i admit, i only started studying again yeterday (wednesday, i think) and omg, i realized that i needed it badly. ok, so i’ve failed like, a couple tests and seatworks. it’s the first grading. like i care. omg, iss. lmao.

goal for the year: chihuahua.
and i almost forgot 😦

anyways, mother has evil plans of making me gain weight (fyi: no, i haven’t turned anoxeric/dyslexic or the like, i still could care less about the way i look but, i just think i’m better off without the extra load) and omg, i think it’s working. i hate her so much for enjoying my misery. lmao. whatever, mom.

tomorrow’s a friday (finally) and i have karate or choir. i can’t decide. lmao. there’s nothing to practice man pud and i unno, i wanna sweat tomorrow and have an excuse to change into my PE uniform. 😉

me and carlow made plans to go on a massage thing. and if it doesn’t push through, i swear, i’ll bite him for real this time. lmao. they still hurt as much as before. and they did hurt, right kev?Ü

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.

anyways, my weekends have been composed of friends, family, internet, partying and drinking, and yes, i love it. harhar.

friday night:

bayot’s birthday, went to pod5. soo fun. then we went to sto. nino with carlow and ate bbq. midnight trip.

anyways, yeah, i’ve been having very bad days.i forgot my homework. my g-tec got broken, etc. etc. i forgot the rest but i know that monday sucked. oh yeah, i failed my math seatwork for the second time 😦 so i thought, hey, maybe i should get a tutor, just for math, and lisley goes and tells me that juvelyn can do home service.. what a good idea – NOT! thankyou, lisley. and cuz of that BRIGHT idea, my whole day was MORE ruined. hahai. i swear, i’m jinxed again. God, what did i do THIS time?

but, i’m over it now. yeah, i am.

we had a cool demonstration for chemistry anyways so, i’m good. lmao

i have nothing to say anymore. 😐

and yes, ex boyfriends are off limits. people, remember that.

today, i wrote :

math – i fear you the most. but at least i tried.
english – baby, do i make you jealous?
and you make me happy and then again yoi make the whole world crumble. uhm, issa? what? roar.
would yoiu rather love the one yoiu love who doesn’t love you? or the one who does but you don’t?

play with me…

completely taken forgranted.

some disaster in a fresh new coma. wasn’t wpth it when it was over.

i’m just another highschool drama queen, i speak ENHLISH, BISAYA, TAGALOG and fluent CHEERLEADER [dili ing- er] i wake up, obsess about my weight, suffer from acne and i have a broken heart. [i do?hmm. no idon’tt] GOT STRING?

what did you do to her last night? take me home, please.

i went to bed at around 3. i was basically up because SOMEONE told me to wait up for them so i could “comfort” him when he’s done wasting the night away. lmao. but i got bored and decided to sleep.

i know i’ve done wrong again because once again, i tried my best to wake up after ten just to miss church even if i knew i wasn’t going anyway. the decil works in me. that’s bad, iknow. i should change. trying. lmao.

so now, i’m up and i’m devoting the whole day to school work. slap my knee and call me crazy but i’ve turned from teacher’s pet – rebel freak – depressed anti social – a trying hard school freak. this isn’t me. this isn’t who i want to be. but i’m trying. i just want to see my name on a frikking piece of bond paper. is that soo hard to ask? huh? lmao. whatever, issa. lmao.

three claps for me. going wild does have it’s advantages. i lost weight! 🙂 i’m now an 83.:D and yesterday i was an 87ish. i think the scales al broken and going dunzoo on me. lmao. ok, is. ok.

i just wanted to blog today while i still have the chance to. as you all should know by now, i practically lock myself out to the outside world by monday. lmao. and then i go back on on friday nights. and if you ask me, the week flies by soo fast.

on monday i have practice for glee club then i have to make dance steps for our pres. for hgp awardings. this will be fun. plus, PLUS POINTS. 😀 i’m all about that now. lmao.

love you

love YOU

i went to bed at around 3. i was basically up because SOMEONE told me to wait up for them so i could “comfort” him when he’s done wasting the night away. lmao. but i got bored and decided to sleep.

i know i’ve done wrong again because once again, i tried my best to wake up after ten just to miss church even if i knew i wasn’t going anyway. the decil works in me. that’s bad, iknow. i should change. trying. lmao.

so now, i’m up and i’m devoting the whole day to school work. slap my knee and call me crazy but i’ve turned from teacher’s pet – rebel freak – depressed anti social – a trying hard school freak. this isn’t me. this isn’t who i want to be. but i’m trying. i just want to see my name on a frikking piece of bond paper. is that soo hard to ask? huh? lmao. whatever, issa. lmao.

three claps for me. going wild does have it’s advantages. i lost weight! 🙂 i’m now an 83.:D and yesterday i was an 87ish. i think the scales al broken and going dunzoo on me. lmao. ok, is. ok.

i just wanted to blog today while i still have the chance to. as you all should know by now, i practically lock myself out to the outside world by monday. lmao. and then i go back on on friday nights. and if you ask me, the week flies by soo fast.

on monday i have practice for glee club then i have to make dance steps for our pres. for hgp awardings. this will be fun. plus, PLUS POINTS. 😀 i’m all about that now. lmao.

love you

love YOU

and yes, i am very lonely. no, not really. i really don’t have any reason in the world to be. i guess some might even say i’m lucky.i have the almost perfect friends, a good realtionship with my family. [the dad thing, it’s getting by] and no strings attached. yes, i live in paradise. but yeah. i unno. there’s always going to be something missing. oh, you know what i’m talking about.

chabel wants a guy that gives her butterflies. and makes her nervous but relaxed at the same time. she wants someone who makes her look forward to today and excited for tomorrow. she wants to like someone like the way she used to like way backin kindergarten. maybe not the kicking and punching part but – you get the feeling. she wants to say, “i’ve never felt this way for anyone in my life before.” and i say, uhhuh. what a cliche.

and carlow’s heart broken from trying to keep a love he couldn’t fix and mainly because of dota too. cige ma’g kaun ug lecheng yawang dota. porbida. wel, that’s life and that’s why i’m never going to have a boyfriend. ever. lmao. well, maybe not ever. but yeah.

and besides, i can’t fin a good guy. not anyone. i’m doomed. :)) and when i do, god, naa gyu’y contrast so, why am i ranting again? lmao.

i have no idea.

the point is. i don’t have a point actually. i just wanted to say something.

and yes, i am very lonely. no, not really. i really don’t have any reason in the world to be. i guess some might even say i’m lucky.i have the almost perfect friends, a good realtionship with my family. [the dad thing, it’s getting by] and no strings attached. yes, i live in paradise. but yeah. i unno. there’s always going to be something missing. oh, you know what i’m talking about.

chabel wants a guy that gives her butterflies. and makes her nervous but relaxed at the same time. she wants someone who makes her look forward to today and excited for tomorrow. she wants to like someone like the way she used to like way backin kindergarten. maybe not the kicking and punching part but – you get the feeling. she wants to say, “i’ve never felt this way for anyone in my life before.” and i say, uhhuh. what a cliche.

and carlow’s heart broken from trying to keep a love he couldn’t fix and mainly because of dota too. cige ma’g kaun ug lecheng yawang dota. porbida. wel, that’s life and that’s why i’m never going to have a boyfriend. ever. lmao. well, maybe not ever. but yeah.

and besides, i can’t fin a good guy. not anyone. i’m doomed. :)) and when i do, god, naa gyu’y contrast so, why am i ranting again? lmao.

i have no idea.

the point is. i don’t have a point actually. i just wanted to say something.

and yes, i am very lonely. no, not really. i really don’t have any reason in the world to be. i guess some might even say i’m lucky.i have the almost perfect friends, a good realtionship with my family. [the dad thing, it’s getting by] and no strings attached. yes, i live in paradise. but yeah. i unno. there’s always going to be something missing. oh, you know what i’m talking about.

chabel wants a guy that gives her butterflies. and makes her nervous but relaxed at the same time. she wants someone who makes her look forward to today and excited for tomorrow. she wants to like someone like the way she used to like way backin kindergarten. maybe not the kicking and punching part but – you get the feeling. she wants to say, “i’ve never felt this way for anyone in my life before.” and i say, uhhuh. what a cliche.

and carlow’s heart broken from trying to keep a love he couldn’t fix and mainly because of dota too. cige ma’g kaun ug lecheng yawang dota. porbida. wel, that’s life and that’s why i’m never going to have a boyfriend. ever. lmao. well, maybe not ever. but yeah.

and besides, i can’t fin a good guy. not anyone. i’m doomed. :)) and when i do, god, naa gyu’y contrast so, why am i ranting again? lmao.

i have no idea.

the point is. i don’t have a point actually. i just wanted to say something.