if knew that i was going to be with you, i would’ve waited. and hell, i wish the same for you too.

no more mistakes beh, i’m tired of screwing up.

dear god,

    what am i supposed to do? it’s like i’m getting more and more paranoid and that’s not supposed to happen! i want to tolerate it, i want to keep it in but somehow, they alwats seem to find their way out in the open. it doesn’t hurt though, it just scares me that maybe one day it could. i hope i’m the only one, lord. i hope i’d be the last. i love much too much and sometimes it just really sucks just because he coud very easily hurt and at the same time, i could very quickly fall back into his arms…


when i don’t hear from you, i get scared. but i need you to assure me that there’s nothing to be afraid of. and i need you to mean it, mean it, mean it. sometimes, that’s just really the only thing i need.

is this the kind of life you want me to live? is this the way you want things to be? because i’m willing to live this way, if that’s the way to make you stay.

i’m such a dork cuz i can’t over the fact that up until today [ALREADY the 4th day of h.p.] i still haven’t seen the movie. i’m such a dork but my god, you just don’t ruin traditions like that. i’ve seen all the movies and it sucks that it’s taking for fucking ever for me to watch this one. i blame this on my parents. if they just acted like mature human beings then i woud’ve seen the movie by now. or i could’ve been watching the movie with james [even if i know he’s not into that kinda thing.] my parents need a ife. and better sex lives. HAHA. no, i take that back. smirk.

so yeah. the parents are fighting and i don’t think mommy’s going to back down cuz she’s also an ego maniac like the rest of us. [no, cut me out. i have no pride left in me. HAHA. soo kidding] and papa’s not home. he’s not picking up his phone and mommys still being mommy. geez-us.

you know what? this would be the perfect time for them to pack their bags, go somewhere far far away and leave the house to me and the kids. i’m tired of them. and i want the house to myself. hahahaha.

ttyl. i’m tired.

i’m such a dork cuz i can’t over the fact that up until today [ALREADY the 4th day of h.p.] i still haven’t seen the movie. i’m such a dork but my god, you just don’t ruin traditions like that. i’ve seen all the movies and it sucks that it’s taking for fucking ever for me to watch this one. i blame this on my parents. if they just acted like mature human beings then i woud’ve seen the movie by now. or i could’ve been watching the movie with james [even if i know he’s not into that kinda thing.] my parents need a ife. and better sex lives. HAHA. no, i take that back. smirk.

so yeah. the parents are fighting and i don’t think mommy’s going to back down cuz she’s also an ego maniac like the rest of us. [no, cut me out. i have no pride left in me. HAHA. soo kidding] and papa’s not home. he’s not picking up his phone and mommys still being mommy. geez-us.

you know what? this would be the perfect time for them to pack their bags, go somewhere far far away and leave the house to me and the kids. i’m tired of them. and i want the house to myself. hahahaha.

ttyl. i’m tired.

so we’re like, the gayiest couple on the face of this earth, eh?

but i love him anyways.

and we’re good. where’s my pride when i need it, right? lol.

yeah i  am sorrry!!! don’t get mad na beh!! it’s partly my fault but it wasn’t done in purpose! I just followed them! we just went there to say hi. We didn’t stay too long!! yeah lgeh i went there without you!!!wtf sorry!! ayw nagd ko palaguta!

bye..lagz

yeah i  am sorrry!!! don’t get mad na beh!! it’s partly my fault but it wasn’t done in purpose! I just followed them! we just went there to say hi. We didn’t stay too long!! yeah lgeh i went there without you!!!wtf sorry!! ayw nagd ko palaguta!

bye..lagz

I DON’T HAVE A GOOD REASON TO GET MAD BUT FUCK, I’M MAD ANYWAYS AND I DON’T CARE IF I DON’T HAVE THE RIGHT TO GET MAD OR NOT.

so here’s a little piece of everything that i am.
here’s my little bible.
i bring it with me almost everywhere i go and i write in it all the time. like, ALL the time. i can’t help it. james and everyone else i know probably thinks i’m sucha loser cuz i can’t live without writting but boo you. at least i’m human and i’m alive.
so here, enjoy! 🙂

 
that’s the mighty cover :]

 

                   everone just hates me for this                       james said the guys arms are too long. right you are

 

so here’s a little piece of everything that i am.
here’s my little bible.
i bring it with me almost everywhere i go and i write in it all the time. like, ALL the time. i can’t help it. james and everyone else i know probably thinks i’m sucha loser cuz i can’t live without writting but boo you. at least i’m human and i’m alive.
so here, enjoy! 🙂

 
that’s the mighty cover :]

 

                   everone just hates me for this                       james said the guys arms are too long. right you are

 

it’s soo typical to write a reaction paper starting with the words, based on the movie and blah2 but i’m soo completely out of words and i am in no position to write a real blog. the movie was scary.

Jean Louise I. Chua IV- Platinum

La La La Amistad

          From the
movie Amistad, I’ve learned that freedom is something that we shouldn’t take
lightly because while most of us are taking full advantage of such a great
blessing, there are still tons of people, whom like the Mendae people, are
still fighting for their freedom. It may not be exactly like their situation
but I can still think of many instances where everyday people have to fight for
what we think is right and for our own freedom.

          Sometimes
life requires us to take big jumps and to take risks. Sometimes these might not
be according to what we would want if we could have things our way but then
sometimes life doesn’t exactly give us a lot of choices either. Just like in
the movie, the Mendae people were forced to kill the people on the La Amistad
because they wanted what was rightfully theirs – their freedom. And you can’t
blame a person for fighting for something like that.

            I admire
people who fight for what they believe in and also those people who fight what
they know is theirs. It takes a lot of guts to do that especially when it feels
like you’ve lost everything. Kudos.