my 100 truths:

1. Real name: Jean Louise I. Chua- Perez
2. Nickname(s): issa, sushi, it-it, toots [as in puTOOOT]
3. Zodiac sign: scorpio. so i suggest you don’t piss me off.
4. Male or female: shemale.
5. Elementary: ST. THERESA’S COLLEGE!
6. High School: Maria Montessori International School
7. College: Cebu Doctors’ University/ Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising
8. Hair color: awesome. hahahaha. [i don’t know what my hair color is. i forgot]
9. Long or short: looong
10. Loud or Quiet: LOUD. and you know it ;]
11. Sweats or Jeans: sweats
12. Phone or Camera: camera, hands down.
13. Health freak: could care less
14. Drink or Smoke?: either/ or
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: maybeeeee.
16. Eat or Drink: eat oie. ang ang.
17. Piercings? : ears. and my belly. soon enough.
18. Tattoos: YES YES YES.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: uh huh
20. Been on a motorcycle: mm. but it scares the shit out of me. i want a vespa 😀
21. Been in a car accident: not YET
22. Been in a fist fight: yeaah, boy. i’m hardcore ;p

FIRSTS:

23. First piercing: one my ears like us regular people
24. First best friend: andrew martinez
25. First award: duude, i have no idea.
26. First crush: the red ranger ❤
28. First big vacation: states. erm.. 7 year vacation?

LASTS:

29. Last person you talked to: casey, my sister.
30. Last person you texted: justin geson 🙂
31. Last person you watched a movie with: byat. T2. cool kai mi.
32. Last food you ate: barbecued chicken
33. Last movie you watched: the Grudge. i am pathetic.
34. Last song you listened to: Feelings show – Colbie Calliat
35. Last thing you bought: googley eyes. hey, it was an impulse. i blame national bookstore.
36. Last person you held hands with: nina!!

FAVES:

37. Food: pizza, burgers, japanese, steaks, CANDY. if i could have things my way, i’d have candy every single day and i would die happy
38. Drinks: oh, you know what i like ;]
39. Clothing: tops, shorts, dresses. no pants, skirts and capris for me, please.
40. Books: the perks of being a wallflower, the curious case of the dog in the night, the shack, rachel’s tears, etc.
41. Music: varied.
42. Flower: i don’t like flowers. but i get bummed when i don’t get any on valentines 😥
44. Movies: never been kissed. FOREVER.
45. Positions: hmmmm.
46. Subjects: PE, Anatomy, Science [not chemistry though], Music, ahh sos. wala oie.

In 2008…

47. kissed in the snow: no.
48. celebrated Halloween:YES. YES. YES!!
49. had your heart broken: millions of times. over and over again 😦
50. went over the minutes on your cell phone: unli calls. what is. 😛
51. someone questioned your sexual orientation: oh man. wtf. i’m straight!
52. came out of the closet: hahahahaha. oo.
53. gotten pregnant: unsaun.
54. had an abortion: YES! haha. kidding 😀
55. done something you’ve regretted: nothing. i don’t live on regrets.
56. broke a promise: they are meant to be broken anyways.
57. hid a secret: yes.
58. pretended to be happy: ALL THE TIME.
59. met someone who changed your life: stayed with someone who changed my life.
60. pretended to be sick: YES
61. left the country: no.
62. tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it: oh yeah.
63. cried over the silliest thing: pirmiiii.
64. ran a mile: i don’t recall.
65. went to the beach with your best friend(s): YES!
66. stay single the whole year: no.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: nu uh.
68. Drinking: not that either.
69. I’m about to reply: miguel smells like cinammon.
70. Listening to: dogs barking. ugh.
71. Plans for today: talk to justin on the phone. 🙂
72. Waiting for: the sky to fall.

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids?: yes. i want a million kids!
74. Want to get married?: yes yes yes
75. Careers in mind: fashion designer!!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GIRL/BOY?

76. Lips or eyes: eyes.
77. Shorter or taller? doesn’t matter.
78. Romantic or spontaneous: SPONTANEOUSLY ROMANTIC. i wanna fall in love 😦
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms. i am a sucker for tight biceps.*droool*
80. Sensitive or loud: loud lang ako oie.
81. Hook-up or relationship: relationship. i hate hook ups.
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: trouble maker. money maker, anti home wrecker.

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts:YES!
84. Ran away from home: around… 4 times already.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense: never.
86. Killed somebody: hoped to
87. Broken someone’s heart: i refuse to answer.
88. Been arrested: wala PA
89. Cried when someone died: yeaaah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: yes, i do. i honestly do.
91. Miracles: no.
92. Love at first sight: no.
93. Heaven: of course.
94. Santa Claus: YESSSSSS!
95. Sex on the first date: only after marriage :]
96. Kiss on the first date: why not?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yess.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? no. not really.
99. Do you believe in God? with all my heart.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 15 people: no.

knock yourself out

my 100 truths:

1. Real name: Jean Louise I. Chua- Perez
2. Nickname(s): issa, sushi, it-it, toots [as in puTOOOT]
3. Zodiac sign: scorpio. so i suggest you don’t piss me off.
4. Male or female: shemale.
5. Elementary: ST. THERESA’S COLLEGE!
6. High School: Maria Montessori International School
7. College: Cebu Doctors’ University/ Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising
8. Hair color: awesome. hahahaha. [i don’t know what my hair color is. i forgot]
9. Long or short: looong
10. Loud or Quiet: LOUD. and you know it ;]
11. Sweats or Jeans: sweats
12. Phone or Camera: camera, hands down.
13. Health freak: could care less
14. Drink or Smoke?: either/ or
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: maybeeeee.
16. Eat or Drink: eat oie. ang ang.
17. Piercings? : ears. and my belly. soon enough.
18. Tattoos: YES YES YES.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: uh huh
20. Been on a motorcycle: mm. but it scares the shit out of me. i want a vespa 😀
21. Been in a car accident: not YET
22. Been in a fist fight: yeaah, boy. i’m hardcore ;p

FIRSTS:

23. First piercing: one my ears like us regular people
24. First best friend: andrew martinez
25. First award: duude, i have no idea.
26. First crush: the red ranger ❤
28. First big vacation: states. erm.. 7 year vacation?

LASTS:

29. Last person you talked to: casey, my sister.
30. Last person you texted: justin geson 🙂
31. Last person you watched a movie with: byat. T2. cool kai mi.
32. Last food you ate: barbecued chicken
33. Last movie you watched: the Grudge. i am pathetic.
34. Last song you listened to: Feelings show – Colbie Calliat
35. Last thing you bought: googley eyes. hey, it was an impulse. i blame national bookstore.
36. Last person you held hands with: nina!!

FAVES:

37. Food: pizza, burgers, japanese, steaks, CANDY. if i could have things my way, i’d have candy every single day and i would die happy
38. Drinks: oh, you know what i like ;]
39. Clothing: tops, shorts, dresses. no pants, skirts and capris for me, please.
40. Books: the perks of being a wallflower, the curious case of the dog in the night, the shack, rachel’s tears, etc.
41. Music: varied.
42. Flower: i don’t like flowers. but i get bummed when i don’t get any on valentines 😥
44. Movies: never been kissed. FOREVER.
45. Positions: hmmmm.
46. Subjects: PE, Anatomy, Science [not chemistry though], Music, ahh sos. wala oie.

In 2008…

47. kissed in the snow: no.
48. celebrated Halloween:YES. YES. YES!!
49. had your heart broken: millions of times. over and over again 😦
50. went over the minutes on your cell phone: unli calls. what is. 😛
51. someone questioned your sexual orientation: oh man. wtf. i’m straight!
52. came out of the closet: hahahahaha. oo.
53. gotten pregnant: unsaun.
54. had an abortion: YES! haha. kidding 😀
55. done something you’ve regretted: nothing. i don’t live on regrets.
56. broke a promise: they are meant to be broken anyways.
57. hid a secret: yes.
58. pretended to be happy: ALL THE TIME.
59. met someone who changed your life: stayed with someone who changed my life.
60. pretended to be sick: YES
61. left the country: no.
62. tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it: oh yeah.
63. cried over the silliest thing: pirmiiii.
64. ran a mile: i don’t recall.
65. went to the beach with your best friend(s): YES!
66. stay single the whole year: no.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: nu uh.
68. Drinking: not that either.
69. I’m about to reply: miguel smells like cinammon.
70. Listening to: dogs barking. ugh.
71. Plans for today: talk to justin on the phone. 🙂
72. Waiting for: the sky to fall.

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids?: yes. i want a million kids!
74. Want to get married?: yes yes yes
75. Careers in mind: fashion designer!!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GIRL/BOY?

76. Lips or eyes: eyes.
77. Shorter or taller? doesn’t matter.
78. Romantic or spontaneous: SPONTANEOUSLY ROMANTIC. i wanna fall in love 😦
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms. i am a sucker for tight biceps.*droool*
80. Sensitive or loud: loud lang ako oie.
81. Hook-up or relationship: relationship. i hate hook ups.
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: trouble maker. money maker, anti home wrecker.

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts:YES!
84. Ran away from home: around… 4 times already.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense: never.
86. Killed somebody: hoped to
87. Broken someone’s heart: i refuse to answer.
88. Been arrested: wala PA
89. Cried when someone died: yeaaah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: yes, i do. i honestly do.
91. Miracles: no.
92. Love at first sight: no.
93. Heaven: of course.
94. Santa Claus: YESSSSSS!
95. Sex on the first date: only after marriage :]
96. Kiss on the first date: why not?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yess.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? no. not really.
99. Do you believe in God? with all my heart.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 15 people: no.

knock yourself out

… so you stole my world, and now i’m just a phony

thanks for being my silver lining!

i’m blogging in the library right now. i have midterms at 1:30 and i have a big feeling i’m going to fail this test. haha. i hope i don’t though. i can’t stand to fail. but in fairness to me, i’ve been doing ok. not awesome, just ok. haha.

just thought id drop by and blog a little bit because i’m bored and blogging is so much better than studying:)

i’ll update later. chiao.

today wasn’t the BEST day but i guess it’s better than being dead. and i definitely thought i was going to get wasted today. but i didn’t. maybe that’s what’s wrong with my day. i knew i should’ve just went and gotten wasted. **sigh** 😦

today wasn’t the BEST day but i guess it’s better than being dead. and i definitely thought i was going to get wasted today. but i didn’t. maybe that’s what’s wrong with my day. i knew i should’ve just went and gotten wasted. **sigh** 😦

so i guess today was supposed to be our 2 year anniversary but it’s not anymore cuz we’re not even together.
i guess life’s really temporary like that, you know? one day you have everything and the next it feels like you have nothing at all. but i don’t feel like i lost everything, you know? i kinda feel like i gained much more.

lately my life has been generally good. like there’s school- i’m busy with that and then friends and yeah, that’s basically it.
i guess now i’m still trying to make up for what i lost and it feels nice not being tied down to anybody right now. but you know, you always want what you don’t have. 🙂

i heard it’s always good in the beginning and that you’ll be something wonderful, something i’d want to keep and something i would fight for. i heard that you were someone who’d take care of me and treat me good.