oh shit.. i keep sayin tha i’ll finsih my chika bout family day buh im soo damn layzeeh.. haha. buh wha – evah happened tha day, it whuz ¢¾magical¢¾


hahaiz.. everyone, meet my new big bro.. roy. roy, meet my big brother!!  haha.


thursday:


we didn’t have class but we all went to danao, me and my family tha iz. al we did there was eat, play billiards and watch tv. i didnt really swim but i did get bored.


Friday:


well, i couldn’t wait to go home cuz like, i had to goto paradise village and film our video for english.. its all about requitted love poems. aww man. i love it so damn much! haha.


i saw carlos alvarez!! shit. on second thought, he is h-o-t haha. im bored ya’ll.


chiao. 🙂

oh shit.. i keep sayin tha i’ll finsih my chika bout family day buh im soo damn layzeeh.. haha. buh wha – evah happened tha day, it whuz ¢¾magical¢¾


hahaiz.. everyone, meet my new big bro.. roy. roy, meet my big brother!!  haha.


thursday:


we didn’t have class but we all went to danao, me and my family tha iz. al we did there was eat, play billiards and watch tv. i didnt really swim but i did get bored.


Friday:


well, i couldn’t wait to go home cuz like, i had to goto paradise village and film our video for english.. its all about requitted love poems. aww man. i love it so damn much! haha.


i saw carlos alvarez!! shit. on second thought, he is h-o-t haha. im bored ya’ll.


chiao. 🙂

SuNdAy!

mAn heLL oF a dAy!  hAhaiZ! it wUz r faMiLy dAy aNd i hAd a ri gReaT tIme bUt naTuraLLy, mY fEeT hUrT aNd i hAd tO fiNd a pLacE tO pUt mAh bAg aNd aLL mAh gOodiEz. NaX. hAhaiZ.

anYwEiz.. shUtTup nEgGroZ aNd lEt Me tEll ya’LL mAh fAirYtaLe.. tIz aiNy bOguZ!

oK, sO hErE i gO.. 1-2-3.. gO!

so, tIz maWnin i wOkE uO aT 7 cUz o’ d freakIn aLaRm tHa’ i toTaLLy fOrgOt bOut tHa’ night bEfOrE hAhaiZ.. bUh bEinG mY eArLy biRdiE seLf i wEnt sTrAuGht tI thE bAthrUm aNd tOok a sHowEr.. a lOonG 1 too! aNywAys, wHeN i Got to school i realized that i left my brand new shades that i worshipped and adored so i asked my friend, k e n j i if she could come with me back home to get my shades and my g o d s will, she said yes!! haha. anyways, so when we came back from school a lot of people where starting to come in which was a good thang. and like, while i was walking, i noticd thiz really really cute guy whom i happened to see before but i couldn’t rem. when or where. amyways, we had to go to the mass that morning in he gym but everytime we woud go there i would keep runnning into that guy which was a good thing.. for me that is..

gtg.

hEy!! Ü


wEll.. mY weeKz beEn, aCtivE.. LoL. oH, mE aNd peeyUh aRe gOod nOw.. gOoD tHaNg tHa iZ, aYe! hAha. we tAlkEd tHinGz oVah. bEtTah. [iTz fAce oFf rYt nOw.. sUx. iM sCaRed. mYt pEe iN mAh fRigGin pAnTz!] nAx.


iVe bEeN a bUmM aGaiN. aNd iD hAve tO sAy, iM gEtTin uSeD tO iT. hEll. i cOulD dO a VeRy gOod jOb aT tIz!


MonDaY:


wEll, tUrNz oUt. iM noT a dAteLezZ chIca aFtEr oL. hAhA. dOnT waNnA taLK bOUt iT.. iT wUz fReaKy! f0r the record: i dO nOt wAnt A bOyFriEnd aNd i AinT eNteRtAinNinG AnY gUy sPeciAlly tHosE.. wanNaBe gHetTo mOmMaZ bOi hOmiE chiLLin nO soCiaL LifE dEzpEraDoZ.. shIT. tHa fElt gOOd.  bUh iT wAs aLL gOod, wEnT oUt sPenT sOme hArD cAsH aNd wEnt hOme bRokE. hAhA.


tHurSdAy:


mE aNd pIa hAd “tHe wAr” sUm hArdcOre aSs kiCkin wEnT oN dUrIn sS tIMe.. heLL! bUh liKe, i wAs piSseD tHe whOle dAy sPeciaLLy wHeN i hEaRd ThA cUte jEsSe tUck fRom tUck eVerasTIng waS 22 aNd hAd a kID! i cRieD mAn.  i wAs sO dEpreSsEd i aTe 2 bUrgErz! mAn, tHatZ gOing sTrAiGht tO mAh tiGhz!! hAhaiZ. bUh, i gOt nEw cHux [bLack, clAsSic bEb] AnD a shIrt. “mAkE mE bLuSh.” hAha.


iLL uP daTe cHa’LL bOUt r fAmiLy dAy. iM hOpiN to SeE sOme cUte sTudZ!Ü


nAx. oH yEa, oUtbAck jAck iZ sOo fRuztRat’n.


pEacE,


iSsaÜcHUa

  hEy.

hAveNt siGneD tIz fiNg iNa wYL.. tOo LaZy.


wEll, iVe biN a bUhM aT hOmE fO’ d paZt 3 dAyz. cAugHt d love bug.. nAh juz mesSin.. hAd d fLu. nAsty siTe aYe. bUt aT leAzT i WasNt aT sChOoL.. roTteN pLace iT iZ fO’ d LikeZ oF a pRinCesS sUch Az I. LOL


                 “dOn’T tOucH mAh bIrDY! rEsisT tEmpTatIon pLz.”


loVe iT! hAha. anYweIz.. tIz wEeK wUz kiLLaH!though, i dont i sorta forgot what we did thewhole week. i think we went out.. whatever!


oh yea.. we were spos’d to paint the friggin walls today at school.. didn’t go. lazy bug bit me again. i love being a buhm.


cHikA? uHm, nOt mUcH. gOin lOcA oVer tRutH iZ..


(Truth is) I never got over you (Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes (Truth is) And when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go (Truth is) And it’s killing me cuz now I know (Truth is) And when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you


hAHa. waHevAh! i nEeD a sOlDIer!


I need a soldier
That ain’t scared to stand up for me
Known to carry big things
If you know what I mean
I need a soldier
That ain’t scared to stand up for me
Gotta know to get dough
And he betta be street


bUt Baby, YoU gOtTA mAke ME wEaK..


gOTtA mAKe mAH heart start beatin triple time
With thoughts of lovin’ you on my mind
I can’t figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak 

                          D A T E L E S S C H I C A


                      H A P P Y V A L E N T I N E S!


i fInk iM gOiN tO anOtHeR pArtEh lAtEr. cHiLdREnZ pArTy.. wHopEh!   


nOthIn iNtEResTin hAs hAppEnD sO fAr iN mAh lIfe.. iM bAsicAlLy.. bOreD anD enJoYinG iT.


tIz duDe iNviTed mE tO tHeRe sPoRtzfEst aNd cHuB iZ gOiN sO.. sHoUld i Go To?! i wAs sPos’D t0 gO tO a cOncErT lAtEr.. cHanGe o pLanZ.


lIfE sUx. wEl, nOt rEalLy. oH yEa, iM aN oFfiCiAl  sLapPeR! fAVe LinE, “wTf?! iMa sLap ThA bIoTch cRayZeh!”


hAhA. sO yA’lL waNnA bE’s WhO mAkiN mAh mAtez cRy.. sTep fOrwArd.. leMmE gIvE yA sOmMa tIz..


                                       W H A P P A K!


Oh yEa, fAciN a diLeMmA.. sTc? sHs-j? sHs-G? aRgh. gImMe a rEasOn tO sTaY, aYe.


p.S.


sTiLl dOn’T kNOw hOw To pUt pIciEz tO bLog.


oKie, gOtTa sCraM.


bOreD nAko. tHiZ tHUg aCcEnt cAn gEt tO yOu sOmetIMez.


-sMax  aNd bEermUGz-


anTi- fEeLeR


[jUz acTin like OnE]


bEbE_pHaT


“i wish i saved all the tears your made me cry so i could fucking drown you in them!!”


“boys make good pets, everyone should have one.”

  oNly oN tHe inSiDe.

  hEy.

hAveNt siGneD tIz fiNg iNa wYL.. tOo LaZy.


wEll, iVe biN a bUhM aT hOmE fO’ d paZt 3 dAyz. cAugHt d love bug.. nAh juz mesSin.. hAd d fLu. nAsty siTe aYe. bUt aT leAzT i WasNt aT sChOoL.. roTteN pLace iT iZ fO’ d LikeZ oF a pRinCesS sUch Az I. LOL


                 “dOn’T tOucH mAh bIrDY! rEsisT tEmpTatIon pLz.”


loVe iT! hAha. anYweIz.. tIz wEeK wUz kiLLaH!though, i dont i sorta forgot what we did thewhole week. i think we went out.. whatever!


oh yea.. we were spos’d to paint the friggin walls today at school.. didn’t go. lazy bug bit me again. i love being a buhm.


cHikA? uHm, nOt mUcH. gOin lOcA oVer tRutH iZ..


(Truth is) I never got over you (Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes (Truth is) And when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go (Truth is) And it’s killing me cuz now I know (Truth is) And when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you


hAHa. waHevAh! i nEeD a sOlDIer!


I need a soldier
That ain’t scared to stand up for me
Known to carry big things
If you know what I mean
I need a soldier
That ain’t scared to stand up for me
Gotta know to get dough
And he betta be street


bUt Baby, YoU gOtTA mAke ME wEaK..


gOTtA mAKe mAH heart start beatin triple time
With thoughts of lovin’ you on my mind
I can’t figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak 

                          D A T E L E S S C H I C A


                      H A P P Y V A L E N T I N E S!


i fInk iM gOiN tO anOtHeR pArtEh lAtEr. cHiLdREnZ pArTy.. wHopEh!   


nOthIn iNtEResTin hAs hAppEnD sO fAr iN mAh lIfe.. iM bAsicAlLy.. bOreD anD enJoYinG iT.


tIz duDe iNviTed mE tO tHeRe sPoRtzfEst aNd cHuB iZ gOiN sO.. sHoUld i Go To?! i wAs sPos’D t0 gO tO a cOncErT lAtEr.. cHanGe o pLanZ.


lIfE sUx. wEl, nOt rEalLy. oH yEa, iM aN oFfiCiAl  sLapPeR! fAVe LinE, “wTf?! iMa sLap ThA bIoTch cRayZeh!”


hAhA. sO yA’lL waNnA bE’s WhO mAkiN mAh mAtez cRy.. sTep fOrwArd.. leMmE gIvE yA sOmMa tIz..


                                       W H A P P A K!


Oh yEa, fAciN a diLeMmA.. sTc? sHs-j? sHs-G? aRgh. gImMe a rEasOn tO sTaY, aYe.


p.S.


sTiLl dOn’T kNOw hOw To pUt pIciEz tO bLog.


oKie, gOtTa sCraM.


bOreD nAko. tHiZ tHUg aCcEnt cAn gEt tO yOu sOmetIMez.


-sMax  aNd bEermUGz-


anTi- fEeLeR


[jUz acTin like OnE]


bEbE_pHaT


“i wish i saved all the tears your made me cry so i could fucking drown you in them!!”


“boys make good pets, everyone should have one.”

  oNly oN tHe inSiDe.

                                 

hey, princess dyud kow oie!:smiley: so baby, trEat me like one.. please!


haha.


oi,


new favorite color on the loose.. APPLE GREEN and YELLOW.


i’ll be back.. or maybe not.


bye.


tc.


mwah.


Get yours today!


i’m in a bUbBle.. whenits bursts… catch me bAbY.


-bebe_phat-

 


                                             



 
[iM noT uR uZuaL bUnNiE…iMa hUnNIe bUnNiE]
 
Hey!  i hAvent beEn uPdaTinG mAh bLogZ  i hAvent beEn uPdaTinG mAh bLogZ [oR whAtEvAh yOU cAll tIz eFfin tIng!:)] welL, mY lIfe hAz bEen pretty ok. fights, school, night outs, concerts, laAg, yeaH![oR whAtEvAh yOU cAll tIz eFfin tIng!:)] welL, mY lIfe hAz bEen pretty ok. fights, school, night outs, concerts, laAg, yeaH!
 
oMg! sinulog was the bomb! concerts like C R A Z Y ! ! ! i watched K I T C H I E Ü N A D A L S concert and  M Y M P t0o. E D I S O N invited me to watch B A N G Ü T H E  Ü R H Y T H M wit im and  P A O L O invited me to watch sumthing t0o. bUh, i declined. [whAtthA!?]
 

 


on sunday, i watched the parade with C H A B E L, T I Z Y, N I K K I, H O P E, N I K K I, N I N A, B A Y O T, A L E X A, K I M and all mah other mates. i saw J O S H, K O H and i was dared to take tiz picture with a gay actor. [o G i e Di az]


 


anyways, so ive been back to shcool…


 


me and K A T H Y A had a fight.


K E N J I and me too.


C R Y tOo.


 


Hey! it’z nOt mY fult they caught me at THAT time of the month..


 


😉


 


gHurlZ, you know what im talking about!:)


 


oh yea, C A S E Y turned 6! old!


 


and she had a party at mcdonalds and after that C H E S K A slept over.. it was the usualy get together that we always had! talking, eating, internet, swimming…


 


she told me ALOT of zecrets about the sixth graders.. it was all.. nauseating!


 


K****-G***


N******-S****


A****-M*******


 


haha. and so on.. which makes me porud to say that..


 


 


                                               i l o v e b o y s 


a n t i


l e z b o e z


w i l l


r i s e..


t o d a y!



 


anyways, today is N I N A’ S birthday and i’m going but it’ll start at like 6 or something.


 


i bet there are gonna be alot of biotches there cuz the last time i met her friends.. there wuz tiz ghUrl, J A D E and she was soo effin mean and jealous cuz she thinks that me and A N G E L are like, soo into A N T O N! she was all ‘Ugh..’ when she saw A N G E L waering A N TO N’ S basketball jersey.


haha.


 


which is why i can’t wait for this party.. im gonna bring it!


 


 and she bettah bring it wit her too.


 


oh yeah, i came from the doctor today. i had an ecogram. it’s exactly like a n ultra sound except they focused on mah heart.


 


yeah.. i might have MVP or something it’s like when your heart skips a beat.. [sound like a friggin quote!] or like outta sudden my heart races really fast for no good reason!


 


last tuesday, i had an ECOGRAM and they said that my blod pressure, heart beat and pulse are ayt.. so thee’s really nothing to woory about.


 


.i hope.


 


P


u


r


e


l


y


 


p


a


r


a


n


o


i


d


lives!


 


im the vocals.. and no one messes wit d vocals..m in mah very wn band.


 


make way for the pincess ya’ll..


 


ima bout t0 make heads bang,


asses shake


and


your bOom bOx rOarRin..


 


purEly pAranoId..


 


coming attCha!


 


 *I Love you…Ü*


And I bet you think that the more I say these words to you, the more I don’t mean them… but actually, the more I say it, the more I mean it.


I know that you didn’t really love me when you said you did. I know that you don’t love me and you might not love me tomorrow. But I know that when you finally do, everything that I’ve been waiting for will just pop out.


Do what your heart is telling you to do. I don’t want you to live your life wondering what would have been. I’m not and I’m definitely glad that I did what my heart told me to do. I know that in a few days I’ll regret saying all of this to you but at least now, I know that I am madly in love with you. No matter how much it hurts or no matter how long I’ll be waiting for nothing.


When your happy with her, don’t forget me ok? And how you promised that I would always be your boo. I love you… and NO, I haven’t said it enough yet. When will I? Never!! Although, I would rather spend my whole life showing you how much I do than to say it and say it over and over again.


It’s almost been a week since you last called me “boo” but I don’t mind that much. You haven’t made me feel loved or special since our fight and I know why. I know you love her and you won’t stop loving her soon but just in case forever ends a little bit earlier, I’m just watching your back… If you want me to love you, I will. If you don’t, I still will. Just so you know, tell me when you’re over her so that I can get over the fact that all the waiting was worth it.


It’ s all about patience and with you, I never run outta that. I love you, iloveyou.


Its hard right now, but I still love you!!Ü

Wednesday, December 08, 2004, 11:29:25 PM


-bEbE_pHaT- ;p 


 <– iSsA cHuA [vOcAlz/ bAck uP gUIitAr]

 


                                             



 
[iM noT uR uZuaL bUnNiE…iMa hUnNIe bUnNiE]
 
Hey!  i hAvent beEn uPdaTinG mAh bLogZ  i hAvent beEn uPdaTinG mAh bLogZ [oR whAtEvAh yOU cAll tIz eFfin tIng!:)] welL, mY lIfe hAz bEen pretty ok. fights, school, night outs, concerts, laAg, yeaH![oR whAtEvAh yOU cAll tIz eFfin tIng!:)] welL, mY lIfe hAz bEen pretty ok. fights, school, night outs, concerts, laAg, yeaH!
 
oMg! sinulog was the bomb! concerts like C R A Z Y ! ! ! i watched K I T C H I E Ü N A D A L S concert and  M Y M P t0o. E D I S O N invited me to watch B A N G Ü T H E  Ü R H Y T H M wit im and  P A O L O invited me to watch sumthing t0o. bUh, i declined. [whAtthA!?]
 

 


on sunday, i watched the parade with C H A B E L, T I Z Y, N I K K I, H O P E, N I K K I, N I N A, B A Y O T, A L E X A, K I M and all mah other mates. i saw J O S H, K O H and i was dared to take tiz picture with a gay actor. [o G i e Di az]


 


anyways, so ive been back to shcool…


 


me and K A T H Y A had a fight.


K E N J I and me too.


C R Y tOo.


 


Hey! it’z nOt mY fult they caught me at THAT time of the month..


 


😉


 


gHurlZ, you know what im talking about!:)


 


oh yea, C A S E Y turned 6! old!


 


and she had a party at mcdonalds and after that C H E S K A slept over.. it was the usualy get together that we always had! talking, eating, internet, swimming…


 


she told me ALOT of zecrets about the sixth graders.. it was all.. nauseating!


 


K****-G***


N******-S****


A****-M*******


 


haha. and so on.. which makes me porud to say that..


 


 


                                               i l o v e b o y s 


a n t i


l e z b o e z


w i l l


r i s e..


t o d a y!



 


anyways, today is N I N A’ S birthday and i’m going but it’ll start at like 6 or something.


 


i bet there are gonna be alot of biotches there cuz the last time i met her friends.. there wuz tiz ghUrl, J A D E and she was soo effin mean and jealous cuz she thinks that me and A N G E L are like, soo into A N T O N! she was all ‘Ugh..’ when she saw A N G E L waering A N TO N’ S basketball jersey.


haha.


 


which is why i can’t wait for this party.. im gonna bring it!


 


 and she bettah bring it wit her too.


 


oh yeah, i came from the doctor today. i had an ecogram. it’s exactly like a n ultra sound except they focused on mah heart.


 


yeah.. i might have MVP or something it’s like when your heart skips a beat.. [sound like a friggin quote!] or like outta sudden my heart races really fast for no good reason!


 


last tuesday, i had an ECOGRAM and they said that my blod pressure, heart beat and pulse are ayt.. so thee’s really nothing to woory about.


 


.i hope.


 


P


u


r


e


l


y


 


p


a


r


a


n


o


i


d


lives!


 


im the vocals.. and no one messes wit d vocals..m in mah very wn band.


 


make way for the pincess ya’ll..


 


ima bout t0 make heads bang,


asses shake


and


your bOom bOx rOarRin..


 


purEly pAranoId..


 


coming attCha!


 


 *I Love you…Ü*


And I bet you think that the more I say these words to you, the more I don’t mean them… but actually, the more I say it, the more I mean it.


I know that you didn’t really love me when you said you did. I know that you don’t love me and you might not love me tomorrow. But I know that when you finally do, everything that I’ve been waiting for will just pop out.


Do what your heart is telling you to do. I don’t want you to live your life wondering what would have been. I’m not and I’m definitely glad that I did what my heart told me to do. I know that in a few days I’ll regret saying all of this to you but at least now, I know that I am madly in love with you. No matter how much it hurts or no matter how long I’ll be waiting for nothing.


When your happy with her, don’t forget me ok? And how you promised that I would always be your boo. I love you… and NO, I haven’t said it enough yet. When will I? Never!! Although, I would rather spend my whole life showing you how much I do than to say it and say it over and over again.


It’s almost been a week since you last called me “boo” but I don’t mind that much. You haven’t made me feel loved or special since our fight and I know why. I know you love her and you won’t stop loving her soon but just in case forever ends a little bit earlier, I’m just watching your back… If you want me to love you, I will. If you don’t, I still will. Just so you know, tell me when you’re over her so that I can get over the fact that all the waiting was worth it.


It’ s all about patience and with you, I never run outta that. I love you, iloveyou.


Its hard right now, but I still love you!!Ü

Wednesday, December 08, 2004, 11:29:25 PM


-bEbE_pHaT- ;p 


 <– iSsA cHuA [vOcAlz/ bAck uP gUIitAr]

 


                                             



 
[iM noT uR uZuaL bUnNiE…iMa hUnNIe bUnNiE]
 
Hey!  i hAvent beEn uPdaTinG mAh bLogZ  i hAvent beEn uPdaTinG mAh bLogZ [oR whAtEvAh yOU cAll tIz eFfin tIng!:)] welL, mY lIfe hAz bEen pretty ok. fights, school, night outs, concerts, laAg, yeaH![oR whAtEvAh yOU cAll tIz eFfin tIng!:)] welL, mY lIfe hAz bEen pretty ok. fights, school, night outs, concerts, laAg, yeaH!
 
oMg! sinulog was the bomb! concerts like C R A Z Y ! ! ! i watched K I T C H I E Ü N A D A L S concert and  M Y M P t0o. E D I S O N invited me to watch B A N G Ü T H E  Ü R H Y T H M wit im and  P A O L O invited me to watch sumthing t0o. bUh, i declined. [whAtthA!?]
 

 


on sunday, i watched the parade with C H A B E L, T I Z Y, N I K K I, H O P E, N I K K I, N I N A, B A Y O T, A L E X A, K I M and all mah other mates. i saw J O S H, K O H and i was dared to take tiz picture with a gay actor. [o G i e Di az]


 


anyways, so ive been back to shcool…


 


me and K A T H Y A had a fight.


K E N J I and me too.


C R Y tOo.


 


Hey! it’z nOt mY fult they caught me at THAT time of the month..


 


😉


 


gHurlZ, you know what im talking about!:)


 


oh yea, C A S E Y turned 6! old!


 


and she had a party at mcdonalds and after that C H E S K A slept over.. it was the usualy get together that we always had! talking, eating, internet, swimming…


 


she told me ALOT of zecrets about the sixth graders.. it was all.. nauseating!


 


K****-G***


N******-S****


A****-M*******


 


haha. and so on.. which makes me porud to say that..


 


 


                                               i l o v e b o y s 


a n t i


l e z b o e z


w i l l


r i s e..


t o d a y!



 


anyways, today is N I N A’ S birthday and i’m going but it’ll start at like 6 or something.


 


i bet there are gonna be alot of biotches there cuz the last time i met her friends.. there wuz tiz ghUrl, J A D E and she was soo effin mean and jealous cuz she thinks that me and A N G E L are like, soo into A N T O N! she was all ‘Ugh..’ when she saw A N G E L waering A N TO N’ S basketball jersey.


haha.


 


which is why i can’t wait for this party.. im gonna bring it!


 


 and she bettah bring it wit her too.


 


oh yeah, i came from the doctor today. i had an ecogram. it’s exactly like a n ultra sound except they focused on mah heart.


 


yeah.. i might have MVP or something it’s like when your heart skips a beat.. [sound like a friggin quote!] or like outta sudden my heart races really fast for no good reason!


 


last tuesday, i had an ECOGRAM and they said that my blod pressure, heart beat and pulse are ayt.. so thee’s really nothing to woory about.


 


.i hope.


 


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lives!


 


im the vocals.. and no one messes wit d vocals..m in mah very wn band.


 


make way for the pincess ya’ll..


 


ima bout t0 make heads bang,


asses shake


and


your bOom bOx rOarRin..


 


purEly pAranoId..


 


coming attCha!


 


 *I Love you…Ü*


And I bet you think that the more I say these words to you, the more I don’t mean them… but actually, the more I say it, the more I mean it.


I know that you didn’t really love me when you said you did. I know that you don’t love me and you might not love me tomorrow. But I know that when you finally do, everything that I’ve been waiting for will just pop out.


Do what your heart is telling you to do. I don’t want you to live your life wondering what would have been. I’m not and I’m definitely glad that I did what my heart told me to do. I know that in a few days I’ll regret saying all of this to you but at least now, I know that I am madly in love with you. No matter how much it hurts or no matter how long I’ll be waiting for nothing.


When your happy with her, don’t forget me ok? And how you promised that I would always be your boo. I love you… and NO, I haven’t said it enough yet. When will I? Never!! Although, I would rather spend my whole life showing you how much I do than to say it and say it over and over again.


It’s almost been a week since you last called me “boo” but I don’t mind that much. You haven’t made me feel loved or special since our fight and I know why. I know you love her and you won’t stop loving her soon but just in case forever ends a little bit earlier, I’m just watching your back… If you want me to love you, I will. If you don’t, I still will. Just so you know, tell me when you’re over her so that I can get over the fact that all the waiting was worth it.


It’ s all about patience and with you, I never run outta that. I love you, iloveyou.


Its hard right now, but I still love you!!Ü

Wednesday, December 08, 2004, 11:29:25 PM


-bEbE_pHaT- ;p 


 <– iSsA cHuA [vOcAlz/ bAck uP gUIitAr]