i feel really sick right now. there’s food right in front of me but i feel like i’m going to puke it out anyways. i took a 2 hour nap and for some reason i keep thinking that something’s going to happen at 8 or that i should be in front of the tv by that time. hahaha. no idea.

i feel like i’m drunk but i haven’t even been drinking!

sick sick sick

here i am again. sob. i don’t know. haha.

yeah, it’s Francis AGAIN. haha. i don’t know but everytime i hear from him on friendster or whatever, i just get really pissed off. basically because he just doesn’t get it. i don’t want to hear from him because, i’m done saying whatever it is i needed to say to him and i’m pretty sure he is so WHY is he still trying to contact me. it’s not a matter of me being assuming or jumping to the conclusion of him wanting another shot with me. it’s just that, i just don’t appreciate it right now cuz if i remember correctly, and i think i do, i made it very clear to him that i had no business with him and he shouldn’t either.

there’s nothing good to talk about when it comes to work. Juvy, the secretary has been asking me to fix her email and i can’t. so, sorry, kid. HAHA.

suprisingly, the phone HAS been ringing lately. lol. I got a bunch of calls today but mostly from my mom and this lady person, Eunica from Dumaguete following up her banner orders for this Mayor who’s running for office – again. I think. lol. Yey us. We have cool customers. haha.

I recently discovered that we make the traffic enfourcers uniforms [you know usually yellow/ oranger vests with a gray shiny belt thingy] and the able services uniform [the grey and yellow uniforms the janitors at ayala wear] and Collonade’s uniforms. lol. i’m such a show off. HAHA. i’m not one to deny what i’m truly guilty of. but yeah, no one reads my xanga anyways so, I’m safe. Besides, a lot of people make uniforms and clothes. I just like a brag and blog at the same time. HAHA.

tennis today was stressful. I left my racket at home and i had to wait for my papa to bring y racket with him at around 10 which was very stressful because 1.] i really wanted to play while waiting for casey and 2.] i really wasn’t sure if my papa was really going to bring my racket. he’s evil like that. “this ought to be a lesson learned, Jean Louise!” and he doesn’t bring it which’lljust make me suffer more. so, just in case he didn’t [and i had a gut that he didn’t] i borrowed Ayana’s racket. and guess what? my papa brought my freakin racket so i ended up bringing 2 pretty rackets with me. HAHA. i wish i didn’t have to return aya’s racket though. it’s pretty. it’s blue and it looks really really brand new. haha. i know i’d break a racket like that.

another reason why tennis was stressful today and not to mention draining was cuz we had these odd new drills. they split us up in two and yeah, it was weird. and i sound very addicted to tennis. haha. i don’t want to though cuz.. i don’t play as well as i sound so, i should shut up. point is, i love tennis. shutting up now :]

“work”

yeah, the biggest thing i had to do today was upload THAT picture from our company’s electronic mail. it was very hard to do, btw. haha.

i’m tried it’s almost wait, it IS 5:30 so i can basically leave and sleep now. yey. :]

if writing down prayers/ wishes and dreams on paper or wherever really does work then this is to whoever in the world is listening. i want music in my life.i want another piece of spice. i want another one of “those” nights again. i hate to admit it but… i’m afraid that i’m beginning to want you.

get over it.

well, casey started her tennis lessons today [yes world, she wants to follow in her big sister’s foot steps. HAHA.] and i guess she liked it cuz she plans to go back tomorrow and the day after that and the day after. lol. and she doesn’t even have to pay for it with her own money which is unfair considering the fact that she actually has more money than i do. i only have a hundred twenty on me right now. she has seven. i knooow. it’s pathetic. lol.

tennis was ok. shelly’s back. and so is athena, aaron, the small girl and of course, how could we forget.. their mother. HAHA. i don’t know. i’d rather not risk anything talking about it. haha. [kevin: ooh! talk about it, talk about it!] haha.

i guess i don’t have much to say about tennis. i mean, aside from the fact that the people there are crazy and i laugh my lungs out everyday. lol. tennis is fun. i like it. it makes me happy. gives me happy feet. 🙂

i’m currently in the office. chatting and waiting for the phone to ring since that is my only job. lol.

i’m tired and i’m currently missing someone.

issa, you’re soo dumb.

so i guess thoughts in writting do work. haha. or maybe i wished just enough last night. haha. but i don’t think i’m going to wish for it again tonight. i don’t want too much of a good thing. plus last night just kinda seems too good to be true so i really don’t wanna get my hopes up too high.

i’m right where i wanna be. i just hope he’s right here next to me ;]
-mark anthony, anyone?

so anyways, i really don’t know if i had a good day or a bad day. i think i had an ok day. pacqiao won. that’s something to be happy about [although, i didn’t get to watch the fight on paperview so i really don’t care] i also got a new phone [grany’s updated to a colored phone so i get her 3310] and i watched ghost whisperer the whole day. i should be happy. 🙂

so, i guess i won’t go ruin the mood by talking about the bethany incident. lol. not pretty. hate chinese people in cebu. haha. sorry, ancestors i just don’t LOVE our blood. lol.

i’m gonna go i have a pink racket to find. casey’s taking up tennis now. swweet

just because i know that nothing in life is permanent or for sure, i just wanna say it before i don’t get the chance to.

i’m putting it in writting [or print, whatever] just so you know i’ve been wishing for it.

i hope i hear from you tonight cuz honestly, you’re what i look forward to in the morning even if i’m never going to let you know that. I just hope to hear from you and know that you were thinking about me and you wanted me to know that. I don’t wanna stop hearing from you as long as it doesn’t hurt. and right now, it doesn’t so just keep on coming, boy. Let’s give this a shot.

i’ve been praying for something but i’m not going to be blinded by you. slightly though, ok. whatever. you could be a keeper.

just because i know that nothing in life is permanent or for sure, i just wanna say it before i don’t get the chance to.

i’m putting it in writting [or print, whatever] just so you know i’ve been wishing for it.

i hope i hear from you tonight cuz honestly, you’re what i look forward to in the morning even if i’m never going to let you know that. I just hope to hear from you and know that you were thinking about me and you wanted me to know that. I don’t wanna stop hearing from you as long as it doesn’t hurt. and right now, it doesn’t so just keep on coming, boy. Let’s give this a shot.

i’ve been praying for something but i’m not going to be blinded by you. slightly though, ok. whatever. you could be a keeper.

i know i haven’t been updating in like.. forever but it’s cuz i’ve been busy. and yeah, i’ve been onlin a lot but i guess i just haven’t been in the mood to blog. i can’t think right is the problem. damn heat! lol.

i haven’t updated in a while. i’ve been busy with tennis and going out. ALOT. i have tennis to thank for that. I haven’t worked a single day this week and i’ve just realized that I HAVE to! lol.