it’s a wednesday today. but i just felt like saying. hehe.
it’s exams week. i got 81/100 in trigonometry. FOR ONCE, i didn’t fail. i feel gooood.
i’ve been busy with school and church lately. and i’m officially broke from buying people gifts. sob.
i’m too tired to think right now.
maybe later :]
is it just me but is this friday night turning into a very terrible one. am i being superstitious? [with my title and everything] or is everyone else’s day sucks as much as mine.
nothing can beat my day.
well, then again, i exagerate.
i’m too ashamed to tell anyone but i’m feeling very bratty tonight. it’s a friday but i’m not with James. i’m home, making my accounting project cuz our workers had to stay overtime and lander wouldn’t let james come. and it’s early 9 but everyone’s gone. talk about over time. 😦
this means i’m only going to see him for 1 day in a whole week. at church. that just sucks ass. i need him for more than a few hours at church [which he might not even go to!] and it just can’t be at church.
i’m going to go through another withdrawal. i swear. i can FEEL IT!
i hate today for so many other pointless reasons, too. but right now, mostly because we cannot stop fighting. perhaps it’s my PMS but he just said that i have a bad attitude. i know he meant it. <//3
i’m crying. 2nd day in a row.
i want to drown.
for a change
for a change
i wanna open a joint account with you in the near future.
we’ll learn how to budget money together. and we’ll use the money we save for our wedding.
let’s just start erly for the heck of it. haha
there was way more to what happened during the beginning of that movie that we watched today at school than what you allowed me to say.
so if you just give me that chance right now to tell you the rest of the story then i will. even if i’ve lost interest in it, i’m going to try to manage and it in me to tell you about it. here. because it’s easier for me. and i want you to know how shameless i am now. lol
while watching “the count of monte cristo”.. for the whole class to hear…
Sam: [refering to guy who played the count]
Issa:
“Atay. Di ko oie. Basta dili si James, dili nako minyuan.”
This love is killing me, but you’re the only one
not in our world, right?
mhmmm where should i start i have a lot to say to you. nah but my back hurts nah and youre calling already so ill have to end this message by saying
I LOVEYOU.
always and forever ❤
.this circle never ends…
so today we got the results of the long awaited NCAE’S [naional career assesment examination]. Most of the people were hyped about the results. most of them were jumping up and down saying “i knew it!” and fuckery like that. some were enlightened and stuff and yeah, good for them.
i, on the other hand, just held that stupid piece of paper in my hand, very close to tears.
results:
outdoor (1st)
this means that you enjoy working with naturalistic environment such as plants and animals. Examples of which are the following: landscaping workers, pultry/dairy farmers, cattle ranchers, fishermen, agriculturists, horticulturists, agronomists, botanists, geologists and marine biologists.
first of all, HOW THE HELL DID I END UP WITH RESULTS LIKE THIS?!!? IS IT CUZ I KNOW PHYLUMS AND SHIT CUZ HELL. THIS SUCKS!
artistic (2nd)
this means that you enjoy activites that look at the artistic side of things such as forms, designs and patterns. Examples: fashion design, interior decorators, graphic designers, landscape architecs, makeu artists, painters, sketch artists, poets/ lyricist, catoonists, photographers, musicians, singers, dancers, actors, directors, radio/ TV announcers.
this just left me very depressed.
cuz that’s usually how i tend to feel when i’m reminded of what i’m getting myself into.
depressed.
</3 [insert emo song here]
i mean, i’m not bummed cuz i’m completely against the results said. hey, i always wanted to be a vet and i love animals but it’s not that. the depressing part was knowing that the results of that test was exactly what i hoped it would be. it was telling me that i’m in a way, supposed to be what i really want to be. and no way is it even close to being a nurse like what i’m going to be in a few months.
worst thing about the whole is that, unlike some people in my batch, i’m never going to be able to convince my parents about paying for the course that i want and not nursing. but that’s not going to happen. and i’m extremely sad about it.
hoe hum.
btw, i got accepted to that college. here i come. 8-(
anyways, i’m PMS stricken today and this is goin to go on for another 2 weeks or so. so watch out. and yes, me and james have been fighting again.
hje keeps telling me not to cheat on him and suff. iarghjgfdslja.
ok. i’m just really pissed right now. god.
Issa Talks... Alot 