maybe i’m not meant to fly

you think that maybe, just maybe god made this
hidden contract with me that i don’t know about?
maybe he has this thing going on where i can be
completely happy, giddy,whatever on regular
days and then he completely backfres on me during the holidays?
or any happy day for that matter.

note to self:
make sure i’m not inlove on the following occasions:
sinulog
valentines day
christmas
new year
halloween
i unno that many holidays but when you’re supposed to be happy
and out partying and you know it…

please do not love me.

god, this sucks. i guess you can’t always.. seize the day.
today is the worst day of my 2007. remember that. REMEMBER IT!

bad remarks on my card.
my papa totally dissed my new top.
i cut my leg
and things are not looking up from where i am
etc. etc.

and just when you thought this day couldn’t get any worse, it just did.
i was feeling a bit emo and decided to put on some grey nail polish since black isn’t my thing anymore and while looking for it, a bottle shattered on my legs and now, i am completely horrible.

but i know that this is the right thing to do. i know that even if i’m loosing something worth soo much to me,i would be gaining back so much more.

fuck that. maybe i’m just trying to sound ok. maybe i’m not.

tonight is the perfect night to be emo.

i’m goin to stop talking now

 think i could like you
i already do
feelings can grow but
they can go away too
you're taking my hand
looking into my eyes
don't be in a rush to end mid night
feel something happening
could this be a spark?
to satisfy me baby
gotta satisfy my heart

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first i have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am i just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

 think i could like you 
but i keep holding back
cuz i can't seem to tell
if you're fiction or fact
show me you can laugh
show me you can cry
show me who you really are
deep down inside
 
do you feel something happening
could this be for real?
i don't know right now
but tonight we'll reveal
do you know how to touch a girl?

music is my boyfriend ā¤

there’s been a weird delay in my PMS schedule. I have officially turned into an over acting, hot tempered chuva ek-ek. HAHA. i read that line somewhere and now i can’t stop saying it.

god, my mom just hogged the computer for a good hour. that was not fun.

anyways, my weeks been ok. i fitted my dress, made some money, went to school and the usual.

this weeks downer:
ISSA the Iguanna/ Hamster just passed away and i unno, that just sucked.

i need to go out and buy myself a cute top before sinulog. because.. i want to wear it on sinulog, dufus.

oh star <3

Every girl dreams that one day, she will find a guy that does these
things for her.

GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO
SLEEP
IN.

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.

KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F
Y0UR FRIENDS.

TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE.

TELL HER SHE L00KS
BEAUTIFUL.

L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0
HER.

LET HER
MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.

MESS WITH HER HAIR.

JUST WALK AR0UND WITH
HER.

F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.

L00K AT HER LIKES SHE’S THE
0NLY GIRL
Y0U
SEE.

TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.

H0LD
HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE
AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.

WHEN SHE STARTS
SWEARING AT Y0U TELL
HER Y0U L0VE HER.

LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR
ARMS.

GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.

TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE
Y0U BACK.

STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES
SICK.

WATCH HER
FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER

KISS HER F0REHEAD.

GIVE HER THE
W0RLD.

WRITE HER LETTERS.

LET HER WEAR Y0UR
CL0THES.
(SWEATSHIRTS)

WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.

LET
HER KN0W SHE’S IMP0RTANT.

LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U
SHE
WANTS.

KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

CALL HER EVERY
NIGHT.

AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER,
TELL
HER.

AND
WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. L0VE HER LIKE
Y0U NEVER
L0VED BEF0RE.

oh star <3

Every girl dreams that one day, she will find a guy that does these
things for her.

GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO
SLEEP
IN.

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.

KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F
Y0UR FRIENDS.

TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE.

TELL HER SHE L00KS
BEAUTIFUL.

L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0
HER.

LET HER
MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.

MESS WITH HER HAIR.

JUST WALK AR0UND WITH
HER.

F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.

L00K AT HER LIKES SHE’S THE
0NLY GIRL
Y0U
SEE.

TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.

H0LD
HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE
AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.

WHEN SHE STARTS
SWEARING AT Y0U TELL
HER Y0U L0VE HER.

LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR
ARMS.

GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.

TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE
Y0U BACK.

STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES
SICK.

WATCH HER
FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER

KISS HER F0REHEAD.

GIVE HER THE
W0RLD.

WRITE HER LETTERS.

LET HER WEAR Y0UR
CL0THES.
(SWEATSHIRTS)

WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.

LET
HER KN0W SHE’S IMP0RTANT.

LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U
SHE
WANTS.

KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

CALL HER EVERY
NIGHT.

AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER,
TELL
HER.

AND
WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. L0VE HER LIKE
Y0U NEVER
L0VED BEF0RE.

you sure you caught me for real this time?

: 1. Yes, we’re friends but ii don’t trust her. He has my heart, please don’t ask him to give it back
: i hope so
: 2. Please do not hate me for being jealous. I just realized that I can’t be without you
: SEE
: SEE
: SEE!!!!

: u just wrote that now?
: when i got home
: awwww…..
: i love you ***
: i love you too, ****


so, i’ll tell you one thing and i’ll tell you another. i love this and you can’t say that this is going too fast because it’s not.

♥

thank you for catching me

pagong pass!

yawn. it’s a lazy afternoon and i’m at home cuz we don’t class.
we don’t have class because of the asean.
the asean is here because they’re gay.
they’re gay because their mothers had bad taste.
their mothers have bad taste because their mother couldn’t cook.
they’re mothers couldn’t cook cuz their parents were gay too.

and.. HAHA. so on and so forth.

sorry, i’m dead bored. people have stopped noticing me 😦

text twist. i’ll talk and you can read later

pagong pass!

yawn. it’s a lazy afternoon and i’m at home cuz we don’t class.
we don’t have class because of the asean.
the asean is here because they’re gay.
they’re gay because their mothers had bad taste.
their mothers have bad taste because their mother couldn’t cook.
they’re mothers couldn’t cook cuz their parents were gay too.

and.. HAHA. so on and so forth.

sorry, i’m dead bored. people have stopped noticing me 😦

text twist. i’ll talk and you can read later

pagong pass!

yawn. it’s a lazy afternoon and i’m at home cuz we don’t class.
we don’t have class because of the asean.
the asean is here because they’re gay.
they’re gay because their mothers had bad taste.
their mothers have bad taste because their mother couldn’t cook.
they’re mothers couldn’t cook cuz their parents were gay too.

and.. HAHA. so on and so forth.

sorry, i’m dead bored. people have stopped noticing me 😦

text twist. i’ll talk and you can read later

i believe in fiction

i hate food.
i hate tummy aches.
i hate sun.
i hate my phone.
i hate missing people.
i hate school. [no, not so much right now]
i hate toilets that don’t work.

& i hate myself for hating too much.
hate it.
just hate it.

i have soo much school work to catch up with. i was just recently informed that my geometry grade went down 5 wonderful points this grading. i blame either, dengue, intramurals or laag but not myself. never. HAHA.

text twist is seriously rotting my brain. i think it’s my marijuanna. but the difference is, i can afford this. marijuanna, i can’t. lol.

oh, my step mother loves me. that’s nice to know. haha. i got perfume from her. i love you too, leah.

yeah, i guess.

well, the whole january schedule is pretty lax. i’m ready to bumm around the house. oh joy.

i feel like writting something worth writting though i doubt i could.

i miss my best friend. 😦
chabel, laag nya tah beh.
it’s BEEN FOREVER.

i believe in fiction

i hate food.
i hate tummy aches.
i hate sun.
i hate my phone.
i hate missing people.
i hate school. [no, not so much right now]
i hate toilets that don’t work.

& i hate myself for hating too much.
hate it.
just hate it.

i have soo much school work to catch up with. i was just recently informed that my geometry grade went down 5 wonderful points this grading. i blame either, dengue, intramurals or laag but not myself. never. HAHA.

text twist is seriously rotting my brain. i think it’s my marijuanna. but the difference is, i can afford this. marijuanna, i can’t. lol.

oh, my step mother loves me. that’s nice to know. haha. i got perfume from her. i love you too, leah.

yeah, i guess.

well, the whole january schedule is pretty lax. i’m ready to bumm around the house. oh joy.

i feel like writting something worth writting though i doubt i could.

i miss my best friend. 😦
chabel, laag nya tah beh.
it’s BEEN FOREVER.