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About issaplease

An online diary I started when I was 16. I'm not 16 anymore but I still function like one.

AIDS, COCAINE and TECHNO ♥

it’s a tuesday and yes, i’m on the internet. yipee. but only for homework and projects. wink wink ;P

i have a new business now, selling candy and that’s all thanks to chabel. thankyou, love. soo far, soo good. i’ve even gotten the teachers to buy my goods. lmao. i actually went to colon for this candy. props, yo.

i’m drowning in school work and on top of all that, bayot’s leaving and i haven’t found the time to visit stc to see her or anything. soo busy gyud and by dismissal i’m drained to the point where i can’t even stand up. it sucks. but junior year will quickly be over and so will two years and soon after, bayot’ll be back. *starts getting depressed* everyone’s leaving 😦

anyways, i wrote a poem. a very long one about a little girl and a little boy [or 2. hehe] comments if you wanna read THAT one ;p

but here,

* so why blame me for falling?
because, sorry isn’t enough, girls have jealous hearts and all ex-boyfriends are off-limits. no matter what the circumstances are. </3

* “don’t go for him, he’s a player…”
“don’t go for her, she’s a slut…”
but they don’t care.. they just wanna be together ā¤

* she believes in love but love doesn’t seem to believe in her </3

* i think too much or don’t think at all. you turn away, and the more i fall </3

* why hate me for telling the truth? why not hate me for hiding it for soo long? /:) [this is all i have to say]

*rain ON me. rain FOR me. besides, it’s already raining IN me.

* i’ve messed down and burned down. && there’s no one ese to blame but myself

i have to do homework now.

madd love

i’m not your wasteland. i am my own!

omg, tonight is just living proof that all men are assholes. and this is why i am still single. and this is why men turn gay [as not to be judged] and this is why i hate you!

thank you, sir for ruinning my night. THANK YOU VERY FUCKING MUCH!

but anyways, you just ruined my night. i had a very eventful day. hahai.

as you see, i’m not in the mood to patronize myself tonight so, here. read it.

english – ass. 39/45. sw. 65/75. quizzes. 53/55. she is doing good in class

filipino – 20/20. quizzes. 122/140. shows interest to learn- good

science – sw. 162/180. quiz. 74/93 [note:verygood!]. she needs to be careful in answering. shows interest, good scores!

math – 26/35. 95/115. 123/130. – she listens in the discussions buut sometimes she seems absent minded. she shows positive attitude in her studies.

cle- 40/40. 45/45. 29/35. – she displays a good attitude in her studies.

social studies. 23/25, 25/33. 10/15, 36/40. 37/50. – participates very well in class, no problem w/ her behavior.

omg, i did change. lmao. no, not really. i’m chanelling my insanity.

peace, bitchez

i’m not your wasteland. i am my own!

omg, tonight is just living proof that all men are assholes. and this is why i am still single. and this is why men turn gay [as not to be judged] and this is why i hate you!

thank you, sir for ruinning my night. THANK YOU VERY FUCKING MUCH!

but anyways, you just ruined my night. i had a very eventful day. hahai.

as you see, i’m not in the mood to patronize myself tonight so, here. read it.

english – ass. 39/45. sw. 65/75. quizzes. 53/55. she is doing good in class

filipino – 20/20. quizzes. 122/140. shows interest to learn- good

science – sw. 162/180. quiz. 74/93 [note:verygood!]. she needs to be careful in answering. shows interest, good scores!

math – 26/35. 95/115. 123/130. – she listens in the discussions buut sometimes she seems absent minded. she shows positive attitude in her studies.

cle- 40/40. 45/45. 29/35. – she displays a good attitude in her studies.

social studies. 23/25, 25/33. 10/15, 36/40. 37/50. – participates very well in class, no problem w/ her behavior.

omg, i did change. lmao. no, not really. i’m chanelling my insanity.

peace, bitchez

stress level at its peak

i am currently at tita tina’s house waiting for the mother to finish up her breakfast so we can go to school and hear what my teachers think of me. i hope i get good comments this grading considering the fact that i’ve been stressing alot and trying to do good in school and the like. lmao. but knowing Him, i think this time i’ll be put in vain. but we’ll see.


i am also currently surrounded by 3 young, hyper girls and omg. lmao.


hopefully this afternoon, neena goes to the house and we can go get massages and eat tapsilog and study for chemistry. this is why i love her and a million more. ā¤


i havta bounce. kids go wild when you leave em hanging.


i love YOU, world.


p.s. happy birthday, josh. where are you? best friend. not anymore.

anions, metals and nonmetals

how am i ever going to survive my junior year of highschool? sigh.

i admit, i only started studying again yeterday (wednesday, i think) and omg, i realized that i needed it badly. ok, so i’ve failed like, a couple tests and seatworks. it’s the first grading. like i care. omg, iss. lmao.

goal for the year: chihuahua.
and i almost forgot 😦

anyways, mother has evil plans of making me gain weight (fyi: no, i haven’t turned anoxeric/dyslexic or the like, i still could care less about the way i look but, i just think i’m better off without the extra load) and omg, i think it’s working. i hate her so much for enjoying my misery. lmao. whatever, mom.

tomorrow’s a friday (finally) and i have karate or choir. i can’t decide. lmao. there’s nothing to practice man pud and i unno, i wanna sweat tomorrow and have an excuse to change into my PE uniform. šŸ˜‰

me and carlow made plans to go on a massage thing. and if it doesn’t push through, i swear, i’ll bite him for real this time. lmao. they still hurt as much as before. and they did hurt, right kev?Ü

maybe i’m just wanting this too much.
maybe i’m not wanting it enough.
but i don’t wanna know.
i’d rather find out that i’ll end up huting myself
the old fashioned, ididn’tseeitcoming way.
<|3

degenerating. zZzzzZzz..

i just had to wonder but, aside from ian and kevin, who else reads my blogs? i wonder who’s read my emo blogs and talks about my random entries. roar. maybe i should stop blogging for the sake of it. nah. like i care. harhar.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.


that’s not alchohol that arden’s holding, i swear šŸ˜‰
      
and that’s not me

denial is the key factor ;P

saturday:
stayed home all day then went to annie’s place that evening for the reunion of the 3 bangkok whoring bitches. lmao. mom, tita and other tita. watched the videos they took which was awesome. lmao. the place was ok, they had this fucked up gay show. god, gay people are fucked up. lmao. esp. the they’re prettier than most girls part. lmao. omg, manny pacqiao has another song – wtf. please stop. haha. and yeah, we drank… again. but mommy doesn’t know that i drank at bayot’s party. i get around things. lmao. i got tipsy too but i didn’t tell my mommy that either, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. haha šŸ™‚

sunday:
nothing. stayed home. mom cooked. chatted with relatives from the states which was also awesome. haha.

don’t ask me about school. that’s why i’m blogging and partying as not to rem. lmao.

love ya!

degenerating. zZzzzZzz..

i just had to wonder but, aside from ian and kevin, who else reads my blogs? i wonder who’s read my emo blogs and talks about my random entries. roar. maybe i should stop blogging for the sake of it. nah. like i care. harhar.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.


that’s not alchohol that arden’s holding, i swear šŸ˜‰
      
and that’s not me

denial is the key factor ;P

saturday:
stayed home all day then went to annie’s place that evening for the reunion of the 3 bangkok whoring bitches. lmao. mom, tita and other tita. watched the videos they took which was awesome. lmao. the place was ok, they had this fucked up gay show. god, gay people are fucked up. lmao. esp. the they’re prettier than most girls part. lmao. omg, manny pacqiao has another song – wtf. please stop. haha. and yeah, we drank… again. but mommy doesn’t know that i drank at bayot’s party. i get around things. lmao. i got tipsy too but i didn’t tell my mommy that either, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. haha šŸ™‚

sunday:
nothing. stayed home. mom cooked. chatted with relatives from the states which was also awesome. haha.

don’t ask me about school. that’s why i’m blogging and partying as not to rem. lmao.

love ya!

degenerating. zZzzzZzz..

i just had to wonder but, aside from ian and kevin, who else reads my blogs? i wonder who’s read my emo blogs and talks about my random entries. roar. maybe i should stop blogging for the sake of it. nah. like i care. harhar.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.


that’s not alchohol that arden’s holding, i swear šŸ˜‰
      
and that’s not me

denial is the key factor ;P

saturday:
stayed home all day then went to annie’s place that evening for the reunion of the 3 bangkok whoring bitches. lmao. mom, tita and other tita. watched the videos they took which was awesome. lmao. the place was ok, they had this fucked up gay show. god, gay people are fucked up. lmao. esp. the they’re prettier than most girls part. lmao. omg, manny pacqiao has another song – wtf. please stop. haha. and yeah, we drank… again. but mommy doesn’t know that i drank at bayot’s party. i get around things. lmao. i got tipsy too but i didn’t tell my mommy that either, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. haha šŸ™‚

sunday:
nothing. stayed home. mom cooked. chatted with relatives from the states which was also awesome. haha.

don’t ask me about school. that’s why i’m blogging and partying as not to rem. lmao.

love ya!