DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT BOY DRAMA IS LIKE IN MY WORLD?!?!

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first and foremost, i love this picture. i look high on life.

my boyfriend!

if i were you,i would ask! haha
 

i have boy drama. amazingly so. ALL IN 24 HOURS.

boy 1: JEED [i’ll start with him because he is recent and because i thought i had something with this mo fo]
ok so i thought i liked jeed. i’ve had a crush on him for a while already and i found him super cute and fun to hang out with. [he’s the one in green from last saturdays pictures] then this week, he doesn’t text me at all! so i’m like… ok whatever. no big deal. but yesterday he calls me up and says he pawned his phone cuz his friend needed it. and he has the nerve pa to get mad at me for hanging out with guys! but hello, i’m always around other guys! that’s just how it is. i AM one of the guys and he knows that. so we argue a little and blah2x.

tonight my phone keeps ringing and all his friends are asking ME where he is. the hell i know!!! the real story is, he sold his phone to buy weed. there.
I loathe him. and he promised he wouldn’t. not like i even believed it. but god, the nerve.

boy 2: STUPID GUY AT C24
so i’m at the bathroom of this convenience store right? i’m trying to unclog the sink because i clogged it with my puke [hehe] and this OLD FART comes up to me and says… “can i get your number?” and seeing as to how old he is and i don’t give out my number, i said no. politely. and he asks why, so i tell him why. i say, because you’re too old for me! and he says he’s 25. i say, “yeah, you wish.” and then he starts getting pushy and asks for my number. but i’m persistent when i say no and then this asshole suddenly says… “SO WHAT, I MAY BE OLD BUT I OWN 200,000 A MONTH!” and i got sooo annoyed and said, “THE HELL I CARE. THAT’S NOT EVEN HALF OF WHAT WE MAKE!” ugggh. i know that was soo bad like to even stoop down to his level but he was asking for it. and i was drunk. not an excuse šŸ˜

boy 3: JERICHO šŸ™‚
i mey him at the club last night, we danced, he got my nmber from his friend and now we’re texting. we go to the same school and he’s tagalog. he and my papa have the same province and he’s… cute. haha. nuff said.

boy 4: Rex
so rex aka eduard cullen. this guy who dressed up as a VAMPIRE during our 3 way party, texts me today and asks me out to a christmas day party. i said no because i don’t juggle guys. even if i’m not really seeing anyone right now. he’s also too old for me. and scary. he bit my neck during my party. šŸ˜

boy 5: ADRIAN LUA. as if you thought he was gone.
this boy chats with me again and starts his BASA MOVES. i just make small talk because i know he’s like that a lot. he likes to play with my emotions like that. so annoying.

but i’m only texting jericho now. a lot of fun to talk to, actually. not as fun as MATT though! wink wink

and i’m still pissed about jeed.

AND THEY KILLED BLAZE, MIGUELS CHICKEN. COULDNT EAT HIM. JUST COULDN’T

DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT BOY DRAMA IS LIKE IN MY WORLD?!?!

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first and foremost, i love this picture. i look high on life.

my boyfriend!

if i were you,i would ask! haha
 

i have boy drama. amazingly so. ALL IN 24 HOURS.

boy 1: JEED [i’ll start with him because he is recent and because i thought i had something with this mo fo]
ok so i thought i liked jeed. i’ve had a crush on him for a while already and i found him super cute and fun to hang out with. [he’s the one in green from last saturdays pictures] then this week, he doesn’t text me at all! so i’m like… ok whatever. no big deal. but yesterday he calls me up and says he pawned his phone cuz his friend needed it. and he has the nerve pa to get mad at me for hanging out with guys! but hello, i’m always around other guys! that’s just how it is. i AM one of the guys and he knows that. so we argue a little and blah2x.

tonight my phone keeps ringing and all his friends are asking ME where he is. the hell i know!!! the real story is, he sold his phone to buy weed. there.
I loathe him. and he promised he wouldn’t. not like i even believed it. but god, the nerve.

boy 2: STUPID GUY AT C24
so i’m at the bathroom of this convenience store right? i’m trying to unclog the sink because i clogged it with my puke [hehe] and this OLD FART comes up to me and says… “can i get your number?” and seeing as to how old he is and i don’t give out my number, i said no. politely. and he asks why, so i tell him why. i say, because you’re too old for me! and he says he’s 25. i say, “yeah, you wish.” and then he starts getting pushy and asks for my number. but i’m persistent when i say no and then this asshole suddenly says… “SO WHAT, I MAY BE OLD BUT I OWN 200,000 A MONTH!” and i got sooo annoyed and said, “THE HELL I CARE. THAT’S NOT EVEN HALF OF WHAT WE MAKE!” ugggh. i know that was soo bad like to even stoop down to his level but he was asking for it. and i was drunk. not an excuse šŸ˜

boy 3: JERICHO šŸ™‚
i mey him at the club last night, we danced, he got my nmber from his friend and now we’re texting. we go to the same school and he’s tagalog. he and my papa have the same province and he’s… cute. haha. nuff said.

boy 4: Rex
so rex aka eduard cullen. this guy who dressed up as a VAMPIRE during our 3 way party, texts me today and asks me out to a christmas day party. i said no because i don’t juggle guys. even if i’m not really seeing anyone right now. he’s also too old for me. and scary. he bit my neck during my party. šŸ˜

boy 5: ADRIAN LUA. as if you thought he was gone.
this boy chats with me again and starts his BASA MOVES. i just make small talk because i know he’s like that a lot. he likes to play with my emotions like that. so annoying.

but i’m only texting jericho now. a lot of fun to talk to, actually. not as fun as MATT though! wink wink

and i’m still pissed about jeed.

AND THEY KILLED BLAZE, MIGUELS CHICKEN. COULDNT EAT HIM. JUST COULDN’T

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Btw, i got caught smoking this week and it was the most embarrassing thing ever. i mean, i always knew it was wrong. i always knew that it would go against what they’ve told me not to do but for them to be disappointed was just a whole other story.

i always knew that they put me on a pedastole  [why can’t i spell this word?!] and i always thought that somehow, in some ways it had to do with the fact that i’m not their “real” daughter. that somehow, i had to do better because i had to prove that i belonged to be a part of this family- that they didn’t make a mistake by not leaving me with my dead beat dad. and for them to say that i disappointed them, i was kinda shocked and hurt. i mean, they have their points but, i AM a good daughter and i do everything for them but i guess smoking was just something i did for myself. It was something that i did for me because i’m practically killing myself with nursing which they literally demanded me to do. and despite knowing that with my heart condition and blah blah blah, i still smoked because it was MY escape from everything. when i didn’t want to talk about it, when i didn’t want to think about it, when i didn’t want to think about anything. it was something i did because i wanted to rebel. And i guess i wanted to rebel because it made me feel alive when most of the time i felt dead. i know, it’s lame. it really is but that’s just how i function. I’m better off not sucking on suicide sticks anyways. i’ve always known that.

Point is, because i don’t want to disappoint them, so i won’t smoke. even if it’s been killing me and if i have this cough that i get when i try NOT to smoke. and even if i’ve been depressed and withdrawing myself from everyone and everything. and it’s only been 4 days. you can kill me if you want. they smoke in hell, right?

btw. i like to draw but i am no good. šŸ˜

JUST drugs

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my mom keeps insisting that i’m on drugs because:
1. if i’ve lied about not smoking, i can be lying about doing drugs
2. because i’m always hungry and i am constantly eating but i hardly gain weight [which is a LIEEE!!]
3..because i had a nose bleed. AND ACCORDING TO MY RESEARCH:


In most cases the cause is unknown. The other causes of epistaxis are as follows: 

Localized infections- vestibulitis and sinusitis and dried mucus membranes in the nose.

Injury- repeated injury from picking the nose, blunt injury or fracture of the nose.

Narrowing of the arteries (arteriosclerosis)

High blood pressure.

Disorders causing tendency to bleed: Aplastic anemia; Leukemia;  Low platelet count;  Liver disease;  Hereditary blood disorders such as hemophilia;  and hereditary hemorrhagic telangiectasia.

4. because i ACT like i’m high. i wouldn’t know how someone high would act but i’m guessing SHE does hence, the comment.

and because of her persistency… i have considered actually taking drugs because i want to shut her up. hahaha.

NOT.

and it’s been day 2 of my not-to-smoke-for-3-years-until-i-have-a-job-and-can-buy-my-own-cigarettes plan. but i’m hoping i’ll grow out of it. not smoking forever sounds so… permanent and i don’t plan that far off in my life. i am a free spirtit. šŸ˜€

JUST drugs

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my mom keeps insisting that i’m on drugs because:
1. if i’ve lied about not smoking, i can be lying about doing drugs
2. because i’m always hungry and i am constantly eating but i hardly gain weight [which is a LIEEE!!]
3..because i had a nose bleed. AND ACCORDING TO MY RESEARCH:


In most cases the cause is unknown. The other causes of epistaxis are as follows: 

Localized infections- vestibulitis and sinusitis and dried mucus membranes in the nose.

Injury- repeated injury from picking the nose, blunt injury or fracture of the nose.

Narrowing of the arteries (arteriosclerosis)

High blood pressure.

Disorders causing tendency to bleed: Aplastic anemia; Leukemia;  Low platelet count;  Liver disease;  Hereditary blood disorders such as hemophilia;  and hereditary hemorrhagic telangiectasia.

4. because i ACT like i’m high. i wouldn’t know how someone high would act but i’m guessing SHE does hence, the comment.

and because of her persistency… i have considered actually taking drugs because i want to shut her up. hahaha.

NOT.

and it’s been day 2 of my not-to-smoke-for-3-years-until-i-have-a-job-and-can-buy-my-own-cigarettes plan. but i’m hoping i’ll grow out of it. not smoking forever sounds so… permanent and i don’t plan that far off in my life. i am a free spirtit. šŸ˜€