŸ˜€

Do you have a pet fish?
noo fishes are boooring

Have you ever had an abortion?
no. but if i had to, i would.

If you could travel back in time, how far would you go?
i don’t think i would.

Are you wearing rings?
my fingers are too boney for rings

What did you last go see at the cinemas?
T2!

Are you doing well at school?
not as good as i would’ve wanted to..

Are you wearing trousers?
nope. i’m in the nude

Do you like guessing?
not at all

Have you ever seen the film Aristocats?
probably not.

Believe in God?
with all my heart

Do you read books often?
yess

Did your night suck?
it was amazing ā¤

Are you starting to realize anything?
yes. that life can only get better.

Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
no. i throw then when they’re empty

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30ish. i was waiting for Justin to get hme.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
it was a saturday. f course i was out.

Where were you at 10pm last nite?
mcdo, it park with khenji, chabel, grant and justin

When was the last time something bothered you?
yesterday when i found out that HE brought some chick to OUR dinner place.

Are diamonds a girls best friend?
maybe. pearls are mine

Do you straighten your hair?
yess

Do you wear clothes/ shoes/ jewelry that are uncomfortable?
  why would i even consider doing that?

Do you text message a lot?
i am a text addict!

Do you freak out if you miss your favourite show?
noo. they have reruns of it.

Last person you talked on the phone with?
grandmother

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
checked my phone

Do you get along with your parents?
yeah.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
yes, i do believe that.

What are your plans for tonight?
DRINK AT GUSTAVIAN, BABY!

Do you miss anyone?
yesss

Do you give out second chances too easily?
neberrr

What did you do yesterday?
hung out the whole dayy

When was the last time you talked to your number 2 on your top?
i don’t have a number two

Are you happy at the moment?
if you want me to be…

Why do you feel like that?
eh. i’m lazy

What are your plans for tomorrow?
school. šŸ˜¦

Do you know if anyone likes you?
yes but i don’t really believe it

Are you open with your feelings to people?
not as much as before. you get traumatized after those things

Have your parents ever smoked pot?
oh definitely.

Who did you text last?
Kevin.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i could stay in a relationship for forever if icould.

Are you an alcoholic?
not completely.

congratulations universe

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There’s two types of people in the world,
the givers and the takers,
and the givers always sleep better.

  

it’s funny how sometimes we think happiness is completely based on one person. it’s funny how i seem to think that my life is just a little bit brighter and a little big happier just because he came along and made me laugh and smile. and i said i didn’t wanna be saved. tss. pathetic.

i don’t mind everything that’s been happening. i take it all with a grain of salt. besides, i’m not loosing anything – yet. lol. i guess like right now, i’m just scared that i’d loose what i lost before. i’m scared that i won’t get to hang out with my friends, i’m scared that i won’t be able to talk to kevin anymore and josh, i’m scared that i’d be tied down and i just don’t wanna live that life anymore, you know?

aside from the things i have right now and i’m scared of loosing, i’m also scared that someone might not take me for who i am. i don’t see anything MAJORLY wrong with me though. i mean, i’m just a girl who loves her friends, her individuality, her freedom, her rights and most of all hugs šŸ™‚

blah. i don’t wanna think for the past.

i hate you, kev. last nalang ka and i will disown you as my best friend!

GO BACK TO SWISSTERLAND. hahahahahah. kidding šŸ˜€