WHOEVER SAID LOSING DIDNT FEEL GOOD, LIED!


 


 


            HEY! WELL, I LOST MY GAME AGAINST KATHLEEN BUT IT’S ALL-GOOD. I KNEW I WAS GONNA LOSE ANYWAYS. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?! IT FELT PRETTY DARN GOOD AT FIRST CUZ THE SCORE WAS LIKE 5-2 [GUESS WHO GOT 5?] AMAZING AS IT IS BUT IT WAS I! Anyways, it was fun cuz most of my services actually went in! wweeehhh. Too bad that chub wasn’t there to watch my game though.. But I totally understand. J


 


          So after the great loss… me, Ben, Gerard and his crazy bro.’s [sorry, I never got the chance to ask them their names] walked outside and I went to ayala to SHOP TILL I DROPPED! And it’s a good thing that I caught up with my TRUE BLUES, Nina, Nikki and Kim cuz they we’re a really big help.


 


       In the afternoon, I went to chong hua cuz poor arden had dengue.. L amazingly, she didn’t seem to be sick at all. Minus the dextrose or whatever you call it.


 


      Okie dokie, ima havta lay low for a minute. It’s soo hard to type with long nails! J


 


 


      And all this happened om the 26 of may 2005! [I like this color!]


     

WHOEVER SAID LOSING DIDNT FEEL GOOD, LIED!


 


 


            HEY! WELL, I LOST MY GAME AGAINST KATHLEEN BUT IT’S ALL-GOOD. I KNEW I WAS GONNA LOSE ANYWAYS. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?! IT FELT PRETTY DARN GOOD AT FIRST CUZ THE SCORE WAS LIKE 5-2 [GUESS WHO GOT 5?] AMAZING AS IT IS BUT IT WAS I! Anyways, it was fun cuz most of my services actually went in! wweeehhh. Too bad that chub wasn’t there to watch my game though.. But I totally understand. J


 


          So after the great loss… me, Ben, Gerard and his crazy bro.’s [sorry, I never got the chance to ask them their names] walked outside and I went to ayala to SHOP TILL I DROPPED! And it’s a good thing that I caught up with my TRUE BLUES, Nina, Nikki and Kim cuz they we’re a really big help.


 


       In the afternoon, I went to chong hua cuz poor arden had dengue.. L amazingly, she didn’t seem to be sick at all. Minus the dextrose or whatever you call it.


 


      Okie dokie, ima havta lay low for a minute. It’s soo hard to type with long nails! J


 


 


      And all this happened om the 26 of may 2005! [I like this color!]


     

I’m no dick, so keep me out of your mouth!


[I love you lannah!


 


       Well. Heard em seniors been talking shit bout me and making me their bizack as if I give a shit1. They’re all in this phase that I’ve change or something like that shit. It’s about the racket… know, I’m not stupid! Just because I didn’t let em use my racket doesn’t make me less of a person. It doesn’t mean ima bitch or anything it just means that they should stop sucking up and get a life1 ugh. I officially hate em. I saw most of em skanks at the mall in their goofy wanna be outfits and they were all up on my grill giving me the look and acting all stupid… they should just lick it on a stamp and send it to someone who gives a shit about their obnoxiousness cuz I don’t. Last night this girl was all. “hey iss, musta?! I heard arte na daw ka.. people are talking bout you and they’re not good.” As if I care about what the seniors think. They’re just mad cuz I’m not obsessed with em. Lol. I crack myself up thinking of how much of a suck-up I used to be. I’m not scared of them.. and I will never be… who the hell do they think they are!? They’re Nobody’s well… at least to me. J


 


I love it when I mad!


 


Was at the mall the whole afternoon with Casey. It’s sort of like, a sister date or something The girl was such a brat,man! But it was all good even though I didnt get to hang out with my mates.Arden and em’where there and they hung-out with layla,ina,Daniel,Justin and marco.Lol. Making the most out of the summer, aye?!I can picture it now.. yeah. It’s all coming true.. L lord, I wish I could’ve … whatever.not planning to say “stay”]


 


oh yea, i went jogging today.. to forget the stress


Ok, so ima bounce It’s girls in love and I don’t wanna miss a thing.

The best days of our lives


 


Reuniting, chit-chatting, gossiping, letting to know other people.. that’s what happened at inas 14th party! I was soo cool and I had so much fun. DO THE LOW!! Hahaiz.


 


fine. so i have no time to write watever happened but whatever did.. it was ‘awesome!’ 😀

a sprained ankle, a new phone and a broken heart


lol. broken heart, broken heart ka dira.. i was just trippin.:) anyways, i do have a sprained ankle and i like spent the whole day at ayala and i think that made it worse!! hahaiz. a girl ‘s gotta stryt her stuff! well, while me and chub were at ayala, we caught up with nartin and we decided to trade phone’s.. iit’s kinda stupid but, hey .. not for me. 🙂 lol. im going to tia tina’s house cuz granny is arriving tomorrow… joy! 🙂 cge sah oie.. gotta bounce. 🙂


peace!!

can’t get over this font… it’s soo funky. so, i’m planin to stay online… look for a good, cheap college away from the phili. [so ican finally get it over with and leave this dump!] [dun be hatin] and an easy scholarshi[p. hey, you can never be too prepared.  i’m feeling better, but not too much. i missed tennis. the thought of my junior raquet just, shredded me to pieces. i bet people think tennis is a joke to me, thta’s why i’m stuck with this thng but mind you, once i’m a pro.. ya’ll wanna have that junior raquet!! whatever. 


i have better things to do than to mope over my misery! fuck this.


‘fulla pimp juice!’


()_() kInkbUnny ()_() 

THE LITTLE GIRL WITH THE BIG DREAM


 


Nobody ever told me that there was something wrong with dreaming.  All my life, I’ve been a dreamer and no one ever told me that I wrong of doing so. But somehow, when I come to think of it I know that there is, but I can’t seem to make it out.  Deep down inside me there’s a strong doubt about this thing called “dreaming” because if it was good, then I wouldn’t feel bad inside. As I think of my dreams now and then, I end up down on my knees  praying and wishing it would end because the more I dream, the more my spirit is brought down. There’s nothing wrong in dreaming and that is a fact, it’s dreaming that someday that dream will come true.


 


      I am all about dreaming and I’m all about wishing. I wish that I were beautiful. I wish I were smart. I wish was rich. I wish, I wish, I wish. I wish and dream so much and at the same time, I was that half of the things I dream of would actually come true. If I could picture myself the way I wanted to be in the next 10 years, I would be a rich and famous psychiatrist for young teenage girls. I would even have my own book! I would also have my own store for teenagers with the best designs and interior. I would have cafés in my name. I would be happy and sincerely contented. This is what I picture my life would be. Sometimes, I dream so much that I know this would soon be a reality but then, as much I want to keep believing sometime or someone always pinches me to the reality that maybe, that just might not happen.


 


      So now I find myself crying in the middle of the night wishing that I never dreamt to begin with. That if I didn’t dream these stupid dreams, things would be easier for me to handle and that I wouldn’t feel soo bad.


 


      Dream the dream, don’t live in it.


 


 


      


 


                  TAKE ME AWAY                    

THE LITTLE GIRL WITH THE BIG DREAM


 


Nobody ever told me that there was something wrong with dreaming.  All my life, I’ve been a dreamer and no one ever told me that I wrong of doing so. But somehow, when I come to think of it I know that there is, but I can’t seem to make it out.  Deep down inside me there’s a strong doubt about this thing called “dreaming” because if it was good, then I wouldn’t feel bad inside. As I think of my dreams now and then, I end up down on my knees  praying and wishing it would end because the more I dream, the more my spirit is brought down. There’s nothing wrong in dreaming and that is a fact, it’s dreaming that someday that dream will come true.


 


      I am all about dreaming and I’m all about wishing. I wish that I were beautiful. I wish I were smart. I wish was rich. I wish, I wish, I wish. I wish and dream so much and at the same time, I was that half of the things I dream of would actually come true. If I could picture myself the way I wanted to be in the next 10 years, I would be a rich and famous psychiatrist for young teenage girls. I would even have my own book! I would also have my own store for teenagers with the best designs and interior. I would have cafés in my name. I would be happy and sincerely contented. This is what I picture my life would be. Sometimes, I dream so much that I know this would soon be a reality but then, as much I want to keep believing sometime or someone always pinches me to the reality that maybe, that just might not happen.


 


      So now I find myself crying in the middle of the night wishing that I never dreamt to begin with. That if I didn’t dream these stupid dreams, things would be easier for me to handle and that I wouldn’t feel soo bad.


 


      Dream the dream, don’t live in it.


 


 


      


 


                  TAKE ME AWAY                    

BEING PRINCESS FOR A DAY,


BEING PAMPERED


SPOILED.


 


            Oh my Gosh, I totally love today!! J


 


            Ok, let’s forget about the stressed out Issa who plays too much tennis and is too dark! The Issa that has to wake up at 8:30 in the morning and hardy has time for herself or for her friends [except Chub]. And the Issa that hardy talks or spends time with her family.


 


            Today was ‘awesome’ <- the wonderful words of INA. [imixoo ghurl L] I spent the whole day with my papa. There wasn’t much talking cuz we were either eating or doing something else! LMAO. Anyways, let’s not talk about my morning because, let’s just say, a couple of things or people wrecked the mood. DILI IKAW CHUB!! J Anyways, thank God papa picked me up from tennis. We we’re supposed to go to lunch right after that but I suspected he didn’t want to go out in public with me cuz of the way I looked. ;p I was sweaty from tennis gud, naturally! So after we went home and I dressed up me and my papa went to Mikado to eat Tempura since for some weird reason, I was craving for it bad!  FOMAL. [fell of my ass laughing] And hell, did I eat! It was like, sinning!


 


            We watched a movie… GUESS WHO?! It was soo funny! I practically F O M A L! 😀


 


            I got a new skirt. And I had a foot massage. It was heaven. I love playing princess!! LOLZ


 


            And it was soo humiliating cuz while I had my massage, I drifted off and I had this dream where I fell flat on my ass and I ended up kicking the masseuse!  Ka uwaw bai!! J hEhe.


 


            Oh, and someone happened to wrecked the mood, AGAIN. HEY YOU, Don’t quit your day job!


 


`           So now I’m home and I’m fulllllll…  eheheheh. I love being spoiled. I could earn a fortune at it!  😀