virginity
yeah, you heard me right. i’m talking about it. i don’t know why but i feel like i’m at a stage in my life where it’s just right to talk about it – i feel like it’s time. NOT TO LOOSE IT but to OPEN UP ABOUT IT.
i’m almost turning 18 and i’m one the eldest in my circle of friends and despite the age issue, i’m one of the few left among us who is still a virgin. and if i did decide to do it in the near future, i would still be one of the few who has done it with only one guy.
i don’t know why this is so suprising to me right now but what’s the big deal with sex anyways?
i can honestly say that i’ve gone as far as i need to go in my relationship [or should i say past :(] but i’ve always tried to “keep the confetti in my closet” and i have to be honest, it’s hard. waaaaaay hard. and i hate being in this situation where i shouldn’t do “it” but a big part of me wants to. i hate the fact that i could possibly be open to the idea of actually having sex now. it just shouldn’t be this way. my mind should be made up and it should be saying NO to this.
but then when you’re thrown out there, sometimes i feel like “what the hell..” and then everything just seems different.
i’m almost turning 18 and i’m one the eldest in my circle of friends and despite the age issue, i’m one of the few left among us who is still a virgin. and if i did decide to do it in the near future, i would still be one of the few who has done it with only one guy.
i don’t know why this is so suprising to me right now but what’s the big deal with sex anyways?
i can honestly say that i’ve gone as far as i need to go in my relationship [or should i say past :(] but i’ve always tried to “keep the confetti in my closet” and i have to be honest, it’s hard. waaaaaay hard. and i hate being in this situation where i shouldn’t do “it” but a big part of me wants to. i hate the fact that i could possibly be open to the idea of actually having sex now. it just shouldn’t be this way. my mind should be made up and it should be saying NO to this.
but then when you’re thrown out there, sometimes i feel like “what the hell..” and then everything just seems different.
i wanna stay clean for as long as i can but why does it feel like mission impossible to me?
everyone’s asking if there’s a right time and place to do it but everyone’s going against all the answers they know by heart and it sucks because my friends should know better.
i should know better to know that sex outside of marriage shouldn’t even be an option!
i guess it’s just a matter of choice now. if i do it, it should be something i can look back and not feel stupid about. it should be meaningful. it HAS to be love and nothing less.
are YOU a virgin?
and if not, how was your first time?
and if not, how was your first time?
Issa Talks... Alot 
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i lost it pretty early. im not too happy about it. i wish i would’ve lost it at least a couple more years later than that. but i’ve definitely been enjoying it. i’ve been having sex for awhile now, & yeah there’s regrets. my first time wasnt special. it wasnt cuz of love either. lol. but hey, im glad you’re looking at it that way. 🙂
i lost it pretty early. im not too happy about it. i wish i would’ve lost it at least a couple more years later than that. but i’ve definitely been enjoying it. i’ve been having sex for awhile now, & yeah there’s regrets. my first time wasnt special. it wasnt cuz of love either. lol. but hey, im glad you’re looking at it that way. 🙂