Monthly Archives: July 2007

because i have everything i could ever ask for

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let’s give your eyes something better to look at. you know, other than my face. HAHAHA. jk

well, today i got saved which just makes me feel 100 times luckier than i already am. because james [the best boyfriend in the world] rescued me from this little bitch named rv.

that’s rv. and lately he’s been a really big perv and he’s been threatening to do stuff to me and shit like that which at first was funny but then it just got really, perverted. but i don’t have to worry about him anymore. james took care of him and i’ve got happy feet. 🙂 no, seriously. because aside from louis [my unlce so it doesn’t count cuz it wasn’t this big] james is the only guy who’s stood up for me and actually had the guts to tell some other guy to back the hell away from me. and i swear, it feels very princessy and i love it. but i mostly love him cuz he just really wanted to tell him to stop messing with me so it made me feel like i meant a lot to him. like he didn’t like it when other people did shit like that to me. and the best part about it was that he didn’t want anyone to get away from it. no one’s ever done that for me. i know that if that was some other guy, they’d tell me to just deal with it. in this case, he dealt with it for me. my god it feels so knight in shinning armorey. LMAO.

pogi points:
so today,  both mommy and papa think that james is the cutest thing in the world. mommy likes him today because he dropped me off at celine where my mom was and said good-bye. [even if he looked like a complete loser plaing with hi szipper, he still looked like the cutest thing in the whole world!!! i am soo inlove with that boy <3] and papa likes him today because… idk, he’s proli in the mood or because he was completely fancied by the thought that there’s a boxer who shares the same initials and first name as him and more because that boxer was 16 years old, 5’7 and he won in 57 seconds.

ganda points:
proof that i can bend backwards: i hung out with james and his classmates [which is something i never imagined.] because i know that if i wasn’t up to it, i’d have to force myself to be nice and talk and shit but then, no, i didn’t have to. it was ayt. i like who i am when i’m with him. i swear, i’m like a saint, i’d turn lesbian on my self even. LOL.

looky at what i found!! :]

you know what? i look at this picture and i remember that night i showed this to you on ym. i remember saving it to show to you and hoping to god that when i showed it to you, you’d mean what you said to me. [i love you too, girlfriend. or it was cute. either] idk, i was soo odd that time. i knew that at first it was just a joke to you and that’s how it was for me but in the middle of everything, i still have trouble deciphering whether if it was real or if it was really just a game.

but i got my answers and i am soo happy that for once, i got what i wanted and this time, it actually feels like something i deserve.

me and james’re really good. we’ve been really good lately. i’ve been coming up with really good alibi’s for the rests, too. they’ve never suspected anything. and god, let’s just keep it that way, k? thanks.

i get to talk to him on the phone almost everyday [when we’re both NOT busy] and i see him at least thrice a week and that’s pretty good considering the fact that the only time we spend is in the car when he picks me up to drop me home which is like, 30 minutes away from his place. i have a hot driver. ya’ll just jealous. lol.

and yeah, things’re just really good. and i really do mean it when i say that i’m falling more inlove with him everyday. [thankyou,god.really.]

school’s been ayt. toshio is the funniest fag in the whole world! i got caught with a cosmopolitan magazine and i had to entertain some guests over the past 2 days, too.

OMG, RAT!! fuck.

plus i had a rotary interact meeting and review classes at the same time today.

just got home from boxing at waterfront. vip and everything. it was freaking awesome!!! hahaha.
plus the most interesting part of it all was running into james’ car for less than a minute cuz he decided to drop by because he was feeling like a kiss slut and insisted on getting a smooch before he went out with his friends.

i still have some major seducing to do tomorrow and you’ll suffer for sure because YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!! ;P

seriously. i don’t know what i’d do without you. ❤

i love you ❤


i swear, i need a face lift!


soo gay yet, oh so true ❤


forever? forever.

maybe a slap in the face would do you some good

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Artist: Haley James Scott Lyrics
Song:
Halo Lyrics


Verse 1

I never promised you a ray of light,

I never promised there’d be sunshine everyday,

I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.

Why do you put me on a pedestal,

I’m so up high that I can’t see the ground below,

So help me down you’ve got it wrong, I don’t belong there.


Chorus:

One thing is clear,

I wear a halo,

I wear a halo when you look at me,

But standing from here, you wouldn’t say so

you wouldn’t say so, if you were me

And I, I just wanna love you,

Oh oh I, I just wanna love you


Verse 2

I always said that I would make mistakes,

I’m only human, and that’s my saving grace,

I fall as hard as I try

So don’t be blinded

See me as I really am, I have flaws and sometimes I even sin,

so pull me from that pedestal,

I don’t belong there.


Why you think that you know me

But In your eyes

I am something above you

It’s only in your mind

Only in your mind

I wear a

I wear a

I wear a Halo

i like this song. sue me. i guess it’s just cause we both need to realize that we both make mistakes and yeah.. idk. it just sounds really awesome.:p

so i know i’m going to manila by the end of the month cuz i jus know that they just can’t say no to me cuz i’m too freaking awesome and i put on a great show and cuz well.. why wouldn’t they say know? they don’t have any good reasons to say no.

but yeah, in the process of it all, there were tears [fake or unfake, there were tears] and silence. i cause drama in the family. it’s hard. lol.

well, papa blurted out that he feels like i’m more open to my dad about james [hot topic, as usual] than i am with him cuz he happened to come across a conversation on ours on YM where he assumed that i was telling him stuff about james that i wouldn’t tell him.http://http://www.xanga.com/Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA/599479445/you-currently-appear-offline-to-daaady-chua.html he is fucking gay, i swear to god. i mean, i tell him MORE stuff. i mean, i already did tell him everything he needed to know. and to think, i trusted him sooo much but what did he do? he went and told mommy everything. just goes to show his level of secrecy. but yeah, can you blame him? i mean, my mother is pretty anal and probably set up that whole coffee thing cuz she knows for sure that i wouldn’t tell her squat.

then he said that it was a slap in his face for me to be talking to a useless dad such as mine.

i am not taking sides and i am not sidding on anyone. it’s too much drama. i’ve learned that shutting up once in a while does do someone [in this case, me] some good.

but as long as i come up with 10 k within the month, i’m good. i have my ways. haha. bagiou, here i come!

on the fairytale side:

james has been doing some very fucked up shit to me lately and i am hating him soo much for it. kasi, ang kulit kulit mo kasi, eh. sabi ngang huwag! HAHAHAHA. pisti ka. FIX THIS!!

suko suko pa kuno. haha. no, seriously.

paybaaaack!!

wait ka lang.

http://http://www.cosmomagazine.com.ph/love/?article_id=150
http://http://www.cosmomagazine.com.ph/love/index.php?article_id=145
 because cosmo is sexaaaay. hahahah

geez-us. this should be private