to whom it may concern,

if it’s any consideration, i think i had a little bit of fun today. :p i know it’s soo not like me to do something like this but i’ve learned that yeah… i need to get out more. [but, i don’t think i’m going to after] considering the stupid questions ruth asked me which i refused to answr and the “call” that the Lord has sent me and all that stuff. i’m not denying that maybe it was a call but please, i didn’t save anyone’s life.

well, my parents dragged me to this exposure thinggy at church to feed the poor children. well, i didn’t wanna go at first since well the plan at first was that they would ditch me to go to bohol and the pastor would bring me home. nax. di gyud ko ganahan but the pastor and gis wife think that i should join the youth activities because it’s what you call “happiness” for them. i wouldn’t know honestly. lmao.

but anyways, their plans changed so instead of having a parentless night tonight… i won’t. [sob]

i don’t want to associate with those activities man gud, like it’s not my area of interest i mean, it would be but they just aren’t the kind of people i’d want to do it with.. i can’t express that much cuz everyone’s breathing down my neck. screwit. i mean, i could help and join the church if yu just let me sit down and type or play an instrument or something as long as I don’t have to interact. it’s not that im picky.. i just haven’t found my place. i’ve been effortless. :p

oh, so yeah.. i helped out right? and i even mingle with some kids.. with the help of my father, of course. and then we went to mcdonalds and talked about the adoption. turns out i might spend a lot more years here in the philly than i want to. sheesh. it’s just that sometimes, you just have to sacrifice you’ve wanted all your life for something that means more to you.

hahaiz. whatever God. i don’t know why you want us to stay. and of all the people, me. what are you keeping me from? the world? the truth?

+ blessed in an understatement. wrong decisions are overrated +

im out.

-issa

i’ll do fine, i know i will. you’re erased from my mind. there’s nothing i have left to say to you

i hate frogs!

grrr. school. pisti.

studying for bio.

im still not over sem break…

summer.. bring it on!

ok. if you want pictures.ima open my multiply thinggy for you. 🙂

update later. gots work to do

Omg! Today was soo much fun! Me, Kate, Kathya, Chabel, Geneva [waaaaah! I’m taller than you, bai!], Tara and Anghelo. We watched the Corpse Bride. It’s such a cute movie! I swear if I was paying enough attention I would’ve cried a little bit. In fairness, the corpse bride was kinda pretty. The songs were kinda annoying though, like I didn’t hear most of the lines cuz of it. But anyways. LMAO!

* Hala! Hary Potter! Aye, di diay!* *Hala!* Hala, unsa gani to, Tar?*

After the movie, we all headed down to Bigbys. We all chipped in to get a Titanic. – FYI It this humongous ice cream with ice under it!

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haha. See how beautiful it looks?! Well, hahaiz. Ambot nalang gyud aning Anghelo cuz it didn’t stay that way for long. Just in the middle of eating it, they DISCOVERED that under some ice cream was ice. Hahaiz. SOMEONE suddenly came up with the idea that you were supposed to mix it!

It ended up looking like halo-halo and stupidly, no one stopped Anghelo from mixing it! There are even so guilty people out there!! Lmao.

So, they were mixing and mixing until it ended up looking like piggy food! Then, I, Issa the great realized that… OMG! You aren’t supposed to mix it! It’s to keep the ice cream from melting!

* haha. So maybe I was wrong about that one but still, you weren’t supposed to mix it!!!!

So world, I present to you the after pictures

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HAHAHA!

We were just soo loud. Bobbing for spoons and everything. Then we cam whored and everything. Hahaiz. Anghelo, chick boy! I can’t wait till you go gay! Just playing.

* starbucks *

* frap! Frap! Latte! Latte! Uhm miss, one lollipop please! K” lmao

well at least tag 25 sad ang lollipop noh!!! Haha.

Hahaiz. It was soo much fun. We caught up with Tara and Josh. I absolutely love Tara! Hhmmm.. big hugginz for you, beb.

 à I felt like sucha momma pulling on his chin and everything. Next thing you know, Ima be fixing his hair with my spit.

 à brothah! Haha. We’re soo alike … in terms of height rasad hinuon. “omg. You’re 13?! OMFG! You’re 15?!” ok. Nice one. K

 à what the hell is up with my face? See, I knew I was ugly but damn. That just proves my point. Tsk tsk tsk

 à haha. Kath, you look like you’re going to attach the poor phone. Have mercy.

 à just the girls. [violent reaction. Anghelo: paita. From paparazzi to cameraman.]

 à chab’s feeling it. Your Labrador. Hahaha. Lovezthat.

 à omg kate. Are you… ok?

 à hala ka. In the words of kate… OH MY! J

à uz. Mu tubo pami!!

 à damn. Us… we’re hot. No, those are just real smiles.

 à groupie love. mwah

 à stolen shot! See, I told you gi lamian siya!! Waaahahahahaha!

 à ladies and gentlemen. Let meelucidate GABA! Hahaha. Kathya’s allergic reaction to cheese! K

 à anghelo. Capless. The Indians wanted their banig back! Bwahaha. Joke!:”)

 à pose like you mean it. They don’t usually get short models. What a drag lil dude. J

 à tupac!!!! hahaha. pimpin.

*      yeah. Ima end it right here cuz that’s all you’ll need to know. I I told you everything. You might die laughing. Haha.

Peace! ;p

status on ym : i strongly believe that Anghelo shrunk the Titanic. end of discussion!

so, i was going to tell you the rest of the story bout my birthday but this chick has gotten so lazy over the past few days that i can’t even remember anything. well, i exagerated. i dont want to. lmao.

anyways, yesterday was boo day and it was fun! i spent the whole night at paradise for tiz annual trick or treating thinggy. i used to go and dress up and shit like that but eventually, i gre up. casey was a dracula and miguel was well, duh! spiderman! lmao.

my initial plan was to hang out with ina and chub and ina’z friends.. layla and bright people. but when i got to her place. yeah. issa s. and other girls were there and inez too. it was kinda fun but i felt uhm.. let’s just not say it so i bounced

** i love issa’s make up and inez gave me.. a 10 second make over. lmao 

* it’s times like those when i wish i never looked back and tried to fix the things waay out of my league *

hahaiz. life. i always knew it would leave me like thiz.

so, i hung out with kate and kathya. there, i knew i would fit in. 🙂 sorry.

it was soo much fun. cheabel got there and we all went to burger joint. i finally got that right! joy! ;p damn. then suddenly, my phone rings and it was my mom and she was all, common we have to go nah. at 4 o clock in the afternoon was she f’in crazy?!

hehe. but, im gooooood. so, we talked her into letting me stay. LECHON?! haha. i don’t really care anymore.

so, we went back to burger joint [haha! i got it right again!] and we we’re just so fucking loud that thiz chick came up and told me to shut up.

hahaha. sorry,bitch i don’t know you so i don’t care! 😛

so, we basically walked around and made some noise and shit.

it was fun. i could just do it over and over again and not wish for anything more. lmao

** i saw a wishing start ** i didn’t wish for everything to go back to the way it used to be.. maybe now, i like things just the way they are.**

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ok, so that was yesterday. step into my present

well, i spent the whole day texting! honest!unlimited gud. ;p

and we went to tita tina’s house. lmao.

yeah. mao to. bow.

15. 15. 15.

>> KIDDIE<<

haha. i love birthdays. there are only two times when you can get away with murder, when you’re on your death bed andon your birthday. 🙂 rhank God i didn’t have to kill anybody. ;p

heheh. latah. im tired

whoever said that parties were better than shopping.. was partially true but still… i can’t avoid it anymore.

yes! happy birthday to me. well, happy 4 days after my birthday, that is. weeeh. it was awesome. but to be honest, we didn’t really do anything but, it’s the things that i got that made it totally righteous! [lol. i’ve been having the urge to say that word gyud] lmao.

anyways, ima fill you in on my birthday. shit. im finally 15. and im loving it. it ain’t that bad to be honest.

>> it was soo cute. it felt like christmas. i got to go shopping for two days straight! lmao. isn’t the awesome? on the first day,papa gave me 1000 to buy an outfit. was he serious? lmao. at least mother was there. i bought a top at fashion avenue. pricey piece of beauty. ;p i hung out with yumi, kristian, rodeena [her sisters], king and their parentals for a while. well, just until mother called me for coffee at starbucks.. it’s officially my drug.

then, we [me, mother, tita xtin] walked around and looked for my ipod. grrr.. nano lagi unta. the thing is soo tiny and like, it’s soo impossible. ;p but, gipang pull out lagi so, patuo nalang. anyways, we found one and of all the places BLIMS pa gyud. well, saon. they were looking for an ipod na o% within 6 months. well, hard knock life. gotta deal. at least i have an ipod. right?!

after that, me and mommy went to metro to buy myself a skirt which i never bought and capris. well, i found the capris and they’re cuuute.

so, after metro… i thought we were ready to go home BUT WAIT! my mom asked me if there was anything else i wanted then… LIGHT BULB! ISIS!! I bought myself aviator shades which i absolutely adore and a puma jacket that i cherish! i wouldn’t take it off.

it is to die for. drooooool.

>> when i got home, mother and fathe had to go somewhere [bussiness] so i played badminton wit this dude from across the street. i whooped his ass.. as usual. lmao.

i swear to g0d! it felt ike christmas. hehe. aye, basta, lahi gyud.

me and chub had on and off talks but you know how i don’t like talking on the phone anymore so we didn’t really chat long.

12 o clock. h o t n e z z. spell it wit me. h o t

omigosh. i was soo stupid. my phone started beeping and i was like, “12 na diay?!” lmao. bogo gyud. sembreak bitaw, chancE! 🙂 then, like papa called me and asked me to go upstairs to get something.. then, KNOCK KNOCK.

omigosh. it was soo cute. total kodak moment.

all the lights were off and there was a tiny chocolate cake on the cabinet thinggy and all of em wee singin happy birthday. they made me make a wish, blow out the candles, eat the cake or rather, watch casey eat it and do whatever i want. as long as i did it at home. if you know what i mean.. ;p lmao. just messing.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISSA!

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