because i’m oh so bored

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it
to be?
> james. or my best friends. or someone i haven’t talked to in a very long time. anyone except my dad.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
> am i required to? i never do.

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
> OVER AND OVER AGAIN

4. Do you take compliments well?
> i just laugh or idk.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
> i haven’t played in a long time but i love sodoku!

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
> i’d find ways but eventually give up. HAHA

7. Do you like nipple rings?
> ew, gross.

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
> yeah, with jimmy.

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
> gwapo na, di? HAHA.

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
> date man kaha, not marry.

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
> i’d say pursue. i think.

14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment.
> bored, hungry, bored, hungry

15. Do any songs make you cry?
> yeah. one sweet day. haven’t heard it in FOREVER.

16. Are you continuing your education?
> yeah, i guess.

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
> is there a special way of shooting? i wouldn’t know. i’m not barbaric. or something.

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
> phone, diaries!

19. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
> sibs, i guess.

20. Who do you call the most?
> james

21. Favorite children’s book?
> don’t have any

22. what color are your eyes?
> black ra intawn :[

23. How tall are you?
>  too tall for you to handle. HAHA. i wish.

24. Do you have a crush on ‘Dave the Goofy Professor’?
> who?

25. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
> uhm, no. i’ve learned alot. that’s what’s important.

26. Any secret admirers?
> oh.

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
> yep. way back with my mom and dad. those things are uber cool. lol

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
> kanang, saunang panahon pa to. i’m too cool for that place man gud. HAHA. jk

30. What is your favorite country?
> europe [wait, country na or continent? ambot.]

32. Do you like mustard?
> nooo. ew!

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
> eat then sleep :p and then die from bangungot

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
> most people say i look like my mom. some say my dad nya ang pinaka simang kai akong papa. liwat kuno ko niya. HELLO, PWEDE BA YAN?! hahahaha.

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
> depends.

36. Can you do splits?
> hell. i wouldn’t want to.

37. What movie do you want to see
right now?
> ratatouille

39. What did you do for New Year’s Eve?
> sit down and watch the fire works. i don’t have anyone my age to spend new years eve with :[ i hate the holidays

40. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
> no,i  thought it was scary!!

42. Do you own a camera phone?
> yes, po

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
> i doubt.

45. What’s the last letter of your middle name?
> o for oooooooooooopen wide HAHAHA

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
> around 7- 8

48. Do you like care bears?
> yeah, they’re cute :]

49. What do you buy at the Movies?
> candy!!

50. Do you know how to play poker?
> lagz hasn’t taught me how yet :[

51. Do you wear seatbelt?
> hardly. i’m veery dangerous like that ;]

52. What do you wear to sleep?
> nothing. HAHA. jk. shorts, shirt. shirt.

53. Anything big ever happen in your town?
> city mani. and yeah, all the time.

55. Is your tongue pierced?
> not YET

56. Do you like Liver and Onions?
> gross.

57.Have you ever been in love?
> yes. yes, i have. or i am. :]

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
> seriously funny :p haha. no, i’d like a mix of both.

59. Ever been to L.A.?
> opo.

61. Do you visit goofyauctions.com daily?
> i think i’ll start ;P
my god, that place was coool. HAHA

63. Do you hate chocolate?
> only when it’s chocolate ice cream or cake.

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
> idk, money. my papa lies to my mom about stuff like that cuz my mom is tihik kunohay. my god, woman. money ought to be spent.

65?

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
> honestly, no. they’re just icings on the cake. but i’m lucky to have my icing :]

67. If you could have any job what would it be?
> a hoooker!! HAHA. jk. uhm, a super duper model!

68. Are you easy to get along with?
> depends.

69. What is your favorite time of day?
> before i go to sleep :]

70. Are you a generally happy person?
>uhm..yeah. i think i am

funny shit i found on friendster.

Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you’re cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. <- oh, i like this one

Loving each other

Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on
the lips, and tell her you love her too… And mean it.

Laying below the stars
Girls : When you’re both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your
eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

because i like writting my wishes down..

before i miss the opportunity…

dear god,

i wish that James can visit the house on weekends
[ so i won’t have to think of excuses to go out and see him],

i wish that me and the parents’ll have the “talk” and it’ll be good.
i really want them to tell me that there’s nothing wrong about me being with someone

i wish that i’d see him on regular days, too.
missing him on the weekdays are just too sakit.

i wish i won’t run out of money anymore..
it sucks being broke.

i wish we’d stay this good and this happy
or even better.

i wish we’d be official soon.
i don’t mind waiting but still… i just wish.

baby, it’s been a while


omg, the LAMEST game EVER!!

well, it seemed like a nice game at first. despite the bad graphics and everything. my bad.

i love saturdays. especially when i’m not spending it at home. well, it wouldn’t matter if i was at home just as long as i get to spend it with James. haha. as if you didn’t know that i would say that. he’s going to pop up eventually. ;P

he had some college NSTP thing to go to and i woke up to wake him up cuz idk, i just felt like doing it for him. then i went back to sleep and woke up a n hhour or something later and then got ready for church and then left. i survived on a hundred pesos today. my god, i’m really learning how to stretch money now. lol.

bible study was the usual. caesar showed up today which was a shocker. you know, with him just getting out from the hospital from a bad car accident. man, that boy must REALLY love god. lol.

then we had lunch, stayed for a while, got bored. realized that i was wasting my time there , got up, left, met lagz at ayala šŸ™‚

i liked spending time with him at ayala. we just hung out at tropikal relik with chab and the guys. it was fun. i missed those guys. never get to hang out with them anymore. chab and ken keep fighting. tsk. haha.

plus, we discovered that if i stood behind him, he could cover my whole body! THAT’S how tiny i am! lol.

i know i said i like it when he hugs me, right? now i also like it when i hug him from behind and when he kisses me on the forhead. i know for some people that would be disappointing but i like it. it makes me feel like a little girl and i have no problems with feeling like a little girl. i actually like it.


speaking of being a big ass baby:
yesterday was really funny. douglas brought newspapers to school and idk but for some reason, i was really drawn to it. haha. so i brought to the back of the classroom and did this position and read it.


so there i was minding my own business when i notice a bunch of people, including my homeroom teacher, teacher brazil, laughing at the side of the classroom with a camera in her hand. lol. i’m too cute for me to even handle sometimes. it’s like a disease. HAHAHAHAHA. OMG, KILL ME NOW. I WAS KIDDING!


so anyways, i had like, the perfect plan to go out today. i told mommy that i was going to play tennis today at 4-6 [which was true, mind you] and yeah,i’d go home by myself after. see, james plays soccer at the same place i play tennis so it was perfect. i didn’t really get to play though but it’s ayt, i got to see james play and it was fun. šŸ™‚
plus we played catch for a while. even better. the bitch threw a ball at my boob though. these things get in the way. i swear to god, most of the time i hate them.

mayjoy was supposed to sleep over but the lezboe’s at paseo. i hate her. grrr..

well, aside from that there’s not much to talk about right now. only that i’ve been missing james soo much lately and today’s like, 2 months since church camp. is it me or does it feel like forever?

gtg. going to play text twist til i go home. mwah!

You currently appear offline to daaady Chua.

because you HAVE to lie when you’re conversing with the parents …

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issadog_102890: hey dad
issadog_102890:
daaady Chua: hey sush
daaady Chua: how u been
issadog_102890: i’ve been good <- but you wouldn’t really know cuz
you SUCK ASS!
issadog_102890: thanks for the stuff you sent me <- HAHA. honestly, i wanted
more. you suck gyud.
daaady Chua: you like it sush?
issadog_102890: i like it alot! <- i lied. i had to!
daaady Chua: im so happy to hear that
daaady Chua: i didnt have much to send <- OBVIOUSLY. but i’m used to it, i guess.
issadog_102890: it’s ayt.
issadog_102890: i like what you sent man sad
daaady Chua: do you have the angel cards with you?
issadog_102890: i bring it with me all the time <- even if i don’t get the point of it. or the purpose of you
giving me it.
daaady Chua: good
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: where’d you get those?
issadog_102890: and what are they supposed to do?
daaady Chua: when i order my business card, they give you a box for free <- oh, so THAT’S why.
giving me free shit just so you’d have something to send. show some dignity. be a dad!
issadog_102890: ohhh. haha
issadog_102890: they’re nice
daaady Chua: so what have you been up to lately?
daaady Chua: is that boy still visiting you at home?
issadog_102890: church. school.
issadog_102890: sometimes. he calls at home though
issadog_102890: he came over last week to give mommy sylvannas
daaady Chua: hmmmm sip sip
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: crazy
daaady Chua: and what will he be giving me? <- buang ka.
mas daghan pa na’g gi hatag nako kaysa nimo. inutil ka!
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: what do you want?
daaady Chua: for him to stay away from you
issadog_102890: batia gud, di ko
daaady Chua: why do you like this boy? <-because he doesn’t remind me of you.
he’s nothing like you.
he makes me feel SAFE!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: if i said yes would you hold it against me?
daaady Chua: what do you like about this boy?
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: he’s god fearing, for one <- KUYAWA!
daaady Chua: thats good
daaady Chua: but he better fear me too <- oh, you wish!
issadog_102890: unsa bah
daaady Chua: just be safe sush and be wise with your actions <-
in short, don’t have SEX. and if you do, be safe.
pffft. where were you when i had that talk?
issadog_102890: yes,dad. i had that talk already
issadog_102890: dinner
issadog_102890: brb
daaady Chua: ok
issadog_102890: back
daaady Chua: paspasa gud
issadog_102890: i eat fast
issadog_102890: i don’t usually eat dinner man gyud
daaady Chua: uy
daaady Chua: wala man gani tuy 5 mins
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: wa diay?
issadog_102890: naa baya
daaady Chua: unsa may sud-an nimo?
issadog_102890: chicken
issadog_102890: i don’t like pancit man or shrimp
daaady Chua: pilian diay nimo ug food sush<- DAMN RIGHT!
issadog_102890: haha. ever since before pa
daaady Chua: sush, what do you think of this new site i built http://www.netstralogy.com/Netstralogy5/
daaady Chua: hang on. let me upload the new changes
issadog_102890: ayt
daaady Chua: k, ready na. please reload
issadog_102890: what’s this for?
issadog_102890: cool kaayu ang picturres <- liar
 daaady Chua: our new website
daaady Chua: im ready to launch it today
daaady Chua: im just working on the text
issadog_102890: oh, ok
issadog_102890: do you have to advertise it if you launch it?
daaady Chua: im planning to
daaady Chua: actually, im planning on advertising thats why i redesigned the site
issadog_102890: ohh
issadog_102890: what was the first design man diay?
daaady Chua: http://www.netstralogy.com/about.html
daaady Chua: it didnt like it that much
daaady Chua: basaha kuno ang text sush if there’s typos and wrong grammar
issadog_102890: ang nice ra sa last one kay ang lihok2
daaady Chua: yah, i will update the pics for the new ones to have those movements too
issadog_102890: lol
issadog_102890: cool
daaady Chua: what are your plans for today sush
issadog_102890: today
issadog_102890: nothing na
issadog_102890: it’s late
issadog_102890: i spent the whole day out
daaady Chua: are you still playing tennis?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i played today
daaady Chua: you play every week?
issadog_102890: i try
daaady Chua: you planning on a tournament soon?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i have district meet by november
daaady Chua: whats that
issadog_102890: first it’s district meet
issadog_102890: then regionals
issadog_102890: then CVIRAA
daaady Chua: whats cviraa
issadog_102890: national competition
issadog_102890: i got as far as regionals last year
daaady Chua: wow
daaady Chua: so this year, you might be able to get to cviraa
issadog_102890: noo. i doubt.
issadog_102890: it’s hard na

 

You currently appear offline to daaady Chua.

because you HAVE to lie when you’re conversing with the parents …

alvinpchua@sbcglobal.net is using a different version of Yahoo! Messenger.
Certain features may be unavailable.

issadog_102890: hey dad
issadog_102890:
daaady Chua: hey sush
daaady Chua: how u been
issadog_102890: i’ve been good <- but you wouldn’t really know cuz
you SUCK ASS!
issadog_102890: thanks for the stuff you sent me <- HAHA. honestly, i wanted
more. you suck gyud.
daaady Chua: you like it sush?
issadog_102890: i like it alot! <- i lied. i had to!
daaady Chua: im so happy to hear that
daaady Chua: i didnt have much to send <- OBVIOUSLY. but i’m used to it, i guess.
issadog_102890: it’s ayt.
issadog_102890: i like what you sent man sad
daaady Chua: do you have the angel cards with you?
issadog_102890: i bring it with me all the time <- even if i don’t get the point of it. or the purpose of you
giving me it.
daaady Chua: good
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: where’d you get those?
issadog_102890: and what are they supposed to do?
daaady Chua: when i order my business card, they give you a box for free <- oh, so THAT’S why.
giving me free shit just so you’d have something to send. show some dignity. be a dad!
issadog_102890: ohhh. haha
issadog_102890: they’re nice
daaady Chua: so what have you been up to lately?
daaady Chua: is that boy still visiting you at home?
issadog_102890: church. school.
issadog_102890: sometimes. he calls at home though
issadog_102890: he came over last week to give mommy sylvannas
daaady Chua: hmmmm sip sip
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: crazy
daaady Chua: and what will he be giving me? <- buang ka.
mas daghan pa na’g gi hatag nako kaysa nimo. inutil ka!
issadog_102890: hahaha
issadog_102890: what do you want?
daaady Chua: for him to stay away from you
issadog_102890: batia gud, di ko
daaady Chua: why do you like this boy? <-because he doesn’t remind me of you.
he’s nothing like you.
he makes me feel SAFE!
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: if i said yes would you hold it against me?
daaady Chua: what do you like about this boy?
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: he’s god fearing, for one <- KUYAWA!
daaady Chua: thats good
daaady Chua: but he better fear me too <- oh, you wish!
issadog_102890: unsa bah
daaady Chua: just be safe sush and be wise with your actions <-
in short, don’t have SEX. and if you do, be safe.
pffft. where were you when i had that talk?
issadog_102890: yes,dad. i had that talk already
issadog_102890: dinner
issadog_102890: brb
daaady Chua: ok
issadog_102890: back
daaady Chua: paspasa gud
issadog_102890: i eat fast
issadog_102890: i don’t usually eat dinner man gyud
daaady Chua: uy
daaady Chua: wala man gani tuy 5 mins
issadog_102890: haha
issadog_102890: wa diay?
issadog_102890: naa baya
daaady Chua: unsa may sud-an nimo?
issadog_102890: chicken
issadog_102890: i don’t like pancit man or shrimp
daaady Chua: pilian diay nimo ug food sush<- DAMN RIGHT!
issadog_102890: haha. ever since before pa
daaady Chua: sush, what do you think of this new site i built http://www.netstralogy.com/Netstralogy5/
daaady Chua: hang on. let me upload the new changes
issadog_102890: ayt
daaady Chua: k, ready na. please reload
issadog_102890: what’s this for?
issadog_102890: cool kaayu ang picturres <- liar
 daaady Chua: our new website
daaady Chua: im ready to launch it today
daaady Chua: im just working on the text
issadog_102890: oh, ok
issadog_102890: do you have to advertise it if you launch it?
daaady Chua: im planning to
daaady Chua: actually, im planning on advertising thats why i redesigned the site
issadog_102890: ohh
issadog_102890: what was the first design man diay?
daaady Chua: http://www.netstralogy.com/about.html
daaady Chua: it didnt like it that much
daaady Chua: basaha kuno ang text sush if there’s typos and wrong grammar
issadog_102890: ang nice ra sa last one kay ang lihok2
daaady Chua: yah, i will update the pics for the new ones to have those movements too
issadog_102890: lol
issadog_102890: cool
daaady Chua: what are your plans for today sush
issadog_102890: today
issadog_102890: nothing na
issadog_102890: it’s late
issadog_102890: i spent the whole day out
daaady Chua: are you still playing tennis?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i played today
daaady Chua: you play every week?
issadog_102890: i try
daaady Chua: you planning on a tournament soon?
issadog_102890: yeah
issadog_102890: i have district meet by november
daaady Chua: whats that
issadog_102890: first it’s district meet
issadog_102890: then regionals
issadog_102890: then CVIRAA
daaady Chua: whats cviraa
issadog_102890: national competition
issadog_102890: i got as far as regionals last year
daaady Chua: wow
daaady Chua: so this year, you might be able to get to cviraa
issadog_102890: noo. i doubt.
issadog_102890: it’s hard na

 

i’ll eat you up in one bite <3

not much to write about today. i mean, school was ayt. i almost failed my physics seatwork which pissed me off in the moring and then i got pissed at kathya for not doing ssc work and yeah, i was just really pissed in the morning but i had a lot of good parts in the middle of that too.

i played magellan in our class role play- that was fun. i love playing guy parts. not that i’m lesbian or anything. HAHA. i have a boyfriend to prove that i’m not. LMAO.

you know what i realized? that i never really stop thinking about him. cuz when i’m at school, like when i’m taking down notes, idk but i think about him. like before my seatworks or whatever whatever, i think about him. and when i’m talking with someone, i wanna talk about him or i really do talk about him. and i love it when people ask me about him cuz i get to talk about him and idk, it’s just addicting for me. it’s obsessive. HAHA.

i think i have to stop talking to jet for that very reason. cuz i’m ALWAYS talking about him. LOL.

and when i’m not with anyone, i’m always racing to text him or when my phone vibrates in the middle of class, i literally freak out.

and it really sucks when he’s mad at me. 😦

i really did buys those paperclips today because i was extremely happy. you make me happy – all the time.

meet you on the dancefloor ;]

ok, thats my lame-o sex line. i don’t know how that could ever pass as a sex line either but yeah, i wanna call it that so i will. well, not that i’d have to use it cuz i don’t do PMS but yeah, i guess someone else in the world could find a better use for it. lol.

well, my computer’s finally fixed and i’m up at 6 in the morning blogging cuz i missed blogging soo soo much. and plus i had to do james’ homework only cuz it’s the only way i can help him. while i still can. besides, he’s tutoring me the whole year so yeah. :]

school’s been pretty much ok. just ok. right now i’m just trying to get really good grades while i still can. i’m really busy with ssc stuff most of the time though but it gives me something to do while i’m stuck in school and i can’t text/ talk to james.

i really REALLY don’t like our trigo teacher though. she’s really dull and she can’t teach ANYTHING to save her life.

but yeah. i got high average in chemistry and superior in english on my diagnostic test. šŸ˜€

me and james’re pretty good. i woke up at 5 and read his message that said:

it just keeps getting
better and
better

and yeah, it does. it really does. but yeah, let’s not jinx it.

last week, me and the family weren’t in good terms at all and honestly, that time me and james were kinda rocky too. not really – maybe for just a night. like, i’d get pissed/ annoyed really easily but like, i’d just keep it in. he’d be out most of the time with his friends since school hadn’t started for him yet and yeah, i understood the whole bonding thing since he’s off to college but yeah, idk. i rem. getting pissed cuz he wouldn’t text or tell me where he was and that just pissed me off cuz yeah, i just wanna know where he is. simple. not too much to ask for.

but then he came over one night to give my mom some sylvana’s from dumaguette. he couldn’t stay long though but the fact that he came made me happy. idk, i guess i just try to push aside the fact that i’m mad at him most of the time. it’s never anything too big though. nothing a chill pill can’t fix. LOL. wtf.

he started college this week. it’s so hard to wake him up pa gyud. so fucking hard.

well i got to spend a lot of time with him this week. friday and saturday. and today. that sounds like a lot of time to me. lol.

yesterday he picked me and my mom up at SM and dropped my mom off at Ayala. it was quite funny actually cuz my mom gave strict instructions to sit at the BACK with her but yeah, in the end i ended up sitting beside MY boyfriend in front of MY mother. haha. god, you are soo good to me. :]

then we went to church, hung out for a while [is it wrong to make out in church? yes, i’ve realized the weirdness of the sit. but is it??] and then we had practice well, he had practice. i just… hung out there. lmao. and then like, he went to st. john to play soccer and then i went to waterfront but then i ended up telling my mom that i was going to chabels house to hang so i had someone to go to paseo with but yeah, i went to st. john. DUH. for some reason james wasn’t so suprised to see me.

oh well. whatever. [i officially hate this word, btw.]

and then later that night we went to paseo and went crazy. [i got mad at him; he got mad at me PLUS my parents were there the whole FUCKING time] and then i got kinda tipsy and danced with my girlies. lol. it was really fun. wasn’t complete though. james knows why. go ask him. lol. but yeah i still had one hell of a night. i wanna have karaoke night with mayjoy next friday night though. big party. interesting. lol.

i’m really tired right now and i’m waking up again at 8 : 30 for church. so hollah.

yeah, i have a lot of things to be sorry for right now. lol. hehehehe.

p.s. i’m not smoking again. well, idk for sure but like idk why i wanted to do it again last night anyways. impulse? it’s not a big deal, yeah, i know. but like, i wouldn’t want james doing it infront of me or behind my back so i shouldn’t either right? besides, it’s not like i’m a smoker or anything. i just wanted to do it. i just can’t fathom why i feel soo icky now. i’m not doing that again, ok? and don’t let me next time. i’d rather make out in public [or play on top of the table] than suck on a suicide stick.

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my god, i want you.