don’t stop dancing

Posted on August 11, 2007 by issaplease

i wonder who squeled on me THIS time. argh. i know it was my mom’s anus friend, balot. argh argh argh.
but it was my fault anyways and i take the blame and THIS time, it’s finally implanted in my head. just
please don’t stop dancing with me. we’ve hardly even started. yeah, i talk in metaphores now. i know i’m fuuuckin awesome! lol.

i don’t mind if you don’t tell me that you love me when i say it first. i’d appreciate silence rather than
a lie but idk, something inside me is telling me that you want to stop or maybe that you could do better?
please don’t do this to me. don’t tell me that there’s something better out there for you because it’s not true. and i’m
willing to prove that.

so anyways, today was interesting. it’s like a was PMS victim or something. lol. today was a random day and i kinda enjoyed it but it’s finally the end of the day and GOD, i’m glad it’s over!!

i run with scissors.
it makes me feel dangerous.

i think today was the first time i skipped classes and omg, i feel so cool just thinking about it. haha! so yeah, i intentionally got left behind by the bus and since i got “left behind” i decided to drop by Chabel’s place and hang out, see the new baby hammies [btw, there are only 3 now. 1 died and 1 disappear. they proli ate both] and eat and yeah, just waste time. lol. after chab’s i went to ayala and met up with james and charles and watch him play battle gear, i think. that was fun. he’s actually good at it. i swear i’ll learn that game and i’ll kick his ass. LOL. kidding. that’s his thing. besides, the dance revo and time crisis is right beside battle gear so i’m fiine. but i still wanna learn it. lmao.

then me and james went to the jeepney terminal for an adventure. that was fun. we decided to ride a jeepney going to church for bible study. that was cool. i forgot how interesting jeepney people are. and for the record, pinays do NOT look good in trashy blonde hair and extremely FAKE blue contacts [or any color as long as it looks fake for that matter].

and then THIS, the cherry on top of my day.

“ring ring…” [mom calling]
“hello, ma?”
“issa. buricat gyud ka noh?! why do you have pictures of you kissing james on RINGO?! blah blah blah” talk about how i’m a slut and how i’m probably not a virgin anymore and how she’s going to take me in for tests.
“mom? erm.. uhm.. i didn’t know na people would see it cuz i tried to mke it as private as possible. i didn’t even accept anyone on that site!”
and then the rest of the conversation was basically about how i was in big trouble and how i was going to get beaten up when i got home and shit.

and then i lost my appetite. right after James bought me a chicken meal. argh. i hate moments like that.
plus i saw kc. that was just splendid. sex makes you look like more of a bitch man diay noh? lol.

BUT I SWEAR I’D PASS THAT TEST IF I TOOK IT. I SWEAR I WOULD!

and then when i got home, i was expecting to get beaten up the second i walked into the room but by GODS MIGHTY LOVE AND GRACE,i didn’t. we had a calm conversation but as usual, there were tears. you can’t go wrong with those things. [awh, i was guilty oie. i mean, they had many points]

i guess it really wasn’t a big deal.it was a fucking kiss on the cheek. it could be worse!

i hung out with james at church after. then ayala. got new flips and shades. yey. :]

don’t leave me, babe.

i’m love stoned.

i love the last one.
grab me a box of pads. HAHAHA. that would suck balls.

xoxoxo

the truth about boys, girls and the like

Posted on August 11, 2007 by issaplease

omg, my face!!

i took some time off to answer a relationship survey [and i tried to be very honest, too!] and here it is.

1) Single, Taken, or Flirty?
– i’m finally TAKEN and does NOT flirt.

2) Are you happy with where you are?
– am i happy where i am now? like, do you mean literally? i’m in my room. so, i’m ok,i guess. HAHA

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
– yes, i guess i did.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
– yes, i have and that sucked ass.

5) Under any circumstance is cheating ok?
– hell no. never never NEVER

6) would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
– no. cause you only get one chance with me and you mess it up and that’s all you get.
edit: no, it would only be ayt if he had to do it or it’d be the end of the world.
aside from that, i don’t care i won’t take it!

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
– yes, i have.

8) Do you want children?
– yeah. and a big house and a hummer and animals and… so many other things. 🙂

9) How many?
– just 2.

10) Would you consider adoption?
– yes, i would. but it would never be the same to actually bearing your own child. no matter what folks say. lol.

11) If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
– yes, i would.

13) Do you want someone you cant have?
– no. i have exactly everything i could ever want and/or need <33

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
– haha. unsa ko, buang?

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
– anniversaries, yes. but not weeksaries, monthsaries, daysaries, secondsaries, minutesaries and all that mumbo jumbo super kabadayun to the max shit. LOL [to the max. kaluod]

16) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
– no. i only believe that a person can only TRULY change if THEY want to because they know that they HAVE to and not because someone wants them to change.

17) Do you have feelings for someone that isn’t your boyfriend/girlfriend?
– yes. but they are all strictly philial. i love my boyfriend, thankyouverymuch! ❤

18) Ever wished you could have someone but you couldn’t?
– yes, i have. and i’m glad i never got him.

19) Have you ever broken a heart before?
– honestly? yes, i have.

20) What would you say about your most recent ex?
– i don’t have any ex’s THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

interesting enough for you?

ok so here’s a little something i’ve been planning on writing for a while but only had the time to make now. i think this
is true in many aspects but i could also be very wrong. lol. but this is what i’ve learned [a few ra nuon] based on the 3 months that i’ve spent with james. lol.

just a though before all of this, though. bitaw james, what do we tell people when they ask us? and how come we never really tell people we’re together? i mean, on my side, i’m not afraid to tell people that i’m with you. i’m actually kinda proud bout it. i just don’t tell them i’m with you when they ask me in front of you though because usually you just say, mu or something other than me actually being your girlfriend. and plus, idk. the term boyfriend sounds soo surreal to me. and plus, we’re not officially together paman gyud so it’s not like i’m denying him, right?

to be continued….

read lang sah.

things i’ve learned about james/ being with guys/ girls and guys/ guys in general (in case you can relate):

1. guys aren’t scared to talk about marriage and the future.
2. guys smell better than girls do. i swear.
3. guys are vain and obsess about their hair.
4. sometimes being one of the guys is ok. :]
5. guys have the tendency of calling their girlfriends “bai”, “doh” [guy nicknames] and then try to take them back because they think we mind but i don’t. i think it’s cute.
    -> cuz let’s be honest, there ARE some things we don’t tell our boyfriends and vice versa. so when he calls me bai, i feel like his guy friend and i feel like he’s telling me everything. or stuff a guy usually wouldn’t tell a girl
6. guys are dramatic and over protective [when it’s supposed to be the other way around!]
7. guys are sweet when they want to be
8. guys aren’t afraid to show affection in public [well, in the right amount, of course.]
9. guys care about their face, too!
10. guys care about their weight!!
11. guys will never NOT talk about other girls. and girls will NEVER STOP talking about other guys.
    – but honestly, it’s ok cuz cute guys are just good to look at but i would never replace them for what i have now. and i can only hope he feels the same.
12. guys ALSO have the need to shop.
13. guys will always feel intimidated by other guys [even the weird fugly ones you would NEVER go for]
14. or it just makes them feel like their protecting us.
15. guys like it when we cuddle with them
16. james gives the BEST hugs
17. some guys actually do want what most girls want, too. [shocking, but true!]
18. guys like manicures and pedicures, too! [which btw, is soo super gay. hahaha]
19. girls take some things too seriously and expect too much which makes them look really needy.
    girls, when you’re with your boyfriend in front of other people, there’s no need to stick your “i-own-him” signs on his forehead. sometimes girls can be soo desperate for attention.
20. girls will ALWAYS make beso to guys regardless of social status [for both parties]
21. there’s really nothing wrong with our guys talking to other girls. unless they touch the girl and ask for their numbers and give them the sex look or just talk to a specific person between the whole period of conversing. then you should be scared.
22. guys also take time from their lives to stand in front of the mirror and stare at themselves.
23. when girls start inflicting pain or their guys, [playfully] it just means they miss them soo much and that they’re dying to kiss them but can’t [proli cuza the environment]
24. guys baby talk, too!
25. some guys actually mean their “i love you’s…”
and that’s the BESTEST part of it all.

+ i’ve learned a lot about boys, girls and etc. in the past 3 months. [sheeesh. still 3 months? i thought time flies? HAHA]
and i’m sure i’ll have more to post soon.