OK

The problem isn’t being told that everything is going to be ok,
It’s not knowing how to make everything ok.

I find solitude in hurting myself and the people around me.
Are you going to tell me that that’s ok?

Can you honestly look me in the eye and tell me that that’s OK?

This is the part I struggle with the most, holding it together and trying not to overthink every little thing and just wanting and waiting to be ok again. And then I find myself here again. One way or another. Every single time.

Tell me how to be OK again because it’s so lonely being here.

Last night I dreamt that I was having the time of my life doing things I had always wanted to do.
I was laughing, my hands were in the air and I was grasping for breath.
But you weren’t even there.

Not that you even wanted to.

So I think, this is where it ends.

Friday Pre Game Sessions at Gibbs’ Hot Wings

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Magic Radio, Issaplease and Silly Hot Sauce brings you Friday Pre-game sessions at our favorite place to hang and pig out- Gibbs’ Hot Wings!

With sick beats by DJ Short, prep yourselves before heading out to the real party at Gibbs’ with your favorite chicken wings and local beer at only P55.

Pre- game sessions are every Friday at 9 PM.

See you there!

Projections with Roger Cas

DSC_9706//embedr.flickr.com/assets/client-code.js They say that if you want something in life, you must project it out to the world in order for you to get one step closer to it. It could be in the form of a dog eared note in your favorite journal, a blog entry, a photo, a prayer or any means of acknowledgement.

I have always loved the water, (warm water in the shower, specifically) having been a competitive swimmer and mermaid in my past life. Also, I have always wished to take my diving adventures more seriously and to one day try out surfing. But due to time and financial restraints, I haven’t had much time to do both. But like I said, when you project the things you want into the world, it often tends to listen, maybe not in the exact way you would have wanted but in surprising and even better ways, nonetheless.
DSC_9711//embedr.flickr.com/assets/client-code.jsDSC_9716//embedr.flickr.com/assets/client-code.jsDSC_9663//embedr.flickr.com/assets/client-code.jsDSC_9666I was lucky to have been invited to shoot again with Roger Cas and Christian Tan (whose work I will be featuring in another post) earlier this year, where we were able to work around with a few things that were meaningful to us: art, photography and the ocean. DID YOU KNOW that the pattern of white spots are unique for every whale shark or that the hairy frog fish is called as such because it walks like a frog on surfaces?DID YOU KNOW  that populations of many species are decreasing at an unsustainable rate, and the number of species listed as endangered from marine life families such as whales, dolphins, manatees and dugongs, salmon, seabirds, sea turtles,and sharks to name a few, are on the rise. Marine creatures are equally, if not more, vulnerable to problems such as habitat destruction and over exploitation. Shallow water animals that breathe air, like turtles, manatees, dugongs, and whales are often hit by boats and caught in fishing gear. Species such as turtles that lay their eggs on land often lose their nurseries due to coastal development. Animals that have taken millions of years to evolve, that are invaluable to all ecosystems, have and continue to vanish from places where they once flourished. (http://marinebio.org/oceans/threatened-endangered-species/)DSC_9694//embedr.flickr.com/assets/client-code.jsDSC_9624  As pretty as these pictures are, it is also a reminder to everyone to take care of the ocean and the life that lives in it. I’ve only seen a few of these majestic creatures in person and I would hate to one day have the to face the harsh reality that I may never be able to because of our careless and irresponsible actions. It’s one thing to love the ocean and want to explore it but it’s a completely different thing to actually do something about it. Don’t litter, make sustainable seafood choices, avoid purchasing items that exploit the marine life and above everything else- educate yourself about the ocean and what you can do to help protect it.//embedr.flickr.com/assets/client-code.js

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If you want to find out more about the great open seas or find out how you can be involved, check out Divelink CebuNot only are they a dive shop, but they are also involved in research and conservation of our marine life and have even established sanctuaries around Malapascua.

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 Photography by: Roger Cas

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Fish are friends. Not foe,

 

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