i haven’t been able to update ever since that one time in bohol because i’ve been swamped with school stuff. no, just kidding. it’s cuz i basically haven’t had the time to. this is what sucks about school, i hardly get to blog but yeah, look back – i’ve never skipped more than a month… unless i was grounded. and for those avid readers, lagz blogs for me when i can’t so, this place won’t be so lonely.

as for me, i don’t think i’ll ever be lonely again ❤ :]

anyways, school has officially started and my high school life is almost FINALLY over. well, school just started, i have like 10 months to go but still, the thought excites me. lmao.

i’m in 4th year Platinum with Jet, Jed, edgar, dj, toshio, neil, samantha, gervise, renette, rodeena, jessica and some other people i don’t really remember cuz… yeah, i don’t care. Teacher Brazil’s our homeroom teacher and she’s sooo idk, on top of things. she has OCD, i think. she wants to know everything that goes on in the classroom and she’s soo systemized. we even have an exit and entrance door. geezus. this year’ll be veeeeery interesting. pak.

and NO, LAGZ. I’M NOT SIP2 CUZ I GET EXTRA POINTS IF I AM. I’M SIP2 CUZ I CAN GET AWAY WITH BEING SIP2. hahahahahahaha. jk. yeah, maybe i am. but it’s only cuz i sit in the front and cuz it’s still the start of school. just you wait, i’ll be back to the normal issa who doesnt care about anyone [except for lagz] that everyone loves and cares for. hehe. jk. or not. haha.

whateve. i don’t wanna talk about school. nothing interesting. no new students just really annoying oldies. DAWN LOOKS LIKE SUCH A SLUT NOW – OMG! and yeah, that’s it.

our batch doens’t own the third floor anymore though so that kinda sucks but whatever. lol.

playing tennis in a bit. just like what sir james just said. :]

bye bitch

She has been busy with school. And she’s the teachers pet.[cgeg pa sip2 so that she’ll be an honor student]

hahaha LOSER!! why don’t you just be like me. hilom2 lang honor jd lgeh! ahahah

i’ll see her in a bit. she’s playing tennis!!! yay!!

ilove, babe!!! mwAaAah–bik ❤

 but i just woke up and i don’t know what to write!!! so yeah she’s coming home! and yes!!! hahaha gotta go back to sleep!! just wnna blog that she’s already home!!!

hey fuckers, FUCK YOU

right now, i’m at an internet cafe [shivers] in bohol [island mall to be exact] i’m wastng time here at the cafe before i have to get on the boat and wait 2 hours before i get back home at then go to school the next day.

boo hoo.

bohol was perfect. even if i do miss my friends and james alot [and even if i didn’t spend my last saturday partying] i still had a lot of fun. i know why i love the beach now. haha.

this morning i woke up at 4:30 [cuz james woke me up] and i went to the beach in my bikini [under my pj’s] and i just styed there waiting for the sun to rise. issa time. it was really awesome. i got to write down all my wishes for the next school year and i got to reflect and shit like that. this summer has been absoluterly awesome. it just gets better and better every year and i’m just really thankful.

i don’t know how things’re gonna be next summer but i just really hope that i’ll be spending it wit the people who mean so so so much t me. you people know who you are]

btw, i got to touch a tarsier today. be jealous. be very jealous.

well, gotta go. gotta find some clothes, bitch

But it’s gonna be just fine!! not really cause i’m gonna miss her. but we saw each other just a while ago! pumunta ako sa bahay nila to get my cable for my ipod[nice excuse, huh?]… nyways, her parents allowed me to go so yeah!! at least they allow me to go to their house nah! i just love the thing that happened in i.t park with papa-lander & issa cause they had the “james talk” and yeah tito lander said we can hang out! so yeah! whatever!!! [wait, she’s letting me call her at this point. gotta call her] she wants to hear me say goodnight and goodluck in her wetdreams ahahahahaha. jk!! mwah!!! i think i’ll go now!! im tired!! bye LOSERS…

bik ❤

my friends say i’m being anal and too into it. they think that my whole time is devoted to lagz and to no one else. and honestly, they could be right about that but friends are always top on my list. i have a list of tops, not in a specific order though basta 1st gyud si god. and if they need me, i’ll be there for them. :]

they’re suprised that i’m soo into him and the whole idea of us and i don’t blame them.

but hey, i’m inlove. and it’s finally safe to say it. cuz i’ve waited, prayed, got it and prayed some more and i just hope this lasts forever. :]

thanks for being my everything. you’re worth it. you make me feel like i’m worth it. you make me feel like i’m worth the fight. i love you.

you don’t look like you there.

i’ve been a busy bee lately so i’m sorry if i wasn’t able to blog. [to whoever reads this] i like the fact that someone’s leaving me little letters when i do check my xanga though, it helps me write. it keeps me happy :]

“you wanna know what kind of magic
i used to make you fall for me?”

omg you dork. get real!!! :p
jk. i love you.

i can SMACK that. HAHA.

the whole thing was a really cool experience though. like, during the afternoons we’d change into different outfits. first day was kiddie outfit [i didn’t change] then retro [i wore my dress AGAIN] and third was international [i didn’t care to hange either] hehe. Tep joined which just wmade the whole thing better. :]

we’re cool. HAHA.

aside from the whole thing being fun, it was also really tiring. i swear i’m still not fully rested frm the whole thing. and honestly, i DON’T miss tennis.

me and james kinda fought on the third day though. totally my fault. sorry about that. who knew you were as emotional as i am.

life isn’t as regular as it’s usally been though. life was been one hell of a shocker to me. a few week ago my parents couldn’t stand to talk about james or simply the thought of him. but now he’s like the only thing they can talk about. last saturday i actually have candid pictures of his mom and mine conversing about clothes and stuff and the day after that, his dad and mine sat together during church. i even got to hold hands with his dad for like 5 seconds and mommy… MY MOMMY actually talked to lagz. and the coolest part is, James didn’t block out or give her a bad answer, he actually put a really big and genuine smile on and talked to her. i feel soo lucky right now. :]

last night me and papa went out for dinner then we had coffee at IT Park. Coffeebean is better than Starbucks but, it’s not like i can even afford any of em anyways. 125 pesos for Coffee. that’s just crazy! lol.

me and papa had a really good time. i actually found it in me to admit that i do like James and the coolest thing is that, he didn’t block me out or tell me that i wasn’t allowed to see him [they don’t know the WHOLE thing.] instead he give me a whole lot of things to do with the situation. he even wants to hang out with him [man date. soo gay] and maybe he can have dinner with us one night and he’s actually open to the idea of him coming to the house. i like how this is tunring out.

i honestly feel soo blessed to have a faher like him in my life. he makes me feel a lot much better and idk, he just tells me things that no one else could tell me. He doesn’t beat around the bush, he just tells me straight. something my real dad could never do. but i still have good feelings or my dad. maybe t’s love. i dont know

plus on our way home,he caught up with us. parked infront of our car and everything. oh i love speakingofthedevils. no, i love suprises. could never get tired of em. hehe.

so yeah, i’m hoping that james can come over tomorrow and pick up his ipod. maybe he can even hang out for a while i mom’s ayt with that. hehe.

enough sah. rest.

then today i had a meeting at school. it was just really fun to hang out with josh and jet again. i miss being one of the guys. yeah, being a girl is fun but i like not caring about what i’m going to wear or being consious about what i say as not to offend the other sistah. lol. i like staying balanced. ;]

then i had dinner with friends. arden came over. we’re beaching on thrusday before school ends and i miight sleep at her place on saturday. lol. crazy day. crazy day. hehe.

so yeah, i’m done.

so that was last week, yesterday and today ;]

 PERFECT.
iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou nd iloveu.

that wasn’t so bad at all.forget about the last day!!! that was nothing!! no biggie. iloveu

i’m waiting for the notebook. 😦

i can’t wait to see what’s inside..

whatever.whatever!!! nd oh yes HAPPY ANNIVERSARY[not wedding or uyab2] you know what imean.

ahahah vetch!

i’ll go now!! just a surprise.
you didn’t reply na babe =[
i’ll see you tomorrow for bible study!. what the hell am i doing!? this aint a blog. this is a letter!!! sorrrrrrry!!

mwah! iloveu SO MUCH!!!

-bik ❤