one hell of a weekend

Posted on August 21, 2007 by issaplease

bik, you have soo much catching up to do. lol

i’ve had a really long weekend. [friday – tuesday] monday was a holiday and i didn’t go to school today cuz i was only supposed to have half day classes and i figured that there really wasn’t any point in going since my school sucks ass. lol.

friday:
hmm.. ok, friday. friday was chabels birthday and i was supposed to go to RYPIT for the les miserables orientation but then jet called and cancalled it so i ended up going to ayala with josh and rae to go buy the rings and cuffs that we were going to use for our marriage booth on sunday.

wasn’t with bik 😦

saturday:
morning:
i decided to NOT skip my saturday reviews and i actually woke up on time to go to school but for some reason i remember being pissed and spending 50 fucking pesos on a cab ride. fcuking mood swings. lmao. and when i got there we hardly had class cuz our teachers were too busy with buying shit for our tents to even attend our classes so instead of having reviews we did this…

played around with the gun from the police set i bought.

turned lesbian

before mothers strangle their daughters…
these are 100% fake!

after reviews:
we went to malou’s [bbq place] and then switched to jollibee where chabel caught up then we went to family park to set up the tents and decorate em [mmch tradition] and i got a pedi and mani and waited for james to pick me up so we could go to chab’s party together. but we ended up stopping by carlow’s place.

i’m graduating. omg. this is sad. 😦 i’m too small to graduate!

jollibee is cool
and so is my face! lol

amen.

i am so going to miss this 😦

saturday night up until sunday morning [7 am]
was at chab’s. there was a little drama between her and ken but it’s fixed now. well, of course it is, ken got her an 80 gig iPod video, how couldn’t it?! hahah. lucky bitch.

it was fun. kate’s back from manila and we just hung out, drank [didn’t get drunk. boo whore], watched she’s the man, and other shit. haha. happy biirthday, chabel! we love you :*

me, arden and kate

the worst part about this picture is that chabel isn’t even drunk
nor is she the least bit tipsy.
she was just there because she wanted to. HAHAH.
but we love you, chabel!

i was trying to snipe her boobs

sunday morning [7:30-6 pm]
family day at the family park. haha. a lot of fun. i taught james how to play bingo. :]

pictures nalang para dali.

me and kirsten.
choir buddy.
alto 2’s rock. [haha. i did not just say that.]

the almighty money maker!

someone killed all the super worms! 😦

hahaha. i like this picture.

monday:
i spent the whole day looking for people to come over, crying and fighting with james.always hated mondays. but we’re good now.

tuesday:
went to the mall with mom. was supposed to open a bank account but we needed an id and some other shit so we coudn’t. since james and charles were there, we hung out nalang. lol. that was fun. i couldn’t do anything i’d usually do with james though cuz we were too scared with my mom around. thta kinda sucked but at least i was with him. :]

no fighting this week, ok?
we’re turning 4 on the 27th 🙂

xoxo,
the ultimate drama queen

one hell of a weekend

Posted on August 21, 2007 by issaplease

bik, you have soo much catching up to do. lol

wasn’t with bik 😦

played around with the gun from the police set i bought.

turned lesbian

before mothers strangle their daughters…
these are 100% fake!

i’m graduating. omg. this is sad. 😦 i’m too small to graduate!

jollibee is cool
and so is my face! lol

amen.

i am so going to miss this 😦

it was fun. kate’s back from manila and we just hung out, drank [didn’t get drunk. boo whore], watched she’s the man, and other shit. haha. happy biirthday, chabel! we love you :*

me, arden and kate

the worst part about this picture is that chabel isn’t even drunk
nor is she the least bit tipsy.
she was just there because she wanted to. HAHAH.
but we love you, chabel!

i was trying to snipe her boobs

sunday morning [7:30-6 pm]
family day at the family park. haha. a lot of fun. i taught james how to play bingo. :]

pictures nalang para dali.

me and kirsten.
choir buddy.
alto 2’s rock. [haha. i did not just say that.]

the almighty money maker!

someone killed all the super worms! 😦

hahaha. i like this picture.

monday:
i spent the whole day looking for people to come over, crying and fighting with james.always hated mondays. but we’re good now.

no fighting this week, ok?
we’re turning 4 on the 27th 🙂

xoxo,
the ultimate drama queen

goodnight goodnight

Posted on August 20, 2007 by issaplease

argh. this sucks. this sucks soo much.

make me stop. please.

i cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

Posted on August 20, 2007 by issaplease

i need a little assurance.
i need a hug.
i need candy.
i need to stop crying and feeling like i’ve been betrayed because i haven’t.
i need you to see me crying right now.
i need you to at least PRETEND that you care

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
’cause I’ve been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh no please
Don’t run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Don’t hurt my pride like her
’cause I couldn’t stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

i need to find a way to at least feel a little better right now
i need someone right now – anyone.
i need to understand this right now.
i need something soo bad right now but you’re the only one who can figure out what that is. so give it to me.

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i’ll leave that up to you …

Posted on August 20, 2007 by issaplease

i’m just too green to be blue right now.

you have to remember that i’m not always there, i hardly am.
and it’s not in me to watch out for your every move,
listen to your every conversations or to keep track of every single breath you take.

and i’m never going to do that.
cuz that’s just not how it is.
and even as a first timer, i know that that’s not how it goes either.

this is a big bad world and yes, i’m affected.
it’s bad enough i hardly see you already.
and all i want to know is that you’re not going to hurt me.
sorry boy, but sometimes even the smallest and dumbest things hurt me
but that’s just who i am

you can’t expect me to take everything lightly.
you can’t expect me not to care about even the smallest things,
because i will.
god, you know i will.

and it’s not that i don’t trust you
but. argh.

you know well enough what you’re supposed to do.
you know that already.
i know you do.

and it stings right now.

i don’t miss feeling this way.
i don’t. not one bit of it.

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the softer side you’ve been waiting to hear

Posted on August 17, 2007 by issaplease

Never caught my breath
Every second I’m without you I’m a mess
-this line has been playing on my mind all day long since
i heard it on Josh’s iPod.

because honestly, i’m scared that all these “i’m sorry’s” would eventually lead to an “i’m getting tired of this” or an “i can’t deal with your sorry’s anymore…” or something like that.

*sob fest. they just won’t stop coming.*

but it’s not like i come with an instruction manual or something [i forgot. period]. it’s not like i meant to make you mad because i’d never mean to do something like that. and its not like you don’t have your set of flaws but that’s not the big issue.

i SCREWED UP and i don’t have a good reason why i did it or why i keep doing it but i swear i’ll work on it.

but i’m like this. i forget easily. i get caught up. and you’re supposed to understand me and love me just the same.

isn’t that how it’s supposed to be??

i’m lost now

back to the same old

Posted on August 17, 2007 by issaplease

How does it feel to know you’re everything I need ?

The butterflies in my stomach

They could bring me to my knees

How does it feel to know you’re everything I want ?

I’ve got a hard time saying this

So I’ll sing it in a song

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself

With the grace of a thousand angels overhead

I love the way the galaxy starts to melt

When we become one

When we become one

When we become one

When we become one

How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?

Please don’t come looking for me

When I get lost in the mess of your hair

How do you feel when everything you’ve known

Gets thrown aside

Never fear, my dear, ’cause we have nothing left to hide

Hold on to me
If you feel your grip getting loose

Just know that I’m right next to you

Well, I’m ready

Well, I’m ready

I am ready

To run away with you

Are you ready?

Are you ready?

Are you ready?

To run away with me

Pack your things we can leave today

Say our goodbyes and get on the train

Say goodbye

Just you and I in the sweet unknown

We can just call each other our home

If I had to choose a way to die

It’d be with you

In a goosebump infested embrace

With my overanxious hands cupping your face

bold means i mean it.

and once again, here we are fighting and argh. this sucks.

i should be the one who’s sorry but argh. it’s such a little thing. come on. and he’s avoiding me now and this just sucks and it’s tiring and i hate fighting.

the only was this could get worse is if he’s talking to someone else right now. JUST BECAUSE I WENT ONLINE AND DIDN’T TELL HIM. humana humana

pisti oie. atay gyud. i don’t need this right now. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. why is this suckh a big deal when i already said i was sorry!

i’m sorry.

PERIOD.

i swear if this isn’t fixed by the time i’m ready to sleep, i’d rather not wake up.
and i have to fix this.
i have to.

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back to the same old

Posted on August 17, 2007 by issaplease

and once again, here we are fighting and argh. this sucks.

i should be the one who’s sorry but argh. it’s such a little thing. come on. and he’s avoiding me now and this just sucks and it’s tiring and i hate fighting.

the only was this could get worse is if he’s talking to someone else right now. JUST BECAUSE I WENT ONLINE AND DIDN’T TELL HIM. humana humana

pisti oie. atay gyud. i don’t need this right now. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. why is this suckh a big deal when i already said i was sorry!

i’m sorry.

PERIOD.

i swear if this isn’t fixed by the time i’m ready to sleep, i’d rather not wake up.
and i have to fix this.
i have to.

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there are just some things i wish i never knew …

Posted on August 14, 2007 by issaplease

i always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
i love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you’re gone

i like that song. well, i like the parts that i highlighted anyways. lo. so yeah, that’s why i posted it.
so james can read it and wa lang. buot man tawn ka oie.

it’s a tuesday today and it’s been 2 days since i haven’t been able to eat lunch [no, i’m NOT trying to be anorexic] cuz i’ve been soo busy at school with our marriage booth arrangements for sunday plus i had to study for a stupid THE test and then i have chior practice right after lunch break so i’m basically packed and i don’t have time for lunch. but when i think about it, it’s kind of a good thing,. that was i get to save AND loose weight. [omg, it’s like my dream come true! harhar]

blast from the past

this years marriage booth is gonna kick last years marriage booths ASS!! lol.

so aside from what’s keeping me busy, i would just like to take a few lines of my glorious blog to brag about the fruits of my labor and the results of NOT STUDYING IN SUN VALLEY!!

english – 90/115 [pretty good, actually since i didn’t study much]
physics – 152/ 170 [ranked 3rd in class]
economics – 105/ 120 [4th. just 4th. i was supposed to get first then i changed most of my answers so now i’m just 4th. just FUCKING 4th

]
THE – 108 / 130 [and i would’ve gotten 112 but GOD, i CANNOT SPELL TO SAVE MY OWN LIFE]
accounting – 86/ 110 [i don’t know how much i ranked on this test but i know i didn’t do well on this one. i just did enough to pass. didn’t finish get to finish my test. sheeesh.]

so far that’s all i know. i’ll update on that.

so what prize do i want for this one? hmmm. i do not know. asking if me and james can be official is kinda too much to ask for for the first grading. i need a whole school year of good grades to get that. but if it wasn’t too much, i would. i really would.

^ but THIS is my favote 😀

yeah, i made a bunch of drawings for the mister but HE DIDN’T LIKE THEM
AND DEMANDED THAT I’D MAKE MORE.

hmp.

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