i’m a very needy little girl with a very cool layout.

1. Do you like strawberries?
– yeah, strawberries are goood.

2. What is your middle initial?
– I.

3. Who was your first best friend?
–  cassey, in san jo

4. What grade/year are you in?
– 4th year high school- finally.

5. Have you seen “The Notebook” over a
million times?
– proli 5 times plus twice as a play.i get tired of it.

6. Are you always online?
– yeah, i am.

8. Did you ever see “The Sound of
Music”?
– yeah, but i didn’t get it. lol. maybe i’ll watch it again some time.

9. Have you ever played the flute?
– yeah, i had a flute book before, i still have it. i broke the flute though. it was too hard. or was that a recorder… idk.

10. Do you play basketball?
– yeah. and i beat james at 11 – 11 pa gyud. :p

11. Are you a Phillies fan?
– a WHO?!

12. Is your favorite color orange?
– i like orange,i don’t know what my favorite color is though.

13. Do you know someone named Emily?
– yeah, emily mockon

14. Do you think your ugly?
– sometimes i do. most of the time i just don’t care.

15. Do you like rap or rock better?
– i like rock but rap is fuuun

16. Do you enjoy eating ice cream?
– yeah!

17. Would you ever like to do plastic surgery?
– uhm.. no. unless is was breat reduction

18. Do you have a xanga?
– yes, i do.

19. Do you have more than three screen names?
– i think more.

20. Do you believe in aliens?
– yeah. and i think it would be really cool to actually meet one.

21. Is the letter M in your name?
– wala. hala, ka bati. walai M sa akong name :[

22. You ever laugh so hard milk came out of your nose?
– wa. but i always wanted to try.

23. Are you a vegetarian?
– i wish james was.

24. What is your most overused phrase online?
– haha. or lol. or lmao.

25. Have you ever smashed your head against a pole and/or wall?
– i’ve had it smashed…. does that count? or is that just abuse?

26. Do you know who invented the refrigerator?
– thomas moore unsa! HAHA. [i stole that answer]

27. Is your favorite subject in school math?
– no. i like PE more. lmao.

28. If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it still make a sound?
– what? well, yeah!

29. Which comes first? The chicken or the egg?
– only god knows… HAHA

30. Do you enjoy peanuts?
– yeah, i do. i mean, what!?

31. Do you like Ashlee or Jessica better?
– ashlee. she’s cool

32. Were you ever in a play?
– yuuuh. hahaha. kaluod.

33. Have you ever been camping?
– YEAH. AND IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!!

34. Have you ever used the phrase “huh”?
– yeah

35. Do you have a crush on someone?
– i’m with him ❤

34. Do you have AIDS?
– shhh.. don’t tell.

35. Do you believe in love at first sight?
– no. no. no. but i believe that you can have feelings for someone and not know it’s there until 872364872346 years.

36. Do you believe in fortune tellers?
– no and i would never consider going to one either

37. Do you like Hilary or Haylie Duff better?
– they both look like malnuorished ducks. i say neither.

41. Have you ever seen the entire Harry Potter series?
– yeah.

42. Can you recite lines from the “Lord of the Rings”?
– i’ve never seen lord of the rings :[

43. Are you normally labeled as a goth, prep, punk, etc.?
– idk what people label me. but i think i’ve been labeled emo. that’s just sick. i’m a stereotype. HAHA. whatever that means..

42. Do you have the ambition to become a doctor?
– NO. NOR A NURSE!

43. Did you ever eat rice krispies?
– yeah. aha naman nah oie. i miss it :[

44. What time is it?
– idk

45. What is today’s date?
– june 10

46. What is the name of your best friends?
– chabel, nina and everyone else.

47. When was the last time you took a shower?
– this morning, hehe

48. Have you ever seen “Stand By Me”?
– unsa na?

49. Are you a Star Wars fanatic?
– no

50. Are you a Celtics fan?
– no

51: Have you ever seen the movie “Rent”?
– parts of it

52. Do you have braces?
– noo

53. Did you ever have braces?
– noo

54. Do you eat breakfast daily?
– yes. it’s the most important meal of the day and if i don’t eat breakfast i’m avery mean person

55. Have you ever spent the entire day watching Animal Planet?
– if naa mi ana, i bet i would

56. What kind of shirt do you have on presently?
– my pink one.

57. Did you ever ride a horse and/or donkey before?
– yeah, in dallas

58. Do you believe in unicorns?
– yes!

we caught up with james and carlow today too. carlow just stopped by to say hi and hit me on the head and mock me for wearing shades and lagz, we pretty much went there to bug the hell outta me. god, i hate you, lagz.

– HAHAHA

lagz, gi wakli ko nimo gahapon amawa ka. inutil! inutil! wa kai ayu. “iss, mu sumbong ko sa akong mommy kung pa imnun ko nimo!” mao bah? haha. mu sumbong pud ko nga you did something.

my god, ka funny nako oie

sikat gyud ka sa akong xanga maski unsaun nako ug bali bali. LMAO

found the lyrics to boys like girls songs. im kinda confused if they’re feel good songs or you’re breaking me songs but they sound nice so idcare.

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow

But you know the places I wanna go

Cause oh oh oh

I’ve got a sickness, you’ve got the cure

You’ve got the spark I’ve been lookin’ for

And I’ve got a plan, we walk out the door



You know you wanna

Just let go

It’s time to roll down the windows

Sing it oh oh

Yeah all we need so here we go



Turn it up

It’s five minutes to midnight

You’re coming home with me tonight

I can’t get enough

Shakin’ me up

Turn it up

Alright, at five minutes to midnight

You see our name in city lights

We’ll make the clock stop

Make your heart drop and come alive


We could

Pack up and leave all our things behind

No fact or fiction or storyline

Cause I need you more than just for tonight

You’re oh oh all I care

I can’t stop my breathing in

I’m weak and you were my medicine

I won’t stop till I am under your skin



You know you wanna

Just let go

It’s time to roll down the windows

Sing it oh oh

Yeah all we need so here we go


And when the clock strikes twelve

Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?

Cause you know I never will

I think we should strike a match

We’ll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts

We can make the time stand still

It’s too late baby, there’s no turning around
I’ve got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won’t try to philosophize
I’ll just take a deep breath and I’ll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it’s so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don’t know why
You’d even try
But I won’t lie

You caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I’m feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It’s not complicated
I was so jaded

i miss you, baby

found the lyrics to boys like girls songs. im kinda confused if they’re feel good songs or you’re breaking me songs but they sound nice so idcare.

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow

But you know the places I wanna go

Cause oh oh oh

I’ve got a sickness, you’ve got the cure

You’ve got the spark I’ve been lookin’ for

And I’ve got a plan, we walk out the door



You know you wanna

Just let go

It’s time to roll down the windows

Sing it oh oh

Yeah all we need so here we go



Turn it up

It’s five minutes to midnight

You’re coming home with me tonight

I can’t get enough

Shakin’ me up

Turn it up

Alright, at five minutes to midnight

You see our name in city lights

We’ll make the clock stop

Make your heart drop and come alive


We could

Pack up and leave all our things behind

No fact or fiction or storyline

Cause I need you more than just for tonight

You’re oh oh all I care

I can’t stop my breathing in

I’m weak and you were my medicine

I won’t stop till I am under your skin



You know you wanna

Just let go

It’s time to roll down the windows

Sing it oh oh

Yeah all we need so here we go


And when the clock strikes twelve

Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?

Cause you know I never will

I think we should strike a match

We’ll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts

We can make the time stand still

It’s too late baby, there’s no turning around
I’ve got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won’t try to philosophize
I’ll just take a deep breath and I’ll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it’s so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don’t know why
You’d even try
But I won’t lie

You caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I’m feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It’s not complicated
I was so jaded

i miss you, baby

i think i’m going to file a missing persons case. he’s missing and i’m dying. lol.
i guess he’s lost signal or he’s driving [i doubt he is so it’s def. the loss of signal] or he’s basking in the sun or he’s dead. haha. just kidding about the dead part.

i now have proof that my parents are evil dictating hypocrites because in less than an hour they are going to try and buy me. buy my forgiveness and buy my trust.
i’m going to have parlor day with mom and casey and then tennis at sand trap. we never do this. something’s up… bitch.

So again, nothing good ever happens when i’m at home. it’s either me and the rents are fighting over James [because to them, i’m officially a slut. how is having a boyfriend being a slut? it’s unfair. SHE’S a slut cuz she had me at 18 and she’s been married twice!!] or their trying to win me back through bribery.

yesterday i was crying my eyes out and they were very very mean to me. now, my papa’s sharring his coke and kissing me for no good reason. i’m just trying my best to keep it all together and pretend that i’m not dying.

they really don’t know what they want.

my mom claims that she’s a materialistic. well, i’m real. i hate fake people. and they’re the fakest people i know. i just can’t wait to get out of this prison. hmm..

and since i’ve already started listing down the things i hate, i think i’m just going to humor myself and write down more of the things i hate about them..

i hate every car ride i ever share with them [which is exactly why i’ve considered riding public jeeps now] because we always always fight and there’s only one thing we fight about. no, person. and i know they always try to fight with me because they want to get some truth out of me. they want me to admit that we’re together and they want to brain wash me and somehow end what i’ve already started. but thing is, they never get what they want so they just can’t stop trying. very trying hard, ah. lol.

it’s because i never say anything anymore, isn’t it mom? FUCK YOU, WHORE.

and i hate the fact that i can’t have normal meals when i’m at home. i’m always rushing cuz i can’t stand sitting with the both of you trying to strike up good conversations [in YOUR pov] that always start with sarcastic questions about james.

i hate how you always think that my reasons for going to church are because of him. well, i’m not going to try to change the way you guys think.it’s not MY fault all you guys think about is sex. LOL

i hate how my parents always shut me up and tell me that i’m dumb or that i’m better off on the streets or with my granny or with my dad because whenever i’m just about to do what they’ve been telling me to do for soo long now, they immedietly pull me back and take everything back. one day you’re going to regret ever telling me that i was a mistake and that you could do so much better with me because the truth is, mom. i believe every single thing you’ve said and there’s nothing you could do for me or buy me that could ever ever ever change the way i feel about what you’ve been rubbing in my face for soo long.

i know this’ll be over in no time.

i’m going to graduate high school. then college. then i’ll move to the states and you won’t hear from me again.

splendid.

baby oie,

you know i couldn’t help it. i was begging you to like go up and runaway with me. HAHAHA. my god, tha talk was crazy. hahaha.

kaw man gud. how come I was the one kissing you and not the other way around? na kuntento naka sa imung mobile?!?! bitch ka.

i love you hotstuff. have fun in duma. i’m gonna miss you like hell and i”m not gona have fun while you’re away. i’ll be missing you like hell.

 i’ll be there in 5mins.

aye  aye aye aye aye aye you won’t let me naman. 

i got to spend the whole morning with you like yeah that was a good thing. but when we ended!? it ended up with an interview from our pastor. wahahahaha dah.dah.dah. kiss2 man while nag bs!!!sakpan!!!

but yeah i love you!!!

i’ll wake up three and yeah you tooo!!

this night is a mess!!!
sorrry dear! i love you.. -bik ❤

today was like, sobfest day.

KALAMI NIMO ♥

today was like, sobfest day.

KALAMI NIMO ♥

today was like, sobfest day.

KALAMI NIMO ♥