i think my world is starting to revolve around ❤ and </3. look at how lame i’ve become. dork.

follow up on last tuesday:
yeah, ayot came over. we watched tv, ate, walked around and talk. we talked about what might happen when she leaves and how it would be great having  a fresh new start. honestly, i don’t like fresh starts, they tend to rott too. but yeah, we talked about typical random stuff and talked to nina on the phone and the like. damn, i’m going to miss her. i really am.
good-byes are hard, the hardest.

wednesday, thursday:

omg, kapoi. i hate school. i hate it so much. lmao. but civics was fun cuz we watched Troy. twas wicked awesome ❤

-i’m not afraid of dying, i’m afraid of tomorrow. hmm..

beautuiful movie with pieces of amazingy graphic shit in some parts. lmao. wicked awesome.

omg, i can hear the rats in this house. wtmf.

i have [[prjects to finish pa. omg, help me. *sob*

and yeah, migs birfday

friday: tonight

how did i decide to spend the eve of my mother’s birthday? hmm. let me site the ways.

i went to colon, in hopes that i would be able to buy more candy to sell at school on monday sadly, the 30 minute ride or so was obvious a waste because when we got there, the place was closed [6. fucker] and there was no way i could beg them to sell me there candy. but of course, granny found a way to waste their time as well, by asking the owner shitloads of questions which weren’t any of her business. sorry god, sometimes she embarasses me. :[
o: sorry kaayo, mam. naa man gud emergency…
g: unsa na emergency?
o: naai na hospital…
g: nganu man?
o: sa heart ra gud.
g: na unsa ang heart?

omg. side with me here. >:P

so, yeah, we decided to go to sm instead to buy mommy a gift and granny, well, she had her own things she needed to deal with. lol. i got her flip flops from artwork that we’re well.. ok, i guess. well, they better, i spent all the profit i made from the candy on those things. 😦 poor me, no more money 😦

i had to hurry home right after that though. jedd was celebrating his birthday party at his mom’s tapsilogan near metrosports. and omg, what a small world. richard tiu, i finally know his name knows jedd. wa lang. it’s just a small world. lmao.

jet got drunk. oh mother. lmao.

and i didn’t drink because i promised mom i wouldn’t. i didn’t drink gyud, 1 shot of tequila ra :))

ok, i’m soo tired

i think my world is starting to revolve around ❤ and </3. look at how lame i’ve become. dork.

follow up on last tuesday:
yeah, ayot came over. we watched tv, ate, walked around and talk. we talked about what might happen when she leaves and how it would be great having  a fresh new start. honestly, i don’t like fresh starts, they tend to rott too. but yeah, we talked about typical random stuff and talked to nina on the phone and the like. damn, i’m going to miss her. i really am.
good-byes are hard, the hardest.

wednesday, thursday:

omg, kapoi. i hate school. i hate it so much. lmao. but civics was fun cuz we watched Troy. twas wicked awesome ❤

-i’m not afraid of dying, i’m afraid of tomorrow. hmm..

beautuiful movie with pieces of amazingy graphic shit in some parts. lmao. wicked awesome.

omg, i can hear the rats in this house. wtmf.

i have [[prjects to finish pa. omg, help me. *sob*

and yeah, migs birfday

friday: tonight

how did i decide to spend the eve of my mother’s birthday? hmm. let me site the ways.

i went to colon, in hopes that i would be able to buy more candy to sell at school on monday sadly, the 30 minute ride or so was obvious a waste because when we got there, the place was closed [6. fucker] and there was no way i could beg them to sell me there candy. but of course, granny found a way to waste their time as well, by asking the owner shitloads of questions which weren’t any of her business. sorry god, sometimes she embarasses me. :[
o: sorry kaayo, mam. naa man gud emergency…
g: unsa na emergency?
o: naai na hospital…
g: nganu man?
o: sa heart ra gud.
g: na unsa ang heart?

omg. side with me here. >:P

so, yeah, we decided to go to sm instead to buy mommy a gift and granny, well, she had her own things she needed to deal with. lol. i got her flip flops from artwork that we’re well.. ok, i guess. well, they better, i spent all the profit i made from the candy on those things. 😦 poor me, no more money 😦

i had to hurry home right after that though. jedd was celebrating his birthday party at his mom’s tapsilogan near metrosports. and omg, what a small world. richard tiu, i finally know his name knows jedd. wa lang. it’s just a small world. lmao.

jet got drunk. oh mother. lmao.

and i didn’t drink because i promised mom i wouldn’t. i didn’t drink gyud, 1 shot of tequila ra :))

ok, i’m soo tired

i have a new business now, selling candy and that’s all thanks to chabel. thankyou, love. soo far, soo good. i’ve even gotten the teachers to buy my goods. lmao. i actually went to colon for this candy. props, yo.

i’m drowning in school work and on top of all that, bayot’s leaving and i haven’t found the time to visit stc to see her or anything. soo busy gyud and by dismissal i’m drained to the point where i can’t even stand up. it sucks. but junior year will quickly be over and so will two years and soon after, bayot’ll be back. *starts getting depressed* everyone’s leaving 😦

anyways, i wrote a poem. a very long one about a little girl and a little boy [or 2. hehe] comments if you wanna read THAT one ;p

but here,

* so why blame me for falling?
because, sorry isn’t enough, girls have jealous hearts and all ex-boyfriends are off-limits. no matter what the circumstances are. </3

* “don’t go for him, he’s a player…”
“don’t go for her, she’s a slut…”
but they don’t care.. they just wanna be together ❤

* she believes in love but love doesn’t seem to believe in her </3

* i think too much or don’t think at all. you turn away, and the more i fall </3

* why hate me for telling the truth? why not hate me for hiding it for soo long? /:) [this is all i have to say]

*rain ON me. rain FOR me. besides, it’s already raining IN me.

* i’ve messed down and burned down. && there’s no one ese to blame but myself

i have to do homework now.

helo me! i need my sanity.

and once again, i feel like breaking down. no,i just want to get away.

i am emo.

haha. oh, really?

thank you, sir for ruinning my night. THANK YOU VERY FUCKING MUCH!

but anyways, you just ruined my night. i had a very eventful day. hahai.

as you see, i’m not in the mood to patronize myself tonight so, here. read it.

english – ass. 39/45. sw. 65/75. quizzes. 53/55. she is doing good in class

filipino – 20/20. quizzes. 122/140. shows interest to learn- good

science – sw. 162/180. quiz. 74/93 [note:verygood!]. she needs to be careful in answering. shows interest, good scores!

math – 26/35. 95/115. 123/130. – she listens in the discussions buut sometimes she seems absent minded. she shows positive attitude in her studies.

cle- 40/40. 45/45. 29/35. – she displays a good attitude in her studies.

social studies. 23/25, 25/33. 10/15, 36/40. 37/50. – participates very well in class, no problem w/ her behavior.

omg, i did change. lmao. no, not really. i’m chanelling my insanity.

thank you, sir for ruinning my night. THANK YOU VERY FUCKING MUCH!

but anyways, you just ruined my night. i had a very eventful day. hahai.

as you see, i’m not in the mood to patronize myself tonight so, here. read it.

english – ass. 39/45. sw. 65/75. quizzes. 53/55. she is doing good in class

filipino – 20/20. quizzes. 122/140. shows interest to learn- good

science – sw. 162/180. quiz. 74/93 [note:verygood!]. she needs to be careful in answering. shows interest, good scores!

math – 26/35. 95/115. 123/130. – she listens in the discussions buut sometimes she seems absent minded. she shows positive attitude in her studies.

cle- 40/40. 45/45. 29/35. – she displays a good attitude in her studies.

social studies. 23/25, 25/33. 10/15, 36/40. 37/50. – participates very well in class, no problem w/ her behavior.

omg, i did change. lmao. no, not really. i’m chanelling my insanity.

i unno. i had a long day. i’ll puke tom.

i admit, i only started studying again yeterday (wednesday, i think) and omg, i realized that i needed it badly. ok, so i’ve failed like, a couple tests and seatworks. it’s the first grading. like i care. omg, iss. lmao.

goal for the year: chihuahua.
and i almost forgot 😦

anyways, mother has evil plans of making me gain weight (fyi: no, i haven’t turned anoxeric/dyslexic or the like, i still could care less about the way i look but, i just think i’m better off without the extra load) and omg, i think it’s working. i hate her so much for enjoying my misery. lmao. whatever, mom.

tomorrow’s a friday (finally) and i have karate or choir. i can’t decide. lmao. there’s nothing to practice man pud and i unno, i wanna sweat tomorrow and have an excuse to change into my PE uniform. 😉

me and carlow made plans to go on a massage thing. and if it doesn’t push through, i swear, i’ll bite him for real this time. lmao. they still hurt as much as before. and they did hurt, right kev?Ü

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.